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ever just wanna kiss girls?
Yes Ms Val 😚
It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr also mean a little over a year on hormones neat I should start tumbling again
Here’s a bunch of junk for you trans girls to watch
Update: there used to be a link to a mega folder here, but it got taken down.
///TGIRL FEATURE FILMS (alphabetical order)
Adam (2019) it’s about a cis boy who’s mistaken for a trans boy and rolls with it. Big cast of trans characters including a tgirl played by a tgirl who everyone wants to fuck. Directed by a trans dude. Highly legit. If you’re still hung up on pre release speculation based on the novel then you’re the most annoying person alive.
Assassination Nation (2018) The first half is Euphoria and the second half is The Purge. ONE OF THE BEST TGIRL MOVIES OF ALL TIME.
Bit (2019) Lesbian girl power vampire movie where the main character is a tgirl played by a tgirl. It’s solid. I find it frustrating that they hint at her being trans without explicitly acknowledging it (and she’s passing as fuck, so it’s easy to not notice), but I know that’s what some of y'all want.
Boy Meets Girl (2014) Cis dude for trans girl love story. Pretty normie, but also you see her fully naked (gock out) at the end.
Funeral Parade of Roses (1969) Extremely 60s. Cool as hell.
Lady Daddy (2010) South Korean romcom about a trans girl played by a cis girl who tries unconvincingly to back pass when she finds out she has a kid. Very cute.
Lingua Franca (2019) written directed and starring Isabel Sandoval. An undocumented trans woman immigrant in New York deals with a cis dude partner being a cis dude. Which is also the plot of The Garden Left Behind (2019).
Myra Breckinridge (1970) Raquel Welch is a trans woman and her goal is the destruction of the last vestigial traces of traditional manhood! It’s Fight Club! It’s Hackers! It’s divisive, but it’s probably my favorite movie!
So Pretty (2019) Literally the first scripted feature length (non pornographic tho it does have cock) film to feature two trans women played by trans women kissing eachother.
Something Must Break (2014) THE OTHER BEST TGIRL MOVIE OF ALL TIME. Drugs. Crimes. Gock. Slow motion pissing. Slow motion park Fucking. Genuinely the most beautiful sex scene I’ve seen in any movie. And she makes it to the end still alive and more sure of herself and at peace than ever.
Tangerine (2015) Groundbreaking and also a bunch of the secondary characters are real life pornstars (which I think is neat).
The Garden Left Behind (2019) This and Lingua Franca (2019) really are tgirl twin films, but (like with Antz and A Bug’s Life) the vibes and details make them distinct (I assume tho tbh I’ve never watched Antz).
///TGIRL DOCUMENTARIES
Bambi (2013) about a trans girl showgirl in 50s/60s paris
Paris is Burning (1990) basically it’s Pose.
Shinjuku Boys (1995) Trans dudes working in a tokyo club that caters to tboy chasing cis girls. There’s at least one trans girl in the mix too.
///FORCED FEMINIZATION
A Reflection of Fear (1972) They raised her as a girl and it made her do murders! It drags in places, but the girl in it is so ethereal and it has ageplay vibes and daddy issues.
Memory Run (1996) A very fun direct to video scifi action flick about fighting fascism by blowing up your pre transition self with a rocket launcher + it’s based on a novel written by a trans woman.
She-Man A Story of Fixation (1967) Notable for being such a cliche sissy maid fantasy while also coming out so early + it was Bob Clark’s first film lol.
Sleepaway Camp (1983) A more famous version of Reflection of Fear.
Surrender Dorothy (1998) A MUST WATCH. I personally bought a physical DVD and made an ISO of it for you because I was unsatisfied with the quality of the only copy that seemed to exist online. I ALSO PERSONALLY CREATED MY OWN SUBTITLES FOR IT BECAUSE EVEN THE DVD DIDN’T INCLUDE ANY! WHICH TOOK HOURS TO DO!
The Skin I Live In (2011) A rapist is kidnapped and turned into a girl by a mournful vengeful plastic surgeon. Which was also the plot of Victim (2010). I never really vibe with Pedro Almodóvar movies, but I recognize this is the preeminent forced feminization film.
///SHORT FILMS
Gender Troublemakers (1993) Some 90s Toronto trans girls fucking and discoursing. Explicit tgirl on tgirl action. This is the only one on the list that I haven’t actually watched yet. I’m hyped to watch it tho. Seems mindblowingly rad af.
Happy Birthday Marsha (2018) It’s about Marsha P. Johnson.
I don’t Know (1971) I’m obsessed with the trans girl in this one she just keeps popping up in all kinds of early 70s stuff. Directed by Penelope Spheeris (who is the sister of the cis gf in it).
Mesmeralda (2019) AN ABSOLUTE BANGER HOLY FUCK THE VIBES ARE OFF THE CHARTS! PLS WATCH THIS! I refuse to apologize for it being 15GB. It’s worth every byte.
Pat Rocco’s Changes (1970) It’s that same girl again!
Queens at Heart (1967) I can’t get over that hairdresser girl thinking she’s back passing. Most adorably weak boymode ever.
Shangri-La (2021) Another Isabel Sandoval joint.
The Yellow Wallpaper (2021) Freshly post op girl with a supportive boyfriend goes unhinged.
Undress Me (2012) Jana Bringlöv Ekspong did a few short films. Give janabringlove a google after watching this.
///JUST LIKE BTW
Some of these would be tough to find elsewhere, but most of the movies are also watchable on fmovies and/or can be torrented in higher quality.
After you’ve worked your way through the folder then just start doing Google searches for trans films. Look at IMDB keywords and letterboxd lists. There are so many more out there. These are just like my personal picks.
Always worth re-sharing this.
We are all flawed, traumatized humans at the end of their rope.
since the old version of this post was flagged for 'adult content'...
reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!
along with that, reblog if your account is a trans non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the trans enby spectrum!
if you had a button that you could press that replaced your genitals with the other set instantly and painlessly
I would never press it
I would press it once
I would press it twice (see what it's like then go back)
I would press it multiple times but infrequently
I would press it often
I'd have a vagina the overwhelming majority of the time but just whip my dick out to pee
@hairthingies @cant-afford-lobotomy how does it feel to have truly enormous brains
Reblog with circuit diagrams you'd hook this button up to
Thinking a Masc by Day Fem by Night sorta deal with this one
555 timer clock. Adjust the trimpot to get the right frequency of genital swapping. Like, let's start it out at 5hz, or 5 times a second
Transistor noise connected to a comparator for random swaps at irregular intervals, filtering and comparator threshold to taste
Happy Trans Day of Visibility
It's March 31st which is apparently Happy Trans Day of Visibility which I knew of but this is the first year where I'm openly trans but at a weird stop where I'm not currently actively transitioning (see last months rant) which also means it's a new month so 6 months on HRT's. I'm honestly not feeling a whole lot better mentally than last month I'm pretty dang depressed and it's pretty dang hard to get up and exist somedays. It's not the transitioning casing it it's more a lifetime of depression I was able to hold at bay before HRTs reconnected me with my emotional self (blah blah see last month) I'm still not moving forward with transitioning I'm not sure if its permanent or a just a break I just know I can't deal with it right now and just don't have the mental motivation. Which gives me conflicts about celebrating a Trans Day or being in Trans communities and group part of me feels like I don't deserve them or impostery I'm pretty sure that's my bad brain talking I can't be the only person that this has happened and I know in my heart I'm trans even if I'm not presenting I'm also still taking my HRT's and am getting noticeable boob growth I might have to learn to bind if it keeps up. Anyways its Trans Day of Visibility and despite my inner conflict I wish all the trans friend a wonderful day. I've meet so many good beans er eggs in so many communities over the years. Also thank you the allies and supporters who make us feel safe and welcome you are beautiful too <3
You never know if someone needs this. Reblog this, even if its not your ‘blog type’. Just do it.
Yes, please reblog
Do it. Now.
i sat here and thought about reblogging this or not but then i realized how many people feel suicidal, and i have too its not dan and phil but i could honestly care less, bc i rather have someone not die then make sure i strictly stay to my ‘blog type’
Blog type doesn’t matter. Caring for people does.
This isn’t my blog type but *deep inhale*
SAVING SUICIDAL LIVES IS BETTER THAN KEEPING IT TO MY BLOG THEME SO DEAR YA’LL WHO ARE SUICIDAL I’M HERE SIS/BRO/SIBLING!! STAY STRONG!!
Fine I promise.
REBLOG THIS IF YOU SEE IT!! ITS IMPORTANT!!
<Promise.>
This helped ❤️
Please stay safe people. If you need someone to talk to I’d be more than happy to listen.
For my mutuals, love you, please dont
I know it can be hard
But I know all that see this can get through it
mmmmm
Mmm, fine
To lazy ta do it anyway TwT
Plus I’ve been getting better… Sorta still battling severe depression and severe anxiety along with PTSD
Okay but like hypothetically what if I don’t promise
you’re not gonna don’t promise
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Thank you, clover
Got reminded of these lyrics while looking at this post
5 Months
*Going content warning this is going to be a little heavy might be triggering to some folk I'll try to tag it appropriately but im not great at tumblr but I don't know if anyone really reads this so it might be okay. I do think it's important to be somewhat transparent with my journey in its ups and downs. I finished another bottle of estradiol so it means another month. This month hasn't been great transwise or mental health wise and it has to do with something I glossed over earlier months. I mentioned hormone anxiety about hitting rock bottom and being emotional soup. One night anxiety overwhelmed me and turned my thoughts into pure despair with no logical behind it I came so dame close to not existing fortunately I reached out at the last second to kind one not telling them the gravity of the situation cause I'm an idiot but they were kind and unknowingly saved me, two other similar incidents over Dec and Jan that I obviously got through somehow. I've since gotten on meds that dull the anxiety to a quiet hum and have sought out support groups and professional help so crisis's adverted for now. yay!! But the whole experience has stuck with me and I can't shake it. I haven't progressed in my transition. I've put femme me on hold. I don't know if she's worth my life it's been such a rough journey and I have barely started. I'm still taking my HRT's cause this could just be bad brain and I can't admit to lose. I don't want to give up on being happy and my true self I had some good moments but is it enough I don't know. Sorry to be such a downer this journal of sorts was suppose to be highlights of accomplishments and me showing off outfits (I have these cute dino panties super cute) learning new things and not doom and gloom and my total mental breakdown. Maybe things will be different I'm also super depressed and stressed about my life outside of transing right now that's occupying a lot of my head space, life is really hard to exist in sometimes. I don't know what to do. I'm just going to keep taking my HRT's and my meds go to group, keep existing and hope things will get better.
I know y’all can relate 😭😅
4 Months!!!!
4 months on HRTS that's a third of a year! The month had its up and downs but defiantly an improvement over the last. Big thing I got control of my anxiety, mood swings and depression with a little help from blood pressure meds. I feel almost normal the anxiety and such is still there but its much quieter and I find much easier to stay in control and even when event outside unpleasant events which had crippled me the previous months I find myself able to endure them in a more reasonable manner. Also having the will to live again A+++. I finally had the head space to start working on myself been adding to my wardrobe and dressing as femme more and more presenting in online spaces. Been working on my makeup getting more of a handle going to tackle nails soon :3 I not sure where to go next I've been adding to my support circles trans and otherwise I'll keep up with that having people in your life to help you is so much better than trying to tough it out on ones own. I also need to start some vocal training I touched on it early on maybe its time to really tackle it. Onwards and Upwards!!
like a...
Got all dressed up for a voice chat with a dear friend I've know forever and got told that I "looked pretty like a lil bitch" she's the best <3 made my night
I love putting pointless effort into photoshop jokes
Estrojan horse (inspired by someone on discord)
cop out
absently adjusting my t-shirt it's an Atari btw nice logo, soft... anyways adjusting give a little scratch and I get a handful of boob, look down my boob!! neat. You keep on growing girls 'squeeze squeeze'
Oh, you're trans? How about you trans-fer those lips of yours against mine