Call Me Zero You Are Zero

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[cakelovessalad]

this is so wild

[killorbekillian]

Narration, in a serious, dramatic voice: We find no evidence paranormal activity inside this mine, but we do find an absolutely adorable kitty kitty.

Person on screen, using a baby voice: Hi little kitty kitty! Hi little kitty kitty! Ohh, you’re just a little kitty kitty!

[meat-wentz]

the fact that mikey party and mikey revenge are two real life actual nicknames people would call him to his face and he looked like this

[theblackparadeisdead]

Mikey Party...

[terrrorcrane]

hello, i want to update this blog that all the relationships i was worried would end did. im in a new one after a year of being single. im on meds and not sober. my new relationship is solid, i feel confidant in a polyamourus dynamic, my partner makes me feel amazing and secure and also happy to grow, and i likewise to them. im healing and not perfect, the insecurities on this blog still present, but i have skills and care internally to cope and the love i deserve externally to remind me that settling for folks who dont value me as i deserve, despite not being bad people themselves, are not what i need to keep chasing.

im really happy right now.

[terrrorcrane]

what a yt approach to a historically racialized metaphor

[terrrorcrane]

yt friends: come play a tabletop about superheros with us!

yt friends: so, do we want Real Life oppression to be something that Exists in this World that is Very Much Based on Real Life? Do we want our characters to just Not Encounter It?

[terrrorcrane]

they wrote a poem about touching themself to thoughts of me and fear of god and if that isnt some good gay content idek what is (the poem is so fucking hot) ((also no one? has written a poem about me before? its so tender h*rny? i love it))

[terrrorcrane]

i didnt mean to get irritated at my friend but i was IN BED cuddling the OTHER WEIRD GENDER DYKE which had taken us ALL WEEK to build up to, she saw this and drunkenly GUSHED at us about the boy she liked for the LAST 20 MIN WE HAD TOGETHER

[terrrorcrane]

i think we need to break up. there’s no passion or want here anymore. and i think we both know it. but idk where i would live. 

[terrrorcrane]

they still want to be friends and tbh if i can make this feeling cool off then i want that too. i really do. i dont want to lose them and i do care about them this just...they make it sound like a fucking consession. idek man

[terrrorcrane]

well fuck me L has met someone and has decided they just want to be friends so i guess this will just happen with every fucking new person i fall for h u h 

[terrrorcrane]

i am still so fucking uncomfortably h*rny and im Mad about it L text me challenge let me be a d i s t r a c t i o n

[terrrorcrane]

i really! want to fuck L rn! two weeks is too far and E has no sex drive and L is too busy to sext and its weird to jack off when ur partner is home

[terrrorcrane]

i hate being angry! without knowledge! as to whether or not im allowed to be! but goddamn do i feel Big Fucking Used right now!!!!!!

[terrrorcrane]

semi-concious dissociation paired w violent intrusive thoughts paired with ‘waking up’ holding a knife to my own solarplexis sure is the exciting way i wanted my tuesday night to end

[terrrorcrane]

i had phone s*x for the first time last night and like A. god they’re hot B. we laughed so much bc its awkward and also we’re hilarious and C. they didn’t hang up after we were done so we talked for an hour and i made up a story to tell them to help them sleep and they said they loved hearing my voice and loved my dog and i s2g they were gonna say they love me but they bit their tongue and said they hoped i had a really good sleep.

i think we’re both in love and too goddamn scared to say anything

[terrrorcrane]

lmfao his mom threatened to report him missing if he didn’t text her back but he was asleep and he’s asleep on my couch and im...so fuckin nervous.

like she’s doing it as an abuse tactic and i know that, she’s not his legal gaurdian rn and she’s mad that he’s allowed to be on a weekend trip to the mainland by himself

but the reality is that he’s 17.5 years old and we’re not related and im not a legal gaurdian im just a 24 year old he met at camp that doesn’t want him to be in a place he feels unsafe so i let him sleep on my couch.

regardless when he’s a bit more stable im making him tell his social worker who i am and giving her my contact info so that if his mom tries to pull that she knows she can call me

[terrrorcrane]

mm doesnt wanna share a room in guelph which is fair and completley understandable as they are Competing but damn if it doesnt feel like shit ontop of a shit sandwich