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please don't go // my after winter/post ep 8 story 138,202 • last update 25 Mar 2024 tumblr | ao3

Do yourself a favour and use ao3 for this one it’s hella long and I’m still working on moving it all to Tumblr

#tlou fan fiction #last of us fan fiction #my fics #last of us fic #joel miller #joel and ellie #fanfic #the last of us #Ellie Williams #my fanfiction #my writing #my stories

fullmoonlovestuff

who wants a Season 1 Joel?

a7estrellas

He is so adorable 🥹

toointojoelmiller

Fresh Pedroel 😭

#pedro pascal #joel miller

pedroslakersshirt

xbeababyx

I love space dads.🤍

easybbgrl

and:

toooldtoloseit

Can’t forget

#pedro pascal #Joel miller #space dads #never enough Pedro

stories-and-coffee

Found on pinterest. The artist is @Euemillyart on Twitter.

#tlou fan art #Joel and sarah #Joel miller fanart #Sarah miller

chaofruity

hey everyone try this

Shut up

Joel "there's an old saying in Tennessee — I know it's in Texas, probably in Tennessee — that says, fool me once, shame on you, fool me... you can't get fooled again" Miller

Hi! So this is in no way meant to pressure you into writing, purely out of curiosity so I can manage my own expectations lol, do you plan on continuing Please Don't Go? Or has the vibe passed?

Secondary question, how do you feel about people binding your fics? I would love to bind it if it is ever completed (again no pressure). Disclaimer, it would be purely for my own personal bookshelf and never sold or profited from in any way.

Thanks 💜

This is a tough thing for me to give an answer to, because I really don't know. I have always planned to finish it - I have an ending that has been in my mind for a while, and I would love nothing more than to get it finally out there.

I don't exactly know why writing has been so elusive for me for so long, but I know parts of it: my substance use bullshit, my difficulty with not getting overwhelmed by stresses at work, and sometimes feeling like if I let my brain go back to the really painful sort of place that I need to be in to write PDG (lol) I will get stuck there more and more. Thinking about parenthood, and thinking about grief, and thinking about dads (lol again) - it all remains something of a Russian roulette game for my sanity :)). There is also the fun input of my psych meds, which I feel made it take me longer and longer to get words out as I titrated up on then. Sometimes I wonder if I am just tricking myself, looking for an out, but sometimes I do really feel like they made it harder for my brain to get creative in the same way.

And tragically, because capitalism, I do have to function. So... the answer is... I open my docs once in a while, with not that much progress to share. I am obviously not ready to let go of this story. I think about it all the time. I'd love if I found my way back to it sooner than later, but I'm famously unreliable.

Thank you for reading. I feel so much guilt at starting it and sharing it before it was done, but I feel so much gratitude for the people who do read it and enjoy it and message me. I am so fucking grateful.

#inbox #please don't go #my fic #sads #personal

mrsterlingeverything

No i havent outgrown it because i had great taste at 7 years old

toointojoelmiller

REAL

valtsv

getting approached by an animal that wants you to pet them is such a magical feeling. like they saw you and went "yeah there's love in there"

toointojoelmiller

🥺

userjoel

PEDRO PASCAL HAVING THE TIME OF HIS LIFE for Off The Cuff with VOGUE

anushkawrites00-blog

I vote that your writing continues to be:

self indulgent

cringe

weird

bizarre

long

short

sappy

only for your eyes

obnoxious

You're allowed to have your own voice. You're allowed to write something only you want to read. Seize the freedom you were never given in your 8th grade English class!

kokoluwie

I know we all went absolutely feral here

toointojoelmiller

🙂‍↕️

#sisterhood #Pedro pascal ruined my life #ted garcia #eddington #pedro pascal

enjoloras-deactivated20220821

Okay so Victorian erotica is literally the most heinous, morally bankrupt, horrific shit I've ever read - but I've read a fair bit, partly from historical interest but also because a while back I helped a friend with a university project she was doing about censorship and pornography in 19th century England.

Anyway I need to share with you all the most hilarious line that has ever been written, circa 1887:

prokopetz

I feel like this excerpt is significantly enhanced by knowing that the novel in question is a first-person narrative written from the perspective of an inexplicably sapient flea who lives on Bella's body, and that's why the third priest's penis is described in this way: from the narrator's perspective it literally blots out the sky.