Wanderlust

A wayward girl stuck in between daydream and nightmare

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

"You know that you deserve better. F. boys won't ever bring you pleasure."

-thanks Dawin

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

"I know you're stuck on the lies that he said. But baby, how could you settle for less? No one should ever be that blind or ever take your sign."

-Dawin

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

I wanted to tell you how I feel. But everytime I look at you, I lose the courage I build so hard. Because by looking only in your eyes, I could tell I already lost in the battle that hasn't even started. Your eyes missed the sparks that can be seen in mine every time I look at you.

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[waywardgirlinanutshell]

I look at the sky and admired its vibrant hue. White, blue, purple, and grey, a combination of an impending storm and calmness... It's like the sky was fighting it's own self too. I watch it darkened and grey clouds overwhelmed the calmness of blue. Heard the rumbling of thunder from a distance and a vivid flash of lighting. Just when I was sure the rain would fall, a single ray of sunlight pierce through the thick grey clouds. A moment later, I was back staring at the white and blue sky. Not even a trace of grey clouds left. When a small smile escape my lips, a flash of relief flood through my being. I look back at the mirror in front of me. My gaze lock with the same serene and clear blue eyes. The storm of agonies and pains brewing inside me was flush out and the tears that threatens to fall rolled back in my eyes. Congratulations young warrior, you have survive your battle today.

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

I longed to see your face again. To see your smile. To touch your cheeks. To feel your warmth. To be envelope in your arms again. But I could only imagine it all with a longing sigh.

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

Maybe someday you'll realize my worth.

Or maybe you won't.

But one thing is for sure, the day I'll crossed your mind, I'm long gone from your life.

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

I wonder what hurts more. Losing you or losing myself?

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

thank you💖

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

happy 10th anniv boys💖 thank you for the happiness❣️

[waywardgirlinanutshell]

Dearest,

I still think of you,

Still count the stars,

Still tell the moon "I miss you" every beat of my heart.

And still praying I could see you again one more time.

We promise to fly together in the sky, but why did you fly so soon and left me alone?💔

I hope you won't be so cruel to elude my dreams again.

Hoping to see you tonight.

With broken tales and blood stains,

-M

#chainedletterstoheaven

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I can feel your hug but there's no warmth in it. I can feel your kiss but not your love anymore.