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i like vaporwave, webcore/weirdcore, in my slop and flop era so current fandoms are tbp, star wars, avatar, comics (like a lot of comics, but mostly hellboy, constantine, and nightwing atm), various horror and i have been dragged kicking and screaming into the ryan gosling cinematic universe

moots can ask for my stoat/revolt user

ask me about my kinky ass and fandom specific sideblogs :)

pls no antis minors or radqueers ty

i'll add more as needed ig

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neondreams83

kissme-again

Wikipedia on a DSlite

wulfhalls

u ever get a new follower and think. well this isnt gonna last

#the guy who followed me and like three posts down said he hates when people “ruin” ryland by shipping him with people #my brother in the force may you never see my drafts

yeah you're suffering phmposting from me whatever

nonsexual cardiophilia as an expression of love between these two queerplatonic dweebs (rocky and grace)

#not taggging the main tags cause i know someone is gonna see an obscure -philia and lose their shit #but yeah the idea that for rocky grace's heartbeat is an intergral reaffirmation of his favorite blob's presence and their bond #and for grace it's just Really Fucking Nice knowing his heart is treasured at the center of this deeply platonic love #maybe even a little refreshing since the heart is so heavily associated with romantic love #(i like multiple interpretations but im on my queerplatonic rockygrace bullshit this morning)#ignore my fuckin typos i havent slept

transsexualgriffith

i love sibling estrangement as horror. Only one person in the entire world has been through what youve been through and they deny it . Awesome

#haunting of hill house

rovermcfly

shoutout to project hail mary for showing one of the biggest and what sometimes feels like most unattainable aroace fantasies coming true: having a best friend who doesn't value you less than their romantic partner.

#this is why the movie parallel ''it not enough'' ''that's too much'' fucking GOT me #grace who already struggled on earth to make friends at all and isn't even sure he ever really had a true friend #who probably over and over again had people pick their partners over him at every turn and never got a chance to form a strong bond #who tried a romantic relationship in the desperate hope to be SOMEONE'S most important person but failed #and here he is 12 lightyears from earth forming a strong bond #suddenly finding out rocky has a partner too #probably already making peace with the fact that he is once again someone's second pick at best #accepting his life is not worth all that much to others in the end because he doesn't have a family. he doesn't even have a dog.#and yet here is rocky giving up years with adrian just to give grace a chance at surviving #here is rocky valuing his life so much he mobilises an entire planet to make sure it's a good life #''rover u good?'' no. I am projecting onto media a little too close to the sun #project hail mary #rover rambles #<- nah bc OP you are so intensely correct for these #i watched phm at a very “getting dropped for people's partners” time in my life #and i think i blocked this entire concept out on initial watch #because it feels so very painfully unattainable #so im really glad grace got it

raichett

liking a ship but disliking the distinct set of stock fanon that they have been assigned is like one of those punishments dante came up with when he wrote the worldbuilding for hell in inferno

#and if i say hucklerobby #whatcha gonna do about it

how bout we stop slapfighting about ships and instead kill those fuckass neetlix spambots with hammers together. its what ryland grace would want he told me himself

#ian.txt #project hail mary #phm #bloodymary #aroace ryland grace #every time i see one on my dash i make enraged teakettle sounds

mellosdrawings

Maybe -- just MAYBE -- don't spit on other characters and ships and works when the artist you congratulate and reblog from also draws those?

comedydoctor18

FANDOM ETIQUETTE NEEDS A RETURN SOOOO STRONGLY

#ahem ahem

thehmn

No but like before I watched Project Hail Mary I’d occasionally see fanart and it made me wonder when the dude with long black hair was going to show up and why were people shipping him with Grace but he didn’t show up and I was very confused and yesterday it finally dawned on me it was Markiplier all along you fucks!?

#the folks snarking about like #“ooooh people wanted yaoi so bad they brought in an unrelated character”#yall would NOT have survived this site at its peak #crossover ships have been a staple of fandom for ages. it isn't some wider moral or social failing it's playing with dolls. get over it

experienced an emotion. eugh. fuck. gimme the receipt i wanna return this thing.

#ian.txt #ffs #i shouldnt be allowed to crash out on a work night #utter bullshit

every corner of this apartment was haunted and you hadn't even stepped inside yet

#ian.txt #yeah i got a case of the morbs #and what of it. it's a night shift day

chronic pain will have you thinking stupid shit like wondering if your particular brand of softhanded violence will ever be enough for the masochists in your life

#ian.txt #just had minor surgery and it's turning me into a chase atlantic sadboi

hare-brained-schemes

me lowkey

#project hail mary #phm

a perfect example of my hubris is mixing instant Vietnamese coffee into shitty hotel coffee thinking oh it'll be fine, this amount of caffeine is fine, my adhd-induced stimulant resistance will save me

it did not save me in fact it was a direct kick in the dick and i am physically shaking

#ian.txt #it's kinda hot tho?

"I knew him well enough to know that if I asked him in the right way, in the right moment, he would do almost anything; and in the very act of turning away I knew he would've run after me and hopped in the car laughing, if I'd asked one last time. but I didn't."

#the goldfinch #theodore decker #boris pavlikovsky #i have been turning this quote over in my head for days #movie!boris being an unabashed fucking yearner kills me every time #book!boris and the way theo's pov shapes him is also my roman empire

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