hey it's been a long time lol 🧍♂️
anyway months ago i started having excruciating pain in my lower back to that point where sometimes i Did Not want to get out of bed and being an idiot me who has had back pain their entire life i thought well this is simply a new setback i will have to go to the hospital for when I get my insurance
i did eventually have to go to the hospital bc along w my severe backpain i thought my appendix was bursting one night but then i gave birth like 20 hrs later bc it turned out ! i had a cryptic pregnancy ! i was still having my monthly hell and wasn't showing at all except for gaining some weight which i thought was from being in quarantine lol. so it was quite a surprise and my life turned into a desperate scramble very suddenly after being in the hospital for a week w my new son. everything was extremely bad until i was done Actually Birthing and they put him in my arms and i was like Oh I love this guy so much. i am ok now
anyway im a PARENT now (extremely lol) and it's really fun and my son is 3 months old now :o) i love him so much and hes the light of my life heehee 💕
