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Due to my depression i used to sometimes have problems with properly taking care of myself. This has gotten a lot better but the one thing I still really struggle with is brushing my teeth regularly. It is extremely triggering for me to have anything foreign in my mouth especially if it’s in front of someone else. This makes me feel disgusting but nothing is as disgusting as the memories it might trigger

kaeize

Don’t look at me

justifiablecynic

(Not) Sorry

You don’t get a free pass abusing people because you were abused. I’m done defending people who are assholes and then blame it on their abuse. You don’t get to excuse yourself from blame because you had a shitty past. Everyone has had something shitty happen to them. You don’t get to pretended your actions are justified because you had a rough childhood.

Stop being an ass. Please.

child-saint

im damaged goods and nothing will ever change that

a-now-decaying-silenthill

I don’t like myself

i fuckignng hate you

every fuckinbg day at school i see you and it terrigies me to think about the fact that if i tell anyone theyll protect yoiu because youre a minority but guess what i am too and i fhcking hope you rot in hell for every time youu toiched me abd i fuckinh hope yoou get in big ass trouble for whay you did. you dont even know, do you? do you know that im accusing you of sexually avusing a teenager jhggbnnhhhghhhhhghhhhhhhh bbhbnnhhgggg i hate you uou ruined my lifee i wantyto get ypu in rouble but itll neber work out well

#csa #csa tw #child sexual abuse #sexual abuse #trauma

only rb if survivor of csa/cocsa

#sexual abuse #csa #csa tw #csa art #trauma #trauma art #child sexual abuse

fuck-customers

A day or two ago, I was at “boob” restaurant (like an owl one) for a best friend’s brother’s birthday. I got up to go to the bathroom. Talked to a waiter to ask where it was, blah blah blah, normal stuff. And when I was halfway across the restaurant, some guy at a table slapped my ass. And he and all his friends started laughing about it. I spun around and slapped him across the face back.

He got sooo pissed. Started yelling at me and calling me a bitch and then told me “You can’t hit me! I’m a customer!”

I’m pretty well developed for my age, and this happened when it was hot as fuck outside so I was wearing shorts and a tank top.

“I’m not a worker, asshole! And you shouldn’t slap their asses too just because they can’t hit you back!” I’m pretty sure I said something to the effect although I probably am explaining it as if I was smooth and calm back then, but I was an embarrassed, mortified mess

And then I asked one of the waitresses to call the police. The guy was backpedaling and trying to apologize.

Fun fact: I’m 15. Like I said, very well developed for my age.

So I told him no, we were both going to wait here for the police to show up so I could report him for sexually abusing and harassing a minor.

He panicked and was even trying to bargain with me, but like fuck I was letting him off the hook. Think of how many other girls this asshole has probably harassed! I just have the power to do something about it.

Police got there and I had about at least 50 witnesses to attest to the fact a stranger, who was probably like 40, slapped my ass, when I am, in fact, a minor. Not to mention he yelled things at me when he thought I was a worker like “You can’t touch me! I’ll beat your ass, cunt!” Which I referenced as him threatening me too.

The rest of his friends were mortified and had tried to leave but I insisted that they have to stay because the cops might want statements from them. Whether or not that’s true, I don’t fuckin know, but the manager seemed to agree enough to tell them to wait for the police.

I had tried not to, but as some point when talking to one of the waitresses while waiting for the police, I started crying because of how violated I felt. It may have done good for the police came in to see my crying, I don’t know, but the waitresses were all so sweet and tried to comfort me when they had the chance.

I intend to press charges. Since I am a minor I need my parents to help or whatever and I know nothing about this kinda thing but I can potentially get him labeled a sex offender, which he IS, so I want him to actually feel punishment for his abuse towards female workers (I doubt I’m the first girl he’s harassed, maybe just the first who could fight back without her job on the line, so I want to be the last girl he harasses), just… ugh. I just hope he gets the punishment he deserves. So… wish me luck with this whole “legal system” nonsense.