Woleczek’s Place

my self pity and self love place

[woleczeek]

'm scared af so I came back to tumblr

it's nothing new or special, like average student in early 20 I'm don't have a fucking idea what I'm doing

status of my bank account: not bad, could be better

status of my love life: definitely dramatic, same situationship since 2020

status of mental health: it's not great, but I don't think it ever would be, but at the same time it has never been better

status of academia: I think it's one of the most important thing in my life, I'm good at things which I'm working on and it's giving me lot's of fun

status of animals: one cat and one dog (but sadly she is dying slowly)

status of family relations: not bad, could be better

[woleczeek]

like every real student im always broken and i always need more money

and cause i hate the feeling of being poor i decided, that i will start extra job during holidays (so far i have been playing the cello, but because of the INFLATION it stopped to be enough)

and good god, how adult people are dealing with shit like this? u work all day and still are getting paid the minimal wage

but the worst (thats not a suprise for me) is that i have to TALK and DEAL with people

my introvert soul is dying so i decided, that i will cry here, cause nobody knows me on tumblr 🥰

[woleczeek]

okay, it’s my final week in this work

so it turned out, that most of the time it really wasn’t that bad and now I even like people I work with

but the best part is that i’m fucking good at my season job and my boss is begging me to stay with them for a long time🤙🏼🤙🏼😎😎

[woleczeek]

update after something about 3 months: I didn’t stay, but I’m still on work chat group 😜

again it’s exam time and as always I’m shitting my pants af💀

I love getting knowladge, but with all my heart I hate proving that I’m doing it

[woleczeek]

update time: they removed me from work chat group, BUT! I found a way better job, I'm working in music bookshop right now and it has been a great fun so far.

[st0nesnglitter]

What can I do that is equally manipulative as a fwb (man) kissing you on the forehead?

I want to become menace

[woleczeek]

and he also cuddled me like a lost child and i thought for a moment, that maybe something will come of it

but then he started telling me the story about hooking up with random girl on the party💀

[woleczeek]

update on that thing too: this fwb relation is still (unfortunately) alive, we are closer than ever, but also the gap between our lives is more evident

sometimes I miss him terribly, sometimes I want to tell him to go fuck himself

but usually I just want angry sex

and to forget

[woleczeek]

like every real student im always broken and i always need more money

and cause i hate the feeling of being poor i decided, that i will start extra job during holidays (so far i have been playing the cello, but because of the INFLATION it stopped to be enough)

and good god, how adult people are dealing with shit like this? u work all day and still are getting paid the minimal wage

but the worst (thats not a suprise for me) is that i have to TALK and DEAL with people

my introvert soul is dying so i decided, that i will cry here, cause nobody knows me on tumblr 🥰

[woleczeek]

okay, it’s my final week in this work

so it turned out, that most of the time it really wasn’t that bad and now I even like people I work with

but the best part is that i’m fucking good at my season job and my boss is begging me to stay with them for a long time🤙🏼🤙🏼😎😎

[woleczeek]

update after something about 3 months: I didn’t stay, but I’m still on work chat group 😜

again it’s exam time and as always I’m shitting my pants af💀

I love getting knowladge, but with all my heart I hate proving that I’m doing it

[woleczeek]

like every real student im always broken and i always need more money

and cause i hate the feeling of being poor i decided, that i will start extra job during holidays (so far i have been playing the cello, but because of the INFLATION it stopped to be enough)

and good god, how adult people are dealing with shit like this? u work all day and still are getting paid the minimal wage

but the worst (thats not a suprise for me) is that i have to TALK and DEAL with people

my introvert soul is dying so i decided, that i will cry here, cause nobody knows me on tumblr 🥰

[woleczeek]

okay, it’s my final week in this work

so it turned out, that most of the time it really wasn’t that bad and now I even like people I work with

but the best part is that i’m fucking good at my season job and my boss is begging me to stay with them for a long time🤙🏼🤙🏼😎😎

[televisionenjoyer]

Fucked up that we got monday tomorrow

[woleczeek]

only sad noises

[woleczeek]

i’m allergic to cats

why god, why?

[woleczeek]

like every real student im always broken and i always need more money

and cause i hate the feeling of being poor i decided, that i will start extra job during holidays (so far i have been playing the cello, but because of the INFLATION it stopped to be enough)

and good god, how adult people are dealing with shit like this? u work all day and still are getting paid the minimal wage

but the worst (thats not a suprise for me) is that i have to TALK and DEAL with people

my introvert soul is dying so i decided, that i will cry here, cause nobody knows me on tumblr 🥰

[hystarsia]

cannot wait to see the regulus black edits using wonka scenes

[faggylittleleatherboy]

to the dark lord

[woleczeek]

i’m baaack

[woleczeek]

mood during finals

[woleczeek]

yess, im smoking AGAIN

and AGAIN im in my self pity era

its finals season and AGAIN i cant deal with my ambiton, university preassure and amonut of stress

plans for holiday are cancelled and AGAIN im thinking way to much about him, about things that could be different, but ofc he still has a girlfriend and im not okay with this, but theres nothing else to do, right? cause im not this kind of girl who will run to him and tell about my feelings, because for what? he is happy (i think) and he has definitely moved on

so it is what it is, sometimes you will miss people you once loved, but i dont think life is fairy tail and not everything will be ✨magical✨

its not a fuckin fanfiction, right? buy even if im sad right now i still belive that i will fall in love in future and i will be happy AGAIN

[woleczeek]

me on my way to cry in bed, because studies which i have choosen by myself are overwhelming me and exams are coming

[sulfatto-deactivated20241018]

[woleczeek]

yes sir🫡

[st0nesnglitter]

What can I do that is equally manipulative as a fwb (man) kissing you on the forehead?

I want to become menace

[woleczeek]

and he also cuddled me like a lost child and i thought for a moment, that maybe something will come of it

but then he started telling me the story about hooking up with random girl on the party💀

[woleczeek]

i’m going to smoke 🍃🍃🍃 with my mum, cause it was my birthday present for her this year