You can only grow.

Where my mind comes to life.

[uniquelyindividual]

I should go to sleep but hopeless romantic me is watching queen charlotte. And realizing that I’m stupid for believing that I can be loved. I have to pour into my kids since that’s what society and everyone tells me to do. And pour into myself,because that’s what media feeds us. I.am.tired.

My soul is literally saying enough.

[remanence-of-love]

[recomvery]

If someone rejected you, a parent, a lover, a friend, that is not a statement about your worth. You are enough, you are valid and deserving of love regardless of who doesn't want you. It sais nothing about you, but everything about them. Your worth is not defined by other people.

[uniquelyindividual]

I literally live in the delusions of unsent letters on Reddit because they actually make me feel something.

Like maybe I could be the person someone’s writing about.

Like maybe I’m not always the second choice in someone’s story. I’m learning to do all the things to “self love” but I’ve done this before.

I literally feel crazy some days that I can’t express myself without getting negative pushback from family.

I’m in therapy but idk wtf will help anymore than either my body taking me out from depression or just a permanent dirt nap

[uniquelyindividual]

Has anybody just temporarily wanted to take a dirt nap? Just me? Or want a reset fucking button on life. There’s only one point in time I would like to float in instead of being chronically depressed and loveless

[uniquelyindividual]

I’m used to being alone I’m also used to self-sabotaging myself. I just wonder when I’m for once am going to be enough to receive love. I find love in my children, and I’m trying to love myself. But when will someone see me for how beautiful my mind is.

[moniqueesworld]

[what-iz-life]

Be so fucking proud of yourself for passing the hardest moments alone while everyone believed you were fine.

[uniquelyindividual]

I know at my age anything can be used against me. But I hope to show my daughter my tumblr one day. Or maybe what I’ll say will get deleted when this website disappears?

Either way. Gonnna get real here.

I think I might my soulmate early on. Maybe I’m just fucking delusional believing in soul mates , astrology, witchcraft, and the unknown but it brings me solace and I’ve always gravitated towards unusual paths in my life.

What I’m trying to get at is…. When I met this person it did feel like home, I felt safe. And then due to another person who stepped into my life that I allowed to literally emotionally abused, financially abused, and sexually abused and gaslit me because I was a gullible young girl. But as well the “soulmate” had repeatedly had eyes on other women I guess.

Then I went through two years of not dating seriously and trying to heal and love myself to only find who I have now. At first he treated me like a princess but I would notice little red flags and I guess because I’ve never healed from my past trauma experiences I sought out people who gave off the same vibe as the first two.

Now multiple traumatic experiences with my family, raising my child and other children of my sisters and my relationship pretty much non existent due to me being a burnt out hyper-vigilant and independent mom who can’t feel safe with her significant other….

I am so very lost (I start therapy soon)

I just wanna say to the first person I loved, I’m sorry our lives turned out the way we did but I’m not sorry for doing what I had to do to protect myself. I wish I could change our paths because you’re just as lost as I am.

My soul is literally lost. I rather be celibate and focus on healing (work in progress)

I seek validation in others on the internet because it’s the only place I actually felt something and I hope therapy will help me have better habits and be better for my kids. I haven’t had a break to just be myself in years. I wish I could air out my current partners shenanigans here but I know that’s not right.

And I know that I’m not the only one out in this universe that pines and that craves what once was from someone but can’t act on it because of toxicity.

[whitepeopletwitter]

[dstriple-deactivated20250824]

[wiferhi]

For those who are afraid to become a nurse because they have a weak stomach,It won’t be the vomit or needles or blood or urine or feces that turns your stomach. You’ll get used to that. You’ll come to accept it’s just part of the job and get to the point where you’re thinking of the 38 different things you have to do while absentmindedly cleaning up a bowel movement. What will turn your stomach will be 40 shallow breaths a minute in a patient in respiratory distress. A freshly born infant that is limp and blue and hasn’t cried yet. Tripled troponin levels on your sweating and anxious patient as you realize they’re having a heart attack. Feeling cord during a cervical check, then trying to hide from your patient the shaking in your voice as you call for help. The pale skin of a Jehovah’s Witness with a hemoglobin of 4 as she declines a blood transfusion and says goodbye to her family because they haven’t found the source of the bleed and she’s running out of time. A blood alcohol level of .18 on a 4 year old who is barely responsive and being intubated after getting drunk on mouthwash and then hitting his head. An elderly woman in the ICU signing her DNR while her sobbing daughter begs her to reconsider, knowing if treatment is stopped then her mother will die. A child in the pediatric ICU who hasn’t had a visitor in months. Not being able to find the heartbeat on a pregnant mom who hasn’t felt the baby move in a while. In the face of everything else that comes with being a nurse, I promise you’ll get used to the poop.

Andrea Pellerin

[pathcend]

Another set of beautifully laid out public health data points.

Compliments of Data is Beautiful [Instagram].

[lenoreofraven]

How in the world do private hospital justify or rationalise closing during a pandemic? What are the mental gymnastics necessary to just decide to fuck it, those beds won’t matter? Sure, the reduction of elective surgeries would damage the profits, but at some point someone somewhere has to have a heart and try to find a solution around it? That even lack of that money there are ways to make it up? Maybe the government should do something whether that be money or a revised ruling about some elective surgeries? 

I just don’t understand in the space of 24 hours I can see headlines for the exhibition centre could become a makeshift hospital/morgue and private hospitals are closing. There is just something wrong about that. Something wrong that a place generally used for entertainment could be used for a makeshift medical centre, while actual medical centres that are already equipped are closing. I’m not wrong, there’s something ridiculously wrong with that right?

Yes, money is a factor and hospitals are expensive to run. No money, something suffers. But there were also reports for hospitals being overwhelmed soon, legitimate fears of being able to manage patients, and as I said a bloody convention centre being turned into a morgue! How in the everloving fuck does someone read any of that and just close hospitals? How is this even being considered?! How is this not an onion article?

I don’t know all the ins or out, I’m not an expert, but I just can’t see how in a time of pandemic where they are discussing lockdowns and every day is filled with stories of the virus, that hospitals (even if private) would lay off staff and close. There is something fundamentally sick about that. Just how is this ok?

[elierlick]

Didn’t know landlords panicking about their tenants’ organizing was one of your kinks? Well, now you know.

[fuwaprince]

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[happymarimo]

Usually if I were to post something like this I may tag it with TWs, so I’m sorry if this triggers any survivors, but for those struggling tonight: this is for you!

[orteil42]

was tumblr uhhhhhhhh always this dark

[orteil42]

and so, as the ancients foretold, the Dark Age of Tumblr is upon us at last