my face when the trauma disorder is protecting me from trauma by dissociation

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my face when the trauma disorder is protecting me from trauma by dissociation
couple of our fursonas in favorite outfits :)
i don't think persecutors should have to heal. we shouldn't have to go at the pace as everyone else just because they say so or because we share a body. everything moves so fast. its fine to need time and space and stillness and quiet
what defines 'you' and 'me' can always change! we aren't stuck in place
(to the tone of creep by radiohead) but i'm asleep. on mypillow
Resistance
Our life is more than someone else's pathology.
(through gritted teeth) you cannot heal when the knife is still in the wound. you cannot heal when the knife is still in the wound. you cannot heal when the knife is still in the wound. you cannot heal when the knife is still in the wound.
it's all so tiresome
doing trauma therapy about a parent who is a demonstrably better person than they were the majority of your life feels like youre just being gaslit constantly. i spent my entire childhood being treated *solidly* like shit by this person and now i have to just stop acting like an abused dog because shes suddenly getting a handle on how to be nice to me? unreal
identifying a maladaptive coping mechanism is so bitter sweet like that’s great now i know what i need to stop doing. but that’s literally my something
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trying to maintain a decent relationship with my mother, a moodboard