i'm just a box in a cage.

tasha

[kirakiracalico]

black cats, suggested by @lilaccnat

bonus: my precious son, who is perfect in every way

[tishytash]

holy fucking yikes i used to post cringe af shit on here. dam, keep that shit inside, girl. whats up everyone im reaady to party 

[tishytash]

I fucked up

[tishytash]

I really feel like i have no one and I’m so fucking sad and isolated but if anyone tries to comfort me i will literally delete you from my life because that’s fucking fake and makes me feel worse.

[dunsparce]

The duality of man

[seleneeris]

[queen-of-limbs]

[babyanimalgifs]

📹: @sarina.azimixx

[highlandvalley]

[kingthekj]

Great way to start a friendship

[kingcaroline]

Trio

[cummunismkillls-deactivated2019]

WE

[wild-cabins]

Isaac Johnston

[nnvl]

4′x3′ banners / embroidered on tulle

[faint-rhodonite]

“And I sing and sing of awful things, the pleasure that my sadness brings.”

— Bright Eyes // Haligh, Haligh, a Lie, Haligh

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Some people will like you for no reason, some people will not like you for no reason. Who you choose to spend the most time, thoughts, and efforts on, depend exactly how much you like yourself. By just staying near to people who treat you poorly, you are telling them it’s OK to do so. Only keep people close to you who treat you well.”

—

[salemwitchtrials-deactivated202]

visual representation of my mood today 

[tishytash]

iiiiiiii just wanna die 

[madebybrokenhearts]

[tishytash]

I’m home for two fucking days. my dad says hed hate me if he was one of my friends and not my parent. and “how the hell do people in your personal life tolerate you when youre like this all the time?”  referring to being upset for not being left alone when I asked to be left alone. I’m not like this all the time, is how. When i advocate for my needs from friends, generally theyre supportive. all i ever ask for is to be left alone, or at MOST a fucking hug.  all men ruin my fucking life. I just spent a whole week with him and his friends and I just felt like shit the whole time trying to not fucking snap from all the misogyny in my living space never mind the entire fucking backwards state of utah doing a male dominated sport. My dad will never like me so I don’t know why I keep trying. i try so fucking hard. im just so hurt. I know he’s fucked up. I know its not just me. I know I’m not bossy and controlling. I feel bad for taking up space. I feel bad for being alive and making any choices because I fear the consequences of making the choice that other people don’t approve of. I am so passive because I’m so scared of this exact scenario. I made the wrong choice today. I spoke in the house I grew up in a fucking tone that wasn’t liked, and now I’m “crazy” and “mental” and “terrible” and im never just a person hanging around. I’m “the girl that sucks to deal with” and “a raging bitch” or controlling, or wench or *insert any number of mental illnesses that get thrown at me by my (high school educated) parent in order to invalidate the way I’m thinking and feeling*. I try so hard. I’m doing everything right, I’m back in school and on meds and in therapy and how come its ONLY ME that has to “fix” myself? 

[bluemurderbunny]

when you’re listening to really fast music that pumps you up but you’re not doing anything particularly exciting so you just sit there super energetically