I haven’t been on much lately because I was preparing for / moving to another country by myself and now I’m here and I guess I didn’t prepare enough!! Because I’m missing my family/friends/home to a level I didn’t anticipate asdhfjkfk I mean it’s the first day so I’m still jetlagged and maybe that’s part of how I’m feeling?? But I’m also like OF COURSE IT’S HARD U IDIOT, you moved to a new country by yourself and you have anxiety, WHY are you even doing this to yourself Like ngl the thought of eating by myself at a restaurant/cafe or even going to the grocery store seems exhausting and scary right now and I’m just spiraling like omg I’m never gonna make friends here and I’ll just be lonely and weird and miserable!!! UGH ANYWAY... it’s annoying because this is such a great opportunity and something that I did Just For Me and I should feel lucky... but right now it’s so overwhelming and I can’t help how I feel Anyone who has done something like this (and/or have anxiety in situations like these) have any tips???


















