Pairing: ( Loid Forger and Yuri Briar x f!reader )
Rated 18+ , proceed with caution
LOID FORGER;
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A softie, and a gentleman outside but in bed, he's a complete different man.
Has handcuff and roleplay kinks.
"Nobody's bailing you out baby, so how about we pass some time in...private?" him as a cop on top and you as a thief below him - one of his fav plays.
Aside the roleplay fun, he's into either cuffing your hands on each side of the bed or above the bed before hitting you in the missionary position.
' Fuck !' whimpers in your ear on purpose. As a man, he just doesn't hesitate to moan.
And it sounds extra hot for some personal reason.
He has a praise kink. He just LOVES being praised by you when you're riding him. And that's why he prefers being bottom most of the time.
Hates the term 'Daddy' and 'Mommy' cause parents issue. It's either honey or baby for him.
Has a habit of spanking your ass with his lengthy and veiny hand before slipping inside. Only when the position is doggy.
Actually hates the 'doggy-position' but you cum real quick in that stance, so whenever he's in for a quickie, he'll go for the doggy style.
The speed and durality is INSANE. Lasts for 4 whole rounds.
"Beg." oh the panty vibrator- He carries the controller with him everyday and whenever he's in for some mischief, he'll cutely convince you to wear them only for you to suffer in the end.
Actually knows how to turn you on with his knee; the way he's so tall, the way he presses it in between your thighs and makes circles, the way it rubs on your heat back and forth--- lord have mercy.
No pills! He had heard that pills has a negative and dangerous side-effect on women somewhere and he doesn't want you to suffer. Although it's barely true for most females.
So he uses condom for protection and tries his best to avoid you from going in for pills.
Gentle in every sex position.
And his aftercare game is strong asf. Makes sure you're warm and cozy, all cleaned up, and if you're in pain, he'll place a hotbag on your belly before cuddling you to sleep.
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YURI BRIAR;
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"I wannaaaa have sexxxx!" whenever he's drunk, he's crazyyy.
And boy, the head he gives is soo---- damn pleasing to the point where he can actually make you squirt.
Cause he eats you out in a way as if your pussy is the best fucking thing he has ever had.
Has licked tequila off your chest and nipples once. NEVER again cause your nipples ended up burning so bad.
Wall sex is his thing. Can effortlessly bounce you up and down on his dick.
"Fuckin' slut, is that how you suck a dick?" he seems like a 'sweetie' outside but trust me when I say his mouth just automatically degrades you. Cops instincts kicking in.
Doesn't like being degraded by you though. He'll definitely cry.
Also has a breeding kink. Cumming inside a condom isn't enough, he NEEDS to do it inside you.
"How about we give Anya a cousin brother, or even a sister?~" but only if you're ready. Makes sure he actually doesn't impregnate you without consent just because he has a breeding kink.
Is also into risky sex.
Like sex inside his office without the door being locked. Funny how he once made you suck him dry from below his desk when he was dealing with his boss.
"Yor was soo embarrassed when told her! She was acting as if she's a virgin or smth, hahaha!" man loves to brag about his sex life to his sister.
Says he's in a 'competition'. Perhaps a way to indirectly show his jealousy regarding Loid since he's soo handsome. Yuri fears that Loid might charm you too.
"You see these marks on my back? These hickies? I please her in a way no man ever can, you hear me Loid Forger?? Only I can make her moan and squirt. You could neverrr," sometimes, he takes it a little too far but let him romanticize you in his own way.
Sucks at aftercares! Peppers your face with kisses for 7 seconds and instantly lays on your side to sleep. No cuddles, fuck him!
He's a dom. Only wants you under him, so that he can plant kisses all over your face during sex.
But! He only prefers being a sub when the cigarette's on his lips.
Yes, he does smoke while fucking once in a while. Says it's an 'Energy refill'.
"Ride me while you can, once I drop this cigarette, you better be prepared to scratch my back."
He likes the marks of your nails all over his back. Makes him proud.
Is a missionary-man. Doggy-style isn't his preferance since he wanna SEE your messy face anyhow.
He wanna see the slutted out expression on your face. Until your eyes won't roll above, he'll keep going deeper and deeper.
Loves to praise you. *Praise Kink*
"You're so good in this baby," "I'm glad you're my woman," "I’m so proud of you,"
Is not rough tbh. He might seem like a 'strict' guy but he's chill in bed. As long as you're wet and pleased.
Lasts till 2nd round. But unless you wanna go till 4th, he's ready.
He loves the idea of creampie. In the face.
Rubbing his tip in your face and cumming all over is a different kind of pleasure for him.
And the groans he lets out after his climax. Oh, heaven blessed your ears.
Good at aftercares too. Will clean you up, tuck you inside the sheets and either cutely cuddles from behind, or snores if he's very tired.
AKASHI HARUCHIYO ( Sanzu ) ;
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"Ayo Mommy" has a mommy kink. Mommy issues too but he sticks with the kink.
Is rough. The speed he hits you with is unbelieveable to the point where you go astral project in the middle of sex.
Loves Cowgirl position. Says it's 'easy' to make you cum faster that way since your thighs painfully struggles when it's spread that wide.
Does not praise. He isn't Takeomi. Will degrade you as if you're a whore. No lies, you are. His whore.
"You pitiful whore." "I love how well you took that spanking for me, bitch." "Look at me while me fuck, clueless slut." "
Loves making out in the middle of the sex. He believes entanglement of one anothers' tongues is the crucial pleasure point.
Fucking LOVES the head you give. Blowjob is a must for him. After sex obviously.
"Whenever I feel your tongue around my dick, girl I start levitating."
Yes he does. Always. He bobs his head up to face the ceiling, and puts his hand over his mouth to stop his moans.
The amount of time your mouth has made him moan is uncountable. Not all men moans.
"My turn" and it repeats again, but with you. He loves teasing your cunt with his tongue.
And whenever you moan a little loud, which only happens when he bites your clit a little, the man below smiles like a madman.
"Clean me." instead of him, it's you who gives the aftercare to him. Clean his dick, rub the sweats off his chest and forehead, tuck him to bed.
"Once we get married, no aftercares for your lazy ass." your daily phrase. But you receive a sweet smile and warm cuddles anyway.
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IMAUSHI WAKASA;
"Now, if you dare break the eye-contact, no heads for you."
Dom. Dom asf! Totally hates being submissive. Says it's embarrassing for 'men' in general.
And all that just to test your patience. The way he slides inside of you is such a bliss that trying not to roll or shut your eyes is the most hardest task ever in your life.
"Oh uh, the eyes, they're rolling princess," says that when his fucking dick's in contact with your G-spot.
Ah, he loves hearing you beg. Beg for mercy, for pleasure, for sweet kisses.
Calls you 'Princess' in bed. My princess.
Missionary all the wayy. Because most of the time, you both end up fucking after an argument.
And he says he wanna argue while fucking.
"Used all that money for what!?" another thrust, "For shopping obviously!" another thrust, "Couldn't have---asked me first? Didn't had to borrow fro--m that guy!" another thrust, "So-rry!"
Public sex preferer. Shinichiro's influence ofc.
Takes picture of his cumshot in your belly. And uses it to masturbathe in your absence.
Hates condom. Cause he got a breeding kink. So you go on pills for most of the time. He'll be a great father tho.
Shower sex > Bed sex. In his opinion.
Sucks at aftercares. Either falls above you and sleep with his face on the crook of your neck, or lays on your side and sleeps.
Pairing: ( Sano brothers and Izana x fem! reader )
Rated 18+ , proceed w caution¡
SANO SHINICHIRO;
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Surprisingly, he's a gentleman in bed. Starts off real slow, until you're comfortable with his size.
Isn't that big, isn't that small either, but! He's thick! So it takes time for you to adjust to his size properly, even though you're really familiar with it.
Actually prefers doggy style.
"Make sure you tell me, if I hurt you." then proceeds to go rough to your liking.
Loves to pat your head in public. But when it's the doggy style in private, the hair pulling game becomes tough.
"Aw, if this isn't the same hair that got pat~" the teasings...
' oh god, fuck~' he WILL whimper and moan in your ears, ON PURPOSE to turn you on more.
Has both praise and degradation kink. He likes to degrade, and likes being praised.
'Suck it, whore,' the degradation...
'Yes, I am your good boy Mommy~' oops, not just the praise kink, but he also has some 'Mommy kink' stored in him.
Is a risk taker. Will want a quickie in public places such as walmart restroom, swimming pool, silent alley, abandoned places...
The man has long legs unlike his brothers, so he will do that 'knee thing', by pressing you against the wall behind before proceeding with any sexual activities.
"Shh, now I want you to control yourself," rubbing his knee on your clothed clit, he'll place his hand on your mouth and smirk, "We don't want the other person on the next stall hearing your moans, now do we?~"
But proceeds to make it harder for you to not moan, with all that rubbings and that hand on your mouth. A RISK TAKER FR.
A gentle caretaker too tho. He'll make sure you're comfy after the intimacy.
"I love you, a lot!" regular after-sex phrase of his.
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MIKEY & IZANA;
(threesome version!)
"I'll be the one to make her cum first," -Mikey
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"Not in the presence of me and my dick," -Izana
Yes, they'll compete even during sex, whether it's You and each of them in private, or joint.
Mikey likes to hit you up from behind. A doggy-style preferer, just like Shinichiro. Runs in the blood.
And Izana prefers being the 'Bottom'. He just likes the view of your boobs bouncing altogether with your hips going up and down.
Mikey has a spitting-habit. No! He won't spit in your mouth, that's disgusting. But he likes to spit clear on his dick and make it slightly sloppy before paving his way inside of you.
And Izana...he has a bulge kink.
During private intercourse w mikey, he's such a gentleman. "I'll go slow, and give you a different bliss of pleasure comfortably, okay?" and he WILL. He's just afraid that he might hurt you with his size if he went rough.
Same can't be said about Izana. In private, he's WILDER than expected. "Let me blindfold/handcuff you real quick," a kink of his. And boy the head he gives. The way his tongue rolling inside, both of his hands dug deep into each of your thighs, the sensation of his smiles down there when he hears your moan; shii makes you grip onto the sheets as if your life depended on it.
And threesome? They'll only oblige if you're confortable with doing anal. And since you're nott, yes they'll enter inside your clit together.
Izana on the bottom, Mikey from behind; Double penetration, just no anal.
"I made her cum first," -Mikey
"Fuck off cunt, I did it first," -Izana
They both did. But honestly, even you don't know the answer to that.
If the threesome takes place during day hours, Izana will leave without taking rests here and there. But Mikey will clean you up and stay for cuddles, unless Draken hits his phone up.
And if the threesome takes place during night hours, you're bound to get sandwiched between those two, who will try to stick closer as much as possible because they both want 'Y/n' more to themselves.
To be continued...
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Next up: Koko and Inupi, or Akashi brothers + Wakasa on part- 3?
Highlights; Amidst the confusion of sudden disappearence of his wife, Haru now finally stumbles upon a very concerning truth.
( Sanzu x f! reader )
The man was beyond miserable. He was beyond help.
2 months after the disappearance of his wife, and he's still looking for her. Heart filled with nothing but the vast flood of regret, eyes pooled with nothing but tears, by holding a few hallucinating pills, the man awaits you.
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'You can't do this to me God! It's...t-that's unfair! I am a man with a mouth and you know that, I was only speaking out of frustration and you know that shit! You know God, You know I have issues!' inside the chilly, a little dark church, Sanzu yelled.
And by slamming the alcohol bottle down on the floor, he wept to himself, steadily making his way towards the Jesus statue with his legs trembling.
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He knelt, to hold the feet of the God himself, and with his head pressed against the cold statue's feet, he spoke with no control over the amount of tears falling off of his eyes.
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" Please....P-Please Lord, I know it's your doing. This is...ridiculously supernatural, it can only be you, no? Please... give me my Y/n back,"
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'No no, let me iron your shirt. Go get fresh'
A sweet memory of you helping him slid across his mind. And more, more kept coming to haunt him real good.
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'Huh? What would I name our child?....Umm.........I'm not good at names you see, so I'd give that privilege to you~'
"We had plans. I-I even picked a name for them...Heh, Saan. For son. And...I was...planning on thinking of the daughter's, with Y/n. I wonder...what she would name her."
'Welcome home, honey~'
"I miss her welcoming me. I was wrong...without her, w-without...her, this doesn't feel like....home."
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'Haru, dinner's ready!'
"What's even a dinner if it's not made by her hands?"
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'Haru, don't talk to me.'
"What's even fun, if...I don't get to bicker with my wife. In a silly way. Heh... she's so grumpy. My wife... grumpy..."
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'Haru, I'm watching my show! Not now!'
"What's sex, when it's not her. When it's not me knowingly interrupting her series, and convincing her to bed with puppy eyes.."
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'Haru, I love you.'
"What's even love, if it's not the woman I love."
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Remembering every, literally every memory of you in his mind, Haru kept smiling and weeping to himself while still holding the God's feet.
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"You are cruel. Beyond cruel. Snatching my woman away from me, what did you gain? Eh? God? What did you gain BY TAKING THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AWAY FROM ME!"
Furiously, he stood and pushed the statue to the side. Making it fall and shatter into several pieces. You can stay assured because your man is ready to fight the God. He is ready to bloody kill the God if needed. For you.
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"I'm sorry.....p-please....Give me my Y/n back..." he muttered,
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9:32 AM
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Today too, 6 days of not going to work, he woke up late as usual.
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And as always, his hand made its way to hug you on your side of the bed. But the thing is, you aren't there.
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"I'm...so silly."
That's when he decides to go grocery shopping. But he wish he never did.
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"Y/n?" widening his eyes, he dropped the groceries and immediately rushed towards you.
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"Excuse me, stop touching me like this! Who are you!?" and you wailed,
"It's you, it really is you...Y/n, i-it's...It's me! Sanzu! Why are you acting this way?"
"Hey big guy, leave her arm." and your husband came in between, to push him away from you.
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"R..an? What does this...mean?" Sanzu frowned,
And his eyes finally noticed something. You were pregnant. Hiding behind Ran, holding his arm real tight.
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"....Y/n?"
"Get off before it gets worse for you, whoever you are." Ran replied, holding the basket.
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"Did you...fucking cheat on me? So...you never really disappeared. You...with my friend? Heh...Ran? Are you two, serious?"
"Do we know you? Don't cause any commotion here, because I'm sure it's our first time seeing you around." you interrupted,
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"She's my wife of 4 years and we have a toddler as well. I don't get where the 'cheat' comes from, but you better watch your mouth. This is my woman," Ran threatened.
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And Sanzu chose violence, by ignoring the fact that his wish came true, and Y/n never really was his wife from that one morning when he woke up.
And after that encounter, Sanzu was never the same.
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"I will.....kill myself," his will to live had long died.
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And by using his hands, he tried to strangle himself to death. Choking his own throat with every intention to kill himself. To leave, to never see you with Ran again.
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"Haru," your voice echoed through his ears,
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"HARU," again,
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"Don't call me, don't call me by my name Y/n. Get my name out of your fucking lips, Y/n, I hate you." he smiled, face so red from the suffocation.
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"Haru, stop. The hell are you doing!?" and this time, you yelled.
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"Like I said, heh...get my name. out. your. fucking. mouth." he smiled so wide,
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"Bitch stop choking yourself!" and the moment you splashed a few drops of water in his eyes, yeah the guy fluttered his eyes open.
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And saw himself, in a hospital. With medical pieces of equipment surrounding him, with his wife holding the glass of water and standing righy beside him.
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"Huh.... Y/n?" he narrowed his eyes at you,
"What the fuck, why did you began choking yourself??" and you yelled with utmost worry.
"....Are you...my wife?"
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And you called the doctor in.
"It isn't impossible. Him losing his memories after an overdose, it all depends on the strength of the drugs he took and his mentality."
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"Haru, do you remember me?" holding his hand, you asked.
"Y/n, what happened? Why am I...here?"
"Do you remember me, or not?"
"You're....Ran's wife."
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He was afraid because Ran had given him a good response to when the violence was done last time and he definitely don't want to face that again.
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"Doctor....there's something wrong with my husband," with tears almost pricking down your eyes, you rushed towards the Doc.
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When Haru realized that it was all the cause of the drugs to which he called 'heaven', overdosing messed his mind up. And all this time, he was dreaming.
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"Damn, I'll never fucking take drugs in my life again. EVER."
Kisaki's Wife is one of the best fics I've read on tumblr. I love Kisaki and Hanma and it shattered me. You're amazing! Please never stop doing what you're doing. This writing enchanted my soul, made my heart race, made me tear up, it made me fall in love with reading again and I read daily but THIS STORY made me passionate about it again. Thank you for writing it and sharing it!
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Highlights; Neglecting you was his greatest mistake. And he realized that only after he lost you. But you weren't really gone, now were you?
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( sanzu x f!reader )
It was just a letter, a letter with all the words that you couldn't say out loud. It was a request, a wish or yours.
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"I don't got no time for the valentines, and you know that shit. Ah, letters....what is this, 16th century!?" instead, he yelled.
He did not appreciate the effort of which you thought was sweet.
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"You don't have to yell y'know, I wrote that letter cause I was scared to verbally say it... yet you're still yelling..."
"Because what you're asking for is so unnecessary! I come home tired, frustrated a lot and you asking for this sort of thing isn't making my headache any good dammit!"
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At some point, you doubted whether if he has been doing drugs. Because every day, the reaction he presents to you is different. And it's sad, it hurts.
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You could barely see him smiling. Not saying he don't, but the combination of a smile and a frown. That isn't 'happiness'. He stays mad for no reason, and you are too weak to do anything against that.
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Because he may be verbally violent, but thanks to the lord he isn't physically abusive.
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'All I wanted was to...spend some sweet time together,' you faced the floor with regrets flashed over your face.
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Sanzu's POV,
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I don't think I love her. Not anymore.
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Ever since my friend introduced these heavenly substances to me, on lord everything feels so pleasing,
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except for her.
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Every time she opens her mouth, it's so damn annoying. It gets so damn frustrating as well.
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"Haru, dinner." I turned to her at the door.
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Was she crying? Well I can see that. But...I can't seem to care. Something about her, this whole house feels so different. It feels like none of it are mine. None of this belongs to me,
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my wife, my cat, my house...
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I won't blame the pills, no I won't. Cause it's not the cause of this, they are.
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Walking to the dining room, I faced her. She was busy with the dishes so I simply sat on my seat and prayed before getting into my plate.
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Man, I wish she never existed.
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Like, if she never did, I wouldn't have had to marry her.
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I wouldn't have met her.
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I wouldn't be regretting shit at the moment.
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I would've been a free man living on my own with no lousy woman near me,
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2 years of marriage and now, everything feels wrong. Never imagined I'd feel so empty, despite marrying the one I thought was 'the love of my life'.
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Shit, I need some pills. My head's aching.
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Little did the guy know, his thoughts were loud. That's what drugs did to him, he's in a situation where he thinks that he's silently thinking it all,
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But. He was mumbling it.
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And you heard.
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His wish.
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"You done?"
"Yeah." nothing more, by grabbing his plate, you took it away as he yawned and made his way towards the bathroom.
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"Goodnight, Haru." you wished in the dark, before completely falling asleep.
"Mmm." was all he replied.
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8:03 AM
Sanzu's pov.
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Shit, I woke up late! Fuck me!
Where's Y/n? Damn, she knows I should be leaving at 7:30, where is she!?
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Immediately, I hurried to grab my suit, and comb myself to look fresh for the least. Yeah, I'll just call my boss and relay him a lie for my late arrival.
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"Y/n!"
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Where the fuck is she!?
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Wait. Why does the house looks so... so different...
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So warm.
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Nah, where the fuck is my wife at. I kept looking for her, called her cell, called her name out as well but for the sake of lord, where is she?
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Taking the cell out of my phone, I went to dial her brother. Her only family, and my only brother-in-law.
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Well I did yell at her the previous night, and today's Valentine as well. Maybe she's mad or something. But I'll convince her, she'll oblige.
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"Yo, B/n. How have you been?"
"....erm, good?"
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"I see I see. Have you heard from
Y/n? Like, she's been missing since the morning,"
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"I'm sorry, but do I know you?"
Huh?? The heck is he saying...
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"B/n, haha...it's me! Sanzu. Did you not save my number or something?"
"I'm pretty sure...I don't know anybody named Sanzu in my life. Neither do I know who this Y/n is,"
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"Hey...hey don't joke with me, c'mon..."
"I'm sorry but...I really don't know you, Mr. Sanzu."
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With a string on confusion, I cut the call with him. What did he just say?
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Are they pranking me? Like, is she that mad? Fuck?
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But...
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Where are the pictures of us? In the photo album?
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Where are her clothes?
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Where are her jewelleries??
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Where is she?
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And that morning, his wish came true. Nothing more, nothing less.
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That was the horror that stalked him, fulfilling his wish so fresh.
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And now, the person name Y/n L/n he knows is gone. Who is she? Did he ever meet somebody named Y/n before?
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"Ah, my head hurts.... wait, Y/n?" his memories too are now fading away, little by little.
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"Why am I looking for Y/n? Wh-....man I need to leave!"
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on the way, all the memories that pictured you in his mind faded. He will never know who she is, he will never remember who she is.
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"Who is Y/n?"
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Entering his house with a frown in the evening after a long ass day, he went straight to his bedroom where the sheets weren't managed properly.
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He had left in a hurry, of course he did not manage any of it.
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And while managing the sheet, a shiny thing buried below the sheets caught his eyes.
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Grabbing it in his palm, it was a ring.
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Your wedding ring.
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Which got his heart to skip a beat, making his eyes widen at the object in his trembling hand as a sweet memory that almost faded forever appeared clear on his mind,
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'Do you take Y/n as your lawfully wedded wife?'
'Yes, I do.' and he replied, with a smile so bright.
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that day, he was so happy.
'How can I forget that?'
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Tears pricked through his eyes, after finally realizing the situation he is in. Nobody knows you, even he almost forgot you.
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But the ring he held in his hand reminded him of the one he was 3% away from completely erasing off of his mind like every other folk that knew you.
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" Y/n is....my wife,"
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But, now...
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The only place she ever exists is in his memory, and none other.
How would the midget show his yandere side? A side that's obsessed with you?
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"Sheesh, you dare ran away from me yet, again." he spoke out loud,
And with your slightly bruised body bondaged on the floor, along with a piece of cloth wrapped around your mouth, you struggled to relay the word 'stop' to the man, cleaning the knife.
The Mikey in front, he's not the man you loved. He's toxic, abusive, posessive. Time changed him, and eventually affected the relationship as well. But in spite of all,
He really Loves you. All of him loves all of you.
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"Hmm, yosh! It's gonna cut good." he whispered to himself, and gripped onto the knife real tight.
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"Ah, Y/n," he spoke,
"I showered you with love, I gave you my all. How hard was it for you to understand? Forgot about all the blood I sacrificed of every person you ever despised? And how calm you seemed after witnessing their...death?"
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Tears rolled down your eyes as you watched him take few steps towards the corner with his eyes staring at you, as the dark shadow covered his whole face. Boy he was mad.
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"So now, I've thought of something else. Cause your disobedience itches my shit so bad, so fucking bad! It needs to be...." a sinister smile crept across his face, "...fixed."
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Ah no, the guy finally held 'someone' gently captivated on the corner at last. And no matter how much you pleaded, it was futile to the point where you had no option other than to simply 'give up'.
His remedy for your 'disobedience' was, to sacrifice the blood of people you love, rather than those you really despise.
Even if it's his own child.
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"Now then, how would you like to see your little baby boy die?~"
Highlights: Kisaki Tetta couldn't satisfy the one he wifed. So the captivated woman chose a path to have a secret affair with a certain hot friend of his; Shuji.
Warnings: Adultery content, porn with plot, leg-breaking smut, slight yandere Kisaki, violence, death, a satisfying ending etc. Rated 18+, Proceed with caution!
Word count: 4.5k - 5k
( improved version )
Your best friend Emma, sister-figure Hina, half of your close friends, everyone was taken away from you by your so-called loving husband Kisaki Tetta.
It wasn't your choice to stay with him, but neither did you have any to begin with. Catching the eyes of a wannabe italian mafia as him is something the young you never anticiapted.
His threats and a gun was the sole reason why you were supposed to stay with him as his 'wife'. Or else, not you but somebody else from your family's life will be taken away.
But you don't recall him mentioning anything about Loyalty...
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7:30 PM; Monday
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"Does he fuck you like this? Answer me Y/n, I need answers."
With your back pressed hard against the cold wall, Hanma's dick dug deep inside your cunt, sloppily moving in and out. His long hands were supporting your thighs against his hips as both of your skin slapping against each other's was the only physical sound that echoed through your shared bedroom with Kisaki.
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"N-No!" you stuttered. Honestly, anybody would if Mr. Shuji had his fat and thick dick buried deep inside them.
"No, what babe?"
"No he doesn't---. Fuck me the way.....y-you do!" he smirked at your response. That's exactly what his ears sought to hear.
"Moan my name." he ordered with a whisper.
"S-Shuji....." and you did, as always.
"Louder."
"Shuji!"
"LOUDER!"
"SHUJI!!"
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He's an aggressive man, a little dominant too. And with that, he finally loaded inside of you, a lot actually. But not a problem to be worried about considering how you are on pills for safety measures.
Shuji locked his gaze onto your eyes and slowly tugged the strands of hair falling on your face. He loves you, and to show that, the dominant man roughly entangled his lips against yours and started the tongue foreplay as your hands steadily made their way to caress his soft hair.
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"You in for round four?" in between the atmosphere of intense make out session, he paused and questioned. Men and their fuckin' needs.
"Four? C'mon now, haven't you broken me enough? And guess who's returning home. If he finds out, we--"
"Chill babe. We've been doing this for a year and he doesn't even have a clue HAHA."
"Who knows....." there goes the usual carefree Hanma Shuji you know.
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Like a gentleman he's been towards you, he gently lifted you up on his arms and made sure you to clean the sweats off your body thoroughly after laying you on the bed behind.
"Turn over, I'm down for some snuggles~" aftercare and cuddles would sadly last for only 20 minutes at max. Can't risk no nothing, it's a sad reality you live in.
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"I gotta get going now." and exactly after 20 minutes of getting good chuckles, laying together on the bed skin-to-skin, he finally had to leave.
"Will miss you."
"Aww~ Will meet you soon anyway, don't worry."
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By managing his shirt and pant properly, he bent down to your level on the bed and gently placed his lips on top of yours again as a goodbye kiss. 45 seconds of kisses here and there, he was turned on, again.
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"Ah fuck it, let's go for round 4."
"Control yourself! We are not going in for round 4,"
"But what about my dick?"
"Go home and jerk-off or something. You know how he is, it'll be a double-homicide if he catches us."
"Would love to die together with you~"
"Go!!"
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Kisaki has stuck something really invisible and weird somewhere near the front door that notifies his phone about the footsteps that entered or left the house. Good thing that Hanma was there with that secretive information, or else, one little mistake could've cost each of your lives.
With a pout, he hugged you tight and carefully jumped down from the balcony of your shared room. Kisaki is really careful regarding your freedom, that was the only option available.
And guess a little spy object won't stop Hanma from coming back to his boss's wife again and again.
After 20 more minutes of pin drop silence around the house, the front door finally clicked open as he, Kisaki Tetta stepped inside the house tired. You were no fool either, the room was so clean and perfect to the point with no trace of proofs were left behind.
The man straight up made his way inside the empty bedroom whilst you were in the shower cleaning yourself. He stood a little cautious as you weren't there to welcome him as usual. And with a 'hmm' , he roamed around the whole house looking for you;
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"Y/n, I am home."
No answer.....
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He once again checked the bedroom and heard the waters running inside the bathroom. That was a syringe of relief for him know that you're safe.
knowing that you're inside your prison as you're supposed to.
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"Y/n? Sweetie, are you in there?"
No answer......
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"Y/n."
No answer.......
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He began banging on the door real hard several times with your name on his mouth;
"Are you in there or not!?"
"Yes, I am. I'm showering!" your heart skipped a cold beat after the bangings,
"Come out."
"What?"
"I SAID COME OUT!"
By wrapping the towel around your body real quick, you walked out of the shower with your shaking legs which obviously was the result of rough sex from earlier.
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"Y/n."
"Yes, I know... I really didn't----"
And before you could form a complete sentence, he slapped you, twice.
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"I know you heard me the first time. Forgot about the rules now, did we?"
Your one hand held the right cheek as the other one clutched on the white cotton towel wrapped around your wet body. No, you didn't heard him the first time, he should've known better about your sincerity towards his idiotic possessive rules.
He simply walked out of the room, leaving your half-naked, vulnerable figure alone on the warm floor. He was a complete yandere, narcissit, posessive. That man doesn't love you, he just wants to fill the void in him after Hina's death.
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You aren't on the page to be blamed because this man was so sweet when you first met him. You never anticipated this situation to occur, or more likely to be in, to go through. The history sure is not a merry one, only if you knew everything was planned and connected.
Not even his black card can impress you. That's the height you've reached. Nothing he had, he has, and he will have shall convince you to forgive and love this man.
But, his friend named Hanma Shuji, your 'Mister' was an exception....
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"I'm sorry for slapping you, my love. You forgive me, right?" the dinner time came by, yep time to 'console' you.
"Yes...."
"'Yes' What?"
"Yes, I f-forgive you..." No you don't. But what choice do you have in your plate anyway?
He let out an 'aww' and kissed your forehead before serving you his handmade delicious dinner. Thankfully, it went by peacefully, no shoutings, no scoldings, no arguments. Peace for once.
Bedtime came along pretty late, but you're thankful cause at least it came. His cuddles and embrace, that's the last thing that would give you comfort. With him spooning you from behind, you both silently lied down on the bed for a goodnight sleep.
By shutting your eyes, you imagined Kisaki as Shuji embracing you instead but him speaking, again and again, was a complete annoyance, interruption, distraction, etc....
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"Y/n, we've been married for like 2 years now, how about we do little family planning?"
'Family? Oh hell to the nah!'
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"I am not quite ready for a child." you made up an excuse.
"May I ask why you aren't ready for a family, dear?"
"I-....I don't think I will be a good mom. Not now, let's just talk about it when....I feel like I'm ready."
"I know you will be a good mom. But sure, whenever my wifey's ready."
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With that, he fell asleep sooner but you were wide awake. Shuji's words from the past kept circling around your mind ever since Kisaki brought up the topic of 'family'.
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'Of course, I love you Y/n. When the time is right, I will free you from his clutches, kay? Then we'll go somewhere far, far away and have erm......10 Hanmas maybe?'
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Thoughts of having kids with him were the main trigger for the butterflies in your stomach. The day might not be that far, a woman can dream.
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10:10 AM
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"I'm leaving for work, take care love~" Kisaki planted a sweet kiss on your forehead and bid a temporary goodbye before leaving the house. The moment his Bugatti's sounds stopped echoing through your ears, you immediately turned to your phone and texted your 'Mister.'
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He's busy. Won't be coming. A piece of sad news indeed...
After turning his phone down, he grabbed the random girl by her hair who was sucking him sloppily and pushed her away from his cock now soaked with her spittles.
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"You said you're all good and extra with this but you ain't shit either. I won't pay a single penny for this. Get lost." he sounds 'disappointed'.
"Is that what you're worthy of? Scam? A fuckin millionaire, are you not?" the woman stood her guards up as he instantly took his spare gun out and pointed at the woman kneeling.
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"As I said, you ain't shit. Y/n is the only one and none other."
"Y-......Y/n? Who is she--"
"My wife. Now get lost before I show you what else this selfish millionaire can do."
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The terrified woman gave him one last glare and rushed out of his office. To him, she was just a fraud with an offer. It's been a week and he hasn't got any spare time for himself to meet you. Jerking off to your picture and voice mails isn't enough for him to clear his frustrations. The only cure for his desperation is your touch, your voice, the kisses leave on his skin, you and only you.
Just about the time, he managed his pants up properly, his 'boss' , Kisaki entered inside the office for a talk.
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"Wassup?~"
"About the little business party in 4 days, I was thinking about inviting my wife as well. She has been inside the house for too long."
"Oh. What was her name again?" acting all foolish n shii!
"Y/n."
"Yeah, Y/n. Sure why not~ Let her breath some fresh air once in a while."
"She does if you're wondering. And I have a favor to ask, keep a close eye on her if I disappear even for a second. She isn't dumb, can't let her run around and mess up our marriage."
"Eh, the problematic wife you've got there. Stay assured, I take the responsibility of your little prisoner's safety in my clutches~"
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7:22 PM; Tuesday
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"I can't with you women. It's been half an hour since I got ready, what the heck is taking you so long?" Kisaki yelled at you.
"This dress doesn't look good on me! This either! I don't have anything to wear!" you were unconsciously taking out your anger on random situations you were stuck in. Since the last text, Shuji had neither called you nor texted you back. You stood furious, of course.
Kisaki slapped himself after hearing your tantrums and rummaged through the closet full of expensive dresses he bought for you. And after a thoroughout search, he grabbed quite a revealing cat-mugler and handed it over to you.
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"Wear that. And be quick."
"This is so.......revealing...."
"That's the point."
"Well, I don't prefer walking half-naked out ther-"
"You either wear it or, watch your cousin die." he doesn't like disobedience, you know.
So without another word, you immediately wore it and stepped out of the room while managing the comfortable yet odd dress. It wasn't half bad except, it was too revealing for your liking.
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"Don't even think about trying anything funny, got it?"
"I've been obedient now haven't I? Don't worry, your wife loves you~" A small lie to gain his trust.
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The business party, it wasn't in some silent hotel. It was just a loud and lively club his 'gang' owned. Kisaki really had a high-head there, every man that looked dangerous enough to kill others with a single stare were bowing down to him.
Some random males over the tables beside were drooling over you, staring at you from their p.o.v and imagining quite dangerous, forbidden thoughts. But being by Kisaki's side in that dress really caught you as the center of attention.
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Some were secretly taking pictures of you, a few women were cursing at you; 'bitch' 'slut' 'whore' and all since their so-called man had their eyes all over you.
All these gazes but yours only searched for him; Shuji. With his hands on your waist, Kisaki guided you in the private VIP room.
'Where is he even? Shouldn't he be here?' you pondered, still observing around in hopes of catching a glimpse of him.
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Entering inside the messy and colorful room, as expected, everybody's eyes hooked onto you despite all the hired strippers and pleasure toys beside them.
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"Yo, made me wait too long now didn't ya? And it's been so long, Mrs. Kisaki~ I am Hanma Shuji, your protection." there he is, the tragedy you've been looking for.
'Mrs- what? I'll bite his dick off.'
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"Don't act like a condom now. Y/n, you better stick with him if I somehow disappear just in case, got it?" Kisaki interrupted,
"Oh, I will. And it's nice seeing you again, Hanma-san." funny how Kisaki couldn't notice the deep conversation shared between yours and Hanma through your 'eyes'
Four joint couches, the whole room was smelling expensive. You were seated in between of Kisaki and Hanma, more closer to your beloved actually.
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"Let's get to the point now, kick these strippers out." Sanzu pointed his words out before starting something important.
Wow, a man with pinkish hair. Not to mention the rest of the good-looking guys around you, felt quite illegal to be there honestly.
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"You heard me, come on time to go shoo shoo ." The pink-headed ordered the girls,
And one by one, each one of them left, leaving you as the only female in the room. Sanzu then cunningly fixed his eyes at you with a smirk which instinctively made you clutch on Shuji's coat tightly. His smirk stinked dangerous, you could tell.
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"Want me to tell you in Chinese?" Sanzu yelled.
".........me?" had to make sure.
"Of course you, darling~"
"Mind your words, she isn't any whore or stripper." Kisaki defended
"That cloth around her body says something else tho, oh, or is she your girlfriend?~"
"This is my wife," next, he hugged you in closer and threw a grudge-worthy smile at Sanzu's way. Man loves showing you off.
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After hearing that, Rindou choked on the whiskey he was drinking as everybody in the room looked at him with that look of 'disappointment'.
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'I'm still her main-hoe tho.' ── Shuji
'Wife? Might as well ask how much he paid her for that role tonight cause she definitely isn't a wife of someone like him.' ── Ran
'Damn and here I thought I could hit.' ── Takeomi
'... ..' ── Izana & Rindou
'Maybe I am hallucinating right now cause no way he just called her his wife. Yeah, I'm just hearing things.' ── Sanzu
Their thoughts united.
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"She will stay here, no worries. Also, where's Mikey?"
"What do you mean 'where's Mikey'? We thought you both were together."
"Don't start kiddin now, he's not with me,"
"Well then try calling him, we really don't know." Rindou interrupted those two.
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Several dials and 'The Boss' wasn't picking the call up. Today's meeting was supposedly the most important one, or so they said. Their boss 'Mikey' really is their main criteria and guess who's missing.
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"So it really came down to this..."
"What!?" Sanzu yelled after Kisaki got off from his phone.
"It's him again, that shithead. Called the hotel and seems like he was the one seen with Mikey last time."
"If you don't fuckin' tell me who--"
"Hanagaki!! Ahhh, why is he even alive? I'm checking to the hotel, anybody here mind accompanying me?"
Kisaki glanced at Hanma and began a short code conversation with each other through the 'Blink-Morse' code where one relays their morse message by blinking their eyes.
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'Lock her in the empty individual-VIP room on the end of hallways, that's mine room.'
'Gotchu~'
'Make sure she won't run away from here,'
'You have my back~'
Not exact long words were relayed, a eye-to-eye convo took place hinting those words. At least Shuji got the point.
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Everybody except for Sanzu kept their cool and stayed in their respective places. Thankfully, the men around weren't perverts. Their eyes spoke danger, no lust. So you can assume yourself a little safe around them.
Kisaki wrapped it all up for the moment and left without even saying a word to you. Not like you wanted to hear any either. Shuji got up and stretched for 20 good seconds before looking at you with his eyes filled with something that was needy.
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"Guess we gotta move from the room, Mrs. Kisaki~" he offered.
The men aren't really a bunch of perverts, but they can't avoid 'not' looking at you. But no worries again, your 'protection' is right there, isn't he?
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On the bed where Kisaki used to sleep once in a while when he wouldn't come home, Hanma steadily drilled you, fucking the sense out of your brains with his long and thick length buried deep within your walls.
His movements were dangerous, but the pain won't stop him from reaching the pleasure he desired. He only once shifted himself backward and rammed in you aggressively, making you flinch and loosen your walls due to sharp pain from his sudden motion,
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"You like- this?" He exclaimed with flustered face as his cock was at the edge of your g-spot,
"Cum already, it's been 9 min---utes~" you tried your best to speak, which only caused him to moan and increase his speed.
The atmosphere of sex covering the whole room was pleasing. The moans, the beautiful smell, the faint background music playing around.
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' I mi--ssed ya,' he moaned. Yep, he won't hesitate to. He's not like those other men in bed that won't let out a single moan.
Few more ongoing thrusts and you felt his warm seed painting your inner walls along with his deep groan of satisfaction that echoed through your ears.
You brought him in closer and planted a soft and sweet kiss on his lips. Two individuals in love, making out with each other inside the luxurious room, such a blissful moment, but little did any of you two know, Kisaki was watching , from the small fitting camera on the corner of the room , patiently.
Mikey was alright, he was just having his usual mood swings. And coming back to the door, he heard the cheerful chuckles from his wife that he himself rarely ever hears.
"I see how it is," Kisaki murmured when he had reached the door. He now has a moment to witness his haunting thoughts buried within him. Definitely, he's been suspicious of his wife for too long now. Of course he was acting all dumb and shit on purpose, to gain some little of evidence to prove his doubts.
The more he observed you two together on the bed, the more anger his fist poured. Gritting his teeth like a maniac, Kisaki took 3 long minutes to finally flash a smile on his face. An smile that spoke evil.
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He then turned his phone off, unable to watch you two going for 3rd round; Hanma's swollen red tip caressing your wet clit again--
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"Oh no, Y/n is such a bad girl." Anddd turned to your favorite cousin with that same smile as he raised his gun at his/her forehead.
Your cousin could only jerk tears off and beg for his/her life with the soft cloth wrapped around his/her mouth.
"You see this shit?" Kisaki shoved his phone that played your live porn on his screen right at your cousin's face, "Did you both not grow old together? What a tragedy,"
C/n knew Kisaki won't let him/her go just as that. He/She knows what kind of a man you got entangled with. But despite it all, he/she began begging for a life to live, saying how he/she will convince you to not commit such an act that will displease your husband. 'Y/n will listen to me, I know she will,'
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But...
"Oops, can't hear you, C/n~"
BANG >>>>>>>>>>> 💥
"Sorry, my fingers kinda slipped."
He walked over c/ns dead body and wore his gloves properly as he swiftly made his way outside the club.
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The man holding the gun was cruel. He stepped through the boundary of his patience, and now we all can assume that he cannot be stopped.
He gave his gun a single kiss and managed it on his belt behind before whispering,
"Now, next are her parents."
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"Baby, I really think we should get...going," By holding each side of his cheek, you exclaimed,
"He hasn't called me yet, why're you worried?" and Shuji replied while gazing down at his goddess.
"I've got a bad feeling.....we're still in the club y'kno...."
"If that's why my baby wishes, Shuji shall fulfill it~ But don't sweat it, you're worrying for nothing." He caressed his nose against yours with a chuckle and got up. Each of you gathered your own clothes and got dressed, ready to leave. Whilst Shuji cleaned every corner around of the room, you caught his attention;
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"You sure you can walk?"
"I'll try," they were trembling a little, he's quite a person. Look at you, made you weaker than ever on 3rd round. No matter how many steps you tried to take, your legs would lump down, making you fall down on your knees time and again.
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"Oh nah, you can't do that." Shuji hummed, looking down at you thinking with his hand on his chin,
"Do I look like I have a choice??"
"Well, hmm....Oh, yep. You do have a choice, we'll have to break your legs~" He offered.
"Erm....was that a joke?"
"No hun~" he came over to you and helped you up, "I'm being serious."
"Why!?"
"To fool him of course, you won't be able to walk until tomorrow anyway. Let's get you some rest, I know you'll be fine~"
"Shuji, you're being ridiculous-"
"Trust me, I'll make it less painful~" okay. It's not like he's gonna make it less painful, but maybe that was the only choice in your pocket.
Won't gonna have to do those house chores too if your leg is broken either, the only relief. Shuji carefully held you up in his arms and gently placed you down behind the managed bed again,
He then attached your hips to his torso and ran his slender fingers down your thighs with a smirk on his face. No, he was planning something else, something fishy,
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"Okayyy, you trying for the 6th round now?" You interrupted in between as he was tugging your panties down,
"Noup, not a 6th, just making space for the pain to convert itself into pleasure," he sounded serious. It better not be what you're thinking of. . .
"Shuji, how wil-"
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Before you could finish, the man bent your left leg sideway in a swift, making you wince and scream due to sudden rush of pain your leg suffered. Man, that was unexpected, and mostly, it HURT. Hurt so damn worse that you couldn't control the tears rolling down your cheeks.
Just about time you were about to curse at him, he immediately shut you up with his hand rushing over to cover your mouth. Your man knows how harsh, and loud you can be.
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"It's okay babe, it's okay~" your left knee swelled so bad, not just the swelling, you began sufficating from the pain. But he was there, caressing your bare skin to comfort you by adding stuff like, 'You'll be fine baby' 'It's just a bone or two, you'll be just fine'.
He assured you, asked you to breath as his hand left your mouth and you did. Took your precious time to take all the air and pray for yourself. Whilst your eyes were calmly shut, you felt his length enter in you steadily.
"The pain's gonna go away real quick, stay steady k?" he whispered and began moving in-and-out, in and out sloppily. The pleasure didn't took long enough to directly hit your whole body.
Yes, he was breaking your legs while fucking you.
As he rocked his hips back and forth, filling the wholse room with the sound of two skins slapping against each other at a slow yet quick pace, a faint *crack* sound echoed through both of your ears; and it was just him breaking your right leg.
' He's a Demon. ' you thought,
Yet, he was smiling. You on the other hand were in between of mixed emotions, his hand caressing your thighs, eyes filled with tears, the body receiving both pain & pleasure at the same time.
' He's my Demon.' second thoughts as you gazed at his yellow orbs ,
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"How ya feelin`?" he bent to your level, and smooched your face while still rocking himself inside and out. You couldn't even form a word properly, all that left your lip was the moans you couldn't control.
And he liked that. Made him feel good for no reason, perhaps he just liked the fact that his dick and hand worked magic right there.
The swollen muscles of your ankles, they were right on point and sort of dark blue in vision as he planted a kiss on top of it before reaching his climax together with you. It was a relief, you were numb, too weak to feel anything as Shuji dragged his dick out of you and laid beside.
"Hah! That was fun," yeah, fun my ass. you thought as the silence took over and the only thing audible in the room was the running AC covering the smell of sex from the room.
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Until, Shuji's phone vibrated,
He moved forward and grabbed it from the table with an expression of annoyance.
And guess it was Kisaki,
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"Elloo~"
"Where are you?"
"Protecting your wifey from the other evil eyes on the VIP room~"
"Oh."
"Wassup?"
"I just arrived at the club, meet me. Along with Y/n."
Shuji muttered 'Shit' under his breath and took 3 whole seconds to gain himself back to answer him,
"Sure, boss."
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In a hurry, he managed his whole shirt and belt on his pants and zeopardly cleaned the room. Next, he fixed your tugged off panties on your hips and placed a kiss on top of your pussy before carrying you in a bridal style, you were just as confused there.
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"He's already back, time to go, princess~"
"We've been here for 1 and half hours, of course he would've been bac-"
"I've got a bad feeling......." He tensed. The tone of Kisaki was different, he noticed that. And he was quite frightened as well but thinking it of as some random knockout feelings, he excused himself out of the door while carrying you.
But just as he stepped out, carrying you in his arms, both of your heart stopped beating for a sec right there.
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As Shuji was holding you, Kisaki was standing right there, holding two chopped-off heads of your parents in his arms with a gentle smile.
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" N-No...." you muttered, recognizing them under the heavy mixed club night.
"Hello there, wifey~" Kisaki exclaimed,
You wanted to slide down from Shuji's arms but you couldn't, more like Shuji didn't let you. He was slowly taking a few steps back with you up in his arms, ready to run away from the madman in front.
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"Oh no, what happened to your pretty legs? Did Hanma break it while fucking you?"
Before he could run with you, Kisaki pointed the gun at both of your way.
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"Don't even try~"
"Y/n, shoot him, shoot him with the damn glock attached on the back of my belt!!" Tensed up Hanma whispered to you as you bent a little and checked wherever it was.
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You found it, small in size it was but before you could even grab the gun, Kisaki shot the right thigh of Shuji which immediately made him fall down weak. Next was yours, how man pain shall your leg suffer? First broken knees, now a bullet on the right side?
Not just you but Shuji as well screamed in pain but the loud music of the club covered it up. Nobody would hear a single thing.
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"Kisaki!!! Hear me out, it's not--" ─Hanma
"Oops, a corpse is talking."
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And with that, the next thing you saw was a bullet piercing right through Shuji's skull. Blood ran down from the spot where he was shot as the bullet laid still within his forehead.
Hanma Shuji, your lover, he was murdered by Kisaki Tetta, the merciless man that claims himself as your husband.
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The last thing Shuji muttered was your name, your name was the only thing that left his mouth before dying ,
You tried to shake him awake but it was useless, your whole body was trembling in fear. Just about some moment ago, you both were happy in each other's arms. This is the situation you last anticipated to find yourself in.
Your legs weren't functioning at all, and it hurts a lot too, yet you managed to place himself on your lap and started caressing his cold cheeks with your tears dropping down on his bloody face,
"Shu-- shu, no, shu, tell me t-this is a joke. Shu, wake--"
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His fingers were slightly moving, but there wasn't much hope left either way. Kisaki's men came and took his dead body away, granting you the last time you saw your beloved,
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"Oh god, whore." Kisaki muttered,
- as he dragged you away from there by pulling you by the roots of your hair, you teared up at the sight of your beloved's dead body lying on the cold floor alongside the carelessly beheaded heads of your parents.
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Tortures and Abuse ,
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That's what you received on a daily basis. It was a routine now, for both you and Kisaki.
He'd refuse to kill you, he simply just enjoys hearing your screams. You longed for his presence, his voice, his touch but Shuji's body was thrown away in the middle of the ocean, he would never come back.
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Kisaki never showed mercy, he'd beat both you and your son together. He was disgusted with you to the point where he doesn't even like the mere idea of the mother of his child being you. But it ain't like you ever wanna bear his child either.
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"Mama, why does papa always hurt us?"
Ryuji snuggled closer to you. Your 3 years old son, h/c with yellow orbs and face being the spitting image of his father; he's the product of your affair with Shuji. When he came to your life, you were blessed with at least one good thing.
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Thankfully Kisaki let him live just because you were being an 'obedient dog throughout your whole pregnancy and these past few years. But nobody knows when he's gonna snap and hurt both of you together, like always.
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"I don't think papa loves us, mama..." he cried in your arms as Kisaki had locked both of you in a cold chilly room just because you didn't clean the dust off the table properly. It was just an excuse of his, he just wanted to add more sufferings.
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"Mama?" Ryuji called you out zoning in the middle.
"Ryuji, he isn't your father." with a stern tone, you replied with a broken smile and caressed his head.
Ryuji was your everything, also the last gift left by Shuji.
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" I know. Where is he, my real papa?"
".......H-He was...killed by this pig. 5 years ago, before you were even born, Kisaki Tetta is the man that killed your father."
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That was the information a 4 years old could hardly grasp and go through but you didn't care. At this point, your hope had all died. But he smiled instead of being terrified.
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" What was my papa's name, mama?"
With an expression so broke, you glanced down at your son and gave him a warm smile before replying. He chuckled, despite being in such a situation, he chuckled and hugged you tighter with a smile that hinted 'hope', hopes of meeting his real dad and living a good life with his Mom.
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"Shuji, Hanma Shuji." you smiled, and he acted like he was thinking.
"....mmm....so that will make me...Hanma Ryuji!"
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You had to protect that smile of your son, your ray of sunshine. Shuji would've pampered him so much, given him the love and care of a father he deserves.
This, this whole abuse is something your son will never be freed from. Kisaki will definitely ruin Ryuji's future one way around, and you won't always be there for him. Nobody can predict whatever's gonna happen. But one thing you know for sure is that...you both are forever trapped in Kisaki's clutches.
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By gently placing your son down, you got up and poured every strength you had to shatter the small window's glasses.
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"What are you doing, mama?" He innocently questioned, a little terrified too as his mama stood by the window holding a piece.
"Do you want to meet....your papa?"
"I..... Yess, I don't want to stay with this guy. I want to meet my Papa!" only if he knew...
"I see."
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With a soft smile, you went back and embraced him a little closer and placed the sharp piece near the side of his stomach without his knowledge. His sweet smile faded soon, leaving his eyes widened as you caressed his cheeks whilst planting kisses of despair in his forehead.
No shit, the next thing you did was pierce the sharp object through his abdomen while hugging him tightly. Ryuji clutched his fists onto your shirt with wide eyes as it was so sudden, a child would never expect that. But neither did he scream, nor did he cry,
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'Mama...my stomach on the side.....it's paining....it hurts. Mama---....why?' he silently cried, touching your hand holding the piece with his soft ones.
ㅤ── was all you repeatedly muttered while crying and holding him close to your chest. Ryuji simply uttered 'Mama-' before taking his last breath,
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"Mama will....join you soon."
Just like his father, Ryuji too laid dead on your lap. It's as if history reapeated itself, but in a different font.
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By building in enough courage, you took the glass piece out of your child and placed it on your neck, to slit your throat. You were terrified, hands trembled a lot too, but you had to do it.
To end it right there, all the sufferings, all the abuse, you have to free yourself.
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In one last go, you slid the broken piece across your neck and lost your consciousness forever by still holding Ryuji's dead body on your lap.
The pain will be gone, all the suffering will end right there.
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You are finally free.
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"Mama look!! My Papa looks exactly like me!" In between the void place where colorless cloud surrounded you, your son cheerfully came running to you.
'Is this a...dream?' you thought, looking around the never been place.
"Noup, not a dream, honey." And when you glanced back, you found Shuji smiling at you, holding excited Ryuji on his arms.
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How many years had it been since you last saw that pretty face? Heard that soothing voice? Felt his warmth and touch? You lost count of it long ago....
But there he was, wiping the tears off your eyes while holding his son closer to him,
Without hesitation, you brought him in for a tight hug and cried so loud that even God himself felt the pain in your voice.
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"I watched, I suffered alongside you two and I waited, for too long. I'm proud of you, Y/n." With a soft smile, he exclaimed.
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"Come on, my baby's such a crybaby~"
Ryuji too began tearing up for dramatic purposes since he saw his Mom crying like a baby in his Dad's arms.
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"Come on my two babies, don't cry now, get up."
He helped his sweet little crybabies up and patted each of your back. Maybe it was a dream, or it wasn't, nobody knows.
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"I missed you a lot , Y/n." He whispered, tears almost falling from his eyes as he brought both of you nearer and embraced you tightly.
One thing for sure is, the man standing in front of you was your Shuji, not a fake one, not a doppelganger, he was your beloved Hanma Shuji that was taken away from you 5 years ago.
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" I missed you too, a lot, Shuji." You too replied with a warm smile, hugging him closer than ever. He stood up, holding your hand and wiped his tears with a smile,
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"C'mon, let's go. We've still got 9 more Hanmas to make~
Characters; Makima, Aki, Denji, Kishibe, Beam and Power.
Makima: f/m
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Prior to every time spent together, you were so sure that there laid 'something' between you and the red-headed woman you love. She's so irresistible,
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"Master, you seem sad." with just a pair of vest on, you turned to your Master, and peppered two sweet kisses on her cheek.
And she immediately threw the warmest smile at your way, after all, you're her favorite 'pet' ever.
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"Say Y/n, do you love me?" holding your chin, she questioned.
" Yes,"
"I see."
Of course, who wouldn't love such a beauty lying beneath you,
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"Say Y/n, do you...now?" and next, you suddenly felt a sharp pain down your abdomen.
Smiling, she dug the knife even deeper, and deeper as you slowly reached your shaky hands out to hold the knife.
"Say, do you?" and you smiled, responding "Yes, I do."
Absolutely nobody compares to her, this woman can literally kill you and you'd probably still love her; that's her charm.
"Too bad, I don't."
Not like you didn't know, not like you cared either. But curiosity killed the cat,
" why...."
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"I got bored. I need a new toy."
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Aki: f/m
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"Wasn't she your....sister figure?"
"Maybe. She was..." he replied,
All those years of being together, 5 exactly, he now randomly just confessed how he 'fell out' of love.
Whenever you went to hold his hands, he's indirectly shrug the hold away, I love you turned to 'Love You', most of the nights, he'd disappear from the apartment with the same excuse; 'Denji's house',
And when you asked Denji, the lie was so obvious with his reaction.
" Uh...erm yeah...We kinda you know, play games together. Yes I know it's late but you know what I'm saying, games...haha. Ps5, pew peww,"
Hiding the doubts within, you stayed silent until today. Aki simply confessed everything himself.
"We really don't go together. Not anymore, it's reasonable so. Separation is the only choice."
"At least give me a good reason? Was I really...that boring? This is so random, like I noticed your ongoing behaviors but...."
"Reason? You won't wanna hear it,"
"Better than not really know."
"I fell out of love. Reason, right? well...... Himeno. No further comments."
"....."
"I know I'm wrong, but....yeah, let's end it on good terms."
Lies. Misery. What else? In the end,
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the devil truly, hopelessly betrayed you.
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Denji: f
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"Heh....congrats, Denji." holding the invitation card, you smiled at the cheerful young man.
"Gimme a hug!!" and tightly, he squished you against him.
All while embracing him, your smiling lips quivered as you tried to hold the tears back.
Your long-time love, he's now soon going to be a 'married man'. He'll now soon hold the title of the 'husband'. But you aren't the wife.
'Promise me!! You'll marry me when we grow up, got it!? And cook for me!'
the promise he made, when both of you were 7 years old. It was a part of childhood, since it's really silly.
But you've always loved the man, who later on, seriously called you his 'best friend'. 19 years since the promise, yet not even a hint of romance till date.
"Yo, don't cry. I won't go anywhere, girl I'm only getting married. Sheesh, hold your head high and wish your bestie more luck ahead na!" once again, he cheerfully brought you in for a warm hug,
And by hugging him one last time, with a forced yet warm smile, after rubbing the tears off your cheeks, you wished;
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"May luck always...be with you. And your...soon to be wife, Denji."
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Young! Kishibe: f
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"Man, you're quick." rubbing the blood off the scar you impacted on his cheek, he smiled.
"You haven't seen the real speed yet, young man." and looking down at the handsome young man, you smirked.
He's been hunting you, the ,, devil for a long time now. Yet, not even once has he been able to catch you.
"Keep talking,"
"Nah. Whatchu gonna do? Grab me from behind? Hold me by my neck? Captivate me behind this wall? Or--"
And next, you were already pressed against the wall behind, trapped between his arms as his right hand held you by your neck,
"What else would you like to enjoy, Madame Y/n?~" he smirked,
That's simply how the night ended roughly with him on top, fucking the sense out of your body. Perhaps, his sword wasn't the only thing big.
"I might fall for the chaser," gazing deep into his eyes from the side, you expressed as he was busy with the cigarette on his lips.
"Not if I fall for you first~" and he simply just, smiled.
Days went by, but the man never showed up again. You waited and waited, for so long but....
"Been a while, Ms. Y/n." After 10 months of loneliness, the man finally showed up.
On top of the Tokyo Towers, where you first met the guy, that's exactly where you sat waiting for him.
"I don't even wanna talk to you,"
"Eh. Don't wanna play cops&robbers anymore?"
"Well I surrender." dropping down from the railings, you faced him.
"Why?"
"I have no purpose in my life,"
"Devils and Humans can get along I guess, but to me, you are a different story."
"Hmm. I have the rights to know why," folding his arms, he gazed down at your shy sight.
"Maybe I've gone mad. But you're different, you're fun, you're," and you kept describing every flaw of his.
And all he did was widen his eyes at the devil confessing her love, to him.
"Yes. I love you, Hibe." at the end of your sentences, you confessed your hidden feelings to the stunned man.
Letting out a deep sigh, Kishibe turned around to breathe some air as you simply just stood there, still.
2 minutes later, the man shutting his eyes finally fluttered them open and spoke, with his shoulder facing you, as the tight air breeze hit his glowing face.
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"Sorry. But I love Quanxi."
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Beam: f
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"We have a child."
"I know."
"Beam, no...you can't be serious."
Holding his head, Beam kept gazing at the floor as you stood beside him on the bed.
"Mumm, are you two fighting again?" and, a 4 years old kid slowly opened the door to peek at her parents.
"Hey. Angel, Mom and I are kinda busy right now, can you leave us alone?"
"Mm...Auntie Kobeni is here."
"Tell her I'll be there soon," he warmly smiled at his little girl, but it didn't take long enough to fade the moment she left.
"See. You could've told this to me before, what about her!?"
"I'm still her Dad. She'll be alright...."
"And me? Our...marriage? Our past? You've been...this way since day 1?"
"........."
" This just proves that...my whole life's been a....lie."
"It's not my fault that I love Denji, okay? I was born this way. I can't. And now that Denji's confessed how gay he is..."
"....."
"I guess...I have to go on in my own way."
After 5 whole years of marriage, Beam, the sweetest husband one could ever ask for suddenly confessed about him being...gay.
And he simply just wants to, leave.
"You...do realize that, your secret's ruined my happiness...right?"
"How?"
"Ho- I love you! You've been this way since the day you were born!? I have nothing against your sexuality, but...you should've never lied to me. At this point, all the 'I love you' that left your mouth are debatable...I-"
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"Shush. I've already made up my mind. Y/n, let's just divorce. Please."
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Power: ♡
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And this one, the devil named Power;
She will never break your heart.
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Note; More characters to show up in next part! And heads up, this is a part taken from my upcoming csm book on wattpad @wuanshii so stay tuned for more ♡
