fragile bones

h: 5’3 lw 89// sw 250// cw 135 // gw 125//gw2 105// ugw 85 lw was before being forced into recovery. i’m back hoes. (tw,! not pro, 20)

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

highkey just want to delete this account

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

i feel like everyone is just slowly getting more and more sick of having me around

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

i just want to feel special to someone

[tears-and-daggers]

Me: doesn't have anything to distract myself with for awhile

My mentally ill brain:

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

you know you’re depressed when you’re genuinely in a good place, with people that love you and care about you

and you still want to kill yourself

you still don’t feel happy or want to get out of bed but you do because what right do you have to feel like this?

im suffering and no one knows

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

real talk on some borderline shit

how the fuck does one not freak out when you see hallucinations because holy fuck im like

fucking shaking

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

When I die please don’t come to my grave and sit there for hours and tell me you love me and miss me because those are the things I wanted to hear when I was alive.

[exhaustedborderline]

[tachylyte]

*realizes I exist outside of my own perceptions of myself and that people probably talk about me sometimes* what the fuck

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

You’re 135 and consider yourself anorexic?? Girl I’m the same height as you and I only weigh 118, and that’s me eating whatever I want. Please stop romanticizing eating disorders when there are thousands of people dying from them. If you are truly blogging for yourself, post privately.

okay, first of all FUCK YOU.

eating disorders are not a size, and not that it fucking matters - but i am relapsing!! i was 89lbs before recovery.

suck my dick.

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

first time i’ve been single since i was 14 and honestly

it feels kind of good

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

i’ve been inactive because it makes it easier to avoid feeling guilty🖤

but also i met someone that’s honestly been helping me so much, it feels like maybe i’m not entirely disgusting for the first time in so long.

[lovesick-kitty]

A cool & interesting fact about me is that I am delusional and I poison everything ¡

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

just hit over 4,000 :,)

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

somehow i manage to fuck everything up

somehow i bring out the worst in everyone

maybe i’m not meant to be a happy person, and i shouldn’t drag people into my life

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

i am pretty sure i updated when i found the scale to say i had gained 10lbs,

but guess what yall, i lost 6 pounds already. 4 more to go until i’m back where i was and can keep going strong 🖤

[tinyfragilebitterfly]

i love losing so much it’s addicting

but if i gain a single pound now that i have a scale imma have a mental breakdown