i'm a mess

Age 20+ (for those who have to know -.-)

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Can anyone recommend me an Itadori Yūji x Reader fic that feels like "Yoake no uta" by jo0ji (credit song from season 3)?

I'm obsessed with the song...

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Why do I even bother asking people two days in advance to tell me if they can't attend the party I'm organising, if they decide two hours in advance is enough. Not like I made more food and bought more drinks than we'll need now.

[darkerbluerseaer]

emotional impermanence Suo....

him realizing every day again that his friends like him and forgetting the feeling every day again asw

him going "I see Nire-kun and Sakura-kun have other friends, they get along so well, I wish we could get along this well, they like them way better than me, they don't need me around anymore" and then being stunned when seeing his friends have just as much (if not more) fun around him or confess that they like having him around

him forgetting how much fun it was to be with his friends over summer break, esp how much fun his friends had with him

him feeling like a hypocrite when admonishing Sakura for thinking they would just leave him for not being useful, even though he himself has nothing that anchors him to the feeling of being loved

him after going missing for three days thinking that telling Nirei abt him leaving won't even be That Bad bc Nirei prolly doesn't actually care abt him That Much (nvm that Suo himself cares so much)

him knowing on an intellectual level that Sakura will probably be in Bad Shape after he leaves but not being able to really understand how much bc surely he's moved on from Suo by now, he wasn't that important to Sakura anyway (nvm that Suo himself could never move on)

him bracing himself every day for being pushy/a burden and being surprised every day that the backlash hasn't come yet

him needing to be useful/hyperindependent bc it is an objective fact that ppl like you if you are of continued use to them and they will definitely keep you around if you can provide, no need to rely on emotions that he doesn't believe to be stable anyway

him needing to be useful but also not thinking that him being useful is garnering him any positive emotion points, just "it's convenient to have him around" points

him being surprised when one of his friends text him on the weekend or indicates in any other way that they thought abt him while he wasn't around

him thinking that his friends won't come storming into Bankoku-gai bc why would they, he's not that important to them, they'll move on, he made it really easy for them too (nvm that Suo himself could never move on)

just, him forgetting that people care abt him just bc they aren't right in front of him expressing it all the time

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Why do i feel called out??

[every-suga-ever]

091: Vs. the Umbrella

[every-suga-ever]

081: Room to Grow

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Suga's so pretty T.T

[funnythingsidk]

im pretty sure characters in wbk call momijikawa just “momi” but ive decided im going to keep calling him “momiji” because it just feels better for him

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To me, personally, momiji also makes more sense. His name is written as 楓川 - the first Kanji is read "momiji" (maple -different kanjis, but also what you call the red leaves in autumn) and the second is read "kawa" (river). Therefore I think using the whole reading of the first Kanji is more natural (to me anyway) - and it has a nice meaning

[lovecraftian-lovergirl]

The soldier of Rohan who let Gandalf keep his staff had such immaculate "Actually I hate it here. Go fuck him up, gramps" energy going on

[timetravels-posts]

WHA AU where everything is the same except there's a spell for taking pictures and having pictures printed.

In this AU Beldaruit has a huge ass photo album of Qifrey and Olruggio throughout their lives. And he continues to add pics of the Qiflings as well. The album in question is always at hand and he would be ready to show it to whoever so much as talks to him.

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You have a question or request for Beldaruit? Okay, but first look how adorable the Qiflings are in this picture where they just came home after a snowball fight, and this picture here of Qifrey and Olruggio when they were the girls' age, right after falling into a lake. You can really see the family resemblance ( ◜‿◝ )♡

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I'm totally normal about the fact that Olruggio comes from a region where it snows a lot and the guy he ends up living with has white hair, white clothes, a white hat and performs water magic. Dude is snow-coded

[mayugoo]

i used to make so much haikyuu art like this in my deviantart days </3

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Tōru, are you aware you're snuggling up to Mr. Refreshing there?

Tobio, it's okay, Kōshi won't mind if you hug him properly

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As someone who always finishes presentations etc. at least a week before they're due, I'm loosing my mind rn. I just started on a presentation less than 5 days away and in my panic started with way too big a radius. Realized it only two hours in, luckily. But still ಠ_ಠ

[choberr]

Does anyone have the kanji used for writing Kasai btw I'm curious

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渦 (うず - uzu、カ - ka): whirlpool; swirl; eddy; vortex; maelstrom; spiral

彩 (いろど - irodo、サイ - sai): colouring; coloration; colouration; embellishment; brilliance; spice; glow; decoration; garnish; colour scheme; coordination (of colour)

I like this because 渦 reminds me of the red chanpuru emblem and 彩 reminds me of how Suō is always portrait with his colour. Also both Kanji together make me think of how water gets a light blue when it gets swirled and that's a really beautiful colour to me.

Edit: just saw that @ari-tan already answered this, but I'll leave it up, for funsies.

[rin-doe]

no but suo DOES love nirei and sakura as much as sakura and nirei love suo. suo's been drawn with all those sad and caring hidden — real — smiles when he looked at his friends. he's done SO many things he totally didn't have to do since he'd known he's at furin temporarily. like. he genuinely cares. just as much as sakura and nirei. so for suo to go THIS far to try and cut the connection? oh, his reason must be so damn serious. those panels with the laugh?

incredible. even the blush is here. and genuineness isn't. he's fucking dying inside. "don't be a crybaby too" is what sakura told nirei right from the beginning, nirei's intense emotional investment has been there from the very beginning. and suo has to LAUGH at the core of what his close friend is in order to finalise the "divorce". incredible. deeply painful. and tells so many things.

a) suo is scaringly good at faking his emotions (blush, wide smile and all, BUT I LOVEEE how it's still damn obvious he's in fucking PAIN oh nii sensei bless your hands);

b) his reason to leave is somehow still bigger than hurting the very core of the friend he truly cares about.

and I keep staring at this page too.

an autumn leave, a symbol of the seasons change. a farewell to summer.

a light touch, not daring to touch nirei's hair with his hand.

the stone behind nirei's back... what kind of funeral vibes is this?

the composition: nirei is clearly a symbol to suo here. of everything best that he found in furin, isn't it?

everything best, and he won't even dare touch it anymore. everything best, and his eyes are full of some of the deepest yearning you'd ever see.

the hand hiding his mouth, unfocused, i just can't. this is art.

aaand well. fasten your seatbelts, stakes are so about to skyrocket.

higher than the noroshi war.

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May I add onto your heartbreak? The leaf seems to be of a Japanese elm tree (as someone, who I don't remember, pointed out. Thank you for this tho!) and what a coincidence! Japanese Elm is ニレ (Nire), almost the same pronounciation as Nirei.

And then there's of course the first name 秋彦 (Akihiko). 秋 (Aki) means autumn.

Suō said good by to the boy who is named after a tree and autumn, in autumn with a leaf of that tree.

[littencloud9]

this was so interesting of nirei to say. there’s such a wide variety of emotions these flashbacks are displaying—when suo is playing arrogant, cocky, supportive, proud etc. and nirei acknowledges all of it as part of suo’s personality. he calls suo “easy to read”, basically saying that he thinks all of these experiences suo has had with furin are an undeniable truth that he displayed, which must be difficult to digest for someone who is currently trying so hard to pretend that they were nothing

nirei directly challenges suo’s facade and says that he sees through him, even if suo is being deliberately cruel. because even after suo has beaten him up so bloody, he does not believe suo. and his disbelief isn’t due to naivety or him being too much of a fool, but it’s because he knows suo too well. because they’re friends

which is why he asks that question directly after—aren’t we friends? it’s less about nirei feeling genuinely betrayed by suo’s behaviour, and moreso him begging suo to drop the act and stop lying to his face

(which is also why suo gets punched for laughing right after LMAO #deserved)

[pwlanier]

Hedgehog-shaped jar, Neolithic period (3500-3000 BCE)

Courtesy Alain Truong

[redscharlach]

I feel you, Neolithic hedgehog. I feel you.

[asystolle]

The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King dir. Peter Jackson

But Aragorn smiled. 'It will serve,' he said. 'The worst is now over. Stay and be comforted!' Then taking two leaves, he laid them on his hands and breathed on them, and then he crushed them, and straightway a living freshness filled the room, as if the air itself awoke and tingled, sparkling with joy. And then he cast the leaves into the bowls of steaming water that were brought to him, and at once all hearts were lightened. For the fragrance that came to each was like a memory of dewy mornings of unshadowed sun in some land of which the fair world in Spring is itself but a fleeting memory.

[noah-wyles]

i've never been happier in my entire life