Knowledge is more than just knowing
I've been working with deity and spirit for a pretty significant amount of time now, almost six years (that's a long time for me). Arguably longer than that but I'm mainly talking about intentional work. Something I've started noticing is that often a deity or spirit will show me something, or try to show me something, and I can't comprehend it. Sometimes this is a temporary issue, something that I just need to meditate on or let it brew for a bit. But sometimes it feels more akin to a communication issue.
When my mother passed away six months ago, she came to me in dreams almost every night. Some where less dreams WITH her and more ABOUT her, but some it was very obviously her very much being there and wanting my attention.
She couldn't speak to me in these dreams, it was as if she wanted to but there was static interference. She then tried to communicate with me via symbols, which again I didn't understand. So she resorted to something I did know. Memory. She used context from our shared memory to help her get her message across. It was essentially as follows:
"I am safe. I am happy. I am with family and loved ones. I am proud of you."
What I see here is that there is often a knowledge gap between us as human beings and of entities. We don't have the same contextual background (whatever that means to a timeless, otherworldly being).
So, entities often need to get creative. If you work with deities it's very likely you have what I call an 'initiation moment'. Maybe you had a dream of a certain deity, or group of deities even, claiming you as their own, or striking a deal with you. Maybe it was in a moment of great need and you had to go digging to find exactly who or what it was. Maybe it was a long drawn out flirtatious dance that doesn't really have a precise 'moment' at all.
They come to us in different ways, using different methods of communication, because they know that we perceive things differently to them.
They also know MORE. More than we can possibly know. Side effect of being timeless and omnipotent. So, they also need to curate their message into a format that we'll understand.
We don't know what we don't know, so when a deity or spirit tries to show us something that we don't know, that is completely alien to our own understanding, it's fairly reasonable to assume we're just not going to get it without some guidance.
In my own personal experience with my deities, They will often show me something I don't understand intentionally. As if they're reminding me of what I don't know. That there are some things that are unknowable to me. It can also be a word of caution to stay in my lane, to listen to others with different experiences than my own, to learn and grow that knowledge and understanding, so that one day I may be able to look back and say
Ah, now I understand. Thankyou.
After writing this out, I feel as if I could go on forever. I've had to stop myself from going on too many tangents and waxing poetic.
I've been told time and time again that I need to write a book or start a 'real blog'. Maybe one day that will be a thing, but for now I'm more than content with sharing my scatterbrained musings whenever and however I feel called to.