The Watchers

The big ol’ 21 years old Just a system chilling on the internet I post more :)

[thewatchersmurder]

The Watchers

Hello!

We are The Watchers, though we prefer being called “Watchers”. We use all pronouns, if you really want a set, use it/they/he.

We are a P-DID system, how many alters is none of your business. We are masc and non-human heavy, as well as introject heavy.

Last Updated : 20/04/2026

Besides P-DID, we do have other disorders like Dyslexia, Anxiety and ADHD. We do have other disorders that we are keeping private, plus symptoms of some disorders we aren’t diagnosed with.

At the moment we are completely obsessed with Project 863, our little cringy youtube series. It’s not little, it’s 60+ hours of content.

We won’t post often, but we will just post random things without thinking. It could be art, or just a random thought.

Now some lists of stuff, because I like lists!

Our Collective Names

Azure

Watcher(s)

Syn

Frequent Fronters

Azure - All Pronouns

D - It/They

Matpat - He/They

We have been blurry and unaware who is fronting most days, we only assume D and Matpat are close to front often. Azure is constantly in front so we always know she is fronting.

Our Main Interests

Five Nights At Freddy’s

Hermitcraft

EVOSmp

Project 863

Minecraft

We have many more interests, but I am not listing everything as this list would be way too long.

Do Not Interact

The basic DNI

Endo + any non traumatic systems

ProShippers

Anti-Alterhuman

Anti-Self diagnosis (with proper research)

Dream team, Wilbur Soot, and Iskall85 fan/supporters

Basically, be a decent human. Also I am not going to fight if the people in my dni are good people or not. We are not comfortable around people who like them. If we aren’t comfortable we will block you, as simple as that.

Before You Interact

We have alters from problematic sources

We have bad grammar and spelling, we have Dyslexia, and we prefer if you don’t correct our spelling mistakes.

We have memory issues, identity issues, and time blindness

We aren’t mentally well, I struggle to keep friends and text people. We aren’t mean, we just often don’t text back as we don’t have the mental energy to do so.

We don’t know who is fronting half the time, if we are friends don’t expect to know who is fronting. If we want you to know, we will tell you, if not, then don’t worry about it.

Tags

alter name rambles - For any posts that the alter wants to show who is fronting

Watchers art - Art we post

Watchers original - Posts we make, not reposts

[thewatchersmurder]

The whole “I would’ve noticed you are a system” argument as to why someone isn’t a system is funny.

I have a friend I known for years, we don’t often talk about system stuff with them. I genuinely don’t care enough to have them know every alter and we don’t care what name they use for us and we almost never say who is fronting. That stuff doesn’t matter to us. They have known we are a system for years at this point, and they still can barely tell alters apart.

I actually recently asked them if they could tell when different alters are front and they said barely, and they definitely didn’t notice when we use to hang out at school daily. I’ve been out to them for a long time, and still can’t tell.

So no, you won’t notice. This disorder hides from others and the person who has it, that’s kinda why imposter syndrome is so common. You will see tiny quirks and think that’s just them, that’s how that person acts. Later after being told you might realize those quirks were from the disorder, but they aren’t big enough for you to know “oh yes, that’s DID!”

Maybe if I said who was fronting more to my friend they will slowly learn who is fronting by personality differences, but that still doesn’t take away the years of friendship and them not knowing a thing. I don’t hate them for not knowing, I honestly don’t care if they accidentally call me a different alters name (ps. I’m not Phantom still, to my dear friend who will read this, ily <3)

You won’t notice the disorder, don’t try and act like you will just because you are close to that person.

[thewatchersmurder]

Matte is sad, Ben is hurt :(

I drew this in an hour don’t bully him 😔

Project Mercury my beloved <3

Hopefully I’ll do more with the AU soon! I have done some angsty writing >:)

[seasidecorby]

✶ Blind Faith ✶

My first attack of the year, for my friend @thewatchersmurder!

[what-is-love-babey-dont-hurt-me]

there was a version with text but I think the silence says volumes

[nephilimbrute]

This character on artfight called "Gateway time-out Error code 504" looks pretty interesting i think i will attack them

[sezvra]

Average Artfight day 1

[thewatchersmurder]

Art fight is making me draw again.. I’m so happy!!

I miss drawing, i need to do it more but work kills me </3

I never made one of those introductions things so.. uhm…

Follow me on artfight! I’m TheWatchersMurder!! Team Comedy because my life is a JOKE!

I need more cool characters to draw >:D

[seasidecorby]

@thewatchersmurder and I’s au that I think about a normal amount

[thewatchersmurder]

sheusnfiakxnaimanxjeuwbf >:D

We both think about project mercury a normal amount. I definitely don’t imagine random edit ideas for it then remember it’s not a real series and I can’t actually make the edit… :[

[thewatchersmurder]

Us : “Huh… I wonder why we are always blurry and feel like new alters constantly”

Also us : working 40-44 hours per week, 6 days a week, sometimes 7 days in a row. Constantly behind because we have to pick up our managers slack, understaffed and they aren’t hiring anyone new.

I feel like it’s pretty obvious why, but I’m gonna ignore that fact <3

[thewatchersmurder]

Digging into series is fun, till you get hit with something that doesn’t seem entirely proper and likely was an oversight.

I love project 863, but the question of ages is.. a bit difficult. I wanted to see what Syphus sibling was order, genuine curiosity and I haven’t looked at the evidence for a while so why not. For this I ignored birthdays and made them all born on January 1st as no birthdays have been revealed and they make comparing ages difficult.

I started with Nelson. He died in 2014 at 65, says his autopsy. That makes him born around 1949. Deborah was next, as she also had an autopsy. In 2022, she died at 57, so she was born around 1965.

The Syphus siblings have a 16 year age yep. 1949 to 1965. I mean it’s not fully unreasonable, that happens, but it’s definitely strange. Deborah was a child in kindergarten when Nelson should’ve been in university, definitely makes you question things.

After that ages get impossible, as we have no other autopsy report that clearly states their ages. Though workers ages to appear on something else, the document in the filing cabinet Wesley had. Deborah is 34 on her document, meaning it was made in 1999. Unfortunately, Jordan Kendal’s document claims she joined in 2002, meaning those documents were made randomly.

The earliest date we have for anything Syntec does come from those documents though. While Wesley’s start date is “Founded the company”, and Deborah’s is 1986, there is one more. Gary Reynolds, everyone’s favourite. It states the first day he was assigned to Syntec was 1985, around 1 year before Deborah joined.

Deborah started at Syntec when she was 21. If we take Gary’s start date as the beginning of Syntec, Nelson made the company at 37.

There is one thing I found odd. Wesley and Deborah were together, yet Wesley and Nelson made the company together. According to the files in his filing cabinet, it was made when he was 33, one year younger than Deborah but it could’ve been made before or after hers. Either way, Deborah and Wesley have to be close in age, meaning Wesley likely founded the company around 20.

Nelson was 37, Wesley was 20ish. That’s over a decade at least in age gap. While we don’t know the whole story, I do find it strange they have such a big age gap, mind you I don’t believe any of their ages were thought through fully. The simple fact the Syphus siblings have around a 16 year age gap definitely says Matthias’ team likely scribbled random numbers down.

There is one other character with a timeline we are more familiar with, Benjamin. He started at Syntec in 1988. In 1995, the date of the notes found in the RV, Deborah was already begging him to stop using the serum. 7 years from his start date to him already losing himself. In 2003 is when the “accident” happened, as in Wesley’s desk that’s the date on his notes when he claims Benjamin is blaming him. And finally in 2022 the S.P.I.R.E is turned off, freeing Benjamin.

If we just take the year of the accident and the year he was freed, he was under some sort of mind control for 19 years. He was on the serum for at LEAST 27 years, from 1995 to 2022.

All of this is from the youtube series, I am well aware there might be things I am missing from the books, I have them, but I don’t feel like looking through them. It’s very possible we will never get anything confirming any of this information, as it seems Matthias is moving away from this side of Syntec and moving to a new (still operational?) side of Syntec. I have many questions like who is running it??? But that answer definitely won’t come soon.

I’m sure Nelson and Deborah will be mentioned slightly. I mean even if Project 863 is over, can he really hide the fact he was apart of a project that someone from Syntec worked on for years? Bryan will want answers and at some point I’m sure Matthias will at least mention Deb.

Anyways that’s my rant about a 16 year age gap of the Syphus siblings! Nelson really just hates his baby sister a lot, like she wasn’t learning how to walk when he was in high school. I like figuring out things we probably weren’t supposed to notice!

[seasidecorby]

@thewatchersmurder’s very cool Nelson Syphus design :]

[thewatchersmurder]

MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY!!!

pretend you haven’t sent this to me before and one of them isn’t an alters pfp…

MY SNAKE BOY I LOVE HIM!!!

I enjoy pressuring you to post on tumblr just so I can reblog it 🥰

[seasidecorby]

I know you’ll just LOVE this one too

[thewatchersmurder]

killing you

blocked

goodbye

I hope you cry at work from sad phm stuff <3

[seasidecorby]

@thewatchersmurder’s very cool Nelson Syphus design :]

[thewatchersmurder]

MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY!!!

pretend you haven’t sent this to me before and one of them isn’t an alters pfp…

MY SNAKE BOY I LOVE HIM!!!

I enjoy pressuring you to post on tumblr just so I can reblog it 🥰

[seasidecorby]

They are pretty cool

[thewatchersmurder]

For someone’s whose whole profile is designed off of Deborah, I don’t actually like her that much. I adore the D3B/Apple II aesthetic, I loved watching her move with all the little D 3 B making up her, it’s insanely cool.

I do wish to learn more about her, and in relation, Nelson. The two of them are both manipulative, just in their own way. Deborah manipulated the 863 crew lives, she also most likely stalked them to make sure everything was going to plan. Nelson on the other hand straight up mind controls people. I don’t see either of them as good people, while Deborah is better than Nelson, she isn’t good.

Also Deborah is the only character I could make an aesthetic profile out of. I mean I could use the Phantom / Benjamin, but I didn’t want to be red and emo.

[thewatchersmurder]

30 Days of DID

Day 3, What are your thoughts on integration? Do you wish to integrate?

Integration is apart of healing, so every system should wish to integrate.

I’m assuming it is supposed to be about fusion, like final fusion and stuff. For that we haven’t really decided on final fusion or functional multiplicity. Likely final fusion, while we will never be a “normal human” (whatever that means), i’d like to be more “normal” than having voices in my head that think they need to voice their own opinions. It will likely never happen, we aren’t actively working towards it because we don’t have the time and definitely don’t have the resources, but time will tell.

[thewatchersmurder]

30 Days of DID

Day 2, Who knows about your system? Who do you want to know? What do you feel like it’s like coming out as multiple?

Online we don’t hide it, we also don’t ever fully push it. Like we make posts here that have nothing to do with it and don’t use CDD related tags for them. All our online friends know, which is fine.

Irl, our 2 friends know, plus a cousin. The cousin is also a system and we both kinda discovered it together. My one Irl friend is also a system, I think (memory issues…) I helped them discover they are a system. Our other Irl friend isn’t one but they are cool and chill. We barely speak about our system, sure we do time to time but it’s not often.

I don’t remember “coming out” to any of them, It just happened. And I really don’t care who does and doesn’t know. There is no reason for us to tell people, it won’t hurt us in anyway if someone who doesn’t know uses our name instead of an alters name, it’s our name for a reason.