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Banner by @artbyace she/her, 20y, bisexual Fandoms: marauders, stranger things (byler), aftg, the pitt, heated rivalry

[peachrtistic]

⭐️

[yourstrulyray]

Isn’t she wonderful?

[manekkii-art]

Commission for @betterluck 💕💕

[choosadex]

First off, both are represented as the bad thing. Both are represented as both hurt and hurting.

Except for the fact that if you pay a bit of attention, you'll realise that these things do not have the intention to hurt.

A flame does not mean to hurt a moth, but the moth will still look after the flame even if it hurts it.

The worm does not mean to hurt the apple, but it needs it to survive.

The waves do not mean to hurt the cliff, but its constant slowly deteriorates the cliff (:

Neither of them have ever meant to hurt each other truly, but they can't keep themselves from doing so.

Good afternoon everyone !

[imeonasy]

[dustisus]

the trifecta

[lily-s-world]

A couple more from the reblogs...

And there was one about Jean, but I can't find it.

[tinylilhollander]

One of my pet headcanons is that Shane did one school play in middle school. He has a pretty good singing voice and the teachers were desperate for boys who could sing. He's also fairly good at public speaking, so the teachers were like 'well this seems perfect'.

Except that Shane hates every moment of it. He doesn't understand why there even has to be singing in the first place. Isn't this based on one of those old books they make you read in English class? Why is Oliver Twist dancing? He has one speaking line in the whole show and his director keeps trying to make him say it more excitedly. But he's not excited. And even after Yuna coaches him on it, the director is still like, "With more enthusiasm, Hollander!".

The only, ONLY, reason Shane doesn't quit is because it counts towards his English grade which means he gets more ice time.

And the only thing that makes it all worthwhile in the end is when Yuna digs out the old VHS of his performance and Shane, burning alive with embarrassment, turns to see Ilya with the biggest smile, fighting back tears.

"You were just so fucking cute, Shane. The cutest thing I have ever seen."

And god he still hates it, he has no fond memories, but whatever makes Ilya smile like that is always worth it.

[khael0]

[catastrophic29]

Stratt: This is Dr Grace, he’s… not my assistant, some other word.

Grace: I’m her carer.

Stratt: Yeah, my carer. He cares so I don’t have to.

[mybloodstream-caffeine]

I think one of the things I love most about the show implying that Ilya is the only person that Shane is hooking up with is that,,, Shane has ZERO metric for how intimate and intense his hookups with Ilya are. Literally nada. He spends the entire situationship thinking he's getting all worked up over a casual, transactional relationship. Meanwhile if Shane had ever experienced an ACTUAL dl hookup with anyone else, he would have had to pump the brakes AAAAGES ago, because what he has with Ilya blew past casual at about 100 mph roughly six years ago.

And you know what's even more delicious?? Ilya DOES know!!!! He KNOWS that what he's doing with Shane is different!!! He DOES know better!!! And instead of acknowledging that, he sets the tone and takes advantage of Shane's ignorance to do shit with him that blurs every boundary of intimacy there is.

It's juuuuuust 😩😩😩😩 it introduces this unspoken power gap of experience that one party isn't even fully aware of, and fics that pull on this thread of their dynamic are always sooo buzzy.

I also LOVE works that deal with Shane being confronted with just how different Ilya behaves with his other hookups compared to how he acts with him (shout out @probablily's fic all my perversions, which broke my brain and changed my life and you should go read now now right now)

[oshell-on-ice]

I think Shane and Ilya are the type of couple that gives you whiplash. They’re touchy feely lovey dovey staring into each other’s eyes with their ring finger hooked because they’re married and so enamoured with each other’s one second and the next Shane is wrestling Ilya to ground while Ilya is trying to bite him and kicking him in the ribs for freedom. And you can’t separate them because they’ll be very upset.

[cloudabserk]

BEST DAY EVER ☀️🌸❤️🦋

based on this

[kunaigirl]

Me: "Damn people are REALLY BAD at knowing when to tag their eyestrain art/images...either that or they just don't care about photosenitive epileptic people like me. I feel really sad now." Person: "But Allison, what if they just don't know or understand what qualifies as eyestrain and what doesn't?" Me: "You know what? That could be a factor...While it is always better to be safe rather than sorry (so YES people should always tag eyestrain even if they're unsure if it "counts" or not) maybe you've got a point?"

Anyways! HERE'S YOUR HANDY GUIDE TO WHAT CAN COUNT AS EYESTRAIN! I'm pulling this straight from the Artfight rules page about what needs to be labeled and filtered as eyestrain because it's VERY helpful and VERY accurate! I also know not everybody has an AF account and might not always have access to this handy guide, and this is an important resource; That's why I'm sharing it here! (under the cut)

PLEASE TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY!!! THIS IS ABOUT THE HEALTH AND SAFETY OF OTHERS!!!

Full eyestrain AF page link

"But Allison! How were you able to screenshot that example if you're so sensitive to eyestrain?"

I dimmed the HELL out of my computer screen and looked away while taking the screenshot and did the same when putting it into this post, that's how lol. BUT YEAH ANYWAYS!!! Once again:

PLEASE TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY!!! THIS IS ABOUT THE HEALTH AND SAFETY OF OTHERS!!!

[rightdownright]

by the way this is medical. this could save somebody from a migraine all the way to a seizure. this has always been serious. treat this seriously.

[gremlinnddraws]

”You stupid old man”.

“We’re both old”. “You’re old and you’re stupid”.

Had the vision of Andrew calling Neil “stupid” and adding “old” to the insult as they got older. But secretly there’s a satisfaction for them having the privilege to call each other old as they had very little hope of living till they’re grey let alone together.

[voidsetup1]

and out of the darkness - you you you you you

[wuzeio]

somebody requested trojan andrew and raven neil 😋ive been meaning to draw them ! fun dynamic!!

[lavenderprose]

There exists a video somewhere of Shane Hollander standing in the parking garage of Censplex wearing a backwards snapback and althetic shorts with an inseam that is probably quite literally just listed as 'slut' on the tag as he stares down whoever is holding the camera. In his hands is a beautiful and perfectly spherical watermelon. In his eyes there is nothing.

"You want me to do what?" he asks.

"Crush it," says Harris, too loud and close to the camera.

"Like, with my hands?"

"The challenge is to do it with your thighs."

Shane, his face and his watermelon do not move.

"It's for charity."

Smash cut to Shane sitting on a parking block, face bright red as he reroutes every bit of strength in his entire body towards his thighs. He is utterly silent, straining, and he only makes a sound when the watermelon finally gives up and crumples under the onslaught.

The sound he makes is high, long and deeply inappropriate. It also echoes throughout the entire parking garage for what seems to be a preternaturally long time.

"What the fuck is--" Ilya, who heard that shit through an open window all the way in the team offices, careens out of the propped-open side door just in time to see his husband bite a hunk of watermelon from the dripping remnants. There is juice on his thighs.

"Hey," Shane says, and then squints at the camera, deadpan once again. "I nominate Ilya Rozanov for the watermelon crushing challenge. Or whatever."

Harris, luckily, has a second melon handy.