I personally deserved an episode where Cas accidentally gets hit by a spell or potion and temporarily falls in love with Rowena. And she's WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY too pleased about the situation because he's handsome and now he's HER attack angel. Dean definitely tried to hold her at gun point, chanting: FIX HIM. Meanwhile the monster of the week is 100% getting away and Sam is huffing and puffing looking over the lore. He's not happy, but he can't say anything without giving away his fondness for Rowena.
Even though the magic will wear off in a few days a war is ready to break out in the bunker. Dean is blowing up about everything and Rowena is so entertained asking him why he's so angry. What's the root of it? And he doesn't know or won't admit anything. Meanwhile Cas keeps arguing that he's perfectly fine. Nothing has changed. And while he's speaking he's literally sitting in Rowena's lap anan she's curling her fingers through his hair. Then later Sam & Dean yell at each other for being cranky. And Sam grumbles that he doesn't want Cas to take advantage of her & Dean nearly goes over the table because Rowena is clearly the one taking advantage of poor Cas. Meanwhile we cut to Rowena and Cas & they're just going over some of her old spell books and reminiscing of events that happened centuries ago.
˚₊‧꒰ა sam winchester ☆ @thewritergremlin-rae ☆ gabriel ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
ꔛ. the beginning,
✧ who you are in the supernatural world .ᐟ
rae… you are not just human in this universe, not really.
with that scorpio stellium sitting right at your core—sun, mercury, venus, pluto—you carry something that pulls at the supernatural whether you want it to or not. and your pisces moon? it softens you, but it also makes you deeply intuitive, almost to the point where you feel things before they happen.
you start as a civilian, technically. someone who’s always been a little too aware, a little too perceptive, the kind of person who notices patterns other people ignore. your anxiety doesn’t make you weak—it makes you hyper-aware, tuned into danger in a way that ends up saving you more than once.
eventually, that awareness drags you into the hunting world. not because you were reckless, but because something found you first. and after that… you don’t really get to go back.
✧ first meeting + first impression
you meet sam and gabriel because a case leads them to whatever archive or weird little research corner you’ve basically made your second home.
sam comes in serious, polite, already scanning the room for information, and gabriel shows up with the energy of someone who should not be allowed near fragile historical documents.
their first impression of you is split in the funniest way.
sam notices your guardedness first—the way you answer carefully, the way your eyes sharpen behind your glasses, the way you don’t immediately trust either of them even though you’re clearly curious. with your scorpio mercury opposite his taurus mercury, he can tell you’re not easy to persuade, and that actually earns his respect.
gabriel, meanwhile, notices that you are deliciously hard to read. your capricorn rising gives you this composed, unimpressed exterior, but your pisces moon is right underneath, soft and reactive and feeling everything. he clocks the blue eyes, the freckles coming out in summer, the whole “quiet storm with a death glare” thing, and immediately decides bothering you is going to be one of his new hobbies. unfortunately for everyone, he is correct.
✧ the friendship dynamic
your friendship with sam and gabriel is a weird little triangle of grounding, chaos, and emotional x-ray vision.
sam becomes the one you trust slowly but deeply, because his taurus sun and capricorn moon understand your need for steadiness, loyalty, and proof over pretty words. he doesn’t rush you, doesn’t force you to explain your bad days, and doesn’t treat your anxiety like an inconvenience. he just learns your rhythms. he notices when you’re quieter than usual, when you’re blinking too much because your glasses are smudged, when you’re pretending you’re fine because being honest feels too exposed.
gabriel, on the other hand, is the one who pokes at the locked doors. his sagittarius sun, gemini moon, libra rising, and leo venus bring noise and color into your life, sometimes too much, but also exactly enough to stop you from disappearing into your own head. he makes you laugh when you don’t want to, flirts when you’re trying to be stern, and acts like your scorpio intensity is not intimidating at all—which is annoying, because he might be one of the few people who can actually handle it.
together, they create this dynamic where sam makes you feel safe, and gabriel makes you feel alive, and you, rae, become the emotional center neither of them expected to orbit.
✧ quirks + fun things
→ sam cleans your glasses with the corner of his shirt when you’re too distracted to do it properly, while gabriel threatens to magic you “better eyes” just to watch you glare at him.
→ gabriel calls your freckles “seasonal bonus features,” and sam pretends not to laugh because he knows you’ll look betrayed if he does.
→ you and sam can sit in comfortable silence for hours, but gabriel treats silence as a personal enemy and starts narrating everyone’s facial expressions within five minutes.
ꔛ. something more,
✧ are you compatible .ᐣ first steps .ᐣ
rae, as a poly dynamic, this actually has more potential than it has any right to.
with sam, the compatibility is deep, loyal, and stabilizing. your scorpio placements oppose his taurus ones, which creates serious magnetic pull—not always easy, but very real. your capricorn rising and saturn in capricorn also understand his capricorn moon in a way that feels almost painfully familiar.
with gabriel, the compatibility is more chaotic but emotionally necessary. his gemini moon and your mars in gemini create banter, movement, mental play, while his leo venus likes making you feel adored in ways that are louder than you’re used to.
romance probably starts because gabriel pushes the tension into the open first—obviously, because subtlety left the building—but sam is the one who makes it feel safe enough to become real. gabriel sparks it. sam steadies it. you decide whether it’s worth trusting.
✧ the relationship dynamic
the relationship dynamic is intense, affectionate, and honestly a little ridiculous in the best way, but not without work.
sam gives you consistency: check-ins, quiet touch, steady presence, the kind of love that doesn’t demand performance from you.
gabriel gives you attention: praise, teasing, playfulness, the kind of love that drags you out of your cave and insists you are worth being seen.
your scorpio venus wants devotion, privacy, emotional exclusivity even inside a poly dynamic—not in a possessive “mine or else” way, but in a “do not make me feel replaceable or i will emotionally disappear into the wall” way. sam understands that better than gabriel does at first. gabriel has to learn that not every insecurity can be joked away, especially when your anxiety and depression are already whispering that you’re too much, too heavy, too complicated to be loved properly.
arguments usually come from mismatched emotional speeds: you withdraw, sam gets quiet, gabriel gets loud. but the beauty of the three of you is that someone usually catches the pattern before it fully breaks. sam names the problem. gabriel softens the room. you, eventually, let yourself be honest.
✧ their favorite n worst version of you
sam’s favorite version of you, rae, is the version that lets herself be cared for without apologizing. when you’re curled up beside him with a book, glasses slipping down your nose, pretending you don’t need anything while quietly leaning into his side anyway. he loves your depth, your loyalty, the way you feel things all the way down even when you act composed. his least favorite version of you is when you convince yourself you’re a burden before anyone else has even had the chance to show up for you.
gabriel’s favorite version of you is the one that gets sharp with him. the one that rolls her eyes, fires back, lets that scorpio bite show instead of hiding behind politeness. he loves when you forget to be self-conscious, when you laugh too hard, when your freckles are out and you’re pretending not to enjoy being noticed. his least favorite version is when you go numb and distant, when the light leaves your face and even his jokes can’t reach you right away. he acts unserious, but that scares him more than he admits.
✧ fighting, hurting, making up
the person who causes the most damage is probably gabriel, but not because he’s the cruelest—because he’s the most careless with tone. he can joke too close to the wound and only realize he hit something real when your face changes.
sam’s damage is quieter. he can retreat into practicality, trying to solve the problem instead of sitting inside the feeling with you, which can make you feel emotionally alone even when he’s physically there.
you, rae, can hurt them by shutting down completely. your scorpio-capricorn instinct is to protect yourself by becoming unreachable, and once you pull back, both of them feel it.
emotionally, sam is the most mature in a steady way, but you are the most emotionally perceptive. gabriel is the one who has the biggest learning curve. making up works best when nobody rushes it: sam talks it through, gabriel drops the performance, and you let yourself say the ugly insecure thing out loud instead of waiting for it to rot quietly in your chest.
ꔛ. overall ゛ ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ 8 / 10
rae, this poly dynamic has real potential, but only if everyone is willing to be honest. sam is the emotional anchor. gabriel is the spark. you are the depth. together, that can be beautiful, protective, funny, and surprisingly healing. but it is not effortless. gabriel would need to learn gentleness. sam would need to avoid disappearing into silence. and you would need to believe, slowly and stubbornly, that being loved by two very different people does not mean you are being compared.
overall? messy, tender, intense, and weirdly workable. not perfect. but definitely not boring.
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