anyone else think that the reason Josh associated music and sirens after the shooting was because of his sister?
she wanted to be a conductor. there would have been sirens when their house burned down.
also this could be why part of the pilot thing fucked Josh up so bad. not only was Cano shot down (presumably with gunshot wounds to him, although in the episode its just “various injuries” said or something vague) but his plane also caught on fire. not only shot but in a fire too. the two biggest trauma’s in Josh’s life.
so when Josh was shot the sirens may have reminded him of the night his sister died, she wanted to be a conductor so music became the association. then the pilot who was suicidal with Josh’s birthday was shot and in a fire.
I don’t know. I’m watching Noël (for the 100th time lol) so I’m thinking a lot about it. Also a lot of other people could have pointed this out before me so or debunked the idea???
Also I feel like Leo saying “if I’ve got a job so do you” implies heavily that Leo is saying he has PTSD as well (not just the addiction that’s also spoken about in the episode).
I’m watching The Portland Trip now and I want everyone to know I love CJ Cregg (and Danny Concanon).
