If you're reading this after you've come to my page, maybe offended by something I've asked or reblogged, please note:
Let me make this clear - I am not mentally well. I am a broken person, I struggle with self esteem and abandonment issues.
I know I require some type of psychological therapy, but I don't know how to approach a therapist and ask these things because most therapists aren't Catholics.
Everything I question in regards to Catholicism is by no means coming from a heart of malice. I am confused, frightened, scared and feel like my life is ending. I struggle often with suicidal ideation and maladaptive daydreams where I am kidnapped or run away from everything and everyone I know.
I am not sure where to turn to. I am not yet a catholic. I was raised in a Pentecostal/evangelicalistic church. I am attending RCIA but I feel like my questions aren't being answered and some questions are being answered but fill my heart with a sense of hopelessness. I feel intimidated by the Holy Brother and Priestly Father.
I am also on the autism/ADHD spectrum, I find it incredibly hard to focus and suffer from an audio processing disorder. I have a very narrow mind and "black and white" mode of thinking. I may have many beliefs that are considered offensive.