a few people have asked for a list of the movies— it’s in the original tags in order of appearance and with some random thoughts of mine, or you can find it here on letterboxd! <3
Ok so if I make friends with people I’m never gonna feel alone? If I try my hardest to be myself I’m gonna be accepted? If I tell people what they want to hear they will like me? If I look like the actresses I see on tv I’m pretty? If I contort my own personality to fit the rest I will be normal? If I exist i have a purpose? One day I will be perfect and not “the weird one?” Right? Right?
My flags for pride month: Gender-flux and pansexual. Happy pride to all shes, hes, theys and gays. Love to all and may you find peace and security with yourself.
The feeling of sitting quietly for so long that you get severely under-stimulated but telling anyone goes against your people pleasing tendencies. So you just sit there silently and twiddle your thumbs hoping someone notices you. Then with all the silence, anxiety has a chance to creep in and now you’re getting depressed, anxious, bored, and trying to keep it all together. We all know that feeling. Right? Right?
finished some sketch customs for @thegroaninggremlin !!! check out the commission info in the pinned post on my acc if you're interested in getting one yourself!