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Well shit, Henry Jenkins, out here in 1997 dropping truth bombs
Oh hey I need this for a research paper I'm writing, thank you!
i mean he had been out here since 1988 dropping such bombs:
"'fandom' is a vehicle of marginalized subcultural groups (women, the young, gays, etc.) to pry open space for their cultural concerns within dominant representations; it is a way of appropriating media texts and rereading them in a way that serves different interests, a way of transforming mass culture into a popular culture"
Jenkins, Henry. “Star Trek Rerun, Reread, Rewritten: Fan Writing as Textual Poaching.” Critical Studies in Mass Communication 5, no. 2 (1988): 85–107. https://doi.org/10.1080/15295038809366691.
there are even some earlier works in fan studies but that’s what i have ready to hand.
if I wrote a dystopian novel where the corrupt evil megacorporation that controls society has a fucking smirk for a logo, my editor would tell me to use a less heavy-handed metaphor
and yet
I love this because if I were to write a literary novel in the Western cannon that described the image of an apple with a chunk bitten off, any high school English student would tell you it is a Bible reference meant to represent the source of all evil and downfall of humanity and YET
Imagine telling someone that the evil corporation that makes you waste away hours because they want you to watch more ads had made their name be a clock sound. They’d tell you it’s ridiculously on-the-nose
rb this with ur opinion on this shade of pink:
This is magenta, and not pink. Unlike pink, magenta doesn’t actually exist. Our brain just invents magenta to serve as what it considers a logical bridge between red and violet, which each exist at opposite ends of a linear spectrum.
TL;DR this color is fake (and also I hate it)
Wait til you learn about Stygean Blue
Your brain is a badly-designed hot mess of bootstrapped chemistry that will tell you that all kinds of shit is happening that has no correlation to physical reality, including time travel. It just makes things up. Your brain is guessing about what’s happening when your eyes saccade, what’s happening in your blind spot, and what the majority of the visible light spectrum looks like, and you don’t know it’s happening because it doesn’t aid your survival to become aware that a lot of what you see is fake.
The human eye only has three types of color sensitive cones, which detect red, blue, and green light. Your brain is making up every other color you perceive.
Let’s have a little fun with that thought. This is the visible spectrum of light.
You will of course note that yellow is on the chart. Yellow has a discreet wavelength, and is therefore a distinct physical color. But we can’t see it.
“Sorry, what the fuck?”
What we call yellow is just what our brain shrugs and spits out when our red and green cones are equally stimulated. We have light receptors that can pick up on the physical spectrum of light we call yellow: that’s why yellow things don’t just look like moving black blocks to us. But your brain has no fucking idea what the color yellow looks like.
Some animals have eyes that can perceive the color yellow! Goldfish have a yellow cone in their eyes. If they could talk, they could tell us what yellow looks like. But we wouldn’t be able to understand it.
What your brain actually sees of the color spectrum:
We can measure the wavelength of light, so we know that when we see ‘yellow,’ we are seeing light in that 550-ish nanometers range. But we don’t have a cone in our eyes that can pick that up. Your brain just has a very consistent guess about what color that wavelength of light could be. We decided to name that guess ‘yellow.’ We can’t imagine what yellow really looks like any more than a dog can imagine the color red.
Here’s the funny thing: your brain is never perceiving just one photon of light at a time. Something like 2*10⁸ photons per second are hitting your retina under normal conditions. Your brain doesn’t individually process all of them. So it averages them out. It grabs a bunch of photons all coming from the same direction, with the same pattern, and goes, “yeah, that cup is blue, fuck it, next.”
That’s how colors blend in our eyes. So sure, if a photon of light with a wavelength of 550 nanometers bounces into our eyes, we see what we call “yellow.” But if we see two photons at the same time, coming from the same object, one of which is 500 nms and the other of which is 600 nms, your brain will average them out and you will still see yellow even though none of the light you just saw was 550 nms.
So how does magenta factor into this?
Well, as we’ve just established, when your brain sees light from two different slices of the visible light spectrum, it will try to just average them together. Green plus red is yellow, fuck it. If it’s more red than green, we’ll call that ‘orange.’ Literally who gives a shit, we’re trying to forage over here. There are bears out here and it’s so scary.
What happens if you take the average of blue and red light, which we perceive to be magenta? What’s the centerpoint of that line?
Fucking green.
Hey, that’s not gonna work? We live on a planet where EVERYTHING IS GREEN. If something is NOT green, that means it’s either food, or a potential source of danger, and either way your brain wants you to know about it.
So your brain goes, WHOOPS. Okay - this is fine. We already made up yellow, orange, cyan, and violet. We’ll just make up another color. Something that looks really, really different from green.
And so it made up magenta.
So, physics-wise, is magenta “real?”
No; there’s no single wavelength of light that corresponds to magenta. But you’re rarely seeing only a single wavelength of light anyway. And even when you are, every color other than RGB is a dart thrown on the wall by your meat computer. This is the CIE Chromaticity Diagram:
Explaining this thing is a little more than I want to take on on a Saturday morning, but I’ve included a link above that goes into it a little more. The point is that only the colors that actually touch the ‘outline’ of the shape actually correspond to a specific wavelength of light. All of the other colors are blends of multiple wavelengths. So magenta isn’t special.
Given that color is just a fun trick your brain is playing on you to help you find food and avoid danger, is magenta real?
Yeah, absolutely. Or at least, it’s just as real as most of what we see. It’s what we see when we mix up blue and red. It would be disastrous from a survival standpoint to perceive that color as green, so we don’t. Because it’s not green. Light that’s green has a wavelength of around 510 nm. Stuff that’s magenta bounces back light that is both ~400 and ~700. Your brain knows the difference. So it fills in the gap for you, with the best guess it has, same as it does with your blind spot.
The perception of color exists within your brain, and your brain says you see magenta. So you see magenta.
So I googled Stygian Blue and…
Yall.
FORBIDDEN.
HOW TO SEE THE FORBIDDEN COLOURS
Hyperbolic Orange is the color my soul is
Dark tumblr show me the forbidden colors
FORBIDDEN COLORS
Heated Rivalry (TV) detailed timeline
So I'm maybe just a liiiiiiittle obsessive, and I wanted to work out the timeline of the show, and figured I'd share it with you all. I can't quite figure out how to format this for tumblr, so I'm going to just c&p images of the tables and then dump all of it in unformatted text I guess under a read more? Please let me know if you can think of a better way for me to do this (without retyping it all!) and please let me know if you see any errors to be corrected.
ETA: I'm sorry, I added some info to ep 6 after rewatching and somehow deleted the table for ep 5? But it's back now!
Bonus: season calendar pics that are not accurate (since the
Boston/Montreal games don't line up)
Metros: 2015-2016:
Boston 2016-2017:
Hopefully some folks will find this interesting and/or a good fic resource!
The episode timelines in unformatted text:
Russian in Heated Rivalry: a Masterpost
hiii everyone haii so... I am Here to Talk about the Russian Language in Heated Rivalry. we'll cover scenes by episode, with timestamps, in terms of translation, tone, and pronunciation because I <3 am a russian canadian and certifiably insane about my (russian) canadian show. thank u thank u. strap in.
as a preamble: Connor's russian is not perfect, but very good. he has an accent, he speaks with slightly unnatural inflections, and a native speaker would guess that he is not one. however, he could plausibly pass for someone like Ksenia (I believe her first language is russian, she just doesn't use it frequently). when I watched episodes 1–2 with a russian friend we were both convinced Connor grew up speaking russian, or perhaps another slavic language, and around the age of like 10-12 kinda stopped, because, having been around many bilinguals, we have a frame of reference.
and then we looked him up.
anyway. to the point!!
>.> if you feel like it, could you give quinn recs?
oh I sure can! (for the OG’s still hanging around @harryandmolly helped me with this)
Quinn Audio 101
The easiest way to ease in is actually picking a creator you like - here is a list of faves (with their accents):
Atlas (American)
The Devil of Dublin (Irish - duh)
Cavern Kingston (British)
Mairsyy (British)
Rum (American)
Lachlan (Scottish)
Zach Cowman (American)
Julien Kahn (American - but does good accents)
There is a lot of MDom content (gentle to rough to pleasure doms and brat-taming) from the creators above but some of them are switchy or subby if you’re into that too.
From there, if you’re interested in a certain genre or scenario, I highly recommend Quinn’s curated playlists - here are some that might tickle your fancy:
Puck Buddies - inspired by Heated Rivalry
Yearning - be the Shane to their Ilya
Fortune and Fright - inspired by the Major Arcana
Why Choose - collabs! (sidebar: if you want to read another hockey romance after HR - Pucking Around by Emily Rath is my fave 🥰)
Bookish Tropes - cause who doesn’t love tropes?!
Love at First Bite - vampires!
Anti-Anxiety // Sleep Aid - sometimes a bitch just needs to relax for 20 minutes (the SFW tag is also very nice if you’re looking for sleep-friendly audios)
There are so many more, but these will get you started!
*Important Reminders!*
Most of Quinn’s content is reader/listener. If you’re looking for something more audiobookish, search the [MM], [MF], or [FF] tags.
THE TAGS ALSO SERVE AS TWs. If degradation kink is not for you, stay away from audios tagged [Degradation] or [Slut].
Quinn is a women-centric platform but there is content for all genders, all sexual orientations, and all kinks - the search function is your friend!
Now, at risk of outing myself as a freak, here are a few of my favorite audios for those looking for specific recs:
The Emperor - Atlas
Two Professors for One Good Girl - Rum/Vel’s Library
Giant Irish Pillow - Devil of Dublin
Now You Want to Listen - Cavern Kingston
That’s all I have, friends! Honestly, everyone is different and will have different likes and dislikes so just go exploring! I hope this gives you some good starting points 😇
Connor Storrie as Liam Hauser RILEY [2023]
Please please don't assume I'm baiting you.. I'm a Larry..or I guess used to be..but still want to be. This is a legit question. Why do we think they are still together? I mean I guess you don't have to give me the deep dive. I just feel like we want them to be so badly that maybe we turn everything they do into Larry code. What is one thing right now that is solidifying it for you? I just want a glimmer of something like the old days😥
Much love to you and your dedication by the way. Thanks for your research and opinions.
oh god, anon, there's so many reasons. most notably this year was when louis liked a larry instagram reel, and honestly all of glastonbury. but if you want one reason: the larry reel. there's really no non-larry explanation for that.
i have a whole tag keeping track of their larrying this year, here's some of my fave moments besides the obvious:
louis singing 'no control' at afhf (not the audio but i cant find that post for some reason)
afhf wristbands being blue and green
harry signalling about HDIGH lately
this one isnt insanely strong but louis wearing aquarius shoes (the astrology nerd in me likes this)
the louis watch harry keeps wearing
the rose necklace at the 28op pop-up
but all the signalling and bluegreening this year aside, the biggest proof is that nothing has changed since the previous years we've agreed they're together. they're still failing to stunt with women effectively, they're still not allowed to hang out in public even though the other boys can all hang out (see: zouis this year, holy hell).
i think theyre still very much together and very much larried, and this year has been SO loud and only getting louder, so i have high hopes for the future and im sticking around to see what happens. i dont know why you feel like unlarrying lately, but this year feels like such a resurgence i cant imagine leaving now. i hope youre able to re-find the fun in this all, because im nothing but excited.
simon cowell count your fucking days. his blood is on your hands
All I’ll ever need is my family and these four boys right here.
Hi Sabine if you could please spread this, this account lists all the memorials planned for Liam across the world and regularly updates them, for those who wish and are able to attend https://x.com/HS_News_/status/1847077799942934740
Sending lots of love ❤️❤️❤️
LIAM PAYNE MEMORIAL
**I will keep updating this post, it’s pinned to my blog**
LIAM PAYNE MEMORIAL (Update)
Europe
🇬🇧 🏠 Wolverhampton | October 18 - 6pm | The Halls, University of Wolverhampton
🇬🇧 Holmes Chapel | October 21 - Morning | Train Station
🇬🇧 London | October 20 - 2pm | Hyde Park meeting point at Peter Pan statue
🇬🇧 Liverpool | October 19 - 2pm | Docks on keel wharf bridge
🇬🇧 Glasgow | October 20 - 2pm | Sir Walter Scott Statue in George Square
🇬🇧 Manchester | October 20 - 6pm | Cathedral Gardens
🇬🇧 Birmingham | October 20 - 4pm | Chamberlain Square
🇬🇧 Belfast | October 20 - 4pm | Palm house at Botanic Gardens
🇬🇧 Edinburg | October 20 - 3pm | The Meadows
🇬🇧 Scotland | October 20 - 2pm | Beach front (across from Inoflate)
🇬🇧 Newcastle | October 20 - 2pm | Outside Church of St Thomas
🇬🇧 Bath | October 20 - 12pm | Bath Abbey
🇬🇧 Sheffield | October 20 - 3pm | Town Hall
🇮🇪 Dublin | October 19 /20 - 2pm | St Stephen’s Green
Link: https://t.co/SpzoWGMjX6
🇮🇪 Cork | October 20 - 4pm | Bishop Lucey Park
🇮🇪 Galway | October 20 - 4pm | Eyre Square |
Link: chat.whatsapp.com/FCjQMWN1B2U9iD…
🇫🇷 Paris | October 20 - 2pm | Jardins des Tuileries
🇫🇷 Toulouse | October 20 - 6pm | Jardin Royal
🇫🇷 Rennes | October 20 - 3:30pm | Parc du Thador
🇫🇷 Lyon | October 20 - 2pm | Place Antonin Poncet
🇫🇷 Montpellier | October 20 - 2pm | Jardin du Champ de Mars
🇫🇷 Lille | October 20 - 2pm | Parc de la Citadelle
🇫🇷 Bordeaux | October 20 - 2pm | Jardin public
🇫🇷 Nancy | October 20 - 2pm | Parc de la pépinière
🇫🇷 Marseille | October 20 - 2pm | En bas de Notre Dame de la Garde
🇫🇷 Strasbourg | October 20 - 2:30pm | Parc de l’Orangerie
🇫🇷 Rouen | October 20 - 2pm | Square Verdrel
🇫🇷 Nice | October 20 - 2:30pm | Jardin Albert 1er
🇫🇷 Dijon | October 20 - 2pm | Jardin de l’Arquebuse
🇩🇪 Munich | October 20 - 3pm | Olympiahalle
🇩🇪 Cologne | October 20 - 4pm | Cologne Cathedral
🇩🇪 Berlin | October 20 - 4pm | S Treptower Park (Ost)
🇩🇪 Frankfurt | October 20 - 3pm | Metzlerpark
🇩🇪 Düsseldorf | October 20 - 3pm | Rheinpark
🇩🇪 Hamburg | October 20 - 3pm | Amphitheater
🇩🇪 Dresden | October 20 - 2pm | Frauenkirche/Blaues Wunder
🇩🇪 Dortmund | October 20 - 2pm | Treffpunkt am Dortmunder Hauptbahnhof
🇩🇪 Hannover | October 20 - 5pm | Opernplatz
🇩🇪 Several cities around the country https://t.co/pJfzDfC4BL …
🇳🇴 Oslo | October 19 - 3pm | Utenfor Oslo Domkirk
🇫🇮 Helsinki | Olympiastadion (outside south entrance) | NO GATHERING
🇸🇪 Stockholm | October 19 - 6pm | Svartensgatan 8
🇩🇰 Odense | October 18 - 7:30pm | Odense Domkirke
🇳🇱 Utrecht | October 20 - 2pm | Central Station
🇳🇱 Utrecht | October 26 - 2pm | ?
🇧🇪 Brussels | October 19/20 - 2pm | Parc de Bruxelles
🇪🇸 Madrid | October 19 - 7pm | Parque Del Retiro
🇪🇸 Madrid | October 20 - 3pm | Plaza de Santa Ana
🇪🇸 Barcelona | October 20 - 4pm | Plaza Cataluña Al lado Primark
🇪🇸 Bilbao | October 20 - 4:30pm | Ayuntamiento
🇪🇸 Palma - Mallorca | October 19 - 6pm | Parc de la Mar
🇵🇹 Lisbon | October 27 - 6pm | Meo Arena, Oriente
🇵🇹 Oporto | October 20 - 3:30pm | Stadium of Dragão
🇮🇹 Milan | October 20 - 3pm | Piazza Duomo
🇮🇹 Rome | October 20 - 3pm | Villa Borghese
🇮🇹 Naples | October 27 - 5pm | Piazza Del Plebiscito
🇮🇹 Bologna | October 20 - 3pm | Piazza maggiore
🇮🇹 Bari | October 27 & November 3 - 5:30pm | Caserma Rossani
🇮🇹 Pisa | October 26 - 4pm | Giardino Scotto
🇮🇹 Udine | October 26 - 4pm | Piazza Primo Maggio
🇮🇹 Salerno | October 26 - 4pm | Piazza Della Liberta
🇮🇹 Catania | October 20 - 5pm | Villa Bellini
🇵🇱 Warsaw | October 20 - 1pm | 12 Kawalerii Street
🇩🇰 Skive | October 18 - 8pm | Skive Anlæg
🇭🇺 Budapest | October 20 - 5pm | Hero's Square
🇦🇹 Vienna | October 20 - 3pm | Ernst-Happel-Stadium
🇦🇹 Vienna | October 27 - 3pm | Ernst-Happel-Stadium
🇨🇭Zurich | October 19 - 2pm | Blatterwiese (next to Chinagarten)
🇨🇭Bern | October 20 - 2pm | Wankdorf Stadium
🇨🇿 Prague | October 20 - 4pm | Wenceslas Square
🇭🇺 Budapest | October 19 - 10am | Városliget
🇺🇦 Kiev | UK Embassy | NO GATHERING
South America, Oceania & Asia
South America:
🇧🇷 São Paulo | October 27 - 2pm | Parque Ibirapuera
🇧🇷 São Paulo Esalq | October 27 - 3pm | Piracicabara
🇧🇷 Rio de Janeiro | October 27 - 1pm | Quinta de Bao Vista
🇧🇷 Belo Horizonte | October 20 - 2pm | Pampulha
🇧🇷 Curitiba | October 27 - 3pm | Jardim Botânico
🇧🇷 Belém | October 19 - 9am | Praça Batista Campos
🇧🇷 Brasília | October 25 - 5:30pm | Biblioteca Nacional
🇵🇪 Piura | October 18 - 8pm | Plazuela Ignacio Merino
🇵🇪 Arequipa | October 20 - 3:30pm | Campo de Marte
🇵🇪 Lima | October 19 - 6pm | Parque al costado del Club Internacional
🇧🇴 La Paz | October 18 - 6pm | Puerta de la embajada britanica, Av. Arce
🇧🇴 La Paz | October 19 - 4pm | Teatro al aire libre
🇧🇴 Santa Cruz | October 19 - 4pm | Parque los Mangales (Av. Beni, 4to anillo)
🇧🇴 Cochabamba | October 20 - 5pm | Parque del Arquitecto
🇧🇴 Sucre | October 19 - 5pm | Plaza 25 de Mayo
🇧🇴 Oruro | October 19 - 5pm | Parque ecológico
🇺🇾 Montevideo | October 20 - 2:30pm | Rambla Kibon
🇨🇱 Santiago | October 19 - 4pm | Av. El Bosque Nte. 125, Las Condes
🇵🇾 Asuncion | October 19 - 5pm | Costanera
🇸🇻 Salvador | October 19 - 3pm | Parque del Bicentenario
🇲🇽 Monterrey | October 20 - 4pm | Macroplaza
🇲🇽 Mexicali | October 20 - 12pm | Vicerrectoria UABC Campus Mexicali
🇲🇽 Juárez | October 19 - 3:30pm | Parque Central Pointe
🇲🇽 Guadalajara | October 19 - 2:30pm | Rotonda de los Jalisciences illustres
🇺🇾 Montevideo | October 20 - 2:30pm | Rambla Kibon
🇬🇹 Guatemala City | October 19 - 4pm | Plaza El Obelisco
🇲🇽 | Monterrey | October 20 - 4pm | Macroplaza
Oceania:
🇳🇿 Auckland | October 20 - 2pm | Freyberg Square
🇳🇿 Wellington | October 20 - 5pm | Katherine Mansfield Memorial Park
🇦🇺 Sydney | October 20 - 11am | Hyde Park (Memorial fountain)
🇦🇺 Brisbane | October 20 - 3pm | ***Post Office Square Park
***RSVP : [email protected]
🇦🇺 Brisbane | October 20 - 2:30pm | River Quay Green
🇦🇺 Melbourne | October 20 - 11am | Flagstaff Gardens
🇦🇺 Adelaide | October 20 | Elder Park - River Torrens
Asia:
🇮🇳 Mumbai | October 20 - 5pm | Marine Lines, Opposite Pizza by the Bay
🇮🇳 Bandra | October 23 - 6pm | Mont Mary Church
🇮🇳 Delhi | October 19/20 - 12pm | Lodhi Gardens
🇮🇳 Hyderabad | October 20 - 6pm | Sanjeevaiah Park
🇮🇳 Kolkata | October 20 - 1pm | Maidan (Opposite Victoria Memorial
🇵🇭 Manila | October 19 - 10am | Sun Garden - 5th Floor
🇯🇵 Tokyo | October 20 - 2pm | Yoyogi Park - central field
North America & Canada
🇨🇦 Canada:
▪️Toronto | October 20th - 6pm | High Park
▪️Montreal | October 20 - 1pm | 4601 R. Sherbrooke E (Close by the Olympic Stadium)
▪️Vancouver | October 20 - time tbd | Art Gallery (FB group: https://m.facebook.com/groups/1081994593620682/)
🇺🇸 US:
▪️Newark - Delaware | October 19 - 4pm | Glasgow Park
▪️NYC | October 19 - picnic* at 11am and another event at 6pm | Washington Square Park
*Picnic RSVP : https://partiful.com/e/2WoJi0Onf8jWijlyFU8E
▪️Chicago | October 19 - 2pm | Gather at Grandmother’s Garden outside of Lincoln Park Zoo
▪️Los Angeles | October 19 - 4:30pm | La Cienaga** Park in Beverly Hills
**RSVP : https://partiful.com/e/P5qPcaZkgLizNYhzP0mm
▪️Bellingham - WA | October 19 - 5pm | Maritime Heratige
▪️Glendale - AZ | October 18 - 6pm | Glendale Heroes Reginal Park
▪️Louisville - KY | October 19 - 5pm | Cherokee Park
▪️San Francisco | October 18 - 6pm | Civic Center Plaza
▪️Long Beach - CA | October 18 - 6:30pm | Bixby Park
▪️Sacramento - CA | October 18 - 6:30pm | Memorial Auditorium
▪️Boston - MA | October 19 - 2pm | Boston Common
▪️Lewisville - TX | October 21 - 11am | On The Border
▪️Pittsburgh - PA | October 20 - 5pm | Schenley Park (Flagstaff Hill Pavilion)
▪️Fresno - CA | October 18 - 6:30pm | Save Mart Center
▪️La Jolla - CA | October 18 - 7pm | 12600 N Torrey Pines Rd
▪️Houston | October 20 - 5pm (picnic***) | Herman Park
***RSVP pls look at the IG @/1dlover904
▪️Philadelphia | October 20 - 1pm | The Lakes at FDR Park
▪️Atlanta - GA | October 19 - 2pm | Piedmont Park
▪️Minneapolis | October 20 - 5:30pm | The Common Park
▪️Orlando - FL | October 21 - 6:30pm | Lake Eola Park
▪️Seattle - WA | October 19 - 12pm | International fountain (Seattle Center)
i can't move past Louis' "A message to you Liam if you’re listening" and Zayn's "Liam, I have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me" because there was STILL SO MUCH left unsaid.
A MEMBER OF ONE DIRECTION SINGING WHAT A FEELING FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER
I didn’t even know this fucking existed. I feel terrible. It’s beautiful.
I can feel how much he missed it.
HARRY’S REACTION TO LIAM’S NEW TATTOO IS MY FAVOURITE THING
When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔