I didn't like a majority of my work on this blog, so I made a new one! I just needed a fresh start and wanted to leave my work alive and well, for those of you who like my writing, new blog will be linked in most recent post
I just recently figured out the passwords to my accounts so guess whoâs back! Itâs me (kinda).Â
So a while back I posted on this account that I made a new one and wrote one thing on it two years ago and then didnât touch it. Now with quarantine going on I have been reliving my golden days of fan fiction and one shots and I couldnât help but go snooping around my blogs.
I know that I have a new account and I would like to start using that account to write again, but after seeing the work that I put into this account I donât really want to see it go to waste.Â
Basically I feel terrible leaving this account behind so Iâm thinking Iâll post a master list on my new account ( @beardedcaptain ) for these works and the work that I finished on beardedcaptain.Â
If anyone that follows this blog is still interested in my writings feel free to give it a follow, I promise Iâll get everything on this page over there and Iâm thinking Iâm gonna jump back into writing for a while.Â
I have been itching to restart my blog and itâs theme for a while now, but have no desire to abandon any work Iâve published on this page.
So, although this may seem sudden, Iâve started a new blog which can be found here.
Itâs your same olâwriter but on a different blog writer higher quality (maybe) stories. Plus, I will be writing about the same things as I did on this blog, so no need to worry about the blog name and theme :)
Description: You and Peter finally confess your shared feelings to each other, but it all goes horribly wrong when he tells you his other secret.
A/N: donât think this is a happy ending kind of prompt but Iâm basing this off of number 10 of this list I am willing to do a part two possibly
Requests are OpenÂ
It was well known that Peter and Ned had always been bullied their whole lives. The things they publicly expressed interest in werenât respected among their peers and that placed a big target on their back since the moment they became friends.Â
However, you as well were a victim to the cruel social caste system created by stereotypical high school movies made in the 90â˛s. When you were younger you didnât fit the bill of someone who could go unnoticed in the halls of junior high.
Just like Peter and Nedâs past, people seemed to pick on you simply because you were an easy target. You couldnât really keep up with the latest trends so the girls deemed you as ridiculously dressed, after learning to keep to yourself more people began to join in and make harassing comments about your lack of social skills.Â
It wasnât until the eighth grade that you met Peter and Ned in band class. The three of you bonded over the bullies that you shared and how you just wished you could be a little more like Han Solo, well, you were more keen on Princess Leia.Â
Ever since then the three of you have been best friends, but over the course of three years you seemed to be the only one that changed.
You were no longer the girl who had a terrible lack of fashion sense and no social motivation. You blossomed and became more charismatic, also gaining a better grasp on the fashion world now sporting colorful tee shirts and tight fitting jeans rather than ripped leggings, a dirty old Justice sweatshirt, and the same pair of vans that had rips in the sole.
However to Peter this made him more nervous to be around you. Now that he was sixteen and had a little more than Star Wars on his mind, every time you laughed at one of his physics jokes or helped him study after school, a heavy weight seemed to grow on his chest and anxiety would pump through his veins.Â
That on top of the whole Spider-Man thing was surely going to give him a heart attack, especially since you didnât know.
As of now, he was walking through the hallways with Ned, explaining to him his dilemma.
âNed I canât hide this from her anymore! (Y/N) needs to know, she still thinks that Iâm avoiding her!â
Peter was whispering but his exasperations made his hushed sounds louder.
âMaybe because you are kinda avoiding her?â
Ned questioned, giving him a shrug while Peter just looked confused.
âWell, you clearly like her a lot and (Y/N) not knowing the truth about Spider-Man is killing you, so you spare yourself the questioning and heartbreak and just avoid her all together.â
âI do not! I just havenât been able to see her lately.â
âPeter, you went in the opposite direction of her history class just so you didnât have to see her.â
He sighed and dropped the volume in his voice so low that he thought on he could hear it.
âI canât tell her who I am and be with her no matter how badly I want to. I wonât put her in danger like that.â
He looked down and kicked at the ground. He knew he needed to tell you, about everything, but even if you wanted to be with him as much as he wanted to be with you, you finding out he was Spider-Man and being with him would jeopardize your safety. Which was something Peter wasnât willing to do.
Peter and Ned arrived at their shared classroom and before the lesson had started, Ned placed a hand on Peterâs shoulder.
âJust do it man, itâs obvious that you two like each other so Iâm sure sheâll understand. You two are smart people, youâll figure something out.â
With that being said, Peter nodded and nervously took out his phone, sending you a text to come over to his apartment after school.Â
When you joyfully responded yes, he felt like he was going to throw up from anxiety.
You felt like you were going to throw up from anxiety. It has been weeks since you had hung out with Peter and you were furious. He seemed to be avoiding you altogether, however he always was available for Ned.
So naturally you said yes when he asked you to come over.
Ever since seventh period, you have been planing the speech you were going to give to him.Â
When he opened the door with his goofy nervous grin on his face you only wanted to leap into his arms right then and there, however you composed yourself and stomped into the small apartment.
âPeter itâs been weeks since you actually pulled through with plans! Every time I would try to out something together you were always unavailable to me, but you never seemed to mind having Ned around!-â
â(Y/N)-â
âI donât mind if you want to spend more time with him, I mean itâs none of my business how you spend your time, but could you at least save some for me?-â
â(Y/N) I need to tell you-â
â-And you know what? I really liked you, you were always there for me and never let me down but now itâs like I donât even exist! All I wanted was to tell you-â
â(Y/N)! Please, can I say something?â
You were out of breath and panting from your long winded rant. However you just nodded and looked down to the ground out of old habit.
Peter took your hands and led you down the short hall to his room. He sat you down on the bed and squeezed you hands before dropping them. Then he started to shift his weight from foot to foot.
âListen I know Iâve been avoiding you and this is no excuse but...â
He walked over to his closet and opened the door, revealing the sleek red and blue Spider-Man suit that hung proudly on the rail.
You gasped and pointed between him and the suit with your hand. He nodded in response and then moved back over to you, sitting on the bed next to you.
Suddenly, Peter felt the impact of you smacking his arm and shouted.
âWhat was that for?â
âYou let me yell at you for this! Peter youâre freaking Spider-Man! Geez, you were solving crime and kicking ass while I was bitching to Ned and Michelle about you ditching me. I feel so terrible.â
A faint blush crept onto your cheeks out of embarrassment. Peter lifted your face up with his hand and kissed you on your forehead.
âDonât, I kept this from you and it wasnât right for me to do. Iâm sorry.â
You accepted his apology and then gained back your excitement, you had a million questions to ask. He willingly told you everything there was to know about him being Spider-Man.
From Ned finding out, to him calling his suit Karen, getting a free churro from a kind lady. He went through it all, however what you said about liking him was one topic he was dying to bring back up, even if he knew he shouldnât.
âSo you keep that web stuff under the lockers?â
âYeah, thereâs not chance of anyone finding it there. But e-enough about this, I-I wanted to ask you something.â
âOkay, shoot.â
He scratched the back of his neck and bit the inside of his cheek.
âWhat you said about liking me earlier... is that true?â
Your face quickly reddened in embarrassment. You originally thought that you would give him a piece of your mind and leave, however since it didnât turn out that way, you were in a bit of a pickle.Â
âU-uh, yeah it was true. It still is...â
âOh god.â
He whispered and ran his fingers through his hair, standing up and pacing around the room. You thought he was in shock of the information he received, however all Peter wished was that he never asked, because now he would forever regret what he would have to say next.
â(Y/N) listen-â
âNo, donât worry about it Peter. Can we just pretend that I never said that?â
Tears brimmed his eyes but he stood at an angle so you couldn't see his eyes. He wanted to act like he could forget, but he was so sick of keeping the truth from you.Â
âWe canât because I really like you too, and itâs killing me, (Y/N).â
You stood up and wrapped your arms around his waist, placing a small kiss right below his ear lobe. He bit his lip and turned around, looking down at you. He couldnât help himself, after all these years he needed to kiss you.Â
Peter leaned down, meeting you half way. You both melted into the kiss, you hands quickly finding their way back around his waist, and his cupping your face.Â
You moved your tongue across the bottom of his lip, when all of a sudden he pulled away.
âPeter, whatâs wrong?â
âWe canât do this.â
âWhat do you mean?â
Tears reformed in his eyes once again, he knew that he had dug a hole too deep for him to get out of.Â
âThis-â He said gesticulating between you and him. â-canât happen. Youâll be in too much danger.â
Now tears started to form in your eyes, the feelings of reassurance and happiness that finally came seemed to be ripped out from under you.Â
âNo!â
âYes!â
Silence swept over the apartment as you let the tears fall down your face. This was going to kill the both of you.Â
âThen why tell me this? Any of this?â
âYou needed to know the truth.â
âI wish I didnât.â
You turned around to open Peterâs room door and leave when he pulled on your wrist.
âPlease, just look at me.â
He whispered, his voice low and raspy from the sadness drifting throughout his body.
âI donât want to look at you when I know I canât be with you. It hurts too much.â
You whispered back and left his room, leaving Mayâs apartment with your heart shattered in it. Once you closed the from door, Peter slumped down on his floor, crying because to you, his face screamed heartbreaker.
Description: While hunting a particularly nasty sea creature you fail to mention your fear of water to your hunting buddies the Winchesterâs. Itâs not until you put yourself in a sticky situation that Dean is forced to come and save you.
Request: Hi! Can you do a dean x reader, were the reader is afraid of water, and falls into a lake/ocean and dean saves her? Btw you are amazing, keep up the good work! - @00minime00
A/N: I love that you guys enjoy my writing, keep sending in those juicy requests ;)
P.S. sorry it took so long for me to get this out, I just got the wifi back up in my house todayÂ
Requests are Open
Once you found out what you were dealing with, you immediately knew you had to call the Winchesters.
You stood at the edge of an old wooden dock, which was only large enough for two lawn chairs to fit on it side by side, and waited impatiently for Sam and Dean. It was now noon and they were supposed to come at ten oâclock.
Despite the warm spring weather, goosebumps ran down your shoulders and arms as you looked into the deep blue water, unsure of the depths the lake reached. It wasnât so much what was in the water that irked you, it was the water itself.
Your mind fled to the memory of you as a young child, being unwilling thrown into the water and catching your foot between two tightly pack rocks. Water filled your small lungs and you tried everything to fight against it, only to be saved by your now adoptive father Bobby.
Pre-occupied with your thoughts, you failed to hear the two young men stomp there way over to you, and only greeted them when Dean placed a caring hand on your shoulder. He had noticed your weary nature and concerned immediately flooded his faced.
âIâve been waiting here for two hours you know.â
You said with an uneasy grin as you hugged each of your childhood friends. You observed Deanâs worry, he was always very quick to notice when something was wrong with you, but you brushed it off as you started to laugh. They chuckled and grinned along with you, as Sam hugged you he provided you with an excuse.
âIt was hard to find this place! Plus Dean had an emergency stop for a bathroom break.â
When you looked over at Dean he just shrugged, causing you and his younger brother to laugh once again. After the short greetings were over, you three quickly jumped into business.
âSo, (Y/N), what exactly are we dealing with here?â
âWell, I originally thought that it was a vengeful spirit, the first drowning seemed as though the victim could have had residing anger due to foul play. However, the more I got into the case, the more I deviated from that idea.â
You looked out into the water and started to think about the nasty creature that resided in the lake. You just shook your head and looked back at the boys that stood on an angle behind you.
âWhat do you think it could be then?â
Dean questioned, crossing his arms and shifted his weight from foot to foot. Every creature that you needed help dealing with typically ended with him or Sam being bait in the water, literally. But he didnât mind, he loved being able to see you.
âThereâs something called a Kappa in Japanese folklore, that almost represents a child turtle hybrid. They are water based creatures and are sometimes viewed as the tricksters of the sea, however can be very malevolent and find their fun in drowning and raping their victims.â
Sam and Dean seemed confused clearly never hearing of such a creature before. You started to walk back towards the land and waved them to follow you to your car, where you had an assortment of lore books stored in the back seat.
You took out the book that was placed on top of the pile, clearly the one being the most recently used, and opened it to the page where you found your information. You placed the thick, heavy, book on the hood of the car and let Sam and Dean read the page.
âIf you already figured all of this out, why do you need us?â
Dean asked bluntly, not only referring to this case but the many others before it.
A light blush crept upon your face, for you knew the real answer was utterly embarrassing for a life long hunter to ever admit.
âI-I donât think I have the man power to deal with it alone. I need my two big and strong WInchesterâs to help me out.â
Sam nodded while Dean remained skeptical. He knew how easily it would be for you to kick his ass, but brushed it off knowing that everyone needs a little help sometimes.
âDo you know how to kill it?â
Sam asked, leaning against your classic car and shaded his eyes from the brightness of the sun.
âGinger, iron, or sesame drives them away from most areas, however their favorite food, cucumbers will lure it out of the water. Then weâll behead it and burn the body.â
Both the boys nodded and agreed to help kill the creature. The three of you quickly devised a plan on how to lure and kill the Kappa, wishing nothing but to end the life of a murderous creature.
Your plan seemed fool proof, however what you, Sam, or Dean, didnât know was that each of you failed to read key information on the next page of the lore book.
Since kappaâs are seen as tricksters, they can make their victims hallucinate and change their perspective of reality.
So, while Dean and Sam were really at the edge of the dock, holding cucumbers to lure out the monster, you thought they were still at the impala grabbing iron weapons to defend themselves.
In reality you were standing behind the Winchesters, but since your mind was skewed into thinking you were isolated on the doc, you moved to off the small platform and went to the edge of the dark blue water.
You sighed and pick up a flat rock and tried to skip it on top of the waterâs surface, but the rock never went past the first skip. You were never too great at it anyway.
It wasnât until your mind snapped back into reality that you heard Dean and Sam yelling at you. The kappa was lying right in front of you, holding your ankles with a strong grip. It pulled you down and you recklessly fell to the muddy ground. It started to drag you into the water and you attempted to fight it with kicks and screams.
As your legs began to be submerged with water, you began to hyperventilate, your panic and fear setting in quickly. Dean jumped down from the dock and tried to pull you back onto shore, but the strength of the kappa was winning over Deanâs.
He began to yell at Sam to hurry up and get him the weapons, however he was never able to finish his demands as he was knocked down from the force of the kappaâs pull.
Now you were completely surrounded by water, you were flailing your arms and legs trying to resurface. You continuously struggled against the kappaâs actions, every time it pulled you further into the waterâs depths, you kicked and moved your arms farther.
The struggle was taking too long, and you began to panic again, this time water entered your lungs.
You tried to cough it up, but while still surrounded by water it was too difficult to not take more in.
Then, as more water filled your lungs, a soft crash could be heard from next to you and then all of a sudden the struggle ended. Before you were rendered unconscious, you felt the cool air of the evening hit your face.
Soon you were back on the soft muddy land, and Dean didnât hesitate to start pushing down onto your chest and breathing into your mouth. You then opened your eyes and sputtered up the salty water.
âThank god, thank god, thank god.â
He whispered as he sat you up and pulled you into his chest. Dean enclosed you in a tight hug and kissed your forehead repeatedly. When your vision was back in focus, you saw Sam with his hand on his chest breathing heavily and Dean, sopping wet, and had nervous tears running down his face.
âDean, Iâm okay. You did it, you saved me and killed the kappa.â
You complimented him in an attempt to calm him down, but he only smiled and huffed. You were confused at his response but he looked back at Sam and waved him off. Dean pulled away from you and took your hand in his.
âYou clearly wouldnât make a great detective, (Y/N).â
You furrowed your brows and tilted your head in confusion.
âI think I would do fine if I say so myself, I solve cases without a problem.â
âThatâs not what I am talking about.â
He said with a smile.
âItâs hard for me to admit this but youâre too important to me for you to be hunting on your own, I need you to stay safe.â
âYouâre important to me too, Dean. In fact, you are the most important person in my life. Iâm okay though, really I hunt just fine, today was just a hiccup.â
He sighed again and scratched the back of his neck. He squeezed your hand for reassurance and looked back into your eyes.
âDonât you get it? (Y/N), I really, really like you and not in a friendly sort of way. I canât let what happened tonight happen again.â
You looked at him in awe, and smiled. A faint blush leapt onto your face as you thought of the hot shot know as Dean Winchester liking you.
âPlease donât tell me I made myself look like a jackass.â
Laughing, you let go of his hand and placed your hands on his cheeks.
âYou always look like a jackass, but I like you and not in a friendly sort of way too.â
Deanâs grin spread ear to ear and he leaned in and kissed you. He moved his hands to the lower part of your waist to pull you in closer. Each of you could taste the sea salt from the water you the were covered in, but neither of you minded.
You only split apart when Sam yelled at you and Dean from the parked cars.
â(Y/N) almost drowned already, come up for some air you two!â
Hi! Can you do a dean x reader, were the reader is afraid of water, and falls into a lake/ocean and dean saves her? Btw you are amazing, keep up the good work!
yes of course I can :) thank you so much for the complement, Iâm glad that you enjoy my writingÂ
Hi! I really liked your Spider-Man writing! I don't really have a specific request but I'd love to see more marvel stuff, Spider-Man specifically.x
aw thank you and I am planning on writing more marvel based imagines (especially spiderman, tom holland is a cutie) but I haVENâT EVEN SEEN HOMECOMING YET CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!! Donât worry Iâm planning to, Iâm just waiting to write more until I see itÂ
If you want to message me with your username I could tag you in the imagine Iâm planning to write ;)
Description: You and Sam became roommates while Dean was in Purgatory, however, when Sam needs to go to find his brother again he leaves you and your friendship behind. Years later he returns with Dean, but not under the circumstances you had hoped for.
Request:Â Okay, so you know the relationship between Amelia and Sam? Well, replace Amelia with 'reader'(or y/n) Anyways, the request is that Sam found the person in question and lives with her. Brother and sisterly thing, that's all. :) But instead of making him choose to leave or stay, she encourages him to go on doing whatever he is doing. That there's always a place for him here. Cue something bad happening to her about a year or so later and Sam and Dean go all bad ass and save her. - @extrasweet111
A/N: For the benefit of my mainstream way of writing I slightly altered the ending, if you want a different ending I will make an alternate one, just let me know :)
Requests are OpenÂ
You first meet your oversized roommate when you were running in the park and bumped into a six foot four giant. A small conversation began and you both went on with your days, until later when the two of you met again at a small coffee house that you regularly stopped in. You didnât notice his presence until his tall cappuccino spilled all over the floor when he tripped over your stool.You acknowledged him from earlier and apologized for his now puddled coffee, and kept chatting until his new coffee was made.Â
It wasnât until you saw him for the third time that day at the mechanic shop where your uncle worked, that you began to become curious of the man and who he is. When you discovered that his car was towed in with two flat tires, you assumed it was his lucky day.Â
During the time he was waiting for his car estimate, you two began talking again  when you discovered his lack of housing and now transport. Now knowing more about the friendly jogger name Sam Winchester, you offered for him to stay in your pool house, which only had a bedroom, a bathroom, and a small living area, but would be nice for someone without a place to stay. After all it was much more pristine than the dirty motels in the area.
He at first rejected your offer, but you asked one more time for the sake of courtesy, insisting that you meeting each other was his fate. Although a little weary, he accepted, but insisted that it was only for a few nights, for he did not want to be a burden.
A few days turned into a few weeks, which turned into a few months. Both you and Sam grew close over the time you spent together, and within those few months he moved into the spare room in your house. You and Sam had a great relationship, everything flowed smoothly since the day you first met.Â
But you had no idea that he could break your heart so quickly when he told you his news.
â(Y/N), I donât know how else to tell you this, but I have to go. Thereâs a part of me that you donât know about and that I donât want you to know about. I donât want to leave you or whatever we have here but if I donât go, I donât believe my brother will ever forgive me.â
Sam has become your best friend and you knew that he felt the same way, and it was only recently that you began to think that there could potentially be something more in the distant future. However, the second those words passed his lips, you knew that Sam didnât see the same future as you did.
You didnât want to guilt him into staying, even though you didnât really want to see him go, so you gave him a sad smile and continued the conversation with a light-hearted tone.
âSam, if you need to leave to be with your brother thatâs fine. You and I both agree that family is one, if not the most important things to each of us. Just know that as long as you and your brother arenât some serial killers, youâll always have a place with me.â
Sam grinned, never forgetting your never ending generosity that kicked started your relationship, however seemed to be saddened, almost as though he wouldnât be taking you up on the offer.Â
When Sam Winchester first walked out of your life, you thought that he would be back in a few months, with his older brother in tail. You also thought that he would text you after a few weeks, letting you know more about Dean Winchester who he only had briefly mentioned. What you had thought never turned out to be true, they were only wishes that you had fooled yourself into believing.
The last time you saw your six foot four jogger was three years ago, and you still haven't forgotten him.Â
You were the one who originally tried to contact him, however he only ever left you on read or dismissed you with an âIâll talk to you laterâ which quickly led you to give up.
Although you did really miss him, you learned to let him go and almost completely moved on from your friendship with him.
Until one day, a maniac kidnapped you in your own home and began to use you against Sam.
You didnât realize someone broke into your house because everything seemed like it was any other day. You were coming home from a normal day at work, it was almost time for you to begin making dinner so you went into the kitchen to prep your meal.
But then you saw a tall, blonde, muscular man standing in the middle for your kitchen.Â
Immediately, you screamed and ran towards the front door, trying to grab the metal baseball bat that you had left there for cases like these.
However, whoever he was quickly grabbed you and threw you into one of you kitchen chairs, taking the bat you were planning to use on him and hit you on the head just hard enough to knock you out.
You didnât come through until it was pitch black outside. When you tried to moved out of your seat, you were pulled back by ropes that tied you down to the wooden arms and legs of the chair.Â
The man came back into the kitchen and smirked, still holding your baseball bat. You glared him down and began trying to figure this guy out. You have watched enough Criminal Minds to know that he wasnât just breaking and entering to steal, that he had an alterer motive and you were apart of it.
âItâs such a shame to see a pretty young thing like you fall victim to the Winchesterâs path. At the end of the day however I donât feel sorry for you because you made it easier to bring them here.â
His voice was rough and had a clear southern accent that hung on each word. You didnât know this guy and didnât know his relation to Sam or Dean, and you didnât know what you had to do with it.Â
âWhy do you look so confused, honey? You should have known to protect yourself more since you were fooling around with a famous hunter such as Sam.â
You scoffed.
âThis is about hunting? You break in and assault me because of what? He shot your deer?â
The man paused and started to laugh, His laugh seemed pitiful, clearly being aware of something that you werenât.
âOh dear you think Iâm talking about redneck huntingâ? Shooting poor animals for sport? He clearly left you in the dark, this is going to be fun.â
He checked his watch and sighed. He dug his hand deep into one of his many pockets and pulled out a small pocket knife. You clearly became nervous, seeing his weapon could only mean one thing and it wasnât good for you.
âNow, Iâm just going to give you the short and sweet explanation. Iâm a vampire you see, and I was ever so lucky to make it out of one of Sam and Deanâs nest raids alive. However, Sam killed the only person I had ever turned, who was also the love of my life. I know, very romantic, but Iâve been seeking out for revenge and well, youâre it.â
He lifted the knife and pressed it against your forearm.
âWait, how did you know about me? What do you mean youâre a vampire and that Sam is a hunter? What is that?â
âA hunter tracks down the secret monsters that lurk in the dark and kill them, and I found you because I used to be one, a good one at that. I heard Sam talking to Dean about you and I did some tracking of my own. Now enough chatter.â
He further pressed the blade into your arm and began to draw blood. You turned your head and shrieked, and continuously attempted to pull your arm away from the pain although it was restrained against the chair.
After he was done cutting a line down your arm, he licked his lips and smiled, revealing many small, sharp, dagger like teeth.
You now screamed an aggressively continued to pull your arm, moving your while body so violently in an effort to postpone the event.
There was a small click and turn of your doorknob which distracted both you and the vampire, and when the door opened, it revealed your old roommate and a shorter man next to him.Â
âDamnit!â
The vampire yelled and stood up in a fighting stance in front of you, in an effort to protect his food.
Sam charged at him, tackling him to the ground and throwing punches, while the shorter man, who you presumed to be Dean, began to cut you loose and aid your injuries.
Your eyeâs never left Sam and you watched as the mythical creature and your old friend fight. There was a machete strapped to Samâs side and you saw the man attempting to reach for it as he had the upper hand.
âSam!â
As you got his attention you pointed to his side where the large blade was being held. He nodded and rapidly unsheathed it, swinging it at the manâs neck and dismembering his head.
The three of you remained silent, the only thing filling your ears was the sound of heavy breathing. You were shocked at the nights events, especially after you just witnessed Sam kill another person, or vampire.
âI hope that this was the other life you were talking about before you left. If itâs not you have way more explaining to do.â
Dean chuckled and told you to keep pressing down on your long cut, while handing you a clear bag filled with ice for your head.
âYeah, there is a lot you probably should know.â
Sam smiled and sat you down on your couch, waving Dean off to clean the creatures body up and get ride of it as if it never happened. He told Dean where to find all the supplies he would need, blatantly showing that he remembers this house so well.
Neither of you said anything for a while, you both took in the changes of one another, three years did some time on you both. Sam had somehow gotten more muscular, and thankfully gotten rid of those sideburns, but you were distracted and kept looking at the blood on his neck and chest from the vampire.
You failed to notice that he was also observing you. To him, you somehow became more radiant, even after tonights events, and the fact that since youâve been on your own, you gotten more muscular yourself. Sam however also didnât fail to notice the small scar you had on you chin from when you fell off a bike as a kid, and how many of the things about you didn't change. You somehow always reminded him of home.
âIt all started when I was at Stanford, when my brother broke into my dorm and told me that our dad was missing...â
After an hour or two and a few cups of coffee to go around, Sam finished his hunting history and Dean had joined in to confirm the stories that slipped from Samâs lips.Â
You didnât speak throughout the whole thing, and just wondered if these brothers were crazy, but then you were reminded by the smell of bleach that they mustnât be, because you were living proof of a vampireâs victim.
Even after Sam had finished, you still couldnât seem to get any words out. You couldnât believe that there was a whole other world out there, and you were living with a small part of it.
âI-I just need a minute.â
You stood up off the couch that you shared with Sam and walked out the back door and onto your back porch. You faced your small pool and sighed, sitting by the edge of the water and placing your head in your hands, in an attempt to comprehend everything that your best friend just told you.
After a few minutes, you heard the backdoor open and shut, and soft footsteps approach you. You heard the person sit down next to you and grunt, clearly slightly discomforted by the position they were in.
âI donât blame you if you think my brother and I are crazy.â
Sam whispered, you could feel him staring at you, but you refused to look up.
âSam I canât think that you and Dean are crazy with what I witnessed tonight. However three years went by with no contact and now that I know what you were doing I donât know how I feel. Iâve learned to cope with you being gone, because I had this idea that you would come back, just to stop by. Now that Iâm aware of all the battles you fought it feels like you just left again, because I could have lost you.â
Tears welled up if your eyes, but you blinked them away. Sam has seen you cry before but you felt like you needed to talk civilly before you got too dramatic. He swung an arm over your shoulders and sighed.
âI didnât want this to happen, I didnât tell you so I could keep you safe. Youâve weaseled your way into my heart so quickly I was hoping that you wouldn't end up like everyone else I loved. I see though that keeping you in the dark didnât help.â
You both shared a small laugh and you looked up into his eyes. You mimicked his previous sigh and leaned your head onto his shoulder.
âWell, thank you for finally telling me and saving my life. Although Iâm not really sure about this whole hunting thing I know I want to be apart of if as long as you're around.â
Sam kissed you on the top of your head and then pulled you closer to his warm body.
âDonât thank me for saving you, it was my fault that you got into this mess. Iâm just glad I still had the spare key on me.â
Both of you laughed and smiled, this moment leading you to fonder memories of years past. The two of you sat in front of the pool for hours, you bombard Sam with question about creatures and weapons, eager to know more about the hidden life of the Winchesters.
You didnât stop talking until Sam went on a long winded explanation on demons and angels, which cause you to recognize the weariness that laid over your body. While snuggled up to Sam, you drifted of to a peaceful sleep to the sound of his smooth voice.Â
He only noticed your resting form when you didnât respond with a mumble for a couple of minutes. He softly chuckled and did everything in his power not to wake you, he brought you up to your room and tucked you safety underneath the sheets.
Sam kissed your forehead and brushed some hair out of your face, leaving his hand to linger on your cheek for just a few seconds.
âGod, I love you (Y/N).â
And with that, he left your room and went to go find his brother some pillows and blankets.
Description: While a destructive battle between Captain America and Tony Stark occurs, you find yourself becoming attracted to a certain webslinger, and that attraction only grows stronger when he comes and visits you while in the hospital. Even though you are fighting with the star spangled man with a plan, the team seems to approve.
A/N: I just really love Marvel okay? Let me know if you want me to post more on the marvel universe
Requests are Open
You proudly stood next to Steve Rodgers, holding your head up high with your arms crossed in an attempt to make yourself appear more intimidating next to the super soldier. You werenât necessarily small, but compared to the century old man you had by your side, it seemed like you were a gold fish next to a great white shark.
Regardless of how short or tall you are, everyone standing on the airport runway knew how good of a fighter you are and how dangerous you can become when you choose to use your blades and ninja stars.Â
Tony was having a one way conversation about how he needed to bring in Bucky and that you and Steve shouldnât resist is demands, but you were both prepared to fight your way out of this, along with the rest of your team.Â
âUnderoos!â
A string of white shot out from the air and wrapped up Capâs hands, while the person who tied him up stole his shield.
âNice job kid.â
Tony directed at the culprit, who began to thank Stark until his attention turned to you.
âThank you Mr. Stark, I could of- oh wow.â
You and Tony both rolled your eyes, while Steve and Nat smirked at the young boyâs remark.Â
The two grown men continued to argue about what should happen within the exchange, which only ended in the beginning of the civil war.
As soon as hell broke loose, TâChalla instantly wanted to go for Bucky. Steve reacted just as quickly and began to fight against him in an attempt to keep Buck safer longer.
Looking around at the chaos, everyone was on someone, so you joined Captain and gained him the upper hand in the fight with the Black Panther.
â(Y/N)! Iâll take care of this just go find Buck and Sam and get them here!â
You nodded towards him and quickly left to meet the two men, who you found quickly with the unintentional help of Tony.
âParker, go swing some webs near the terminals where Barnes is!â
Moving with stealth and speed, you were able to gain entrance to the airport in no time, quickly finding the wanted super solider and the man who could fly stuck to the floor next to each other.
âListen now isnât really a good time to be playing with white stuff.â
Your snarky comment didnât sit well with your two friends, so you took out a throwing knife from your arm band and cut them loose, pulling them both up and leading them back to the runway.
The three of you met up with Cap and you once again stood proudly next to him and Clint. On his call, everyone began charging at each other while you pulled back, observing the scene around you. The man in the red suit, or as Tony called him âParkerâ, swung on a thin white string, which immediately gave you an idea.
Quickly, you pulled out a ninja star and threw it towards him, breaking the string and sending him down to your level.Â
âSo, youâre the one shooting white substance at my friends?â
You stepped closer to him and appeared to be relaxed, despite wanting to throw a punch so badly.
âItâs a ratio of rigidity and flexibility that makes it strong and sticky, the white part-â
âIt was a joke sweetheart, and frankly I donât really care about the jizz machines on your wrists.â
He laughed and stood up straight, the eyes on his suit squinting.
âMr. Stark said you were a little immature.â
He jumped down from the aircraft and attempted to fight you hand on hand. Parker raised his hand to swing at you when you blocked it, flipping him and holding him down with your knee to his wrist. Before you could react, he used his other hand and pulled you to his side with a web, throwing you off balance.Â
Enraged at your blindspot, you took out a throwing knife and gripped it tight in your hand, both of you standing back up in fighting stance.
âYou know, if this whole battle wasnât going on right now I would ask for your number.â
He said confidently, knowing that you didnât know his identity.Â
âSpidey, I donât exactly who you are, but if this all goes down well maybe you can have it after this is all over.â
Both of you began to run towards each other, when he got your wrists tied together and pulled you toward him.Â
âMr. Stark also told me to go for your wrists, that they were what you need the most to use your weapons.â
He was so close to you that he only had to whisper it for you to hear, however you smirked and scoffed, knowing that Tony was right.
âWeapons, you say?â
Suddenly, Parker was being wrapped up in his own webs as your ran circles around him, then, before cutting yourself loose, you used your two ties hands to hit him over the head, which knocked him to the ground.Â
âThe nameâs (Y/N), by the way.â
As you were running towards the center of the runway, you heard him call after you.
âIâm Peter, Peter Parker!â
Over the intercom, you heard Scott say he has a distraction for Steve and Buck, however while running to meet Wanda and Clint you werenât aware of the explosive Rhodey sent your way, which sent you flying.Â
Everyone seemed to stop and stare, a few of the Avengers on both sides attempted to stop you from colliding with anything, but their attempts failed, and you ended up smacking into a planeâs front window. The glass cracked and you slide down to the ground, but something caught you before you could hit concrete.
Before you blacked out, you were able to get one last message out over the intercom.
âTic Tac, do your thing. Steve, Buck, just get out of here.â
The last thing you remember seeing was a young man, around your age, standing over you with his hand running through is hair. Then everything was consumed into a darkness.
When you woke up, the first thing you noticed was the unfamiliar surroundings. You werenât in a typical hospital room, it was more like a cell, however one of the walls was clear glass, which provided you with the sight of most of the members of Capâs team.
âGuys, (Y/N)âs awake!â
Your head was pounding and you went to move your right hand when you felt a pull back. You were handcuffed.
âWhy am I restrained?â
âWell, you got the room with the most access, just in case anything happened to you while you were under we needed to be able to get to you quick. Plus, with your feisty attitude we didnât know what kind of stunt you might pull.â
Tony stated while he stood in front of the wall made of glass. You could see from your bed the apologetic place he held, you knew that it was never his intention to get a young kid hurt. The others, from what you could tell were angry at him, due to the furious looks they held behind his back.
Observing the different rooms, compared to everyone elseâs yours had a large door and two small windows out into the hallway of wherever you were.
âPlus, Iâm allowing you to have visitors.â
You scoffed and shook your head.
âAll of my visitors are locked up, youâre really going to let them wonder the halls?â
âI wasnât talking about them.â
He pointed towards the door and as he did, it slowly opened and a young man appeared.
âLet me give you two some privacy.â
Curtains were drawn in front of the large window facing your inmates. You turned back to the guest in your room.
âDo we know each other?â
You asked, his face seemingly familiar however not recognizable.
âI guess you donât recognize me without the mask, huh?â
Putting the dots together, you laughed and shook your head in dismay.
âPeter, Peter Parker is my visitor? Should I be scared or intimidated?â
âHopefully neither, me being here is a privilege. I wanted to check in on you before I headed back to Queens.â
Being in the position that you are with the Avengers, itâs been deemed nearly impossible to meet people your age, especially ones with a pretty face. You were flattered by his concern and genuinely grateful that you were able to meet the man behind the mask.
âThank you, not only for checking in but for catching me before I completely wiped out.â
He awkwardly laughed and scratched the back of his neck.Â
âYeah, I thought you were out before you saw me.â
âEven if I was, I couldnât miss that rigidity to flexibility ratio that practically saved my life.â
You both laughed in unison and was left in an awkward silence after the giggles faded away. It wasnât until a whole minute had past that you thought of something to say.
âYou know, before this whole war broke loose I was planning on getting to Queens to look at colleges. Maybe after I get out of here you would be willing to take me around?â
âU-uh yeah, yeah! That sounds really great I could definitely show you around and if you want we could look at some campuses together! I mean my Aunt May would probably want to come with us, she's very involved in my future-â
He stopped rambling once he heard soft laughter escape your lips. Peter once again joined in on the laughs and this time began to play with his fingers out of a nervous habit. Unbeknownst to him, you noticed these tells and thought it was the cutest thing ever.
âIâm not as smooth without the mask, huh?â
âMaybe not, but with or without the mask youâre still getting my number.â
A faint blush creeped onto his face, and Peter pulled out his phone and added a new contact with you name on it. You read him your number aloud and double checked to make sure it was correct.
âIâll text you now and you can just text me back whenever you get out of here.â
You nodded and he got up to walk out the door when you called his name.
âPeter, um you forgot something, come here.â
He started to pat his pockets to double check as he walked over to your bed again. With your one free hand you took his hand and pulled him down to your level, gently placing a kiss on his cheek.
âThanks again.â
You whispered and squeezed his hand goodbye. His blush grew stronger and he waved goodbye to you as he exited through the thick metal door.
This was the beginning of a beautiful relationship.
Okay, so you know the relationship between Amelia and Sam? Well, replace Amelia with 'reader'(or y/n) Anyways, the request is that Sam found the person in question and lives with her. Brother and sisterly thing, that's all. :) But instead of making him choose to leave or stay, she encourages him to go on doing whatever he is doing. That there's always a place for him here. Cue something bad happening to her about a year or so later and Sam and Dean go all bad ass and save her.
this is sooooo cute!!! yes I will write this asap, however I am actually about to move so I apologize if it takes a few days, but I will tag you once itâs out :)
Pairing: Sam Winchester x Female!Reader, Dean Winchester
Word Count:Â 2,403
Description:Â Sam is left alone and miserable after you and Dean die. He spends most of his days doing the same thing over and over again, going through the same cycle on a daily basis. Falling fast, Sam meets another hunter who offers to help him with his case, desperate Sam accepts her help.
Warnings: Blood, death, tears.
A/N:Â I edited part one, it is practically the same however if you have read part one prior to this coming out please reread it as there are new key details in there.
Also I added a new character in the story and may add a few more, donât be alarmed.
Part One Â
He didnât want to see your body like he saw Deanâs. He didnât want to bury your body back home and make your memory into a gravestone. He didnât want to open his eyes.
However Sam did, and he found nothing in the barn other then angel blades and two pools of blood on the floor, one from his brother and one from you.
For a while he just sat there behind the stack of hay that shielded him from the brutal fight, his entire body numb from the events that had occurred in the past day. His eyes were puffy and red from the tears that were spilled over you and his brother.Â
Why couldnât he just stay dead?
Sam wished for nothing more then to be a memory like his brother and the love of his life, but he made a promise to her, to you.
Time seemed to be still, Sam still found himself staring at the blood on the hay covered barn floor. It wasnât until he saw shadows begin to appear that he started to move.Â
He got up from his spot on the floor and walked around the hay, facing the crime scene. The strength he had from before diminished, and Sam began to exit the barn when he noticed two shiny objects thrown at a distance not too far from each other.
The heavy weight on his chest pulled him towards them, bending down to gain a better perspective of the unknown objects. As he placed one of them in his hand, he recognized the keys to in Impala, sadly laughing at the found memory of his brother. He pocketed the ancient keys and walked over to the other object, this one appearing thinner and modern.
Sam bent down again, picking up the paper thin broken chain and identified the pendant at the end to be a locket. It was pretty sizable for something to always have hanging around you neck, hold a similar size to a dollar coin. He knew it was yours, you had always been seen wearing it proudly around your neck. However Sam was unfamiliar with the contents of it, he automatically suspected it was a picture of your deceased parents.Â
The feeling of curiosity replaced the depressed state he was in, this locket became a distraction from the pain he was experiencing from the loss of his family.
He acknowledged the diluted emotions and placed the necklace in his empty pocket, saving the mystery for a later time.
Sam rose from his crouched position and finally departed from the barn, heading towards the impala. The small indent on the side of he pitch black automobile caused his hand to slightly throb, reminded of his emotional break down from previously in the night.
As he sat in the front seat, Sam didnât know where to go. He has nobody to turn to anymore. A small part of him resented you for leaving him, but whenever those thoughts emerged he was reminded that he has not only done the same thing as you, but would do it again.Â
The only thing he could do was pull out of the cursed barn and leave the town, hoping that the memories of last night would subside.
Continuously he drove and drove, further away from the site of the murders. The world kept turning though, and he knew if he was going to get the two people he loved most back, he would need to work quickly.Â
He pulled into the parking lot of an old run-down hunterâs bar, taking his laptop and some lore books with him, Sam enters the quiet establishment and sits down, using the free wifi to work.Â
It felt that reading and studying was the only thing that he could do, you and Dean were more of the free thinkers. Reading everything he could find about the structure of hell, Sam wished to find a way to sneak back in and save his brother and lover.Â
He was at the bar for hours on end, doing the same thing he was since he got there, until a girl with a wide grin approached him.
âHi, I just noticed your lore books and was wondering if you were needing any help with what youâre working on?â
She was friendly and kind, but Sam wasnât in the mood for chatter, he only needed the internet, not a new girlfriend.
âNo offense but I donât want to chat. Plus, you probably wouldnât be able to handle what Iâm working on anyway.â
He bitterly replied, still ignoring the girls presence and continuing to research, although she didnât leave immediately after his rejection.Â
âSam Winchester, right?â
Shocked at the fact she knew his name, he stiffened and quickly drew a knife out of his boot, discreetly holding it under the table in a threatening position.
âHow do you know my name?â
âAlright, calm down. Iâm a hunter if you couldnât figure that out. You and your brother are extremely famous in our little world, plus your girlfriend is a badass. I was just wondering if you three may have needed help on this case.â
After she clarified Sam relaxed, returning to his previous depressed state. He shook his head and tried to brush her off, not wanting to include a stranger in on his personal life.Â
âIâm good thanks.â
âWell, let me introduce myself to you guys then, if I canât help I would still like to if you need me in the future.â
The girl was not giving up and Sam was becoming more frustrated with ever mention of the two people that were now just memories.
âItâs just me now, alright? Is that what you wanted to here? Theyâre dead, for good, end of story.â
Returning to his bitter attitude, Sam began to shut his books and pack up his things, but this girl just followed him right out to impala, refusing to give up.
âWhat do you mean theyâre dead? There has to be ways to bring them back.â
Blood now boiling, Sam put his things down in the back seat and let out a huff.
âTheyâre gone, thatâs it! Poof theyâre dead! Yes thatâs right, Dean Winchester and (Y/N) (Y/L/N) actually died! Maybe theyâll cheat death once again, but not like it matters though because they are just stories to everyone else right? Theyâre just stories to you! But maybe I will bring them back, they always find a way to come back to life anyway, I guess everyone will just have to wait and see in the next Winchester story if I fail or succeed!â
He belted out his emotions and was left panting, gasping for breathe. His chest still felt heavy and his heart still felt broken, so Sam mumbled a quick apology and opened the impala door. Just as he was about to get in the desperate girl mumbled a small confession.
âI knew (Y/N), she wasnât a story to me.â
Sam paused and looked at the girl, hungry for unknown stories of his beloved.
âIt was a long time ago, I was only eighteen when I met her. (Y/N) was just hunting on her own, it was before she met you and Dean.â
He closed the door to the impala and stepped closer to the girl, attempting to appear gently in order for her to keep telling the story. He nodded at her and wanted to hear more, needing to hear more.
âShe was around twenty and I was taking a summer college corse at the community college in order to prepare myself for the future. She came into a lecture late as a new student and sat next to me. She was so nice and stood up for me when the people in the class would talk rudely about me behind my back. Long story short, the professor targeted me as a sacrifice to a demigod and (Y/N) saved my life. Iâve been trying to find a proper way to thank her since.â
Sam smiled as tears welled up in his eyes, his heart warming at the thought of how good you were at our job, and how many people you really saved.
âIâm sorry for yelling at you before, that wasnât justified.â
âForget about it, but I still want to help.â
She said with hope filled in her eyes, clearly eager to do something greater than kill a few vampires every week.
âWhatâs your name?â
âNatasha Miller, Iâve been hunting for eight years now.â
Natasha stated her years proudly, unconsciously trying to prove herself worthy to hunt with Sam. He shook her hand and quickly thought what to do with a new hunting partner.
âIf you want to help you can, however I am going to have to check you.â
She nodded and rolled up her sleeve as Sam got holy water, and angel blade, and a silver blade out of the impala. Quickly she was tested and passed, proven to be a human.Â
âSo, what are we going to do?â
âIf you want I could fill you in on where Iâm at, maybe you have some suggestions of where I should head from there.â
Natasha nodded and followed Sam back inside of the bar, placing his books down on an empty table as they chatted and he debriefed her on the his case. Sam was unsure about how much he could trust this girl, but he did tell her the bare minimum of what she needed to know.
âOkay so, whatâs the plan here?â
Natasha said, after patiently listening to Samâs story.
âThatâs the problem, Iâm not sure what demons would want with (Y/N) and Dean. When I find out what they want then I could figure out what I need to do to get them back.â
She nodded and took a swing of the half empty beer bottle that she had been nursing since they entered the bar. They sat in silence for a small moment of time, until Natasha looked up from her lore book.
âAs a hunter who knows the Winchester story, when Dean sold his soul for your life, why exactly did they want it?â
When the question escaped her lips, it seemed as a lightbulb went off in Samâs head. He immediately closed the book that he was currently reading and opened another on hell and what they could obtain through trails.
âSam?â
âThey wouldnât want them if they couldnât use them. The last time they took Deanâs deal with urgency it was because they wanted to use him to release Lilith. Iâm thinking that they need two hunter souls or righteous souls to fill whatever requirement they need to.â
Natasha was still unsure of what Sam was hinting at, but she did not interrupt him as he looked through the book.Â
âSee, here it provides information on what Crowley may need them for. But everything in to book seems very... mundane.â
She took the book from Sam and read off the list of things that two righteous souls would be needed for.
âPurification, resurrection, aid to hell hound and demon strength, unlatching of world gates- this stuffs mundane?â
Sam took the book back and sighed at her exclamation.Â
âUnfortunately, for Crowley yes, with exception for the last one but he wouldnât so soon after the whole Lilith fiasco.â
The pair of hunters were there for hours, rereading and sharing theories of what they would do to the two people Sam loved the most. Every half hour or so, Natasha or Sam would share a possible plan to find them and get them back, but each plan seemed unconventional.
They didnât leave until they were told to by the bartender, and even then Sam took his time getting to his older brotherâs prized possession, for he was too busy discussing ways he could get to hell or deal Dean and you out.
âI could try and get in touch with Crowley and work something out but he wouldnât cooperate. Plus, he doesnât owe me anything so at this point-â
âSam,â
Natasha gently placed her hand on his forearm, stopping his rushed speech.
âGet some rest and we can meet at the local library tomorrow, a lot happened to you over the past couple of days. Thereâs really no rush.â
She slowly moved her hand from his forearm to his hand and took it, giving it a squeeze and then began to walk to her car.
âMy number is in your Demons lore book, text me when you want to meet.â
Sam felt oddly uncomfortable with the last interaction between himself and the new girl.Â
âThere is a rush, I love them. I love her. If this is a game to you let me know now.â
He coldly stated, with what he interpreted as flirting, every emotion that he had drowned over the past couple of hours submerged, and Sam didnât need anyone else using him.
âI didnât mean to offend you, my point is that weâre going to get this done. This isnât a game to me and I donât intend to take it that way.â
âGood, maybe then you should cut back on the flirting.â
Natasha laughed and shook her head.Â
âCall me tomorrow when youâre ready to meet at the library, Iâm helping you. Plus, we play for the same team if youâre picking up where Iâm putting down.â
A small âohâ escaped Samâs lips followed by a tiny smile. He waved her off and got into his familyâs legacy, driving to find a motel in the area with vacancy. When he arrived at the cleanliest motel he could find within the town, Sam sat in the â67 chevy impala and let tears stream down his face.
It wasn't until the sunâs rays were creeping out from the horizon that he decided to get into the room and sleep.Â
As he was getting out of the classic car, something small and weighted fell out of his pocket and onto the unpaved ground. When he picked it up and held in it his hand for examination, he noticed it was the locket that was left behind from you.
At that moment, he wasnât sure if he truly wanted to open it and see whatever it was you held close to your heart, but he did anyway because it was what he thought he needed to see.
Description: After a long relationship with Cas, he goes into the fight with no return and the reader is reminded that they are only human.
A/N: Big things have been going on in my life right now and Iâm glad that because of it I can really pour myself back into writing. Expect different writings for different fandoms, but stick with me, Iâm not abandoning anyone :)
Requests Are Open
You werenât there when it happened, when any of it happened.
The Winchesterâs had only called you when they first arrived at Cas and Kellyâs hideout, and at that time you were a state over. It took you the whole day to get to the remote location Cas had found for the supernatural mother, it was late into the night when you pulled up to the small cottage.Â
It was stunningly silent, and at first it felt peaceful and serine, but the two Winchester boys came from the back of the house covered in sweat and dirt looking exhausted and defeated, which turned your calmness into worry.
â(Y/N)...â
Sam sighed in sadness and realization, likely remembering that you were due to arrive.
âWhat happened? Whereâs Cas?â
Dean and Samâs faceâs dropped, each brother refused to make eye contact with you.Â
âYou two are scaring me, whereâs Cas?â
You repeated the question, louder and now with tears in your eyes. Again, they only looked at each other. Distress and exsaperation filled your body, which fueled you to run to the backyard.
âWhat happened back here, huh? Why donât you two grow up and tell me-â
As the distance between you and the boys increased, your voice grew louder, until you saw what Sam and Dean were hiding.Â
A numbing pain shot through your body and tears began to flow down your cheeks. Unknowingly, you ran towards the body of your beloved angel and sunk to your knees. In the silent night, you let out a gut-wrenching scream, birds left the surrounding trees and the ground seemed to shake.Â
Your head was resting on Casâs immobilized chest and your sobs and pleads to bring him back were muffled into the cloth of his trademark trench coat.
A pair of rough hands gently rubbed your back but you didnât move from your spot.
âThis is my fault, I shouldâve seen Lucifer coming.â
Dean whispered, sadness evident in his voice. You didnât respond to his confession, you werenât able to. The only thing that you could do was turn and hug your long-term friend, and attempt to comfort each other.
It felt as though an hour went by until Sam came out from the cabinâs backdoor. When he did, he immediately ran towards his older brother and you, taking you from Deanâs arms and placing you into his own.
It took a long time for you three to move from the positions you were in. None of you knew what to do after sitting there for hours. You werenât ready to move his vessel, but knew that if you didnât the corpse would begin to rot.Â
Sam and Dean got a large blanket out of the back of the impala and wrapped up the angel you loved. You almost refused to look, because if you didnât it might not be true, but when you went to meet the boys in the front of the house, the black wings that tainted the green grass stood out to you like a daisy in a field of red roses.Â
Tear submerged once again, but you held them back in an effort to have a decent conversation with the Winchesters.
When you returned to the front of the hideout, the tall, plaid wearing men stood in front of the backdoor to the impala, presumably covering the remains of your lover.Â
âIâll follow you back to the bunker and we can figure out what weâre going to do then.â
You spoke so low that it could barely be heard, but you knew your voice would break if you even attempted to speak louder.Â
âLet me drive you back, youâre not in the right state of mind to work the roads.â
Dean stated, not planning on hearing your protests, he placed his arm around your shoulders and walked you to the passenger side of your truck.Â
He opened the door for you and made sure you got in, then nodded to Sam and telling him to be safe while getting in the drivers seat.Â
As he was driving, you began to cry again, thinking of all the memories you and Cas shared over the many years youâve known him. Now the last memory you had of his face was lifeless and cold.Â
âDo you want to talk about it? What happened tonight?â
In an effort to speak properly, you wiped away your tears and took a deep breath.Â
âNot now, I-I don't think Iâm ready.â
Dean nodded but kept his eyes on the road, but you couldnât help but feel as though you had to say something.
âI donât know if h-he ever made you feel this way but, whenever I was with Cas, whatever we were doing, I always felt... i-immortal. Maybe it was because he was and he was powerful, and I felt protected and that what we had was eternal, but now that heâs gone... I feel dead.â
More tears dripped out of your eyes and onto the leather seats of the impala, which you quickly wiped away, but Dean grabbed your hand and gave it a friendly squeeze.Â
âYou feel that way because youâre human. We all are.â
Description: Having separate hotel rooms was not something you, Sam, and Dean were accustomed to. You always had the boys by your side, day and night, until Mick had booked the four of you in separate rooms of a three star hotel.
Warnings: none
A/N: I was away on vacation for a week and living in a hotel for that long had got me thinking
You slammed the impalaâs trunk closed, placing down the final duffel bag that was previously stored away. You had watched Dean waltz past the hotelâs automatic doors and stuff his pocket with mints, while Sam struggled to hold on to the enormous overweight books. You picked up two of the bags while laughing and nudged Sam on the shoulder.
âGo move the car Iâll take these up to our room.â
As you began to walk away, Sam quickly drew your attention back to him.
âSorry to disappoint but we all have our own rooms.â
A frivolous grin spread across Samâs face, amused by your upset stature due to the disappointing news.
âWho I am supposed to talk to at three in the morning when I have a nightmare? The wall?â
Sam chuckled and placed the books in the passenger seat of the car, moving the remaining two duffel bags into his hands. Although you had joked about separation anxiety before, now that the time had come you were genuinely distraught about what the nightâs events may hold. Especially considering you would not have easy access to Sam if things were to go south.
âIâm sure weâre only a few rooms apart if that, you definitely don't have to worry.â
You smiled and rolled you eyes, noticing Mick walk out of the clear doors and stop right in front of you and Sam. He began to speak regarding the plan for tomorrowâs investigation, however you werenât listening after you spotted the small sign which directed patrons of the hotel to the spa.
Mick handed you and Sam your room keys and you placed the two bags into his smooth, unscathed hands, unaware of his shocked and confused expression.Â
As you walked away, Sam once again laughed, amused by your antics. He wasnât sure how he would part with you for the night, concerned about how hard it would be to sleep due to the lack of your presence.Â
* * *Â
You entered your temporary room with a robe covering your loosened body, relaxed from the peaceful massage you previously received. As you closed the door you noticed the size of the spacious room and cleanness of the modern styled bathroom. Undoubtably impressed, you slipped on your pajamas and crawled into the cool clean sheets on the bed, shutting your eyes in an effort to fall asleep in the silence of the night.
The difference from the hotel you currently resided in and yourâs and the Winchesterâs usual motel scheme left an odd feeling of nostalgia and restlessness lingering over your head.
Minuscule, drafty motel rooms were what you were accustom to since you only just began to hunt. The paper thin walls that allowed you to hear every sound from the outdoors and the ancient decor was absent, only extreme silence and a pristine modernized look remained.Â
In this environment you felt out of place, and although you enjoyed the commodities, it began to resemble a foreign land the more you looked around the sizable room.Â
Nevertheless, you still tried to sleep, needing the most rest you could receive. But as the night grew on, you grew more restless and uncomfortable, longing for the sense of familiarity.Â
You were able to doze off only to awaken from a nightmare involving one of your many failed hunts. Now impatient with the evening, you grabbed your room key and stormed out of the cursed atmosphere, quickly making your way to Samâs room.Â
Now several doors down the hall, you rose you hand to gently knock on the youngest Winchesterâs door, only for it to open before you could make a sound.Â
Sam was dressed in a t-shirt and sweat pants, his hair slightly messy from what appeared to either be a restless night similar to yours or extensive reach which led to nothing.Â
âCouldnât sleep?â
Sam whispered, keeping in mind the early hours of the morning was not everyoneâs ideal time to wake up.
âPrecisely.â
He stepped aside, allowing you to enter the room, which you quickly did, turning on the small desk light on your way in so you could see around the features of his room.Â
âThis whole thing is really weird, I think I oddly enough like the motels better.â
You said with a sweet smile, noticing the bed sheets tossed around the mattress.
âI guess you never really forget where you came from.â
Sam moved over to the bed and moved the blanket and sheets around to appear neater. He sat down on the edge of the bed and intertwined his fingers together, looking up at you with tired eyes.
âI know that weâre doing this for Mary but I donât know if I could do this.â
You sat down next to Sam and looked at the intricate rug patterned that covered the floor.Â
âA three star hotel got you thinking like that?â
Sam jokingly replied with a smile that was gently lighten up by the soft glow of the desk lamp.
âActually, yeah. I donât think I like the idea of being told what to do. Maybe itâs an american thing.â
You both shared a laugh and sat in silence for a few seconds, then Sam put his arm around you and you rested your head on his wide shoulder.Â
âItâs going to take some getting used to but if you canât do it I canât stop you from leaving. Whatever you choose to do, weâll always stand beside you-â
He took a pause and kissed your forehead, pulling back just enough to see your eyes in the faint light.
âIâll always stand beside you.â
You smiled and wrapped you arms around his shoulders, pulling Sam into a tight hug which he quickly reciprocated. His arms soothingly slid around your waist and pulled you close to his chest, satisfying his need to hold you.
âYou know Iâd never be able to leave you.â
You whispered into his hair, moving your head back to see his light eyes. He gave you a faint smile and placed his hand on you cheek. You gently leaned forward and placed you lips on his, slowly kissing him. Sam moved his hand to the back of your neck and moved his lips against yours, tasting in your sweet taste.Â
When you both broke off the kiss, you looked into each others eyes and started to smile.
âWell I think I can sleep easy now.â
Sam whispered and you both shared a comforting laugh. You quickly kissed him again and took his hand, pulling back the tidy sheets and crawled into the queen sized bed.Â
Light hearted and pleased, both you and Sam snuggled close to each other, more than content with one anotherâs touch.Â
âRemind me to never get a separate room again.â
You mumbled into the warmth of his chest, feeling the vibration of his deep laugh.
âIf it always ends up like this I think Iâd be okay with it.â
i just came to your blog and omg its awesome :o i really enjoyed your imagines and i like kai parker too đ well i hope the english is not that bad xoxo đ
thank you thank you I love the love <3 I have a few more Kai requests stored for the right time, so look out for those theyâre coming soon ;)
Hi! Can you please write a kai x reader angsty, fluffy, smut?? I'm dying here. I miss him đ
I MISS HIM TOOOoooo but this may burst your bubble. Unfortunately I do have writing guidelines, which can be found here, and I do not write smut. I feel you though, sorry to disappointÂ
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