Theblacksuntheory

Hold on!, if love is the answer, you are finally home.

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Ink for blood, paper for bones

It’s crushing when real-life drama crashes into the middle of writing a beautiful story.

The heart cannot tell the hand to write beautifully when it’s just trying to keep pumping.

Maybe good stories are made like this battling anxiety when the fog lifts once air returns to my lungs when breath becomes possible.

A tiny flicker of fire happens a smoldering ember, waits in silence, day after day, months, a year.

Then I remembered

My soul always craved for fire I cant waste more time to admire this beautiful stories that have ink for blood, paper for bones, and oh the dearest memories of my midnight songs that were always meant for the masked ones…

By Theblacksuntheory

Art by Jim Lively "Writers Block", Acrylic Painting

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Can't Catch Me Now

But I'm in the trees I'm in the breeze

My footsteps on the ground You'll see my face in every place

My vengeance is completed now

Through wading grass, the months will pass You'll feel it all around

I'm here I'm there I'm everywhere But you can't catch me now

By Olivia Rodrigo & Dan Nigro

Art: Richard Corben. (Ghost Rider Vol. 6 #7, published by Marvel Comics in March 2007.)

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I deserve sunshine too.

Breathe in deeply, hold the quiet, Let the tension slowly cease. May the comfort wrap around me, Leaving me with gentle peace.

The pendulum swings pain drown over a chest breathing in so slow, and as the blade lowers down a smile is seen, not a frown… not surgery! for a price so low!

I am hoping for a new season in my body, For the winter death of my pain. For fresh cells growing, healthy blood flowing; Like spring’s revival through the trees. The days of lying still are lifting,

The heavy fog begins to clear. Strength into the hands is shifting, And brighter, better days are near.

I deserve sunrise to live To laugh, to dance, to jump

To release the pain, to breathe the morning, To feel the blacksun upon my face— It is a gentle, sweet returning, A slow, unforced, and tender grace.

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Art: aaliyahsparrow. "They Deserve Sunshine Too", Ilya Rozanov [Connor Storrie], Heated Rivalry | 1.06 The Cottage

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Ease the pain

The crimson sunset paints the sky, I hear a sudden, rasping sigh. I must tell you something true. I feel like my back is missing a screw

Is driving me insane, this ache souther Why now? This can be quite a bother. Tried to run but pain twisted my spine There is shadow with red hair like wine

Her fangs are bared, hungry ruler of the dead Her eyes are red, now I am out of breath She mimics beauty, enchanting hearts lead astray Her touch excites pessimism, I am the prey

“I’m too young for death,” my voice whispers Each teardrop salty and sweet for the vampyr The red maiden smiles at my hopeless figure

She carefully pressed her lips to mine. Her melodious voice started to rhyme

“Our time is shortened by desing, “Though grant me thy essence “So I may ease the pain from thou fragile mind.”

She bit me neck but yielded no taste, for all my blood was below my waist

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Art: The Vampire (1895) by Edvard Munch

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Currents

Yes, I flow, I cleanse, I heal, I dissolve That doesnt mean that, around you I revolve Yes, I move, I live, I wander astray Water running, intermingling, over the sands.

I Know the intricate patterns of lonely souls Drops taste forest of arctic northern poles Pleasure of motion, bringing peace to the lost Heartwarming balm cures all poisonous thoughts

Yes, I slow dive into the farthest calm stillness Seeking blacksun bathes, dawns, a place to hide. from the wavering swamps of my mind's shrillness

What are you doing here, pale and polished You, the stone in the path of the tide?

Are you really want to oppose me now? Time will always concede, but you can try The full moon currents will erode the veins in you No matter how hard you resist, I'll make you bow

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Art by Eva Draws

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Blue Velvet

I did choose the mask I hide under, How did I became that stranger I wonder It all started when I saw your jewels Drowned in deep blue velvet whirlpools

Out of the blue, oceans got bluer than blue, Each wave of your oceans ends up ashore, like the one message in a bottle for two, Yet there's less of your words for me in store,

The shadow appeared in the mirror today Observing, the stranger I became, like a prey Then it spoke with iridescent gaze

And I saw colors that don't exist just yet, Reserved for lovers who cracked into one, Fragmented like rolled out cassettes, Is it just me or is this love second to none?

Then I realized,

you can’t hate someone for loving themselves, just because you don’t, you’re insecure and i am not, not anymore. Go ahead, hate, but the love you want will never reciprocate Get on your knees, im doing the shadow's work

It dosent matter if im cold or blue now. In this night, Im droping my mask somehow I dare you to pour false blue rivers in me I will let your velvet go with godspeed

I’m here because I worked, because I tried I’m here because I love the shadow with pride I’m here because I choose not become someone, I’m here because That shadow is the black sun, And him and me . Now… we are one

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Art by Jana Sojka.

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I am cold or blue?

Heart without connection Tales of frigid on my own Love songs is a perception Outside of my comfort zone

Without any toxic deviations Life unpacks through stations Gone addictions and replacements In all kinds of different places

Family and friends are proud I feel trapped by what’s allowed Tbh,I could be wearing a mask It's scary sharing if they ask

So I’ll acknowledge my displeasure I’ll consider all my choices I’m sure I could go outside And find some local voices

Calm this feeling with conversation Or remembering my little stories In a friendly online interaction Might free me from my worries

To be happy, this is my breakthrough: I’ll manage the ups and downs And if I feel a little cold or blue I’ll adjust my current surrounds

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Art by isbergillustration ✦

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Endless night

A cowl of shadow, lurking in the night, In endless crusades, I embraced the blight. Sweet daisy fields now drenched with death, The air finally became a charnel breath,

By perching upon the damned and dead. Gotham's stones were splashed with red. Then people forgot their jeweled words When they saw evil's glittering swords;

No word was there, no song, no bell, No furious tongue that dream to tell; Only the dead, who rose and fell

Above the wounded men; And whisperings and wails of pain

Blown slowly from the wounded grain, Blown slowly from the smoking plain; And silence fallen again.

A herald with endless hunger, And the oath began to sunder, I have lost all life, so I steal it. I am death, so I bring it.

I am vengeance that never sleeps, I am the darkest night I am batman, forever and ever...

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Art by Kelley Jones

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Afraid to love

Show me your tears, I’ll whisper poems around them, Show me your scars, I’ll make them fell numb, Let me calm your red rivers of war and dread Break free from the crystal, look at me instead

Teach me how to love you, though you turn away, In the quiet of your heart, where shadows play. Guide me through the silence where your guilt hide, Let me learn the way to hold you by my side.

Teach me how to reach you when you drift afar, When your eyes grow distant and you’ve lost your spark. Show me how to cherish each unspoken night, When the white moon’s our only witness to our fight.

Help me understand the pain you hide so well, To touch the tender places where your sorrows dwell. Show me how to be the warmth you need to stay, Even if it means you’ll walk away.

Teach me how to find you in the dark and cold, When empty spaces echo stories left untold. If words are lost and broken, help me find a way, To love you deeply, come what may.

Teach me how to love you through the silent fears, Through the quiet that now fills your heart with tears. How little time we have beyond the farthest reaches, To live peacefully with you my, heart beseeches

So when time comes, and I’m left here to grieve, I’ll have learned to love you, even as you leave.

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Art by Jorlerx

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Finding you

When was the last time you were truly happy, not merely existing but truly alive? When was the last time you smiled sincerely, not that rehearsed facade?

When was the last time you were honest with yourself, embracing your flaws and strengths, saying what was in your mind, genuine and unfiltered?

When was the last time laughter flowed freely, genuine and unrestrained?

When was the last time you spoke passionately, about something you love deeply? When was the last time you loved yourself deeply, accepting every part of who you are?

When was the last time your heart was in sync with your mind, free and unburdened?

Why I fell for you? Why did I found you? Is it what you do? To make me think I'd lose myself for you

When was the last time you were truly you? Well the last time, I was just Bruce it was with you…

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Art by Julian Totino Tedesco

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The Sun Rising

Busy old fool, unruly sun, Why dost thou thus, Through windows, and through curtains call on us? Must to thy motions lovers' seasons run? Saucy pedantic wretch, go chide Late school boys and sour prentices, Go tell court huntsmen that the king will ride, Call country ants to harvest offices, Love, all alike, no season knows nor clime, Nor hours, days, months, which are the rags of time.

Thy beams, so reverend and strong Why shouldst thou think? I could eclipse and cloud them with a wink, But that I would not lose her sight so long; If her eyes have not blinded thine, Look, and tomorrow late, tell me, Whether both th' Indias of spice and mine Be where thou leftst them, or lie here with me. Ask for those kings whom thou saw'st yesterday, And thou shalt hear, All here in one bed lay.

She's all states, and all princes, I, Nothing else is. Princes do but play us; compared to this, All honor's mimic, all wealth alchemy. Thou, sun, art half as happy as we, In that the world's contracted thus. Thine age asks ease, and since thy duties be To warm the world, that's done in warming us. Shine here to us, and thou art everywhere; This bed thy center is, these walls, thy sphere.

By Jhon Donne

Art by Bryant Woolcock

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Aggressive Evolution

Now I uncover and enclose through cracking glass Yes, repeating again, and again, and again The pursuit and blame will be unreal By fight and flight, my decision sealed

I enter, we exit Fleeting thoughts and fears And again

We will dance on moonlit shimmering streets But when we get there Will you see what I see? Now, we exit

Weary mind, cradled Trapped within the seat It shakes excitedly Because our eyes can finally meet

It's panic fueled And you're blinded by the sun And again

We will dance on moonlit shimmering streets But when we get there Will you see what I see? Weary mind, cradled Trapped within the seat But when we get there Will you see?

Intertwined I weave inside your mind Two worlds collide As our shadows die

By @Loathe

Art by Unknow

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Bleeding sun

We lost the battle, our friends and families ¿Oh, me? Don’t worry, I still have my sanity Humans knows, decisions could make fantasies

And wrong choices gave birth, inferno realities Here I am, with my arms and legs broken I crave your shrine strengthened, by griefs unspoken See, what we call Gods depends upon our tribe That’s why your kind always have a dark side No sacred wolf intervened when I was a boy To deliver me from daddy's fist and fuzzy joy

Gods takes sides. I figured out way back If you are all-powerful, you cannot be all good And if you are all good, then you cannot be all-powerful It doesn’t matter… At the end, we are the bleeding ones Merged in shadows, I never heard your shallow creed The feral goddess commands destiny and fortune But she never saw a crawling demon in my view

Those creatures took away my light They slaughtered us and gouged out my eyes Now, I have new scars, blessed by the night Fully understanding Larvatus Nox Adiuvat Blooded rage to all you who don’t believe in me

A nomad warlock, with bleeding eyes, breaking free Wielding a slumbering blade, who doesn’t care About thousands of red cold wars and dark veil

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Art by Gustave Doré, Dante et Virgile dans le neuvième cercle de l'Enfer.

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Times change

Time to travel, time to go, Changing time takes a blow; Sad times with the grief, Glad times full of glow.

People changes changing times, Time changes people's dimes; Changes looks and changes talks, Like drop changes into rimes.

People never mind the talks, Who always takes the time walks; Nevertheless they use their mind, For unlocking their future locks.

Time walks even when everyone stop, Look ahead even when success drop; Teaches a genuine lesson to everyone, Never look down to reach the top.

Clearing stones in the ways, Water flows as time goes away; Utilize the time in a manner, So your work forever stays.

By Sourav Khatua

Art by tofupixel

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Two way mirror

Inconsistent and inconcise Blood of blood and life of life Looking through the eyes of a life lived twice Mirroring emotions Sharing the same vice Precious vice

Hoping to find faith Miming dissolving grace Just say "I know"

Few and far between, you appear Give me the sounds I need to hear Losing seconds that liberate in tears

Hoping to find faith Miming dissolving grace Just say "I know", it's all in our heads Just say "I know" and I'll stay here instead

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Hoping to find faith Miming dissolving grace Just say "I know" Hoping to find faith Miming dissolving grace Just say "I know", it's all in our heads Just say "I know" and I'll stay here instead

By Loathe

Art by Hreinn Friðfinnsson

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ineffable feeling

Loving you has no end and no beginning Loving you is everything It is infinite in time And limitless in magnitude Beyond even my own comprehension

Your love brings me home Enfolds me and warms me In its eternal embrace Endless and palpable Beyond all life's storms

A connection like no other Twenty years long But timeless in our hearts Deep and true Til' death us do part

By Susan Loughlin

Art by zerbrechlich

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I can feel the Sun

We traded pain for fleeting, fragile grace, In shadows deep, we found our rightful place.

The promised moon, a dream to seize, A runner’s path, through the biting breeze.

But fate, it seems, had different plans in store, A final act, you never ask for more.

Though echoes fade, your memory will stay, A reminder bright, to light the darkest day.

You never had to save me. I didn't want any of this Perhaps our life was running out of bliss

I believed in you, trusted you, however Wish we could go to the moon together.

All I ever wanted was for both to life as one My love… Thank you. Now I can feel the Sun … and your touch on it…

By @theblacksuntheory

Art by Li Flag