Dreamer... Closet Poet... Foodie ;) ...!!

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ It Is A Strange Feeling...!! $$

When You Desperately Want Something & You Can't Have It... Even In Your Dreams You Are Often Chasing It...

And Then... One Day... It Comes True In Your Dreams... You Finally Got What You Had Been Chasing So Long For... You Are Consciously Aware that You Are Dreaming This... But You Are Still Estatic...

You Keep Looking At Yourself in Awe... You Finally Have In Your Dream What You Still Don't Have In Reality... But then... Finally You Notice... You Start Feeling What You Are Feeling In Your Dreams... It Is Not Happiness... It is Not A Sense of Achievement... Instead... It Is Sadness... You Start to Realize that You Are Actually Unhappy...

Then the Sleep Breaks... & You Are Left With An Overwhelming Sadness... You Never Thought You Would Feel This Way About Something That Was Your Dream to Achieve... Then You Start to Wonder... You Start to Question... What You Have Been So Desperately Chasing In Your Life... Is It Even Worth It..??!!! Is This What I Really Want for Me...??!!!

Whether It's Any Dream That You Are Chasing... A Place... A Career... Education... A Person... An Achievement of Any Sort... Always Consider Your Happiness... Learn To Put Yourself Before Others...!! 💗

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ Thank you For Being There...!! $$

You Have Been By My Side Through Thick & Thin... Mostly Fighting, Never Agreeing & Yet - Carrying On With The Same Bonding...

We Rely On Each Other More Than We Would Ever Like To Agree...

But That's Also Coz We Know The Other Will Always Be There When We Need...!!

[whatwoulditfeellike]

Mentally Fucked...??!!!

Try to Focus N Reach All Goals...!!

Life Will Always Come In Between... Do Your Best N Try To Get On With The Rest...

Just Don't Stress...!!

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ Thoughts of A Heavy Heart...!! $$

You are so Strong now and it's so Scary... Enroute the Life's Hardest Journey... From Always Needing Someone to Be There till Not Even wanting Anyone around anytime...!!

It is marvelous to see you grow... Building Yourself from Broken Pieces and Heartaches into Mountains and More... Burying all Emotions so Deep Inside that sometimes all You can do is sit alone and Cry...!!

Words are too much to be spoken... Trust is a Rare thing that no one deserves... Fighting with Everyone who thinks they are Entitled... Trying to find your own place to reach a point where You know Your own Self-worth...!!

I am Proud of You to have come so far... It's not been easy but so Rare You are... Full of regrets, broken dreams and crashed hopes You keep going... Giving everyone a Smile and Motivation to Keep going...!!

Everything is great and You will Go Beyond what I can even Describe... But at times, I feel so Heavy and Lost that I have to make You cry... I Miss those times when it was so easy for You to Trust People... You would talk about your Worries and Troubles and know that the other person will Always be there for You...!!

Gone are all such Thoughts and Most such people... Now You put up a Facade that You are So Strong and Happy and Content... But I know that there is an Empty Hollow Space inside me now... And it might be a Few Lifetimes before Anyone can begin to figure out how to Fill it...!!

It's ok to cry my Darling... For crying heals some of the pain... I feel just so heavy, that words may never be enough to sum up the vain... Don't care about who thinks what of You and just Keep Going... Someday when A Person Earns All Your Trust And Deserves the Love that You are Capable of Giving... I will be dancing with You, feeling so happy... Light as a Feather, I might create even a state of Frenzy...!!

You have spent too long thinking about Others... Caring what they think about You, not doing anything You ever wanted just to keep others happy... Don't be intimated anymore my Darling...!!

You are the Strongest and Bravest... You deserve All You Want and Way more than You can Imagine... Only let such People In; who know that You are truly Amazing... Don't be afraid to Show Your True Self... One Day, You will Be Surrounded with Only Such People who would Know it all and be there By Your Side; no matter Where You Stand and which Part of the Life's Journey are You Living...!!

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ Be Your Own Priority...!! $$

Don't Rely On Someone who Never Shows Up... Don't take a chance on people who always pull you down and say mean or hurtful things to you... Don't let anyone compare you to how good or great others are doing while you are not...!!

Surround yourself with people who truly appreciate you and try to understand your problems & motivate and push you to be your best... What you hear on daily basis from people around you has a great impact on what and how you think about yourself...

Don't let anyone change the way you think about YOU... BE YOUR OWN PRIORITY...!! 😊

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ The Lesson from Pain...!! $$

I come across broken people all the time... So hurt, so sad; almost feels like they would give up anything for the pain to go away...!!

I have felt that same pain often too... In different walks of life, in different ways, we get hurt; seems it's all the same...!!

Everytime we are left heart broken... A piece of our soul is lost into the world... We are never going to be the same again... And we are never going to be whole again...!!

But after a lot of wallowing in this pain... After a lot of self doubt; and breaking beyond limits even fathomable... I have started to find a different kind of joy in this ever-lasting pain...!!

May be I have completely lost my mind... Or may be I have just begun to understand... The pain and suffering of one can teach a lot to others... Pain teaches us such remarkable lessons... Even Time cannot unteach them...!!

I am realizing that I am meant to feel this pain... I need to live it and breathe it so that I can never forget it... And so that with my pain, I can touch lives of people who are quietly dying in this pain... May be I am meant to love this pain so that I can heal everyone else...!!

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ Time...!! $$

You are impacting me more than you should... Sending me to a dark space from where I see no return...

You were supposed to be my sunshine and save me from the demons haunting me... Instead; you are the reason I find it difficult to even breathe...

You were never there in my time of need and you pushed me away when I tried to be there for you... Now I don’t need you and don’t feel like being there for you...

I was alone before I met you but I was fine... Loneliness didn’t creep up to me so much that I thought I would die... With you by my side, I thought I had a reason to fight... But now, ‘Living’ seems a distant dream and loneliness has found a best friend in me...

I didn’t ask you to come into my life... Didn’t need you to be there for me... All your hopes and promises that you gave me, all have proven to be so Empty...

I don’t know if I can survive this... Be at a place where I was before you... But I know that I cannot be where I am...

Having you in my life has shown me that I can still love someone more than myself... The mere thought of which seemed impossible to me...But you have taught me that I need to learn to Love myself above all...

I thought I had reached a point in my Life where I was not vulnerable at all... But thank you for showing me how Broken I could let someone make me feel... As much as my heart wants to find its home in this Pain... I cannot let it wallow here, I will be Strong and let it Rain...

You are always going to have a Special place in my heart... But if you are the reason I am losing faith in myself... That is much too big a Price to pay...

You have your issues and I have mine... May be the reason things are a Mess is the Time...

You find your peace and I will try to find mine... And if we are meant to be then the thing which gets us together will again be TIME...!!

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ Sleepless Nights... $$

You have barely slept and you still can't sleep... Your mind is constantly overthinking & You are Losing it... You are surrounded with all the Negative Emotions & Feelings... And You just can't seem to be able to find any energy...!!

Clouds of Despair are drowning You... Soaking Your Bed and yet; Tears are failing too... You want to shout and You want to reach out... But not even a whisper comes out of Your mouth...!!

Just let it go... Don't hold on... You are not Strong & feel so Lost... Life is not easy & it's ok to breakdown... Now You Don't judge Yourself just too harsh; & yes, You can definitely let Your hair down...!!

You have been so Strong... Don't let anyone near... Everytime You trust Someone, You just fear... Your fear always comes True & You are always left broken... With nothing to hold on to & no will to look forward...!!

With lot of struggle, but somehow; You always trudge on... My darling don't You forget; it's always only been You who has built Yourself back up from the ground...!!

So it happens yet again... You are at a place where You Need to find Yourself again... Don't give up and don't lose Hope in Yourself... The Battle has just Begun... From these Ashes the Pheonix of Your Inner Self will Rise again...!!

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

Being with You... You Holding Me in your Arms is My Happy Place... That's where I always want to be... The Way we are in my mind is so much better than how we are in Real... I wish we could be like that...

But since we can't or don't... I will solve every issue we have in my mind; I will do the conversations, the fights, the disagreements and all of it with me...

I can't fight with you anymore... If we keep up the way we are with each other, we will only be left with U and ME and there will be no place for US...!!

-By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

Let People Judge You... Let People Misunderstand You... Let People Hurt You...

Just Calm The Fuck Down & Keep On Going...

They Will Either Realize Your Value; Or They Are Simply Not Worth It...!!

Don't Lose Your Peace Over Anyone... You Don't Deserve That...!! 🤘🙏

-By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

It's OK if I Can't Smile Everyday... I Just Wanna Hurt A Lil Less...!!

-By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ Relationships Are Like This & Much More... Mixed Emotions All The Way...!! $$

I am the biggest asshole in your life today...

You are the biggest asshole in my life today...

But that doesn't mean we are hopeless... We are two opposites that attract...

And the more closer we get we might repel at many ends... But that's something that is bound to happen...

Remeber, we gotta struggle for everything...

You are still and might always be one of the good things that's happened to me...!! 😓❤😡😅

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

When you Love someone too much... You let them hurt you... You put up with all their shit expecting the same in return...

Compromise on various levels is what makes a relationship work... But always remember... You have a voice and you have a say in it...

Don't ever go on compromising so much that getting hurt becomes normal... Don't burden yourself with this hurt and the need for his love so much that you keep putting aside how you are feeling...

There are two people in this relationship and neither one should have to push or lose hope and expectation... Understanding and Communication is the key to success...

Don't keep pushing today's discussions, meeting, quality time or anything else for tomorrow... Building up an emotionally ticking time bomb is never a good sign... One or both of you would burst at same or different times and neither of you might be able to handle it when the other person does...

Love tests everything... Your trust, courage, patience, faith, dreams, passion and so much more than you can imagine... Talk to each other every step of the way and share things even if it's difficult to say...

What you wanna say today, you might not be able to say tomorrow... How you feel today, you might not be feeling tomorrow... What's relevant today, might not even be relevant tomorrow...

Don't lose yourself amidst a mountain of unexpressed feelings and feel depressed... Love like there is no tomorrow, express like you might not get this chance to say things tomorrow... Because for all we know, there might not even be a tomorrow...!!

-By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

With every fight with your loved ones... It feels like you lost a lil bit of love that you had...

Every time you are disappointed and hurt by them... You feel like you are losing yourself lil by lil...

I wonder how many fights and hurt it takes before you Snap...!!

Is there a point after Which you really don't care about them anymore OR... Is it all just in the mind...??!!!

-By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

I was broken and had nothing left within me... Had given up on life, got no hopes or dreams...

Didn't have anyone to turn to, didn't trust anyone to be there... I learnt to grow strong for myself and to the world I would just put up an act...

Now all of a sudden I have a new life... Hoping things would happen and dreaming a lot...

It is strange, it is scary... A different feeling; so many mixed emotions that words can't even describe...

You make me think anything is possible... I wanna believe that together we can even rule the world...

The road to happiness looks long and scary... So many obstacles and the heart feels so heavy...

"What if we can't make it...??!!! Will you be there through the entire journey...?!!!"

Thoughts and questions keep piling up... My courage and belief keeps crumbling down...

I keep trying to be strong and focus on your lovely words... But my strength is gone, don't know if I have what it takes...

I can't be without you and I hope you would say the same... Don't ever let me go and always love me the same...

I might not let you inside, will keep pushing you away... Be our rock my dear and don't ever let us be grey...!!!

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

$$ Lost...!! $$

Not easy to relate to... But there are times in our lives where we can feel completely lost... So broken from inside, no hope seems to survive... Too painful to dream, you relied on those far too many times...!!

It can be a phase or an emotional or mental state... A place where you are alive but have stopped living... Nothing seems to be good or bad, you are just standing at one place and your life is passing you by...!!

When someone lends you a helping hand, you are too proud to take... So lost in all the things that went wrong that your future is at stake... You need to get out of it and you want to tell someone who would understand... But the smallest of things make you break... Anything and everything feels not worth it...!!

Break down those walls and set yourself free... You deserve so much more than what you can see... Life is beautiful if you let it be... Losing yourself in darkness is not the key...!!

Don't trust anyone, don't do things because everyone wants you to... Start doing random things and keep the ones which even slightly interest you... Try new adventures; may be even cuisines, places and lot of travel... Build yourself again and don't let anything or anyone pull you away from it...!!

Things will go wrong... People will hurt you; not everything you try you would achieve at a go and life will try to test you wherever you go... But don't give up, and creep into the darkness again... Don't let anything hurt your peace, find a way to sway away from such beliefs...!!

Let the society judge you... They have not earned your trust or respect to know what you are going through... It's ok if most of the times no one even tries to understand you...

If you want to push away people who are hurting you then do so... If you open up and they seem to shut you out then immediately let them go... You will get most comfort from something or someone you didn't expect from... Eventually you will learn to be happy from even the smallest of things and these will make you feel warm...!!

- By @whatwoulditfeellike

[whatwoulditfeellike]

When Life Gets You Down; Shift Your Focus on Work...

If Work Gets You Down; Invest Some Quality Time in Friends & Family...

If Nothing Seems to be Going Right; Embrace It... Have a Meltdown... Then Take a Deep Breath & Tackle All Your Problems One by One...

Keep Working Towards Things to Achieve Desired Results...!!

Don't Quit Without Trying...!! 😊🤘

- By @whatwoulditfeellike