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i asked for death, but instead i’m awake ⋆.˚ 21⋆.˚ ig vampstarblog

[jupitertears3]

i feel like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

[sad-empty-lost]

Put a brave face on for everyone else while all you want to do is slit your wrists or take enough drugs to never feel again

[vampstarsblog]

my name‘s blurryface, and i care what you think

[rageisinourveins]

x

[festeredhearts]

[n0st4lg1ck]

[vampstarsblog]

why is death the only thought that comforts me when i get anxious?

[vampstarsblog]

sad clown smoking a cigarette after a birthday show

[gabapentinblues]

feeling detached from everything in a way that scares me

[vampstarsblog]

the amount of times i’ve hurt myself in front of other people and they didn’t even get it is so funny to me, at this point i‘m getting addicted to it

[vampstarsblog]

i never want to relapse as bad as when i‘m in school, mind you i’ve been 5 days clean and here is NOTHING sharp near me, i‘m going insane

[shoelace4-48]

i mentally killed myself a hundred times

[vampstarsblog]

my friend gifted me my own mixtape!! i love it

[tyynicbubul]

I punish myself when I feel unlovable instead of asking for care.

[vampstarsblog]

always a camera in my hand

[vampstarsblog]

need a cigarette right now

[vampstarsblog]

i just rewatched little miss sunshine and i just love this film so much it always makes me feel warm around my heart i can‘t really explain it, i can just forget everything shitty in my life while watching it