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this is my Tumblr account and I just write what I feel and my brain is like Abel tesfaye, Taylor Swift, lana del Ray, a lot of music and like tik tok dialogues and at last I just hope moon likes me back :)

[toohottodieforsomeone]

It's new year and lately I have lost that Spark that new year brings happiness or something bcz i have seen enough so like when ppl wishes it's like wow u still have that little hope, happy for youu

[toohottodieforsomeone]

I LOVVVVVVVVE Christmas man like never felt this happy in whole year like literally it makes me soooo soo happy lightings, snow, cakes, dresses, Santa's Cap like full of joy best day

A very Happy Christmas to everyone celebrating 💕🎄✨🎉🫂🥰

[toohottodieforsomeone]

I love Spotify wrapped sm man like it's so fun, chaotic we already see it coming and also I'm not the same person I was 6 months ago man

Prolly also fav day of the whole fkn year man

[toohottodieforsomeone]

Bruhhh but rather spend my birthday alone than with my toxic family members.

[toohottodieforsomeone]

Ok but these type best friends are elite if one's music taste is 🥀‼️🏴‍☠️🗡️🩸⛓️ And other's is 🌞🦋🍃✨🌊💫

[toohottodieforsomeone]

Bro sometime when u are fkn upset and everyone around you doesn't give a fk about that and then only person u have in mom but when she also just ignore you the feeling is cant be expressed like why tf im alive yall lucky if you didn't get to go through this and also plz if mom ask about you your day dont take that for granted :)

[toohottodieforsomeone]

Huh I am not afraid of sudden Death but afraid of Death when I know I'll die soon ( like disease or something like that).

[toohottodieforsomeone]

Sometimes all I want is to sit somewhere sea side at night and talk about all the things going on my Mind and Heart to either a friend or a genuine strange who would listen to me //

[toohottodieforsomeone]

As being a fan of The Weeknd I always love having scenerios of me dating a person who is also fan of him and then go to his concerts and all the things happening¿

[toohottodieforsomeone]

I hate my mind sooo much like bro why tf you have to imagine scenerios with someone that will never ever happen in my life, why you have to miss people that u shouldn't be missing, all that awkward situations that happened to me, all the laughing and best moments with the people I don't talk to anymore, things that broke me hurt me, entirely all the things what people said to me in an argument and fight

And when I am sad my mind specially do rewind of these and I end up with tears¿

[toohottodieforsomeone]

My life is idk what the Fuck is going on. It's compilation of cringe, sed, happy sometimes, hoax, confusion, nostalgia and what not.

[toohottodieforsomeone]

Dreams are just precious gift given by God to us. Like how do we dream about someone or something so many times in wonderful or weird way whom we love, we loved, we lost, we don't talk anymore. We meet or saw them in our dreams and like they don't have a fuckin idea about it.

This is so underrated!!!

[toohottodieforsomeone]

The feeling when ( sometimes) you suddenly out of nowhere starts to feel like the "Main character" like after shower, walking in garden, vibing to your fav music, in wet hair, seeing yourself in mirror, watching sunset is. This is fuckin precious!!!!

[toohottodieforsomeone]

When I said that I want to relate to more Taylor's song, I literally didn't meant for these.please.

[toohottodieforsomeone]

People are like "problem can't be solved until u say them" MF first I don't have nobody to share cz I know they will use this against me in a fight and then if I even try to tell it to my parents the problem will become WorSt.

[toohottodieforsomeone]

Online Friendship (who live far off) are so weird like you don't know that y'all ever gonna meet or not, wanting photos together, but though you share each other thoughts, talk on daily basis, make them laugh, hype them up, give each other solutions,listens to their problem, know each other's deepest trauma, thinks of each other all the time. It's pretty.

[toohottodieforsomeone]

It's like I don't know if I'll ever come in a relationship with the person who was deeply stuck on one person before I came into their life. I'm afraid to become Halsey of "Without me" beacuse that's shit gonna make me dead.