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the losers club high school au! eddie kaspbrak; the geek
likes: ice cream, studying, richie tozier
dislikes: crying, taking his pills, skipping class
— @littlcred .
her hair is ultimately what attracts him to her. it’s an odd thing to say, something he wouldn’t ever confess aloud but it’s the T R U T H. her hair was red and natural. flashes of another certain ember-haired girl, one who he had grown to admire greatly, left him numb at the immediate sight of this new upcoming stranger. it was as if he couldn’t physically stop himself from walking towards her almost calmly. it was truly as if his conscious was shut down, nothing but his instincts kicking in and doing everything his usual self wouldn’t do.
that’s basically how he found himself standing abruptly in front of such a .. pretty girl. eddie was left defenseless and embarrassed, a deep blush settling nicely on his cheeks the second he realized what exactly he had done. he’s squirming in place by the time he thinks of something to proper to say. casting his view to the ground, the teen effectively manages to s c r e w this even more apparently. ❝ it’s -- i’m -- uh -- ❞ damn, bill would be PROUD. he begins pressing his nails against his palm unconsciously, so hard he was so sure he was bleeding. it didn’t matter. not now at least. here was his chance to do something other than worry and he fucked this up too. licking his lips, he shakes his head shortly before turning away to avoid all eye contact efficiently. it was only then that he finally settled on what to say to the girl before him: ❝ i'm .. i'm sorry for bothering you. ❞
— @trvshmovth .
he should be used to this new world already. really, they’ve been here for a good week or so, eddie should be used to all the wacky new technology and how .. careless people were about G E R M S. his mom had warned him plenty about the city life and its people. the teen hadn’t believed it whatsoever, thinking that his manipulative mom wanted to use that against him as well. it wasn’t until he got here that he realized that she had been absolutely right -- a little too late. now all he could do was follow richie around as if he were a substitute for his mommy. a small lost puppy following around the most reckless person he ever met. he HATED how dependent he had grown. the other probably thought he was pathetic .. a deep frown settled tensely on his lips.
❝ rich, ❞ he released faintly. eddie had two options: run away from his inner thoughts, push them down for him to battle late at night or confess his worries to the loser in front of him. of course, richie wasn’t bill or stan, mike, ben or beverly. maybe the other would just make fun of him for worrying so much if he were to express the fact that his inhaler was running low .. it was that same realization that ultimately made his decision. breathing out deeply, the teen began playing with his hands and he turned to his friend with a nonchalant expression. ❝ let’s .. let’s go see if we can find something f u n to do around here, yeah ? maybe somebody left their bike just lying around .. who knows. ❞
— @wand-maker .
reddened fingers clutched onto his inhaler tightly, a deep frown taking form on his lips. the usually attentive teen was lost in his mind as worries of if’s and when’s cloud it mercilessly. richie was here, sure, he wasn’t completely alone but it was very evident that they shouldn’t be here. this was not their time. the constant shuffling brought about various tension to his body. the fact that his mom was R I G H T: he couldn’t live without her, making him extremely erratic and angry. eddie wanted to show her otherwise but then again here he was, trying to find some way back into manipulative clutches. he hadn’t realized the sound of approaching steps becoming louder -- closer. yeah, maybe standing in the middle of the sidewalk wasn’t the best idea.
❝ fuck, ❞ he released under his breath as he swiftly tried his best to move away from the center. that was his second mistake. the clumsy boy wasn’t able to find his rightful footing, his foot tripping on the other in his efforts to avoid any interaction. now, with his ass and hands on the dirty floor, all eddie could do was release a high-pitched whine -- before his weak lungs decide that they want to join the p a r t y too. and there he is, wheezing with a disgusted expression on his face, frantic hues trying ( but failing ) to not stare directly at the stranger whatsoever. ❝ i’m -- i’m FINE. ❞
Exc*se Me for being lame but hi, it’s mei again ,,, don’t think i ever introduced myself. quick note: i have Officially changed eddie’s age && fc. now my kid is ,, literally a kid again, fifteen && his fc is now back to jack dylan grazer aka the actor who plays him in the new film. that being said, this is also a STARTER CALL --- like this or comment w a name if you want a starter from wheezy here !
send one for a kind gesture;
♖ comforting after a nightmare ♘ kiss on the forehead ♣ wiping away tears ♝ holding hands ♡ hugging ♦ picking up your character ♤ bathing your character ♠ my muse taking care of your muse when their sick ♛ shoulder rubs ☮ stroking/ruffling hair ▽ patting/rubbing their back ☽ dressing your character ☺ my muse helping your muse fall asleep ❮ my muse comforting your muse as they grieve ♋ my muse fixing your muse something to eat ✍ my muse teaching your muse ∞ my muse reading to your muse ♒ my muse giving yours a message
trvshmovth:
“Dude, shut the fuck up about your mom for a second. You’re a grown ass man, you can’t just hide behind mommy your whole life. Spread your wings and fly a little.” Richie said with a small smile and a light pat on Eddie’s back. His smile fell when Eddie spoke again. Richie had heard Eddie say those exact words to him on several occasions, but they never sounded so sincere. “Jesus, fine. I’m just trying to help.” The tears in his friend’s eyes caused any smirk on Richie’s face to fade, and it was replaced with genuine concern, which was rare for him. “Look, I don’t know, okay? I don’t know what the fuck we’re gonna do, but whatever happens we’ll face it together. Who knows, maybe some of the others got dragged here too.”
such tense words -- it instantly triggered something heavy in his lungs, his wheezing starting out of nowhere and ending just as fast as he brought his light blue inhaler to his lips swiftly. it was only then that he allowed the words to process. had they come from anyone else, eddie’s piece of mind would have only continued to deteriorate. this was richie, however. the same kid who would call him by a stupid nickname he always had a distaste for. we’ll face it together. logically speaking, that shouldn’t have eased him the way they did. they brought on a sort of comfort he hadn’t felt for so long, not after fighting the damn c l o w n, not after parting ways with his friends. the relief washed over him in heavy waves, leaving his hands numb as they came up to wipe at his glazed over hues. richie was right for once. his mom wasn’t going to be with him forever. whether that was good or bad, he wasn’t sure but the one thing he was sure about: IT WAS TIME TO GROW UP. whatever the fuck was going on, despite making no sense whatsoever, eddie needed to face it and do his best to survive. releasing deep breaths in an effort to regain a c o m p o s e d rhythm, shaky eyes focused solely on his old friend before him. ‘ okay -- okay fine, richie. just promise you’ll at least try to be serious for now. i really don’t need you pulling hundreds of more mom jokes while we’re trying to figure out we’re going to do or, i swear to god, i’m going to leave you. i won’t hesitate ! ’
A Little Too Drunk Starters:
rpstarterss:
“Oh, HELL no! Not in MY bed!”
“We watched some horror movie.. I think it’s called, ‘the Teletubbies..’?”
“Pants are just an illusion.”
“Shut the fuck up a pikachu onesie does so suit me.”
“Hey, man, I hate to tell you this, but I think your dog’s cheating on you..”
“Hey, the cat crashed your car.”
“I thought today was your birthday, so I rented a bouncy house, but then I remembered it isn’t, so now we have a bouncy house.”
“It’s not a mattress, it’s my kingdom and you are encroaching on it.”
“[NAME]’s a VIP at that one strip club….. What’s it called again… ‘Golden Corral’?”
“I’m bleeding?!”
“I have to tell you a secret…”
“You think it’s important that I lost my shirt?! You think it’s important?! I’LL TELL YOU WHAT’S IMPORTANT!!! CALLIOU CAN’T FUCKIN’ TIE HIS SHOES!!!”
“I need at least seven sweet and sour sauces or I’m fucked.”
“I was pretending to be a ninja and the blade of the knife just flew right off and broke the window.”
“Look, man, I didn’t mean to pee on you.”
“Thanks for letting me room with you… By the way, vodka makes me gassy.”
“You want to go to Taco Bell?”
“I lost [NAME]. Have you seen them?”
“Wow, you look so much better when I’m drunk. You should try it more often.”
“I CAN’T SLEEP WITHOUT A LULLABY!!”
“Hello, 911? Are you still awake?”
“Jesus told me to do it.”
“I’m really sorry I’m so creepy everybody…”
“This is awful. I am inventing electricity, and you look like an asshole.”
“How many nutrients do you think there are in dog biscuits? I already ate, like five.”
“HOLY SHIT HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET SO TALL? WHAT THE FUCK?”
“Hamsters have feelings, too..”
“Who convinced me to come here?”
“The dog looked so lonely.. So I took it home.”
“I’LL PROTECT YOU! I’M BATMAN!”
“Look at all this snow. Imagine if it was sand, but still cold. No wait, warm snow. Man, that’d be cool..”
“You’re not very hot, but maybe after another beer or two..”
trvshmovth:
Richie tried not to let the relief show on his face when Eddie finally used his inhaler, but he did let out a soft sigh. “It’s one hell of a dream.” He said softly. He had to admit that this wasn’t how he envisioned his reunion with Eddie going, but in a way he was kind of grateful for the situation. He wasn’t sure when, or even if he would have ever contacted any of the losers on his own, and if Eddie was still living with his mom, she sure as hell wouldn’t let him contact any of them. “Yeah, you don’t think I know that? I should be on the other side of the country right now, not in fuckin’ New York. But hey, it beats being in Derry, am I right?”
‘ my mom .. she’s going to -- ’ kill him ? yeah, not if this place does that first. his knuckle turn red with how strongly they clutch onto his small blue inhaler. new york, the most disgusting city in the entire country. there were icky people and icky places. his mom had told him it wasn’t even safe to walk the streets most of the time ! hearing his last comment, eddie turns to him only to frown heavily. ‘ shut the fuck up, richie. ’ the tone is breathy and raw, anything but playful like the many times before in their distant childhood. this time he was being earnest and sincere. derry was bad but this .. this was very bad too. they had no fucking clue how they got here, they had no idea as to who could be lurking in the shadows of the huge city. tears began to gather at the corners of his eyes, his free hand coming up to clutch at his shirt just to be able to hold on to something. ‘ i shouldn’t be here. i don’t want to be here. fuck, rich, what are we going to do ? ’
trvshmovth:
“You shut the fuck up Eds-” Richie replied almost instinctively before the voice registered in his mind and he turned toward it, immediately forgetting about the throbbing pain in his head. “Eddie?” Out of all of the losers, Eddie was the one that he least expected to see in New York. Eddie was usually scared of his own shadow, he couldn’t even imagine how he was faring in such a big city. Evidently he wasn’t doing well, because he was visibly having a panic attack, and Richie immediately sprung into action. “Jesus Christ, Eddie, breathe. You’ve got that inhaler, now use it.”
the nickname. the nickname is the only reason why he takes even longer to register what is going on. inhaler in his pocket, eddie doesn’t even think about using it, not even as the other makes his way closer to him. his eyes stay focused on the other’s pair of frantic hues. it isn’t until he catches his last few words that he begins to move, shaking fingers finally grasping at his inhaler. he places it against his lips and takes about two hits before takes a huge intake of air. his lungs begin to work properly again but his mind is still left in a tizzy, his logical side coming to a swift and vital conclusion. ‘ this is a dream, ’ he states clearly before gulping timidly. ‘ i’m fucking dreaming or i’m losing my damn mind or BOTH. i don’t fucking know anymore but you -- you shouldn’t be here. i shouldn’t be here ! ’
trvshmovth:
Richie was a little overwhelmed. Waking up in New York of all places was one thing, but everyone seemed to be carrying around little glowing bricks, like something out of the second Back to the Future movie. He saw one laying unoccupied on a bench, so being the curious soul he was, he picked it up and only looked at it for a moment before he felt something collide with his head. When he looked down, he saw a ball roll away from him. “What the fuck, dude?!” He called out to no one in particular.
his inhaler -- that’s all eddie currently had on him. he had ended up in this big bad city, a place his mother frequently warned him about, and now he was left to fend for himself without her and his pills. feeling like his lungs were finally giving up on him, he leaned against the nearest street light as his mind continued to swirl with negative thoughts. ‘ oh shit, oh F U C K. ’ this was it. this was how eddie kaspbrak was gonna go: not because of a scary clown but because of his fragile state. he felt like his world was crumbling around him until -- a whiny voice filled with so much familiarity from his childhood days reached his ears. it was enough to have him unconsciously respond between ragged breaths, ‘ shut the fuck up, richie ! ’
i haven’t been able to get on bc of a busy schedule w college courses n all but !! hi i’m mei n this is eddie kaspbrak. i should FI NA L L Y be able to get on tomorrow all day and hopefully friday as well. for not, here’s some things about eddie in case anyone wants to come n talk to me a bit while i do hw. like this so we can plot n plan a future thread ,, or if you’re willing to hear about my 3729892 differen’t headcanons !
Imma start charging people for hurting my feelings $3 a minute
“…At this moment, you mean everything…”
