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SPOILERS FOR NEW BSD CHAPTERS

do you guys think season 6's backflash episodes will be stormbringer bc we meet verlaine

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Hey there! I wanted to let you know that I reported your account when I meant to report someone else. It was a mistake, and I hope it didn’t cause any issues. I received a ticket from Tumblr and can share it with you if you’d like I'm not able to send you a message right now, though, and I’m not sure why.

nah you're so good! i'm not worried :) thanks for the heads up tho! i appreciate it

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hey guys! so i caved and posted the first chapter of my oc fic on ao3. it's called no children and starts the day atsushi meets kunikida/dazai.

helen is a girl who works at the ada. like kunikida, she gets her shit done and doesn't slack off. like dazai, she loves tormenting kunikida. it's a nice balance. while i was making my ocs originally (like two years ago), i never thought i'd publish them so i didn't base them off of irl authors. however, i've managed to shape them to be based off of characters from books. helen's name is taken from helen of sparta (Homer's Iliad).

ana joined the port mafia when she was 10 and is now a black lizards commander. she hates her job but can't quit because mori has put some "safeguards" in place to make sure one of his most powerful members stays firmly under his control. to make matters worse, tachihara's a little shit who happens to be her partner. it's awful. ana's name is taken from Anastasia Romanov (from the movie Anastasia, not the irl events lmao). her ability is called "once upon a december," and she can control water molecules in the air around her.

these ocs have been plaguing me for a while i fear (enough so that i am planning out their original series i'll write one day). pairings include dazai/chuuya/kunikida/helen (LISTEN. polyamory is my lord and savior i fear. also i can't write smut so i'll have to settle for emotional payoff). this is friends to lovers?? for the most part. obviously dazai and chuuya are doing whatever they do and kunikida and chuuya's dynamic is gonna be really strange. chuuya's first interaction with helen is... well they're both odd. another one is tachihara/ana. these two are rivals to lovers and i adore them.

the cut below has some more info if you're interested :)

O Children (4337 words) by tormentis_omnia Chapters: 1/? Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Dazai Osamu/Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kunikida Doppo/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu/Kunikida Doppo/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)/Original Female Character(s), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)/Original Female Character(s), Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs)/Original Female Character(s), Dazai Osamu/Kunikida Doppo/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)/Original Female Character(s), Tachihara Michizou (Bungou Stray Dogs)/Original Female Character(s), Nakahara Chuuya & Tachihara Michizou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs) & Original Female Character(s), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs) & Original Female Character(s), Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs) & Original Female Character(s), Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Edogawa Ranpo/Edgar Allan Poe (Bungou Stray Dogs) Characters: Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs), Tachihara Michizou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Fukuzawa Yukichi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Armed Detective Agency Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), Port Mafia Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), Decay of Angels Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), The Guild Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), Hunting Dogs Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), Black Lizards - Character, Hirotsu Ryuurou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Akutagawa Gin, Higuchi Ichiyou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Elise (Bungou Stray Dogs) Additional Tags: Canon Rewrite, Canon Related, Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs), Polyamory, Canon-Typical Violence, Torture, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Torture, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, nothing explicit but it's there, Blood and Violence, Abilities (Bungou Stray Dogs), Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Child Abuse, Mori's not a pedo but damn if he doesn't fuck up some kids, Mori being a dick, My characters being dicks, Yearning, so much yearning, nobody can fucking express their emotions, tachihara my king, No Smut, sorry guys i can't write it, Implied Sexual Content, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, for my one oc, Rivals to Lovers, for my other, Hidden Pasts, Soukoku | Double Black (Bungou Stray Dogs), any romances not including my ocs will be on the sideline but still mentioned i promise Summary: (long story short, I re-wrote BSD manga chapters with my two original characters affecting the plot) Helen Kardos has been at the Armed Detective Agency for two years. Her methods are… unorthodox, but she gets results regardless. Work is her life, even if she's never been good at living. Anastasia Roma has been working for the Port Mafia for eight years, and she hates it. A Black Lizards Commander, she has more power than most in the organization. And she's one of the most feared, too, behind Chuuya and Akutagawa. It keeps everyone off her back, at least. Well - most everyone. Mori must love to torment her, because he partnered her up with Tachihara a few years ago. Her life has been utter hell since. Both of them have a secret. Their worlds would be destroyed if anyone found out. But when a weretiger arrives in the city and shit starts to hit the fan, well… it won't end well. For either of them.

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[greelin]

having OC’s is crazy for real because no one else gives a fuck meanwhile you’ll be at the function thinking about them (guys who are not real) like

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guys what if we don't know who the author of The Book is because homer's the author and nobody knows who homer is

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MY OCSSSSSSS FUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK

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whoever decided nanowrimo should be in november which ofc is coinciding with the last few weeks of the semester needs to be mildly inconvenienced their entire life because this is diabolical

[buildmeafairytale]

Get these ai writing assistants out of my face!!!! I don't care if my writing is bad at least it is mine!!!!

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hey guys! i am once again spiraling which means it's time for another post :) this one's not a one shot (thank GOD i need a series again) but it's an idea my friend @lotus-pear and i came up with last year (she helped me a LOT in the brainstorming process) and I've been wanting to get back to it but i haven't had the motivation, so i figure maybe i can post the prologue and if people like it I'll be motivated to finish writing it. here's the summary:

What if Dark Era went a little differently? Shirase had been wronged by the Port Mafia too many times. He was sick of it, sick of the bullshit of that organization, and so he knew he had to do something. So he did. Unfortunately, it meant some suicidal jackass had to join the Sheep. Perfect.

right. so basically it's a retelling of both Fifteen and Dark Era. yes shirase is one of my mcs. yes I love him he's so funny.

you can find the fic here if you're interested :) I'm also always down to yap about it (and that includes constructive criticism as well! i'd love feedback)

thank you!!! i hope your morning/day/afternoon/evening/night is amazing <333

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guess who wrote another fic 🤩

actually i wrote it a year ago when I was mentally breaking during ap season but it's chill. I'm posting it now bc I'm mentally breaking once more over bc calc. that's less chill. it's a torture fic tho so be advised if that's not your jam. basically mori chose kunikida as the agency member who had to transfer to the port mafia (we're assuming all of the peeps who "died" in the manga are back bc if they're not I'm rioting). dazai did NOT mess with it and tried to get kunikida back, but mori had other plans.

it's called the blood you owe and it's on ao3 if you're interested! i haven't put it on wattpad yet I didn't feel like making the cover lmfao.

[pomimon]

Mel + Padme Amidala

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@tormentis-omnia the queen!

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oh my god she's so gorgeous

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crosship they manipulate together

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@tormentis-omnia do we fw luka x fyodor bestie? 🗣️🗣️

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we do ‼️‼️

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hey guys! idk if anyone's interested, but I wrote a short kunizai angst ficlet a while back and finally got around to publishing it. you can check it out on ao3 or wattpad :) basically kunikida died on a mission and dazai's going through it

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odasaku really stopped killing people because a stranger told him to write fanfiction. oda lives au but it's just told through his ao3 account chapter notes.

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@tormentis-omnia 💀💀💀💀💀

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Everybody go tf home I have officially found a worse name for eyes than ‘orbs’

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can’t believe I had to read this with my own balls

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I think one of my favourite character journeys in BSD has to be Kunikida learning to be better with kids because you'd expect it to be a fun wholesome character arc. Only, it ends up being heart breaking as it's immediately turned against Kunikida.

Despite the 'Dad status' that the fandom has given Kunikida, he was actually terrible with kids towards the start of the manga.

Take how he treated Atsushi in the first chapter. (Yes, Atsushi is not a little kid, but he was a starving and vulnerable orphan when they met.) When Kunikida and Dazai mention the 'man-eating tiger' Atsushi immediately freaks out and tries to run away.

What does Kunikida do? He grabs Atsushi, slams him to the floor and then threatens to break his arm for information.

It's Dazai of all people who has to reign Kunikida in reminding him "The boss himself warned you that the gathering of intelligence needn't be an interrogation". Dazai was the sweet talker and Kunikida was threat, even to a terrified, starving orphan.

Later with Kyouka, he's not much better. He attempts to intimidate her into giving the agency information. Whilst Atsushi now fulfils the role of the gentle approach. She's a mafia assassin after all, even if he knows she had no choice in it, Kunikida treats her as a threat before he treats her as a child.

Even with Aya, the interaction that gave Kunikida his 'dad status', he started off badly. But, it is here we start to see Kunikida trying to be better, trying to take a softer approach, even if he's clumsy with it.

When he realizes Aya was just handed a bomb, he snatches it from her and gets rid of it. That can't be helped it was a literal ticking time bomb, he then phones the authorities to deal with it. He was planning to leave, it's only because he caught sight of Aya sitting alone did he approach her. It wasn't his first instinct.

If he hadn't seen her in that moment, he might not have gone looking for her at all.

He asks her if she's alright and then she shocks him by wanting to hunt down the culprit. He rightfully tries to dissuade her, but again, he's not good with kids, he's blunt and argumentative with her.

Obviously, that's not going to convince a kid with a hero complex to not chase the bad guy.

However, his turning point, in my opinion, is when he realizes he has to choose between Aya and the people on the train. Now, he had already set off the stun grenade and is putting all his faith in Yosano finding them. He trusts her so he knows they are most likely going to be okay.

But Aya doesn't know that and he can't explain it all in the time they have. He sees a child who thinks she's about to die and is trying to be brave about it. And Kunikida comforts her. He needs her to know that she's not alone, that she's not going to suffer, that he is with her and he hugs her.

There was no need for him to step into that explosion with Aya except to comfort her. He chose to do that. Above his own life, he chose her needs.

And that's where this journey starts to get heartbreaking, because Kunikida hadn't always been like this. He was obviously always going to try and protect children, his ideals state as much, but he also didn't believe himself to be a hero. He doesn't see himself as someone capable or even worthy of that role.

So he built up a barrier around himself that made him harsher and more callous. He called it a professional detachment. He had to, it was to protect himself, to keep his sanity in those moment when they couldn't save everyone. Now it's breaking down and he's showing more and more how much he cares.

And it's immediately used against him.

The very scenario that got him to open up is placed in front of him again. A child with a bomb around their throat. Only this time Yosano isn't there, and this time Fyodor is orchestrating it.

And Kunikida does everything right. He tells Atsushi to leave and carry on the mission so he can stay and help the child. He gets on the child's level, makes himself small and none threatening. He reassures the child in gentle voice that everything will be okay.

And then, it's the line "How about a magic trick?" that really gets me, because he's trying so hard to present himself as someone trustworthy. And a magic trick is exactly what he pulled off with Aya, but it's what goes wrong here.

Because Fyodor planned it this time. He didn't just target children to get at Kunikida, he made a twisted mockery of what happened to Aya. Except she doesn't live this time and Kunikida can't bring this child any comfort or safety because Kunikida is the threat. This child dies alone and afraid because Kunikida was there, just like Fyodor planned.

Fyodor saw Kunikida bare his heart once and immediately reached in his chest and crushed it.