I don’t know if anyone follows me anymore or anything but I just need to vent/scream/looking for anyone who will listen or who can help. I was robbed at gun point (see tik tok below for that full story) a few months ago and it is literally killing me. The PTSD alone is enough to drive anyone bad but unfortunately I’m not just dealing with the ptsd, but I’m also having to deal with the financial burden this has caused. I’m about to be evicted next week because my money goes to paying for Ubers to go to work. I barely eat anymore because I can’t afford to and I don’t have any help at all and if I’m being quite honest I really wish I was dead because being dead sounds a lot better than being homeless. I spend every day so afraid of everyone and everything. I have not slept or felt safe in months and there’s no way out of this at all. I don’t want to leave but I don’t have much of a choice at this point. I’ve given up on the idea of anything good happening to me ever and I don’t want to keep repeating this cycle. I need a life raft.
Trigger Warning: Guns I honestly don’t really know why I am feeling the need to tell this story, but here I am. #maybesomeoneneedsthis #arme
