pairing: sophie baek x you (fem)
summery: what you do to relax is absolutely platonic 🔞
tags: angst and comfort, fingering, you!servant, romantic stuff, fluff, porn with some plot, bed sex, creaking bed, fingerfucking, clit to clit, fuck buddies (in a way) to lovers, open ending, hot and sweet, reference to canon, slightly sub!sophie baek
The attic room is cramped and dimly lit, the only sound is the distant chatter of the household below. Sophie sits on the edge of her narrow bed, her shoulders slumped under the weight of Lady Penwood's endless cruelty today. You have slipped into her room unnoticed, locking the door behind you.
"They are impossible," Sophie whispers, pressing the heels of her hands into her eyes to stem the tears. "Lady Penwood found fault with the way I polished the silver. Again. She speaks to me as though I am worthless." She looks up at you, her dark eyes shining with unshed emotion, her beautiful face etched with exhaustion.
Two months had passed since you were hired by Lady Penwood. During all that time, Sophie had been tasked with "teaching" you everything, thus spending most of her time with you.
Obviously, this led to the birth of a strong friendship between you two, which sometimes ended in cuddling each other. It happened when evening arrived, and Sophie would punctually enter your room without knocking, unnerved by the Penwood family.
You knew in that moment what would happen next, it had become a matter of habit. It was just about satisfying each other in a platonic way... Or that's what you told yourself when you were dying to put your fingers inside her.
You sit beside her on the bed, your hand sliding to her lower back in that familiar, comforting way. She leans into you instantly, her head resting on your shoulder.
"Enough," you murmur softly against her hair. "Rest, Sophie." Your fingers begin to rub soothing circles where her dress straps dig into her skin.
"You didn't even listen to me", she says but her tone isn't full of anger, it's just tired.
"I know," you whisper, your hand moving from her back to gently tilt her chin up. Your eyes meet hers in the dim light, and you see the exhaustion and stress etched into every line of her face. Without another word, you lean down and press a soft kiss to her forehead.
"I know it's hard, but we have to resist working here. I'm saving some money so we can leave and never work here again" you add watching her closely.
"It's not that easy. They won't let us go, especially me. Maybe you will, you have a family somewhere, a place to go. I have nothing”
Her words hang heavy in the cramped room, the truth of them heartbreaking. You hate that she sees herself as having nothing, hate that the Penwood family has stripped her of her worth so thoroughly. You gently cup her cheek, your thumb stroking over her high cheekbone.
"You have me," you say firmly, leaving no room for argument. "And that is not nothing, Sophie.”
Her bottom lip trembles, and this time she doesn't fight the tears that spill over. She leans into your touch, her forehead dropping against yours. You can smell the lavender soap from her careful work, can see the small burns on her knuckles from handling irons too hot.
"You shouldn't have to take care of me," she whispers, her voice breaking.
"Shh," you soothe, wrapping your arms around her and pulling her into your lap. She comes willingly, curling up against your chest like a lost kitten. Your fingers thread through her silky black hair, gently massaging her scalp as she cries silently into your neck.
"I should have done it. I should have taken care of you." she whispered
Her admission hangs between you, her tears soaking through the thin fabric of your blouse. You hold her tighter, feeling the weight of her exhaustion, the burden of her self-loathing.
"This isn't your fault," you whisper against her temple, kissing her there softly. "You're the strongest person I know, Sophie."
"I'm not strong," she sniffles, lifting her head to look at you with red-rimmed eyes. "Strong people don't let themselves be treated like this. Strong people leave." Her voice rises slightly, filled with frustration and self-loathing.
"Strong people survive," you correct her gently, wiping a stray tear from her cheek with your thumb. "And every single day, you survive that woman's cruelty. You get up, you work harder than anyone else, and you still find kindness in your heart." You press another kiss to her forehead, feeling her slowly melt against you. "You are the strongest person I know.”
She buries her face in your neck again, her breathing ragged as she tries to process your words. Her small hands fidget with the buttons of your blouse, her touch surprisingly gentle despite her internal turmoil. After a moment of silence, she speaks again, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Make it stop," she begs, the words muffled against your skin. "Please... just make the noise in my head stop. I'm so tired." She presses closer, her body trembling with exhaustion, her
fingers tightening in the fabric of your shirt as if you are the only anchor keeping her from drowning. "I need you.”
The desperation in her voice breaks your heart, but it also ignites that familiar, protective heat in your chest. You shift her slightly in your lap, cradling her head against your shoulder while your hand slips down from her hair to trail soothingly down her spine.
"I've got you," you whisper against her ear. "Let me take care of you now, Soph.”
She lets out a slow breath, her muscles gently uncoiling. She trusted these hands, these words. She knew you were the only one in this house who wouldn't hurt her. She always ended up in your room, seeking comfort from you when she was exhausted from the mistreatment.
Your fingers find the small hooks of her dress, gently untying them one by one. The fabric loosen around her chest, her breasts slightly spilling out of the corset. You know this routine, you've done it countless times.
One part of you can't wait to touch her, the other feels guilty because it might want it out of pure selfishness.
You push the thought aside, focusing on Sophie. She needs this, needs you. The corset falls away, revealing her porcelain skin, the pale light of the room casting gentle shadows across her delicate form. You cup her breasts, thumbs brushing over her pink peaks, feeling them harden under your touch.
"Mm," she whimpers softly, her back arching into your hands. Her eyes flutter closed, those terrible words from Lady Penwood finally fading from the forefront of her mind. Her fingers grip your shoulders, nails digging in slightly.
"Is this okay?" you ask quietly, even though you both know the answer.
"Yes," she breathes, her voice barely above a whisper. "Please... don't stop." Her head falls forward, resting against your chest as she focuses on the gentle pleasure of your touch. You continue to caress her breasts, feeling her nipples pebble further under your thumbs.
You lean down, capturing one of her peaked nipples in your mouth. She gasps, her hands immediately threading through your hair to keep you there. You suck gently, alternating between each breast, feeling her squirm in your lap. Your free hand slides down her stomach, hooking under the fabric of her skirt.
Her thighs fall open without hesitation, welcoming your touch. You slide your palm up her inner thigh, feeling her skin grow warmer beneath your fingers. The thin cotton of her underwear is already damp, and she lets out a soft, embarrassed whimper against your scalp.
"I'm sorry," she whispers, but her hips push forward slightly, meeting your hand.
Sophie decided to completely let down her hair, letting it fall over her bare breasts in direct contact with her hardened nipples.
Your breath hitches at the sight of her hair cascading over her bare breasts, the strands gently teasing her sensitive peaks. You continue to tease her nipple with your mouth, one hand still buried between her thighs while the other comes up to cup one of her breasts possessively. "You're so beautiful,”
Sophie's face flushes at your words, a small smile playing on her lips despite the tears that still stain her cheeks. Her fingers tighten in your hair as she rocks her hips against your hand, seeking more friction. You oblige, sliding your fingers underneath her underwear to touch her bare skin directly.
"Ah!" she gasps, her head falling back as your fingers find her wet folds. She's dripping, arousal coating your fingertips immediately. You circle her clit slowly, gently, knowing she needs gentle pleasure right now, not rough fucking.
"Why don't you lay down?", she obeys immediately.
You guide her back against the pillows, brushing her dark hair away from her face so she can look up at you. She spreads her legs instinctively, making room for you to settle between them. The vulnerability in her eyes mixes with desire, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she watches you hover over her.
The bed is small, to fit two people you have to lie on top of her.. and every time Sophie grips the sheets, it creaks, reminding you to slow down whatever you are doing.
You lower yourself over her, your body pressing gently against hers. Her breath catches as your breasts press together, a soft moan escaping her lips. You lean down, capturing her mouth in a slow kiss while your hand continues its lazy path down her stomach.
The bed creaks faintly under the new weight. You both freeze for a moment, listening for any sign they've heard.
"Shh," you whisper against her mouth, "it's okay." You start kissing her again, deeper this time, swallowing her small sounds as your fingers finally reach her core. She spreads her legs wider instantly, the bed creaking again but neither of you care anymore.
You slip two fingers inside her, feeling her tight heat wrap around them immediately. She's so wet, so ready. You start a slow rhythm, curling your fingers upward to find that perfect spot. "This is yours," you murmur. "All of this, right here."
"It's not just mine, no, take off your clothes too, I want to see you "
You freeze momentarily, you didn't think she would want to do that. Impatient as she is, Sophie unbuttons your uniform and takes your breasts in her hands, squeezing them a little.
"What do you want to do?", you ask.
"I want to touch you too," she whispers, her small hands roaming over your bare chest. "I want to see all of you, like you see all of me." Her thumbs circle your nipples, making them harden under her touch. The bed creaks again, but the sound is drowned out by your soft gasp.
You quickly shed the rest of your clothing, tossing your uniform aside. Sophie's eyes widen as she takes in your full naked form hovering above her. She reaches up, trailing her fingers down your stomach to your hips, pulling you closer. The bed groans under the movement.
"Now we're both naked," she says with a small smile. "That's fair.”
You smile, leaning down to kiss her again. Your naked bodies press together, skin against skin. You can feel her heart racing against your chest as you continue to kiss her deeply while your fingers work inside her. You add a third finger, stretching her gently.
Sophie spreads her legs wider instinctively, taking your fingers deeper. She runs her hands all over your back and buttocks possessively. You grind your hips slightly against her for friction, the bed creaking loudly this time. Both of you pause, listening intently. No sounds from outside the room.
You continue moving above her, your fingers finding a steady rhythm inside her while your mouth latches onto her neck. Sophie's moans are getting louder, more desperate. She wraps her legs around your waist, pulling you flush against her. "Please," she whispers against your ear, "I need more.”
You lift your head to look at her, seeing the desperation and need written all over her face. She's so close to the edge, her body trembling with unspent desire. Without hesitation, you remove your fingers from inside her and grab your throbbing clit, pressing it against her wet entrance.
"Like this?" you ask, your voice husky with need. Sophie nods frantically, her thighs squeezing around your hips. You grind against her slowly, feeling her wetness coating your clit. The friction makes you both gasp into each other's mouths.
"Touch yourself," she whispers.
You do as she asks, reaching between your bodies to rub your clit in slow circles while you grind against her. The feeling of her wetness against your sensitive nub is almost too much to handle. "You're so wet," you moan
"So are you," she pants back, lifting her hips to meet your grind. The bed is making all sorts of noises now but neither of you can stop. Your clits slide against each other perfectly, creating the most delicious friction.
Sophie reaches down, wrapping her fingers around yours on your clit. She guides your pace faster, harder. "Together," she whispers desperately. The movement changes, your bodies finding a perfect rhythm - your clit trapped between your fingers pressing against hers, grinding in tight circles. The bed is shaking beneath you both now.
"God," you both groan in unison as the pressure builds. Your clits are throbbing together, slickness dripping down onto the bed. Sophie's other hand reaches up to pull your face down for a sloppy, desperate kiss as you both feel your orgasms approaching.
The friction becomes overwhelming, your swollen clits sliding together furiously. Sophie breaks the kiss with a broken cry, her back bowing off the mattress as the pleasure crashes over her. You follow her instantly, your entire body seizing up as your orgasm tears through you, both of you soaking the sheets beneath you. The bed creaks violently, ignored completely in the haze of ecstasy.
You collapse on top of her, chests heaving together as you both struggle to catch your breath. Sophie's legs are still wrapped tight around your waist, her body trembling uncontrollably beneath yours. The room smells of sex and sweat, the bedding a ruined, wet mess beneath you.
She strokes your sweat-dampened hair, pressing a soft, exhausted kiss to your temple.
"Feeling better now?" you ask
Sophie chuckles weakly, her breath still coming in pants. "Much," she admits, her voice hoarse. "Thank you." She holds you close, fingers tracing lazy patterns on your back. "And thank you for... this. For not running away when I was a mess."
The bed groans one last time as you shift your weight slightly. "Never,”
You stay like that for a long time, tangled together in the damp sheets. Sophie's breathing evens out as she drifts off to sleep in your arms. You just lie there, holding her close and running your fingers through her hair, feeling content in a way you haven't in a long time.
You want to ask her what you were to each other, but you didn't even know yourself. Can two women be lovers? You had not seen it before or heard of it, but the way Sophie looks at you is clear proof that yes, it exists and that it is not wrong. It is as it should be.