When you see me in public you'll see a smile. You'll see my eyes light up as if everything in the world is going right. You'll see a successful 18 year old young man with a bright future ahead of him. But its all an act. Lately I've come to question myself.. why am I so different? Why do I have so much granted to me by the universe but I'm still alone in life? I am different from other guys, I treat girls with respect and I'm always nice to them. I think with my brain first and then ask my heart if its right... I am not bipolar or have "unhealthy" or "unattractive" traits that people pick out. Is it because I'm a democrat? (jk) or because I'm an atheist? I have never once tried pushing my beliefs onto others nor have I not tried accepting God into my life. Its just something that doesn't process with me... I have confidence, it is not a trait I lack, I am well off with being "handsome" as society deems, I am athletic far beyond my friends who have joined the armed services or any college friend who does sports, I enjoy running marathons, eating right and wrestling...Do not think differently of me I hate bragging with all my heart but coming from my situation I can sound a little desperate or looney. Let me assure you I am not, I can hold friendships and my life very well. People love me, I'm funny and down to earth and most of all I make them feel good about themselves well...I can understand them at their level, that is a gift I love I love helping others when I am able to... Maybe its because I'm too unique for this world or maybe its because I'm not a douche bag to girls... who knows. I may never know. I am ready to accept being alone forever and I'm ready to accept that no girl wants me even though all the girls tell me I'd make the perfect boyfriend...you might think I'm overreacting you might think I'm too young to even think about love. But like I said, I'm different from the boys in my generation. I know how to treat a girl with respect and when I love I give it 110% I don't go into relationships just to hit it and quit it like everybody else. No I go into relationships with the chance of finding a fairytale of "Enchanted" dreams and a ending where I can finally say "happily ever after..." I am one hell of an actor playing on the stage which I call life...in reality apart from this role of a happy person I play I am nothing more than a person who seeks completion. All I want is a girl thats I can tell people, "Yeah she's mine, she's the most beautiful girl in the world no matter what you think. I love her with every part of my heart and soul. She understands me and loves me for who I am. I love her flaws they all make her 100% more beautiful than ever. Each flaw makes her more beautiful than the next. She's not just a girlfriend, no she's my best friend. She is my better half and without her I am only half of the man I would ever be..." So there you go... summing up my situation and bits and pieces of who I really am. Get to know me and give me hope. You might think I'm bulletproof but I can assure you, I'm not.
The older you get, the less tastebuds you have. Maybe this is why my mom puts too much salt on everything? 🤔 #taste #food #salty https://www.instagram.com/p/CcM-LqdLqul/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
What is your resting heart rate? A 2016 study found that a high resting heart rate was associated with lower physical fitness and higher fats circulating in the blood. https://www.instagram.com/p/CNO-rXaF7BB/?igshid=1q7kt8cvbhokg
How #bad are #carbs? Well, not that bad. Going hungry and dying from starvation is a lot quicker than eating #refinedgrains. However a study in a #medical journal found that people who ate #whitebread were more likely to die earlier than those who ate refined carbs. #Whiterice and #potatos were okay. #health https://www.instagram.com/p/CLv1uhlF0kG/?igshid=jwbs1k2o7xpr
#FACT or #MYTH? #Dogs can #smell #cancer? So far, that's fact. Researchers trained four #beagles to detect #cancermarkers in people's #bloodsamples via #odor alone. https://www.instagram.com/p/CLv1dy7F3BM/?igshid=1e8b9wvd6de6r
Why #facemasks are important and why #japan is barring yelling and cheering during the #2024olympics https://www.instagram.com/p/CLOQem3ArhR/?igshid=xo799ws6xazr
#johnsonsndjohnson submits #covid19vacccine to the #fda. The difference in this one is that it is a single shot dose! https://www.instagram.com/p/CK49ICYlSYl/?igshid=gbs6jm9u815q
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