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I DID IT MYYYY WAYYYYY

Hi there. My name is Daisy McNamara. I’m a freelance audio fiction producer… Daisy McNamara needs your support for Help Daisy Afford Her

Hi Guys.

While I did receive a renewed restraining order against my stalker, now I have to pay for it. And lawyers are expensive.

Of the $5,646 total, I am hoping to raise $3,000.

Any additional money raised will go to replenish my savings, as I had to use them on the other portion of the bill.

I understand times are lean for everyone, but please help if you can. As a disabled freelance artist, this is a devastating amount of money, and every cent helps.

If you listen to audio drama, if you like my work, if anything I've made has made you smile: please consider donating.

If you’re a fan of my work and want some more bang for your buck, there’s also the Eelsong Studios Patreon with early and ad free access to the Gospel of Haven, plus bonus content including interviews, extended cuts, annotated transcripts and more. Pledges start at $5.00 a month.

Thank you for reading, and thank you for your support.

Daisy

stardustshimmers

Thank you so much to everyone who has donated.

Right now, November 8, we are at 15% of the goal. I have until end of month to pay the remainder of the invoice.

Please consider donating if you have anything to spare, or sharing if you cannot. Thank you all so much for your generosity

-D

I just realized I haven’t even opened this app in months haha whoops

fellowwriter

“Like this.” The man in black gently lifted my wrists until both my palms were against the side of the bus.

“I have to wait like this? Why?” I asked over my shoulder as he let go.

“Pheromones. That’s how he’ll choose you. Or maybe… he won’t.” The man stepped back. “I have to get back to work. Good luck.”

“Wait! How long until he comes out?” My arms were already sore after 30 seconds.

undeclaredmilk

👀👀👀👀👀

fellowwriter

Update: My fics are now locked

Gentle Readers: As of today, I have locked my fics on A03, and going forward, you will need an A03 account to read them.

I didn't want to do this, but there's been yet another AI scrape, and I don't want my writing--my voice--used for AI purposes. No one's writing or art should be scraped for AI without permission.

Need an account? Go to the A03 homepage and click the "Get Invited" button.

Have writing or art on A03? I recommend locking down your works too. The latest scrape was pretty bad.

If you have questions about A03, send me a msg. Happy to chat if you need help!

xx

undeclaredmilk

I locked mine, as well. Now I don’t have to worry about my boyfriend reading them, either.

In the last 24 hours, I’ve had NINE comments on a Ghost fic from the same person.

I appreciate the compliments but jeez

#the band ghost #cardinal copia #papa emeritus iv

cutecipher

We finally figured out everything that's going wrong with my meds. With everything sorted I need to cover $15 for meds tomorrow, $50 for the rest in a couple days and $53 for the emergency appointment I had to have. I also need to restock Mr @rickybabyboy s food which is $35. Please help a disabled trans woman and her cute cat.

ID: Orange and white tabby being pet on the chest, he is folding up his paws and smiling

$5/$153 raised

Venmo: AGIEF

Paypal: [email protected]

Ko-fi:

Support wizdev On Ko-fi. Ko-fi lets you support the people and causes you love with small donations

danrifics

Blasphemy, heresy Save me from the monster that is eating me

undeclaredmilk

Jutty in the back, living his televangelist dreams

defdeadinside-deactivated202502

help a disabled trans person catch up on rent so I can move to a safer environment by MARCH 1!!! First year of college I was able to secure a good deal on a shared studio apt with two other guys, but during our second year they invited another guy on board who is clearly a trans fetishist, and I don't feel comfortable here anymore. I've been staying with my friend for the past three days but her bf is coming back from vacay so I can't stay here for another week. I've talked to the other guys about it and they just don't take it seriously, which fucking sucks. I have ME/CFS and can only work part time, so I haven't managed to be able to scrape enough rent to pay my dues. I currently owe $300. Once I pay my portion of this month's rent, I can be out of here & don't have to stay through March.

My cashapp is $almaalvarez77 (preferred method) My paypal is paypal.me/itsanthonya (ignore deadname) I'll update regularly as I get closer to my goal $0/300 *please don't tag this as "fundraiser" or anything so it doesn't get shadow banned! thanks!!

wordfather

your wip just called. hey man your wip just called. its asking where you've been man.

undeclaredmilk

I literally got a message on AO3 this morning from someone begging me to finish my WIP jesus christ

undeclaredmilk

I’m losing my goddamn mind here.

I’ve been poly for at least 20 years, my wife (trans woman) only got into it in the last few years. She’s had a couple of long-distance girlfriends, and about a month ago she drove to another state to spend a week with the current one. (Not for romantic reasons, she was honestly in a bad way and needed help.) While she was gone, I decided I was going to get back on the horse, so to speak, and go back to dating apps.

Once she got back, I downloaded Bumble again and started looking at local guys. For a few days, it constantly ran out of guys, cuz I’m incredibly picky and kept swiping left. Eventually it started looking outside my age and distance ranges.

That’s when I saw Aaron. He checked all my boxes: big boy with a beard, piercings, tattoos, liberal/atheist, loves pinball and the same video games I play, HUGE Ghost fan.

He’s also only 36. I’m gonna be 44 in April.

I decided not to swipe right immediately, since I knew the holidays are super stressful for everybody, and who wants to think about potentially dating during that whole mess? I waited until January 2nd.

It was an immediate match.

He messaged me about 20 minutes later, with a silly 60’s Batman gif. The conversation was a little slow going at first, but the next morning we started talking about Ghost and Final Fantasy 14, and we were off to the races. He very quickly said he thought I was cute, and that he loved my photo where I was wearing one of my Ghost shirts (the Few Dates Called Death one). He asked for a selfie that night; I sent him a non-dirty one and he said I was “so fucking cute” with heart emojis. He asked for my number after I went to sleep.

We’ve been texting every day since, and we have our first date scheduled for this Thursday. He’s driving all the way over here after work so we can go play pinball and have a few beers.

The part that’s driving me crazy is that, he already has 2 partners. He told me the other night that he wasn’t looking for a 3rd, but he has a tendency to fall quickly for people. We’ve more or less already accepted that I’m going to be the 3rd. It makes me feel a bit selfish, because I would’ve been fine just being friends, despite already having a massive crush on him. I know it’ll be difficult for him to find time for me, and I certainly don’t want to keep him from spending time with the others. He’s just so fucking cute and sweet; he already asked if he can kiss me on our first date, of course I said yes. I’m about to watch fucking Monday Night Football because he’s a Vikings fan, and I know he’ll be watching too.

UGH

undeclaredmilk

UPDATE:

I don’t even know where to start. He’s even cuter in person (he’s got a lisp, it’s fucking adorable), amazing kisser, very talented hands (fingered me to orgasm in the backseat of his car), 10/10 cuddler.

We’re already making plans for me to come spend the night at his place in two weeks.

undeclaredmilk

UPDATE PART TWO: I completely forgot, I was attempting to blow him in the back seat of his car when I heard a car door slam. It was the driver of the truck parked next to us. Needless to say his boner vanished as we froze in panic. Luckily, the windows were super fogged over and it was dark out, so the driver didn’t see us. They took their sweet fucking time pulling away, and that’s when I realized I had one of his pubes stuck in my mouth. We started laughing hysterically: he’s got his limp dick hanging out, I had my underwear-clad ass up in the air, trying to fish the hair out of my mouth.

He picked up his new Prius this weekend, he says we need to test out how big the back seat is.

elexecution

"cummed" "jerked it" "bricked up right now" and other beautiful things that your friends can say to you when u post something crazy

undeclaredmilk

“Straight-up jorkin’ it”

undeclaredmilk

I’m losing my goddamn mind here.

I’ve been poly for at least 20 years, my wife (trans woman) only got into it in the last few years. She’s had a couple of long-distance girlfriends, and about a month ago she drove to another state to spend a week with the current one. (Not for romantic reasons, she was honestly in a bad way and needed help.) While she was gone, I decided I was going to get back on the horse, so to speak, and go back to dating apps.

Once she got back, I downloaded Bumble again and started looking at local guys. For a few days, it constantly ran out of guys, cuz I’m incredibly picky and kept swiping left. Eventually it started looking outside my age and distance ranges.

That’s when I saw Aaron. He checked all my boxes: big boy with a beard, piercings, tattoos, liberal/atheist, loves pinball and the same video games I play, HUGE Ghost fan.

He’s also only 36. I’m gonna be 44 in April.

I decided not to swipe right immediately, since I knew the holidays are super stressful for everybody, and who wants to think about potentially dating during that whole mess? I waited until January 2nd.

It was an immediate match.

He messaged me about 20 minutes later, with a silly 60’s Batman gif. The conversation was a little slow going at first, but the next morning we started talking about Ghost and Final Fantasy 14, and we were off to the races. He very quickly said he thought I was cute, and that he loved my photo where I was wearing one of my Ghost shirts (the Few Dates Called Death one). He asked for a selfie that night; I sent him a non-dirty one and he said I was “so fucking cute” with heart emojis. He asked for my number after I went to sleep.

We’ve been texting every day since, and we have our first date scheduled for this Thursday. He’s driving all the way over here after work so we can go play pinball and have a few beers.

The part that’s driving me crazy is that, he already has 2 partners. He told me the other night that he wasn’t looking for a 3rd, but he has a tendency to fall quickly for people. We’ve more or less already accepted that I’m going to be the 3rd. It makes me feel a bit selfish, because I would’ve been fine just being friends, despite already having a massive crush on him. I know it’ll be difficult for him to find time for me, and I certainly don’t want to keep him from spending time with the others. He’s just so fucking cute and sweet; he already asked if he can kiss me on our first date, of course I said yes. I’m about to watch fucking Monday Night Football because he’s a Vikings fan, and I know he’ll be watching too.

UGH

undeclaredmilk

UPDATE:

I don’t even know where to start. He’s even cuter in person (he’s got a lisp, it’s fucking adorable), amazing kisser, very talented hands (fingered me to orgasm in the backseat of his car), 10/10 cuddler.

We’re already making plans for me to come spend the night at his place in two weeks.

I’m losing my goddamn mind here.

I’ve been poly for at least 20 years, my wife (trans woman) only got into it in the last few years. She’s had a couple of long-distance girlfriends, and about a month ago she drove to another state to spend a week with the current one. (Not for romantic reasons, she was honestly in a bad way and needed help.) While she was gone, I decided I was going to get back on the horse, so to speak, and go back to dating apps.

Once she got back, I downloaded Bumble again and started looking at local guys. For a few days, it constantly ran out of guys, cuz I’m incredibly picky and kept swiping left. Eventually it started looking outside my age and distance ranges.

That’s when I saw Aaron. He checked all my boxes: big boy with a beard, piercings, tattoos, liberal/atheist, loves pinball and the same video games I play, HUGE Ghost fan.

He’s also only 36. I’m gonna be 44 in April.

I decided not to swipe right immediately, since I knew the holidays are super stressful for everybody, and who wants to think about potentially dating during that whole mess? I waited until January 2nd.

It was an immediate match.

He messaged me about 20 minutes later, with a silly 60’s Batman gif. The conversation was a little slow going at first, but the next morning we started talking about Ghost and Final Fantasy 14, and we were off to the races. He very quickly said he thought I was cute, and that he loved my photo where I was wearing one of my Ghost shirts (the Few Dates Called Death one). He asked for a selfie that night; I sent him a non-dirty one and he said I was “so fucking cute” with heart emojis. He asked for my number after I went to sleep.

We’ve been texting every day since, and we have our first date scheduled for this Thursday. He’s driving all the way over here after work so we can go play pinball and have a few beers.

The part that’s driving me crazy is that, he already has 2 partners. He told me the other night that he wasn’t looking for a 3rd, but he has a tendency to fall quickly for people. We’ve more or less already accepted that I’m going to be the 3rd. It makes me feel a bit selfish, because I would’ve been fine just being friends, despite already having a massive crush on him. I know it’ll be difficult for him to find time for me, and I certainly don’t want to keep him from spending time with the others. He’s just so fucking cute and sweet; he already asked if he can kiss me on our first date, of course I said yes. I’m about to watch fucking Monday Night Football because he’s a Vikings fan, and I know he’ll be watching too.

UGH

#polyamory #relationship stuff #how do I do this dating thing again?