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✨About This Blog✨
My therapist recommended blog about my life as I navigate bipolar, depression, sh, anxiety, etc. through poetry, quotes, and song lyrics
This blog is a safe space for everyone <3
TW: Depression, sh, su*cide, body dysmorphia, anxiety
They say my life is worth something, but my existence is hurting the people I love most. I’m tired of causing others pain. My tears pours out like spring showers, warm and salty, but there’s no one to wipe them from my cheeks. I’ve failed everyone’s expectations, even my own.
POV: You want to sh for no reason
I’m back!!!
not for long though…. I’m going to a therapeutic horse ranch soon
Guess who has a one way ticket to the Psych Ward!!!
The scariest feeling is not being afraid of the things you're supposed to be scared of
You bleed just to know you’re alive~
I was dropped into a raging sea of despair,
And no one bothered to teach me how to swim.
-M. F.
"Why aren't you trying?" fuck you, I'm fucking trying my best to not kill myself right now
I'm just curious, why do you sh?
To feel something and all that cringey shit lol
At this point to it's an addiction and I do it out of habit
Snap, Snap, Snap,
A rubber band around my wrist.
The stinging pain isn’t enough.
I want I need a knife or maybe a match.
I want the pain, the scars, the burning shame.
No, No, No!
I can’t, I shouldn’t,
I did…
I suppose you can’t stop history from repeating itself.
I was stupid to try.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I love you! Please forgive me."
Those are the words I need to say but am too scared and proud to say
“I don’t want to be this broken anymore, but pain feels like home.”
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-unknown
They were full of words I was dying to say, but the fates were against us. You probably wouldn't have loved me anyway...
I know i talk a lot of shit about my parents but i don't hate them, i actually love them to death and I'm sure they love me too even tho some days I feel like they don't, i just don't agree with a lot of the shit they say and do or how they treat me sometimes.
I just had an epiphany...
You know that quote from The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, "We accept the love we think we deserve." I didn't think I deserved love. So I chased after what I thought I deserved and I punished myself for not being GOOD ENOUGH. I just realized that no one DESERVES love. Love is love because we don't deserve it. TRUE love is loving someone DESPITE their flaws or shortcomings.
I spent so much time running from the love that was offered to me because I didn't think I was WORTHY of it. I should have just ACCEPTED the love. It's so simple and yet so hard.
I will never be GOOD ENOUGH to be loved. No one will. Even if they spent their entire lives working and striving to be WORTHY they would always fall short. Love isn't and shouldn't be something you EARN; love should be given as a gift FREELY to the UNDESERVING. all we can do is accept it, and give in return.
I want to get better. Really get better. So I will probably still post but not as much.
