bleeding on paper

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning. Lamentations 3:22-23. The name's Skye. An 18-year-old Dutch girl doing poetry and loving Jesus. Nice to meet you.

[thelostgirlisearching]

-: ✧ :-゜・．

IT'S ALWAYS A REDHEAD AND IT'S ALWAYS MY FAVOURITE ONE

-: ✧ :-゜・．

[homunculus-argument]

Not book smart or street smart but a secret third thing.

[luckyletd0wn]

supid

[homunculus-argument]

supid.

[thatonejesusfreak]

supidety is great

[messsssmer]

"Whimsy" is truly a wretched term. What maketh thee so carefree?

[fireknightqueelign]

thy mother

[messsssmer]

Art thou for fucking real

[thatonejesusfreak]

Methinks they are, tragically

[hufflepuff-slytherin-fanatic]

Avada kedavra!

[thatonejesusfreak]

i'm just too obsessed with soldaat van oranje at the moment.

my inner theater kid has awoken? awakened? what's the correct term? i'm so sad i couldn't see it one more time.

also i CANNOT be the only one to ship anton and erik, no?

[winn-wynn]

I’m crazy bc Vienna by Billy Joel reminds me of Percy Weasley

[ellivenollivander]

Hot take but perhaps Percy Weasley would not have fallen so easily into the clutches of a corrupt ministry, eager for approval and recognition, if he had not spent his entire formative years being mocked and ridiculed by the people who were supposed to love him

[throwaway-blog-1o1]

Percy: Where am I supposed to sit?

Oliver: MY FACE!

Penelope: OLIVER!

Oliver: ITCHES. My face itches 😒

[percys-amortentia]

i love percy so much it makes me physically ill

[thatonejesusfreak]

rewatched cool runnings yesterday.

can't be the only one shipping Junior Bevil and Yul Brenner.

[only-knives]

gentle reminders for anyone who needs it:

you have inherent worth simply by being alive. you are not a failure or unworthy for struggling with your mental or physical health. you're just a human being in pain.

you are not a burden; you have a right to support, care, & community, and it is not your fault that this world isn't built for disabled & neurodivergent people.

your emotions matter. even if they're big, or "out of proportion" to other people. everyone experiences life differently, and you deserve people in your life that treat your emotions with respect & kindness.

you are doing your best. i believe you. you don't need to compare yourself to others, or your hypothetical best self. who you are right now, in this moment, is enough.

it's okay to struggle with change. it can be scary, stressful, daunting, and confusing. you're allowed to take your time in figuring things out. you don't need to have all the answers today. life is about experiencing, not being perfect.

i'm glad you're here. many more people than you believe are glad you're here. it's okay. you're okay. you may not feel okay, or may not be doing okay: but as a person - you're okay.

be gentler with yourself. you're worth it.

[relentless-for-jesus]

Sometimes, you might feel far from God. In those moments, you have to remember that you can't go by how you feel. You gotta go by what you KNOW.

The Bible tells us in Deuteronomy 31:6 that God will NEVER leave us nor forsake us.

Believe that!! When thoughts like "God has left me" and "God is far from me" pop up, immediately hit them with Deuteronomy 31:6. Don't even let them dwell in your mind! If you let them linger on, they will get stronger. So shut them down with the truth of what The Bible says because what God says triumphs over everything!!!

[needscaffeine]

Anyways, knowing that all of the characters form Disney's Cool Runnings are fictional (they do not resemble/are not names after the real Jamaican Bobsledders according to one of the members):

I ship Junior Bevil and Yul Brenner

Thank you

[three-unspoken-words]

You’re pretty. You’re so pretty. It’s actually unbelievable how gorgeous you are. You’re pretty and funny and you’re everything I want. You’re the one I want to tell the good and bad news to, and the one I want to wake up with a text from. You’re the one I close my eyes thinking about and the one I look for in every room. You’re perfect, you’re perfect for me.

And maybe in another universe you’d think that too.

[thatonejesusfreak]

@firebird-official

[thatonejesusfreak]

to: mom

i hate you

for what you did.

and yet, i

crave your approval.

growing to be you

is my darkest fear

and yet.

and yet i desperately

try to convince myself

that the sparks you feed me,

the small sparks of hope

that briefly light

my darkness,

is family.

is normal.

is what love

is supposed to be.

i hate you, mom. 

i’m not supposed to.

i know that.

but no should

is gonna remove it.

right?

the dull, everlasting ache

in my knees and hips.

do you remember?

i do.

each time you

slammed me against a wall

each time you

forced me onto my knees.

no should is gonna remove

the way i

flinch at movements unforeseen

hear my name though no one called

i feel a knife twist in my heart

when i see fathers, mothers

with their little kids.

their mutual care is

something i envy

and something i craved

because lying to

teachers, therapists, bad people

is normal.

right?

[thatonejesusfreak]

mercury

Quick note: I based this poem (loosely) on the vibes of Sleeping At Last’s 'Mercury'. Go listen to the song, it's great. Also, a sorry to my five followers for posting nothing the past few weeks, busy with finals shit and ✨ fuckass family shit ✨

i love the hour

of dawn.

i love the silence

before the storm,

when the city’s still

sound asleep,

and my only spectators

are the streetlights.

i need to find myself

before i fade away.

in the silence of

daybreak, i can think.

here, it all slows down to

one moment, one choice

my finger hovering above

the send button.

somehow, i have

fallen in love with you,

something quite unforeseen

but yet so profound.

when and wherever you want,

i'll go with you.

i've been holding on to

everything that makes life life

 

throughout my life, i've been 

whiteknuckling my way.

holding on to everything, 

because i don't know life without 

all of my problems 

all of my burdens 

but what if the only way

i get to truly live, is to let go?

released the control and

let you take away all i clung to?

would i see, truly, the

precious metals

hidden beneath the surface of

this seemingly rotten life?

--------------------------

(also: hiiii, @firebird-official, love you, wrote this for you, you're awesome, miss you loads ❤︎)

[thatonejesusfreak]

fight my goliath

God, let me be

like david.

david wasn’t

strong or powerful.

his goliath would have

smashed him if david

was alone.

just as mine

is pulverizing me

right now.

but what ensured

his victory, was how

he blindly trusted in You.

i want- no, need that

faith, please help me to

trust you overcome my battles.

my addiction will ruin me if

You don’t take it over.

i surrender, God.

yours is the kingdom,

yours is the power,

and yours is the glory

forever

amen.