alive but at what cost

just a struggling person simping for morally gray characters

[totallynotaterrorist]

It's crazy to find out later in life you could've gotten judged by something by society. Like, what do you mean stretch marks are someone's insecurity? They just, are there. Nothing wrong with them?? Freckles, the exact same. Honestly, glasses too.

And to find out that some girls are shamed for playing with 'toys for boys' and boys with 'toys for girls'? I got the toys I got passed down from my sibling and cousins. Trains aren't gender exclusive, plushies or plastic ponies aren't gender exclusive, my toys were all equally beloved and equally old and worn out. Insecurities and so called bully material is just so arbitrary

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Well.

[totallynotaterrorist]

Us: lets organise a trip, we're gonna go out so much

Snow: *exists*

Us: uhh well we brought card games

[charlizetheronsbush-official]

every friend group has:

guy who is really talented at everything he tries but mostly just punches people

girl who would rather be crawling around in your walls than socializing

guy who has strong opinions on star trek and thinks “a good time” is hacking into the NSA

girl who hasn’t stopped lying in forty years and may or may not be royalty

guy who looks like he just woke up with a hangover (he’s in charge)

[totallynotaterrorist]

@panthera-tigris-venenata why is this sort of true?

[totallynotaterrorist]

Oh Tiger my dearest, hope you're ready for this year's contact lenses, I cooked

[only-tiktoks]

[swan2swan]

Millions of Years of Immutable Evolutionary Law: “Cats shall have litters of many offspring at one time. Some will be weak or stricken with disease--they will perish to allow the stronger siblings to escape, and to satiate other predators in order to reduce competition and encourage the existence of more capable adults.”

Human Beings:

[magicalmanhattanproject]

important note: this cat's full name is breakfast sandwich

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

First day after deleting instagram: currently trying to relearn countries of the world

[totallynotaterrorist]

You really heard "go outside and touch some grass" and listened

[em-harlsnow]

i always wonder about that deleted scene in season 10 where ian’s cleaning the scrapes on mickey’s hands. my first wonder is always why the fuck would you ever delete that what is your problem, but then i think about how tha happened.

did mickey complain about ian looking after him? did he bitch and moan and say it’s nothing? did ian have to wear him down to get him to sit and wait patiently while he cleaned him up?

or did they do all that in prison already? did mickey get in enough fights that they’re used to cleaning each other up by now, so mickey just let ian do his thing without a problem?

or maybe cleaning up each other’s wounds start earlier? like when mickey came out? or even earlier, like in the things we didn’t see in season 3? is it just completely common place for them now?

i also wonder about when the scene happened. did they fuck first and then ian decides to clean him up? or did ian refuse to fuck until he’s cleaned up his wounds? they’re in different clothes, so maybe they showered together? maybe mickey refused to shower with ian because he’s been in prison for a long fucking time, been in a shitty, dangerous (i assume, bc mickey wasn’t making much money and being in a cartel is unsafe) apartment in mexico then prison before that, so he wants to has a shower in peace and safety alone for the first time in 5 years?

did ian talk about it? did he say ‘sit down, i’ll clean your hands’? or did he just start getting out his little first aid kit and mickey sat down and let him do it without any need for words? did ian joke about using the mickey mouse plasters they have for frannie?

did mickey say ‘i can do this shit myself’? did ian have to argue that he’d do a worse job of it, that he’d be too rough and make it all worse? did ian just say ‘i know but i want to do it’? or did mickey just let ian do it because he wants ian to look after him a little bit? i mean there’s also the possibility that mickey asked ian to clean them for him, but i don’t think that’s likely.

i love that scene so so dearly.

[totallynotaterrorist]

I think the majority of all Gallavich deleted scenes were removed to divide screentime between all the characters more evenly.

Some were obviously cut because of a technical issue, like that scene where Ian complains about Paula where they accidentally forgot to put the 'Ian Galager' tattoo on Mickey's chest.

A few were cut to remove some storylines the writers decided to not go through with, like the scene of Ian laying awake in s11, but those to me felt few and far between.

To me, all the deleted scenes will always be canon, and I'll assume that they were cut to shorten screentime. So they just happened off the screen :)

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Oh hey the body horror book tiger told me about when i was like 14 that gave me nightmares yayyy

[totallynotaterrorist]

Oh dw I'm avenging you, I managed to convince tiger I have rabies and live for the resulting chaos

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

You are mean

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Your country does not have rabies

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

I know! That doesn't make it better!

[totallynotaterrorist]

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Fuck you

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Tiger you know she’s fucking with you

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Yes I know! But still! It'll not leave my head and I hate rabbies specifically

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Oh hey the body horror book tiger told me about when i was like 14 that gave me nightmares yayyy

[totallynotaterrorist]

Oh dw I'm avenging you, I managed to convince tiger I have rabies and live for the resulting chaos

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

You are mean

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Your country does not have rabies

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

I know! That doesn't make it better!

[totallynotaterrorist]

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Fuck you

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Tiger you know she’s fucking with you

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Yes I know! But still! It'll not leave my head and I hate rabbies specifically

[totallynotaterrorist]

Dear makeup companies,

Where the fuck are these orange people you think you’re catering for? Please go outside, touch some grass, look at human skin and stop putting so much orange pigment everywhere.

Kind regards,

Currently orange me

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Can I. Can I make up scientsts called Evžen and Květoslav, tell stories about them to class and count that as teaching.

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

(those are my go-to names, The Children find them incredibly funny)

(our summercamp has baseball bat called Květoslav, which means "celebrating flowers"

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Little girl's favourite insane quote about Květoslav the baseball bat:

Květoslav is ideal man. He's always quiet, he always agrees with you. You can lean on him and he'll fight for you

Idk who said it first but she found it so funny she recited it like fifty times in a week

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Actually one of the scientist should be a woman. We're promoting women in stem in here

[totallynotaterrorist]

Reluctant colleagues to lovers, 180k words except it's actually the syllabus

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

You can get the honour of naming her <3

(also american exchange student with the most horribly American name possible please)

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Anniston Freedom

[totallynotaterrorist]

I support that notion, either that or straight up naming her Ameighrica Eagle

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Can I. Can I make up scientsts called Evžen and Květoslav, tell stories about them to class and count that as teaching.

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

(those are my go-to names, The Children find them incredibly funny)

(our summercamp has baseball bat called Květoslav, which means "celebrating flowers"

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Little girl's favourite insane quote about Květoslav the baseball bat:

Květoslav is ideal man. He's always quiet, he always agrees with you. You can lean on him and he'll fight for you

Idk who said it first but she found it so funny she recited it like fifty times in a week

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

Actually one of the scientist should be a woman. We're promoting women in stem in here

[totallynotaterrorist]

Reluctant colleagues to lovers, 180k words except it's actually the syllabus

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Oh hey the body horror book tiger told me about when i was like 14 that gave me nightmares yayyy

[totallynotaterrorist]

Oh dw I'm avenging you, I managed to convince tiger I have rabies and live for the resulting chaos

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

You are mean

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Your country does not have rabies

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

I know! That doesn't make it better!

[totallynotaterrorist]

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Oh hey the body horror book tiger told me about when i was like 14 that gave me nightmares yayyy

[totallynotaterrorist]

Oh dw I'm avenging you, I managed to convince tiger I have rabies and live for the resulting chaos

[panthera-tigris-venenata]

It'd be cruel to deprive you of this masterpiece

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

im fucking trying

[totallynotaterrorist]

Adulthood is seeing teenagers asking a famous person for a picture while you have no idea from where you're supposed to know them

[totallynotaterrorist]

"You're emotionally intelligent and mature, I can just talk to you and be myself" - literally every single family member right before they unload all their life struggles on my dead tired ass