if there’s one species that takes a particularly … violent, stance on child abuse and mistreatment, it’s humans. something julian finds laughable, given not a single soul who saw him decided to do something, or say something. yet it remains true. even the most vile of humans won’t tolerate that among their species or others. any who harm a child within the range of a human; any who have even a history of it?
they won’t make it out of that area alive.
no doubt, word of julian’s augmentation reached earth long before his father did. no doubt, people looked into his work, discovered he was an exceptional doctor on the front lines, and one of the kindest souls the grace starfleet medical.
a word that would’ve reached even those in richard’s penal colony.
a heart attack. right. julian snorts at that, head shaking. ❝ it wasn’t a heart attack, odo. it was murder. this is common when anyone who mistreats a child, no matter how long it’s been, lands in a human prison. to be honest with you, i’m shocked captain sisko and chief o’brien let him off this station without murdering him, or at least doing some physical harm. ❞
the padd is taken, but he doesn’t look at it. he doesn’t want to. he drums his fingers against it, the smooth and warm metal not registering to his body. nor does the single tear rolling down his cheek. he shakes his head more, offering odo the padd again, letting out a shaky sigh as he speaks.
❝ unless that’s a direct order from the captain or major, i’m not going to. i have too much to do here. ❞ pausing, his lips pull tight briefly, before replying to the constable’s quiet words. ❝ he wasn’t much of a father, odo. even without what he did to me. he was never around. it was only my mother and i, and us being dragged around the galaxy by him. and when he was there, he was angry, and violent, and i was the perfect outlet. i wasn’t his son. i was a legacy he built. ❞
❝ there’s no good parts to miss. there’s nothing there to grieve … he’s still my father, and i still love — loved — him, but there’s nothing there. it’s — it’s just a bit of a shock. i’ll be alright. thank you. ❞
it’s a half-truth. julian’s positive he’ll recover from this with ease, but he’s far from alright. and given his recent history, he highly doubts odo will believe that. so, with a glance down, then back to the constable, julian adds.
❝ i’ll be safe, odo. i promise. ❞
Though his expression remains still, Odo shifts his weight between his feet at Julian’s suggestion that Richard Bashir’s death was other than what the report offered. He hates that he’s probably right. The idea that justice can be disrupted in the very seat where justice is supposed to be upheld is uncomfortable for him. It brings his own demons too close to bear. Though, he supposed, for the crime which Julian suggests, some might believe that justice was, indeed, served. Far more so than simply letting Richard rot in jail for a few decades would be.
Odo’s discomfort is refocused on the man before him. Eyes are quick to search his face, his mannerisms, for the truth behind the stone wall he’s fronting. Humans are an emotional species. A tad less so than Bajorans. But he always finds it fascinating that, for an emotional species, when something like grief or despair grips them, they attempt to become as stony as a Vulcan.
The human condition, he supposed.
“There’s no direct order . . . yet,” he adds. “But you will be monitored. By myself, personally. I’ll try to be as un-intrusive as possible. It’s just . . . with your recent history,” he clears his throat awkwardly, “everyone just wants to make sure you can make it through.” When Julian hands the PADD back to him without so much as reading it, he takes it but taps it against his leg for a moment.
Julian seems to understand Odo’s particular concern, too, when he attempts to reassure him that he’ll be safe. “I hope so, Doctor. There’s a great number of people here who depend on you.” Clearing his throat again, Odo’s posture stiffens and his hands move to clasp behind his back. “You may not take time off for yourself, but you may want to consider visiting your mother. I’m sure she’d be grateful for your company.”
Naturally, if he did decide to go, Odo would go along with him. Ever since he’d found him in the cargo bay nearly lifeless, he’d taken the doctor’s well-being upon himself. There wasn’t a single hope he was going to let Julian out of his sight with this on his shoulders.