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[v4mptsuki]

tide pools (i. matsukawa)

genre: fluff, slightly suggestive

warnings: just some kissing & suggestive thoughts

this trip had been a long time in the making. with everyone off at university doing their own stuff, it was hard for the friend group to reunite. especially considering the distance between you all now that you were all graduated. the group had been planning a trip to okinawa for a few months now, and you couldn’t be more excited when the day finally arrived. 

you’d rented rooms in a hotel by the beach, getting one all to yourself while the rest of the boys bunked up. it was your first full day after arriving late last night, and you could practically feel the ocean calling your name.

you finished up your hairstyle for the day, opting to pull your hair back so it would stay out of your face while you swam, and took one last look at yourself in the mirror. you had done a light coat of mascara, waterproof of course, just to make yourself feel a bit more put together. although if you were honest with yourself, it was definitely to impress a special someone. 

you had been head over heels for matsukawa issei since your time in high school together. you were the manager of their volleyball team, and best friends with the seijoh four for most of your life. however, it never felt like matsukawa paid you much attention at all. he was a good friend, but he never seemed to care too much about what you were doing. besides, you were constantly hearing about all the girls confessing to him, and gifting him chocolates, so you never felt like you stood a chance. 

as you all grew older, you and matsukawa seemed to grow closer. with oikawa and iwaizumi moving abroad for university, it seemed to bring the remaining friends closer together. all three of you attended the same university, and you now live in the same apartment building. matsukawa roomed with hanamaki, and you lived with one of your friends from first year. you all spent tons of time together, but you never felt like matsukawa would ever see you as anything other than a friend. with a sigh, you pulled yourself from your thoughts and went to grab your beach bag so you could meet up with the boys outside. 

“y/n! glad you decided to join us,” oikawa teased, referring to the fact that they’d all been waiting for you. 

“oh come on, it hasn’t even been that long,” you replied, shoving his shoulder lightly with a roll of your eyes. 

the group began to head outside towards the beach, and you fell into a rhythm walking next to oikawa. 

“i’m glad we’re finally doing this, i’ve missed you guys,” you said after a few moments of comfortable silence. 

“aw y/n-chan, i’m sure you missed me the most,” oikawa boasted with a smile. “considering you rarely get to see me.”

“what if i missed iwa more? he’s just as far away as you are,” you commented, giving iwa a smile. 

oikawa scoffed and draped his arm over your shoulders, “not a chance, i know you love me the most,”

you adjusted your shoulders, shaking his arm off. oikawa had always been this way with you. he showed his love very physically, and it tended to scare off any potential suitors. no one wanted to be in competition with oikawa, but no one seemed to gather that he wasn’t in the running at all. 

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matsukawa knew this day would be hard for him. he missed his friends dearly, of course, but being all together again brought back some of the hardships of high school. he had never been the most outspoken person in the world, so he appreciated his friends taking that role on. however, he could do without oikawa’s incessant affections towards you. 

it’s not like he’d ever made it known, but matsukawa always had a soft spot for you. from the day you had first met, your smile and bright eyes captivated him. you were always so kind, and willing to help the team out, and honestly you cared just as much about volleyball as they all did. matsukawa never made it known how he felt about you though, partially because he would hate to ruin your friendship, but also because he began to feel like it was a losing battle. 

oikawa was the guy every girl wanted. he was handsome, talented, smart, and flirting came so naturally to him. with just one look he could make a girl blush, and all matsukawa could accomplish with one look was making a girl avert her eyes and walk away. so seeing oikawa constantly all over you made him feel like he had no chance of you ever picking him. 

he was excited for the beach though. despite his jealousy, oikawa was one of his best friends, so it was hard to go so long without seeing him. same for iwaizumi; matsukawa had been looking forward to a reunion. 

the group reached a good spot to start setting up their chairs and towels, and hanamaki was quick to toss his shirt to the side and rush towards the ocean. oikawa was quick to follow in his footsteps, and iwaizumi was next after he had sprayed his shoulders down with a good amount of sunscreen. matsukawa didn’t want to go ahead without you though. 

as soon as you popped into his head, he glanced over to see what you were doing and almost lost control of his calm facial expression. 

you had taken off your coverup, and were now only in your bikini. matsukawa knew you were hot, but seeing you like this made him feel like a teenager again. like he could barely control himself. it was a cute matching set, monochrome in color, with little ties on the side of the bottoms and the triangle shape of the top seemed to barely hold everything in. matsukawa felt his throat getting dry, and he was about to look away to regain his composure when your eyes looked up and met his. 

“what?” you asked, a confused look on your face. 

matsukawa coughed awkwardly, “uh, nothing, sorry.”

“well, whatever, could you help me with the sunscreen?” you asked innocently. 

matsukawa felt like his heart might beat out of his chest. he couldn’t string a sentence together to reply to you, so he just nodded curtly and reached for the bottle of sunscreen nearby. you turned, leaving your back facing him, and gently held your hair away from your neck. matsukawa knew today would be difficult for him. 

he quickly rubbed the sunscreen into your back, trying his hardest not to seem weird. he didn’t want you to get a strange vibe from him, especially if it would make you uncomfortable. however, he couldn’t help but linger with his hands on your shoulders. your skin was so soft, and if he stood just close enough he could smell the vanilla scent radiating off of you. however, he couldn’t place if it was perfume or something more subtle like body wash. 

“is everything okay back there?” you asked with a giggle, snapping matsukawa back into reality. 

he cleared his throat again, “yeah, yeah, i’m fine. you’re good now by the way.”

you turned around to face him with a smile adorning your face, “thanks matsun!”

he nodded in response, a smile creeping onto his face. it was like your smile was contagious for him. 

“anytime. do you want to get in the water?” matsukawa asked. 

you nodded back at him, and with that you both headed towards the ocean. 

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despite your best efforts to keep your hair dry, of course, you ended up fully submerged in the ocean not even an hour into your day. you’d all been splashing around in the water for a while now, and everyone was reaching a stopping point. you in particular were starting to crave some food. 

as if he’d read your mind, iwaizumi popped up from under the water, and after he shook his hair dry, he posed the question. 

“do you guys wanna get out and eat something?”

hanamaki responded with an enthusiastic yes, and you backed him up. 

“yeah, i’m getting hungry.”

you all headed back towards your spot on the sand, while you lingered towards the back. it was hard to keep up with a bunch of boys with long legs, especially while walking in the water. matsukawa seemed to notice you, and hung back as well. 

“did we bring anything with us to eat?” oikawa asked, from the front of the pack. 

your eyes widened, how could you guys forget to bring snacks?

“someone could always run over to the beach grill and bring food back,” iwaizumi suggested with a shrug. 

“genius iwa!” oikawa exclaimed, reaching over to ruffle his friend’s hair. 

iwaizumi scowled and swatted his hand away, “back off shithead,” he grumbled. 

oikawa brought his hand over his heart, feigning offence, “iwa how dare you!”

he just rolled his eyes in response, and the two began to bicker back and forth. you smiled at the exchange, feeling all of the nostalgia from your time in high school. oh how you’d missed these boys. 

“do you want to go get the food for everyone?” matsukawa asked you, leaning down a bit to reach your ears better. 

you couldn't stop the heat that spread over your cheeks at his proximity, but you nodded despite the blush. 

“yeah, i’m down for that.”

“guys, everyone text your orders, me and y/n are gonna go to the grill,” matsukawa announced to the group, only catching the attention of hanamaki. 

“i’ll make sure they send what they want, you guys can go,” hanamaki said, referring to oikawa and iwaizumi who had yet to stop bickering. 

matsukawa tilted his head towards the grill, gesturing for you to follow after him. with a small wave at the remaining three, you began to follow after him. you both headed towards the boardwalk, a skinny piece of wood trailing the edge of the beach, leading towards the center where all the stands were located. with its distance from all the action on the sand, it actually felt somewhat isolated. once the two of you reached the boardwalk, you fell comfortably into a rhythm with each other. 

“i’m so hungry, i can’t wait to get our food,” you commented, breaking the silence. 

“mhm,” matsukawa hummed in reply, looking anywhere but at you. 

you felt a small pang of hurt in your chest, and quickly tried to change the direction of your thoughts. it was so hard though, with matsukawa right next to you, and his shirt nowhere to be seen. the years of volleyball had been good to him, and you knew he liked to stay active, even just by working out at the gym. he was ripped without being too big, and in your eyes he had the perfect build. he was broad, and strong, and you could see the definition of his muscles along his back and chest. his arms were huge, veins running down to his hands, and you couldn’t focus on them for too long before your mind would start to wander. you wondered how it would feel to have his arms wrapped around you, pulling you closer to his chest. you would lay your head against him, and then you wondered what he would smell like. does he still use the same axe products as he did in high school? or has he matured into using more adult scents? you wondered what it would be like to lay with him, cuddling up next to him. how would he hold you?

“y/n?”

matsukawa’s deep voice brought you back to reality. he was waving a hand in front of your face, trying to get your attention. a bright red blush swept over your face, instantly regretting letting your mind wander. 

“what were you thinking about?” he asked, genuine curiosity in his tone. 

you felt like you were blushing all the way down to your toes. how much more embarrassing could this possibly be?

“oh, uh, nothing really. i was just, uh, distracted,” your voice faded out at the end, like you knew you had no good excuse for your behavior. 

matsukawa brushed it off though, and just kept walking forwards. he began rambling about hanamaki, and his unexplainable beef with flip flops, giving you a chance to calm down. because how could you get worked up hearing about hanamaki’s feet?

you both finally reached the beach grill, and thankfully there wasn’t much of a line. once you reached the front, matsukawa ordered for your friends, and then for himself, and much to your surprise, he ordered for you too. you’d told him what you wanted while you were waiting in line, and even though it was a small gesture, it made you feel the oh so familiar blush creep back onto your face. it felt so domestic, and you couldn’t help but imagine, for just one second, that matsukawa was yours. 

you stepped to the side to wait for your food, and you kept your head hung low. the last thing you needed right now was another awkward moment with him. you wanted him to like you, and how would that ever happen if he kept catching you staring like a freak. 

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matsukawa had no clue what came over him, but he felt the most bold he’d felt in a while. maybe it was seeing you in a bikini, and seeing the way every other man on the beach looked at you. thinking about some other guy creeping on you made his fists clench, and matsukawa knew he had to do something about it. the whole walk over to the grill, he’d been scheming a way to romance you. 

however, it was appearing to be much harder than he thought it would be. no grand gestures were coming to mind, and to make matters worse he couldn’t tell if you were fine being with him, or if you were incredibly uncomfortable. you could hardly meet his eyes, and your body language was basically running away from him. but then every time you did look at him, the smile on your face and the light in your eyes pulled him right back in.

matsukawa heard his name being called, and went up to the counter to grab their togo bags. it was only two bags, which he easily swept up in one hand. you trailed behind him, and he could feel your eyes burning into the back of his neck. 

“do you want help carrying those?” you asked politely. 

matsukawa shook his head, “nah, they’re not even heavy. besides, it’s only two bags.”

you nodded in understanding, “okay, well let me know if you change your mind.”

matsukawa thanked you, and then his mind was right back to scheming. he knew he could never make a move on you in front of your friends. he would be teased relentlessly, and if you truly did like oikawa, he would never want to make things weird for you guys. then, as if it was sent by the universe, matsuakwa spotted a grouping of tide pools tucked away in a small cove off of the shore. there wasn’t a single person in sight, not even in the collection of tide pools. without saying a word, matsukawa looped his free arm through yours and pulled you away from the boardwalk.  

“matsu! where are we going?” you asked through giggles, a smile breaking out on your face. 

“look, did you see these?” he asked, dropping your arm to gesture in front of himself. 

your eyes widened as you took it all in, and within seconds you had rushed forward to start inspecting the small pools of water. matsukawa watched as you glanced over the many pools, before your sights settled on one in particular. you bent down to look through it, and matsukawa sucked in a quick breath. he felt like a creep thinking about how your ass looked while you were digging through tide pools, but he couldn’t stop himself. 

“omg matsun come here!” you exclaimed suddenly, making his heart skip a beat. 

for just a second he thought perhaps you caught him, but your eyes never left the tide pool in front of you. he walked over to stand next to you, and looked to what you were pointing at. a small coral colored starfish was hugging the base of a rock surrounding the pool. you could hardly contain your excitement, and it made a smile break out on his face as well. 

“that’s so cool! i don’t think i’ve ever seen a starfish in person before,” you rambled excitedly.

then, you straightened up from your bent-over position, and your gaze looked up towards matsukawa. once your eyes met, it was like a magnetic pull. your eyes were sparkling, full of delight at your discovery, with something else brewing beneath. it was an intense look, and if the pull wasn’t so strong, matsukawa would’ve shied away from you. your eyes were captivating, and he had never noticed how you had small flecks of gold decorating your irises. matsukawa was sure he looked like a gobsmacked idiot right now, but he couldn’t care less. you were beautiful, and he needed to soak in as much of you as he could. 

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you could feel your heart beating in your throat. the way matsukawa was looking at you made you feel like all of the stars in the sky. he was awed, and it made you feel like he was seeing every inch of you. like there was nothing you could hide from him. it was rare to have a moment with someone where no words are needed. you were able to notice the small crinkle in the corner of his eyes, and the drips of water running down his neck from his still-wet hair. there was one bead of water running from his temple, and before you could even realize what you were doing, you reached out and caught it with your thumb. 

your hand rested against the side of his neck as your thumb carefully swept the droplet up, but you didn’t move your hand away. his skin felt hot underneath your touch, but despite that he didn’t make a move to get away from you. instead, you felt his hand delicately wrap around your waist and gently pull you closer. 

now, you were sure you were red from head to toe. his hand felt heavy against your bare skin, and you couldn’t help but notice every single thing about his touch. it was soft, and you could count each individual finger he had placed against your skin. his grip tightened, drawing a small gasp out of your mouth. 

“is this okay?” matsukawa asked, his voice hushed, like if he spoke too loud the moment would shatter. 

you nodded, unable to get any words past the lump in your throat. now that you stood closer to him, you could tell exactly what he smelled like. he was warm and musky, without being too juvenile. it was nothing like the axe he used in high school. the scent was overwhelming you, making your head spin. you could hardly think any rational thoughts, especially not when your gaze dropped to his bare chest again. your eyes quickly darted back up to his face, where his smile was turning into more of a smirk. 

“now what are you looking at?” he teased, pressing his fingers tighter against you. 

“you smell good,” you said, your voice coming out breathier than you anticipated. 

matsukawa tilted his head to the side, leaning more into your palm that was still resting against the junction of his face and neck. 

“oh yeah?” he asked, confidence growing in his tone. 

you nodded, once again unable to muster up anything to say. almost involuntarily, your fingers crept into his curls, grasping onto the small strands of hair. the slight tug brought matsukawa’s gaze lower on you, and he pulled you in even closer. you were now just a step apart from being skin-to-skin, and you could almost feel the heat radiating off of him. like his energy was pulling you in closer. it was captivating

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matsukawa knew he had to act now. this moment was like a blue moon, so rare he didn’t know if it could ever be replicated. he had you alone, and your attention was completely wrapped up in him. matsukawa hoped with everything in him that he hadn’t misread the energy, and he went to close the gap between you. 

his eyes darted down to your lips, and back up to your eyes. he looked for any semblance of uncertainty on your face, but he was met entirely with a sense of longing. a hungry sense of longing, like you needed him. 

matsukawa took action, pulling you flush against his chest and leaning into you. he stopped with his lips just barely grazing yours, needing final confirmation that this is what you wanted. he looked into your eyes one last time, and before he had the chance to discern how you were feeling, you hummed out a small sound of wanting. 

“matsu, please kiss me,” you whispered, your fingers tugging against his scalp harder. 

the bags of food in his other hand dropped to the ground, and matsukawa could barely spare a second to be thankful that they landed comfortably on the sand. his now free hand joined his other on your waist, and he circled your body in his grasp. then, finally, he pressed his lips against yours. 

it was like he was on fire. flames shot up his back, leaving him tingling all over at the contact. you moved in sync, barely starting out soft before passion crept into the kiss. his lips were bruising against yours, but you didn’t seem to mind in the slightest. you just pushed back harder against him, like you couldn’t get close enough. matsukawa grazed his teeth against your bottom lip, causing you to let out a small gasp. he took the moment to run his tongue against your open lips, and another small breath escaped you. 

matsukawa felt feverish, and he wouldn’t have been surprised if this whole thing was a fever-induced hallucination. having you right here, pressed against him and wanting was like a dream come true. all of the sudden he felt you grasping against his bare back with your other hand, your nails digging into his skin. it took everything in him not to groan at the feeling. then, you separated for air, not putting any distance between your faces. you were breathing shallow, your gasps ghosting over his lips, keeping the fire inside him burning. 

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“do you think they’re wondering where we are?” you asked, your voice coming out soft and breathless. 

matsukawa gave you a small chuckle, “definitely. i’m sure they’re all missing you the most though,” and then he leaned in towards your ear, his voice dropping to a whisper, “i mean, you have been the eye candy of the day.”

your cheeks burst into a blush for what felt like the millionth time today.

“oh c’mon, i don’t think that.”

“really? everyone’s been staring at you today. it’s why i had to let you know. i want you to be mine y/n. i don’t want anyone to stare at you like that, except me.”

you shyly looked away from matsukawa, unable to handle the flattery being thrown your way. your head was swimming with a thousand different thoughts, and you couldn’t seem to come to a conclusion in your head. was this matsukawa’s way of saying he liked you? or was he just calling you hot? had he always felt this way, or was it just a matter of you being scantily clad and him being desperate? 

he gave your waist a slight squeeze, pulling you out of your thoughts, and your gaze met matsukawa’s eyes once again. 

“what are you thinking about? and be honest with me this time.”

you gave him a soft smile at his reference to earlier, but struggled to think of what to say. how could you encapsulate so many questions into one, without seeming like you were thinking way too hard about everything. 

“just…” you trailed off, biting your bottom lip softly in thought.

as your eyes were cast downwards, matsukawa brought a hand off of your waist to tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear. 

“you look worried, is everything okay?”

you nodded quickly, bringing your eyes back up to his face. you saw the concern written all over him, but you also noticed a scared look in his eyes. like he was thinking you were about to reject him. but still, you couldn’t find the words to say what you meant. 

matsukawa took a step back, his hands leaving your waist. he raised one hand to scratch at the back of his neck awkwardly. 

“sorry, i didn’t mean to make things weird. we can just forget about this if you want,” he said, sadness creeping into his tone. 

“no!” you replied quickly, before you were able to think of what you really wanted to say. 

a smile returned to matsukawa’s face at your reply, but he gave you a moment to speak. 

“i…i like you. probably more than you like me, and i just don’t want to come on too strong if that’s not what this was about. i mean, like, i know we’ve known each other forever, and i always thought you felt pretty indifferent towards me in that way, and i just, i don’t know. i like you. but if that’s too much for you it’s okay, i’m not like expecting anything from you or anything i just-”

matsukawa reached out and placed his arms around your waist, pulling you back into his chest. he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, and before you could even process the moment, he was chuckling at you. 

“seriously y/n, you thought i was indifferent about you? i’ve liked you forever, you just made me so nervous in high school, i didn’t know what to do with myself,” he said earnestly. 

your heart was jumping for joy. you looked up at him, bringing your gaze away from the ground. 

“really? you’re not joking with me?” you asked, finding it hard to believe that the boy you’ve loved for so long has always reciprocated your feelings. 

matsukawa nodded, “not joking, i promise. i think you’re the most amazing girl ever, and that bikini definitely wasn’t helping me keep my feelings to myself.”

his fingers were toying with the straps of your bottoms, making heat scorch your face again. 

“matsukawa, you’ve gotta stop that or we’ll never make it back to the beach,” you said.

he laughed, dropping his hands once again before reaching down to grab the long forgotten bags of food off the ground. then, he held out his other hand for you to grab. you intertwined your fingers, unable to keep the grin off your face. 

“you should call me issei,” he noted as you began your walk back to the beach. 

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“what do you think is keeping them so long?” oikawa asked as he gave the volleyball they were playing with a small hit towards iwaizumi. 

iwaizumi quickly sent the ball towards hanamaki and then shrugged. 

“who knows, maybe the line was long.”

“but we’ve seen like five groups of people leave to get food, and come back since they left!” oikawa exclaimed, clearly quite hungry. 

“i bet they’re hooking up, did you see the way matsukawa was looking at y/n today?” hanamaki asked cheekily before hitting the ball back. 

oikawa mimed gagging before catching the ball that had been sent his way. 

“i hope not, my meal doesn’t deserve to see all that.”

“like you wouldn’t do exactly the same,” iwaizumi shot back with a roll of his eyes. 

oikawa then sent the ball flying towards him, a bit more aggressively than probably necessary. 

“i would never keep you guys waiting during mealtime!”

[v4mptsuki]

vibes (a. azumane x f!reader)

genre: fluff w/ a hint of angst

warnings: self doubting asahi, reader smokes cigarettes & mention of cheating ex-boyfriend

first oneshot in my chase atlantic series ! if you haven't heard this song already, you should totally listen to it if you want, its very good and i think it fits asahi perfectly !

when asahi left the gym, y/n was waiting by the door for him. just like she always was. she greeted him with a smile, like she always did, but asahi found his own smile didn't quite reach his eyes. y/n took his hand in her's and they started walking, but no conversations were started.

it was weird, asahi thought, how perfectly y/n's hand seemed to fit in his. like her's were made just to hold his. the weird part was how horrible asahi felt about their relationship. everyday, y/n waited for him so they could walk home after his practice. she deserved better than a boyfriend who she spent so long waiting on. but if she deserved so much better, why did asahi want her to stay with him so badly? why did her hand fit his so perfectly?

"how was practice?" y/n asked, her sweet voice cutting through asahi's dull thoughts.

he shrugged, "same as always. i don't really wanna talk about it, i'm thinking."

y/n frowned and stopped walked, "that's fine, what's on your mind?"

before he could think better of it, asahi replied, "your skin, like, you're hands. you feel so perfect for me, but i feel like you should be with someone better. someone who has enough time to see you."

"asahi, don't say that! you're so out of my league, i don't want anyone but you," y/n replied, sounding shocked that asahi would even suggest she deserved better.

he still wasn't convinced, but they finished their walk to her house in silence. normally, asahi would just drop y/n off and head back to his place, but once they arrived, he didn't want to leave her just yet.

"do you mind if i..." asahi trailed off, but y/n nodded, understanding what he was getting at.

they both walked inside quietly, careful not to wake up y/n's sleeping family. her room was upstairs, away from everyone else's, so they didn't have to worry about talking quietly in her room. her window was open just a crack, but the breeze from outside felt nice blowing through the room. asahi took a seat on her bed, and y/n climbed into his arms, a soft smile on her face, although he still felt troubled.

asahi trusted y/n completely, yet he couldn't help his doubts creeping in. what if he was too scary, or too busy, or the thousand other negative traits he applied to himself. y/n always reassured him that she wouldn't leave, but asahi knew quelling his doubts completely would take time.

he didn't want to dwell on that though. not when he had y/n wrapped in his arms, and her hands trailing up and down his back. tonight, he decided, his mind's only focus would be on y/n, and enjoying his time with her.

"this is nice. i like the vibes," y/n mumbled with a small giggle at her word choice.

asahi nodded, a soft smile on his face as he looked down at her. they spent the rest of the night like that, tangled in each other's arms. the next morning, they walked to school together, and despite all the teasing from suga about how they arrived together, asahi was happy.

y/n took a drag of her cigarette, unaware that asahi was approaching from behind. he knew about her habit, and had been trying to help her break it, but it was difficult for her. she got stressed so easily, especially after her ex-boyfriend, and smoking always helped her ease it.

he was the one who'd gotten her into smoking, and then he cheated on her and left. y/n always joked about how many issues she got from that relationship, with little to no positives. asahi had been nothing but supportive of her though, and it was more than y/n could ever ask for. she tried to avoid smoking in front of him, to make him feel better about it, but sometimes she did get caught.

asahi didn't say anything as he took a seat on the park bench next to her, but he did take the cigarette out of her hand and snuff it out. he draped an arm over her shoulders, and y/n leaned into his touch. her chest felt heavy with guilt, even though she knew asahi didn't think any less of her.

"you can tell me to go away if you want to be alone right now," asahi said softly, like he was scared y/n would be mad at him.

"never, i would never want you to go away."

"you're too good to me asahi," y/n said after a few moments of silence.

she knew asahi wouldn't agree with her, but she also knew it was true. he was so kind and loving, and she did nothing but worry him. they continued to sit together at the park, until asahi offered to walk her home. they reached her house, and as if it was an unspoken agreement, he walked in with her to stay the night.

like always, her window was cracked open and the nighttime air was blowing throughout the space. y/n collapsed into her bed, pulling asahi down with her. his arms circled around her, and they talked softly about their days, ignoring the problems weighing down on them.

y/n knew relationships took work, and so did asahi. they both had baggage coming into their's, but they both knew working through it all would take time. in that moment though, all they wanted to focus on was their arms around each other, and the light energy in the air.

"thank you asahi, i like when we do this. i feel a lot better now," y/n said, breaking apart the conversation they were having about asahi's english class that day.

asahi nodded, "good. that's all i want; for you to feel alright."

then, they fell asleep together, their mutual issues on their minds. they knew it would take time, but as long as they had each other, they could work through anything.

link to the song !

[v4mptsuki]

what does gender preference or preferred gender mean?

for my matchups, it means like what gender you would like to be paired with! so if you prefer to date men, i can match you with a guy from haikyuu, and vice versa if you like girls! also, if you have no preference, you can tell me that too !

[v4mptsuki]

angel aura rose quartz for @tooru-luvs​

the stars match you with kenma!

sun signs

aries and libra are an amazing pair together. aries being ruled by mars brings lots of fiery passion, and libra being ruled by venus supplies the softer, more romantic side of the relationship. you both would understand each other well, but have enough differences to balance each other well. kenna’s libra sun makes him very level headed, which mellows out your aries sun’s fire, and your impulsiveness is helpful for the libra’s indecisiveness. 

moon signs

your moon signs are both water signs, cancer and pisces, which gives you guys an incredibly deep understanding of each other. you can both be quite sensitive, so that being a shared quality is very helpful for your emotions. your moon being in the first house means it’s very crucial to your identity, so the fact that you and kenma have such compatible moons is very important to the success of your relationship. 

mercury signs

just like your sun signs, your mercury’s are aries and libra. the same balancing qualities from the sun signs apply here as well. when it comes to communication, you can be very direct, which kenma would appreciate. his libra mercury makes him a good communicator, but he can struggle with being too passive and a people pleaser. you counteract that by being very straight forward, which helps him grow a lot. 

venus signs

your gemini venus is very intriguing to kenma. him being a scorpio venus makes romance a mystery thing for him. he likes to keep his love life private, and the airy, open nature of your gemini venus draws him in. with these signs, opposites attract. he craves commitment in a relationship, which could be a struggle for you, but when a gemini venus does commit they are very loyal, which is perfect for kenma. 

mars signs

just like your venus signs, your mars are in scorpio and gemini too. this makes your whole relationship very cohesive. romantically and passionately, you’re on the same page. kenma’s scorpio mars makes him very observant, which your gemini mars will appreciate, since gemini’s can be a bit flighty. he would notice things when theyre bothering you without you needing to say anything at all. 

ascendants

both of your ascendants are in air signs, gemini and aquarius, which means you come off quite similar. kenma being a gemini rising is very quick witted and curious, which satiates your aquarius rising’s need for interesting qualities in other people. you’re drawn to the eccentric, and thats exactly what kenma is. 

overall

your charts mirror each other quite well! with your sun and mercury, and venus and mars being in the same signs, theres a lot of consistency in your dynamic. both of you have aspects to your personality that draws the other in, and keeps them interested. the shared gemini placements gives you both a fun, chatty, and curious personality that’s balanced with your other placements. therefore, you’re both different enough to be interesting to the other, but the shared qualities gives you a good understanding of how to navigate each other. 

[v4mptsuki]

chase atlantic masterlist

series coming soon...

love is (not) easy, ushijima wakatoshi

“boy, love isn't easy it's heartache”

ushijima struggles to balance his home life, and his career. while he’s out traveling for games, all you want is to settle down with him, but that’s proving to be quite difficult.

i never existed, oikawa tōru

“but i ain't never been the one for commitment”

oikawa, ever the ladykiller, leads you to cheat on your boyfriend. you go to him with promises of dumping your boyfriend if only he would make it official with you, but he struggles with the idea of committing. 

ozone, tsukishima kei

“she told me she loved me but i do not deserve your love”

tsukishima isn’t used to relationships, and he can’t help but make mistakes. he puts himself above you, and worries you’ll leave him due to his faults. 

right here, sugawara koushi

“i'm the only one that hasn't walked out”

when you’ve been abandoned by all of your friends, suga sticks by your side, and he does everything he can to help you move on. 

vibes, azumane asahi

“she says i'm out of her league, i don't think so”

both you and asahi are new to the whole relationship thing, and as you struggle with insecurities, you have each other for support. 

friends, tendo satori

“tell me we weren't just friends”

tendo and you have been seeing each other for a while, and tendo wonders if you truly feel something serious for him, or if it’s just a fling. 

[v4mptsuki]

hiii, hopping on here to apologize for the lack of posting lately! i’ve been pretty busy with work, and seeing my friends, but i’m gonna try to get some more matchups posted very soon! <3

[v4mptsuki]

Omgg finally astrology matchup !!!! I try so hard to find one ! Um...can i send astrology matchup request ? 🥺

of course you can!! i love doing the astrology matchups, they’re super fun :))

[v4mptsuki]

tumbled & rough clear quartz for @carpediem1219​

akaashi keiji ft. paint night

“can you pass the blue?” akaashi asked after several moments of silence. 

you nodded and handed the paint tube over to him. this was easily the best part of your week. your weekly arts and crafts dates with akaashi were so relaxing, and you loved getting to spend some stress free time with your boyfriend. this week, you were painting together, and you’d decided to do a pretty field of flowers. 

“yours looks nice,” akaashi commented as he leaned over to glance at your canvas. 

“thanks!” you exclaimed, proud of your work as well. 

his canvas was a lot more abstract. it had lots of different colors swirled together, and he’d taken a sharpie and drawn some wavy lines over the splotches of color. 

“i like yours too keiji. it’s pretty. we could hang it in the kitchen,” you suggested. 

he smiled softly, “thank you, we do need to put something in there.”

you went back to painting petals on your little flowers, but you could feel akaashi’s eyes watching you. 

“hey eyes on your own canvas,” you teased, whipping your head around to give him a playful glare. 

before you could even react, akaashi flicked his paintbrush across your nose, smearing it with blue paint. your mouth dropped open in shock as he began to cackle at your reaction. 

“keiji! you’re an asshole,” you said, although not much anger was in your voice. 

you grabbed your own paintbrush, which was dipped in pink, and lunged for him. his arm ended up streaked with pink before he could jump backwards. 

“ha! gotcha,” you said with a smirk. 

he shook his head, a smug look on his face, before stretching his brush back towards you. some of it got on your own arm before you moved out of the way. then, all hell broke loose. your paintings forgotten, you both began a full on paint war. at one point akaashi grabbed another brush covered in yellow, and you grabbed your big flat brush you’d used for the green. 

by the time you both quit your battle, you were coated in colors. somehow your own pink and green was smeared on your cheek and arms, and akaashi’s colors were littered across his body too. you’d even got a bit of blue in your hair. however, you hadn’t had that much fun in a while. a content smile was on your face as you and akaashi basked in the moment together. 

“so, is your painting finished?” akaashi asked, glancing over at your canvas again, “because i think a bath sounds good right about now.”

[v4mptsuki]

angel aura rose quartz for @olivia-is-confused​

the stars match you with bokuto!

sun signs

every single one of your placements is perfectly compatible with bokuto’s! your capricorn sun and his virgo sun are one of the best pairings in astrology. you both are responsible at your core, and more mature than your other placements may let on. his sun being in the 2nd house means bokuto is set up for success. specially financial success, which pairs great with your 4th house sun. you’re very tied to your home, and you seek growth and comfortable living, which bokuto would be able to provide. 

moon signs

your moon signs, like your suns, are also incredibly compatible. he’s a pisces moon and your cancer moon means emotionally you guys understand each other. you can both be a bit sensitive, but you both know how to handle the other when they’re being emotional. your moon being in the 10th house is also a great placement for the partner of a pro athlete like bokuto. you could handle the spotlight incredibly well, and it comes naturally to you. 

mercury signs

your mercury signs balance each other out well. you both communicate with a lot of vigor and excitement, but your sagittarius mercury tends to be more passion-fueled while bout’s libra mercury is more curiosity-fueled. both of you have mercury in the 3rd house, which is a great placement for mercury to be in! you’re both great multitaskers, and you like a bit of spontaneity in your lives. 

venus signs

with your venus’, they aren’t your most compatible placement but there are some connections that make them work well. your venus is in aquarius at 20 degrees, and according to nikola stojanovic’s degree theory, 20 degrees is a scorpio degree. basically meaning your aquarius venus has hints of scorpio in it. bokuto’s venus is in scorpio, which gives you guys some understanding in love without being exactly the same. bokuto’s scorpio venus means he likes deep, emotional connections with his partner. while that may not come as naturally to you, your aquarius venus gives you some curiosity in relation to love so i think you’d be willing to dig deep and form that kind of connection with bokuto. 

mars signs

your mars in the 7th house, which makes you very fiery in love. you’re likely to be very direct and passionate when you like someone, and thats’ great for bokuto. his cancer mars can make him a bit more timid about love, and he may be too passive to make the first move. once you are together though, his mars being in the 11th house brings out his fierceness. he can be very protective of his loved ones, and he’s willing to be direct when it comes to those closest to him. 

ascendants

lastly, your rising signs. they’re both compatible, meaning you and bokuto would hit it off from the first meeting. his leo rising makes him a very warm, attention attracting person, and that would draw you in. libra risings have a tendency to be interested in aesthetically pleasing things, including people. bokuto being a leo rising would definitely attract you to his energy, and he would feel the same way towards you. 

overall

i think you two would be a really strong couple. most of your placements match perfectly, and those that aren’t exact matches have redeeming qualities in the degrees or houses. you both approach love in a similar way, so there wouldn’t be much miscommunication or worries about whether or not you’re on the same page. you both can be very passionate in different areas, with some overlap, and you both love spontaneity. aside from the initial attraction, there’s potential for a deeper emotional bond, and i think married life would suit you two well. 

[v4mptsuki]

photograph (o. miya)

smokey quartz for @samus-bub​

genre: fluff

warnings: osamu being extremely in love 

based on the song photograph by cody fry <3

osamu couldn't think of anything he enjoyed more than his evenings with you. sitting together on your back porch, mugs of tea in hand, just watching the sunset. in those moments he always felt immensely grateful he could call you his. your eyes were glued to the sun setting, while he found it hard to look away from you. the sun was illuminating your face in the most beautiful way, and osamu wondered how he could even look at the sun when you were right there next to him.

you twirled a piece of hair around your finger, a small smile appearing on your face. the blanket you'd taken off the couch was wrapped tightly around your shoulders, making you look like a cocooned butterfly.

"can you see the people down there?" you asked, your voice soft like the golden light.

osamu nodded, "we should take a walk down there tomorrow night. i bet it would be nice around this time."

you hummed in agreement, your eyes going back to the sky. your house was placed right near a lake, and oftentimes you would see people walking the edge of the lake at sunset. it was surreal, in osamu's opinion, that he was in the place he was. a house on the edge of the lake, his own restaurant, and most importantly, you.

he looked over to you again, and felt his heart melt a bit. you seemed so content to just watch the sky, and people walking past. he wished he could freeze this moment, and stay just the two of you watching the sun together. time seemed fantastical every night, when he was just enjoying time with you. you seemed to have an ability to slow down time when he was around.

the sun continued to creep down the horizon, and osamu admired how it reflected on you. every minute that passed you looked more and more magical. he wondered if you even knew the effect you had on him. he was so incredibly whipped for you. the light continued to go down, and as pretty as it made you look, osamu knew this moment was coming to an end.

osamu felt like he'd been with you for a lifetime. in the best way possible. it had been years since you'd met in high school, and you'd stuck by his side all throughout college and adult life. he knew the time was coming for the next step, and he was surprisingly content about it. growing up, the idea of kids always sounded so daunting.

he'd seen his mother struggle with him, and atsumu growing up, especially due to the absence of their father. osamu didn't want that for his own kids, so he'd sworn as a child he would only settle down when he found the right person, and find the right person he did. a smile threatened to break out on his face at the thought of having a family with you. he knew you would make an amazing mom, and the idea made him so happy, but slightly fearful. change was never his favorite thing, and you had a good thing going on.

the sun finally sank below the horizon, and his eyes wandered over to you again. you were sipping on your mug of tea, a relaxed smile on your face.

"are you cold?" osamu asked, noticing how much the temperature dropped in the absence of the sun.

you shook your head, "nope, the blanket's got me covered," you replied, giggling at your own pun.

osamu couldn't help but laugh as well. you just looked so perfect, he almost wondered if you were real. he was so in love with you, and the last thing he wanted was anything to change. moments like these were exactly how he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you. he just hoped he'd never forget what it felt like to be this madly in love.

[v4mptsuki]

tumbled rose quartz for @luhvxiiao​

i match you with nishinoya!

runner ups : kageyama tobio & oikawa toru

[v4mptsuki]

your haikyuu astrological soulmate

check your sun, moon, rising and venus to see which character matches you best overall

aries

leo sun, scorpio moon, scorpio rising, leo mercury, libra venus & gemini mars

leo and aries are one of my favorite astrology duos. their energies match so well, and they always seem to be a perfect pair. aries also pairs well with air signs, which ushijima has a lot of influence from in his chart. his moon is in scorpio, which like aries, is ruled by mars. you would have a very deep understanding with him, and you two would just get each other. almost like a telepathic connection. aries also have a tendency to like big and strong type guys, and that's definitely ushijima.

taurus

scorpio sun, taurus moon, capricorn rising, scorpio mercury, scorpio venus & leo mars

you and kuroo would be perfectly balanced, but not too opposite. his taurus moon gives you guys a connection, where you can always understand how he's feeling and expressing his emotions. his scorpio stellium are his most prominent placements, but they air incredibly well with taurus. when he's being secretive, taurus is persistent, but patient enough to get him to open up. romantically, there's a lot of passion between you, due to scorpio being ruled by mars and taurus being ruled by venus. you would bring the softer intimacy to the relationship, while he brings the fiery passion.

gemini

aquarius sun, aries moon, scorpio rising, capricorn mercury, pisces venus & aquarius mars 

suna has the perfect chart for a gemini partner. his aquarius sun is a textbook match for geminis, and all his other placements compliment that. his aries moon brings a lot of fire to the relationship, which will keep things exciting enough for a gemini to stick around. the pisces in his chart will be a sort of stabilizer in the relationship, keeping things soft and romantic sometimes, even when the air signs want to be non-committal.

cancer

pisces sun, pisces moon, cancer rising, aquarius mercury, capricorn venus & leo mars

another one of my favorite astrology duos is cancer and pisces. these two signs are basically made for each other, and matsukawa is a very very pisces person. with his pisces stellium, he embodies a lot of pisces energy, which would match perfectly with a cancer. his capricorn venus brings him back down to earth though, which you appreciate in a relationship. he can be playful and whimsical, but when it's needed he can be serious and grounded. there would be tons of romance between you two though, and probably a lot of sappiness.

leo

virgo sun, aries moon, leo rising, libra mercury, scorpio venus & cancer mars

bokuto's virgo influence is a bit hidden, and he seems to be mostly driven by his aries moon. this would go incredibly well with a leo. you can understand his emotions well, and you aren't afraid to be a bit assertive with him when he needs someone to be firm with him. his virgo sun still does influence him though, and he could definitely reign you in if need be. his scorpio venus would be very appealing to a leo, since it's a very passionate placement and leo's like a lot of affection in relationships.

virgo

gemini sun, gemini moon, virgo rising, cancer mercury, cancer venus & taurus mars

gemini and virgo are both ruled by mercury, so the communication in this relationship would be top tier. while iwaizumi has a good amount of gemini influence, he does have earth and water in the background keeping him grounded. his cancer placements are good for a virgo, since they can be very nurturing to the virgo's critical nature. his gemini placements keep the relationship fun, but his other placements keep him from flying off the walls.

libra

taurus sun, virgo moon, virgo rising, gemini mercury, gemini venus & aries mars 

a libra would be a match made in heaven for tendo. his taurus sun is ruled by venus, just like libra. therefore, both of you appreciate aesthetics and romance in a relationship. tendo's virgo moon can make him pretty self deprecating, but the loving nature of a libra would be able to remind him just how loved he is. he has tons of gemini influence too, which appeals to the air sign aspect of a libra. you could have lots of fun together, but still be able to go home after a day out for a romantic night in.

scorpio

cancer sun, sagittarius moon, sagittarius rising, cancer mercury, virgo venus & gemini mars 

cancer and scorpio are both water signs, so both of you tend to be run by your emotions. scorpio however tends to be more reserved with their emotions, which makes them good listeners, because they can be empathize without being overly invested. oikawa appreciates this quality a lot, since his cancer sun is a lot more open with his feelings. the virgo and gemini in oikawa's chart also pair well with scorpio, since they bring a communicative aspect which keeps the scorpio from being too closed off.

sagittarius

gemini sun, leo moon, virgo rising, cancer mercury, cancer venus & taurus mars

gemini and sagittarius are a very well matched pairing. they're both quite curious and adventurous, and they tend to have a mutual understanding about things. they can be non-committal though, so suga's other placements work to control that. his cancer venus is a very loving placement, which makes the sagittarius want to stick around. suga's leo moon keeps the relationship fun, which gives the sagittarius something new to love about him every day.

capricorn

sagittarius sun, taurus moon, virgo rising, sagittarius mercur,y capricorn venus & capricorn mars

while his sagittarius sun may not be the most compatible with capricorn, the rest of his chart really makes up for it. akaashi is very earth dominant, so him and capricorn would be a perfect match. he is down to earth, and very reasonable, but the sagittarius influence in his chart keeps the relationship fun. especially with his venus being in capricorn, he would sweep you right off your feet.

aquarius

libra sun, aries moon, virgo rising, virgo mercury, leo venus & leo mars

libra and aquarius are very compatible on a surface level, and the rest of his chart backs that up. he has a fair amount of fire sign in him, and i think aquarius pairs well with that. aquarians can be very chill, which keeps tsuki level headed when he may be feeling a bit firey. he has a lot of leo in his chart, and i see leo as pretty similar to aquarius in regards to self esteem, so there wouldn't be a lot of insecurity issues between you two.

pisces

libra sun cancer moon gemini rising libra mercury scorpio venus scorpio mars

a pisces would be so perfect with kenma! libra and pisces are both very dreamy, romantic signs, so you would match each other's energy well. the rest of kenma's chart is very water dominant, which goes great with pisces. he has a lot of scorpio, so he's very in touch with his emotions without being too sensitive or dramatic. pisces can be a bit dramatic, but kenma would be able to reel that in without disregarding your feelings.

[v4mptsuki]

rough rose quartz for @baggies-of-eggies​

i match you with yachi!

you guys balance and mirror each other really well. your personalities are very similar, but your protectiveness of your friends is more assertive than yachi tends to be, which would be good for her. i see yacht’s love language as giving gifts as well, so that pairs perfectly with yours. she would love all of your hobbies, and she’d probably like to participate in them with you. especially cupcake decorating. i can totally see her sitting on the counter with heart eyes while watching you decorate cupcakes. yachi is very caring towards her loved ones, and she would totally take care of you when you’re getting burnt out from taking care of others. she would be really good at reading your cues too, so she can always tell when you need extra care. 

[v4mptsuki]

tumbled & rough clear quartz for @samus-bub​

osamu x ria ft. a gelato shop

the bell hung above the door to the gelato shop rung as you and osamu entered. you’d been meaning to visit for weeks now, and you’ve finally found some free time for a post-dinner dessert run. 

“welcome in!” the lady behind the counter greeted you both. 

“it smells so good in here,” you whispered to osamu.

he nodded in agreement, pulling you a bit closer using the hand placed on your waist. 

“what flavor are you thinking bub?” he asked with his gaze trained on the extensive menu. 

“no clue, there’s so many options, and they all look really good,” you said with a small giggle. 

osamu nodded again, before an “aha!” look passed over his face. 

“excuse me,” he said to the girl behind the register, “can we test the flavors?”

“of course! we have tester spoons, and you can have as many as you’d like!”

your eyes widened excitedly, “thank you! can i try the rose flavor?”

the lady passed you a spoon, and you tried it. it was really sweet, but with a nice natural rose flavor. 

“this one’s really good bubba, here try it.”

you reached up with the spoon so osamu could try it, and he smiled. 

“yeah, i like that too,” he agreed. 

you both tried a couple more flavors, each letting the other try their pick. finally, you both decided on your flavors. you decided to eat your gelato at the tables outside, since you both had nowhere to be, and it’s nice to get out of the house sometimes. 

“you should start serving gelato at your place,” you suggested with a bright smile. 

osamu laughed, “if we did i would just eat it all day.”

“but you could also bring me home some,” you added with a laugh of your own. 

“i’ll keep that in mind bub.”

you grinned and leaned over to plant a kiss on osamu’s cheek. his smile grew even wider at that.

“you’re the sweetest,” you said, a smile growing on your face. 

[v4mptsuki]

tumbled rose quartz for @elliethomp​

i match you with ushijima!

runner ups : suna rintaro & kageyama tobio

[v4mptsuki]

tumbled rose quartz for @bimbodemongf​

i match you with yamaguchi!

runner ups : lev haiba & hanamaki takahiro