For Levi and Roger, what's their happy place(s)? And also what are their greatest fears?
Levis happy place is when hes alone (or with roger) in a forest or open field, growing up the only form of entertainment levi would have was running around in his backyard or going into the forest and hunting for beetles for him to take care of, or just listening to his mother's orchestral recordings from his room.
Rogers happy place is just levi, yea. hes very dependent on levi. he didnt have friends growing up because nobody bothered to get to know him. He wasnt othered or bullied, everyone knew him, but nobody was close with him besides his parents, you get it ? Levi is the first person hes ever been close with so he wants to stay by his side.
I think rogers biggest fear is being considered obsolete or useless. Roger likes to help and assist people, not for any benefit or reason, but because he just wants to. If he cant help people he falls into a state of depression, so his happiness relies on the satisfaction and happiness of others, seeing people happy is what brings him joy. Without that he considers himself nothing, or subhuman really.
Or if you want to get technical you could count rogers emetophobia.
Levis biggest fear is the people hes killed, or people who knew the people he killed, coming back to get him and i know its unrealistic, but levi isnt exactly known for having realistic fears considering he has two anxiety disorders and overthinks almost everything. Despite the fact he doesnt know these men hes shot down on the battlefield he is still haunted by the fact he killed them. He thinks hes an awful person for having killed so many people. The metaphorical blood on his hands is what gets him.
