deep thoughts

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I pray for you

I pray for you no matter what. You are.. something pretty damn special. If only you could see yourself through my eyes, then you would realise how magnificent you are. The way you talk; something as simple as that can make my day. I pray that you realise your imperfections are what make you, you. I pray that the hurt you are going through stops. Let those scars heal, my dear.

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How many scars did we justify because we loved the person holding the knife?

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One never knows when the last goodbye will be; so make every single one count.

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Every rainbow fades, and my dear, it is my turn now.

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Confidence

The way she walked showed confidence. The way she spoke showed confidence. Everything she did was confident. But I watched her, very closely. She was breaking. Every step too small, she'd look around, Waiting for judgement. Every mispronounced word, She'd wait for judgement. She lived her life in fear. In fear of judgement. In fear of you.

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To be human comes with it faults, but the other stuff is pretty good I guess.

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I wasn't looking for love, but when I saw you, I knew I'd found it; and that was just the beginning.

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Stop. 

Think about what you are going to say.

Is it something you would want to hear?

No? Then don’t say it. Simple as that.

Keep your nasty comments to yourself,

you’re the only one who deserves them.

Yes we all make mistakes, 

but don’t keep blaming your mouth on a mistake,

blame yourself for once.

You have wrecked lives all because you wanted to be happy.

You’re a bully, and bullies deserve to be 

shut 

down. 

The only good thing you have done is go home, far away from me and the rest of us that you hurt. 

You are a bully. Let those words sink in.

Realize it.

Change it.

Do it.

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She told me her secrets, but only once.

She never repeated herself, ever.

She said that the ones who were clever,

would always find a way to dissever

the very little trust she had left.

She was always hiding her hurt,

and they would always mock,

but in her head she would just curt,

and inside her mind they’d knock.

They’d break her down,

bit by bit.

But she would never make a sound.

And she would never split.

She was brave,

I should say is,

but my words would never behave,

as I’d never stop telling her about her silly ascesis.

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We walked, around

and around

and around.

We saw people we knew, 

and we met some new.

We held hands, 

we even kissed too.

I was the happiest I’ve ever been,

and I think you were too.

I love you,

I truly do.

You make me see the best in myself,

so thank you.

Baby, you are my one and only.

I

Love

You.

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Poison

When you left, I felt nothing.

The only thing I felt was pain. The pain of you gone,

the pain of realization that you aren’t coming back.

You left with rage, and maybe a little bit of confusion. 

You were fed up, fed up of my love,

fed up of me trying so hard to impress you.

Maybe I shouldn’t have tried so hard. 

Maybe I should have listened to everyone else,

they told me you were bad,

they told me that you’d wreck me. 

I didn’t listen to them because I was so madly in love with you,

that I didn’t realize I was another one of your dolls,

just added to the shelf.

You used me like people use air, 

you didn’t notice me.

You only noticed her. And now,

I’m lying here, wondering why I got hurt.

But all along, the reason was because 

you

used

me.

You made me feel so special, and then you broke me down,

bit by bit. 

You used me like you had with every other girl you’ve had. 

At that time I thought I had lost out big time, 

but in actual fact, it was you that had.

You made me feel so useless, you gave me panic attacks, you gave me disaster,

but all along I had mistaken all of that for love.

You told me you loved me, but did you really? 

You hurt me, once loved never loved again.

So I guess I can be loved again,

but loved by myself this time. 

I thought you were the cure,

but all along,

you 

were 

the 

poison.

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Words

“words”

What are words? Many say words are the sounds that come out of our mouths.

While this is very true, words mean more than sound.

They mean love, hate, passion, all the feelings mixed into one. 

Words have double meanings, and only those who understand what words will get those double meanings.

I’m fine are words that mean so many things.

Those two words have emotions attached, it’s a cry for help that only the knowing ones will hear.

Words mean so much more than sound, they’re feelings. 

So next time, listen when someone speaks words, because maybe, just maybe, 

they’re crying out for help.

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Two eyes, two loves

You said you loved me.

And I, stupidly, believed you.

But now, I see,

You loved her too. 

I didn’t give you fake love, my Sweetheart. 

I didn’t cheat.

So, when did you start

to love this girl? When did you meet?

I was loyal.

I was blind.

But my love to you was like water through soil,

but oh my love how I pined.

I was desperate for your attention,

but all of it was for her.

And you somehow failed to mention

that your love for me was less than a chirr.

You said you loved me.

And I, stupidly, believed you.

But now, I see,

You loved her too.

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I may have lost someone who didn't love me,but you lost some one who truly loved you.

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i love you

i love you for all you are and for all you are yet to be.

let’s make memories, baby, let’s run away.

away from all the crap surrounding us, suffocating us.

they say we’re goals, they say we’re perfect.

don’t get me wrong, we are, but we are so much more than labels.

we are the people that wake up lying on top of each other,

the people who feed each other when one is sick.

we are more.

we are us.