Broken Soul

My road to recovery

[xalvyria-blog]

Individual dbt therapy today. Feeling mixed with feelings. Having a hard time not to think about my "drug" and my suicidal thoughts is a bitch! Ah well, what is a bal in the castle.... #idontwanttoselfharrm #rörinteminterapi #therapy #dbt #demons #suicidezero #bipolär #borderline #adhd #ptsd #aldrigensam #bipolar2 #broken #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #depressed #fightingtosurvive #fighting #dialektiskbeteendeterapi #lund #mentalillness #breakingthesilence #emtyinside #nomakeup #redhead #red

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You wanna know how a tired mom looks like? Well here you go, enjoy 😅😂😩 Drained of motivation and still have to do stuff... Yeay........ #mentalillness #mom #momlife #borderline #bipolar2 #ptsd #adhd #aldrigensam #suicidezero #bipolär #breakingthesilence #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #psykiskohälsa #demons #fakeituntilyoumakeit #fighting

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The floor is lava 💪 Xalvyria coming at you 👊 #lúcio #ow #overwatch #gamergirl #gamer #achievment #thefloorislava #blizzard #ptsd #borderline #bipolar2 #adhd #lucio

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Getting dirty = saving money!!! Love fixing my car ❤️❤️❤️ #gettingdirty #savingmoney #love #car #mechanic #mentalillness #therapy #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #brokennails #oilyface #oil #adhd #bipolar2 #borderline #ptsd

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I have to say that I look fabulous ❤️ Dbtgroup time! Today is my 3 wedding anniversary ❤️❤️❤️ love him to the eternity and back again ❤️ Tho I am very tired and exhausted... But it will get better soon I hope! #love #anniversary #wedding #suicidezero #stillfree #dbt #fakeituntilyoumakeit #fabulous #mentalillness #red #redhead #adhd #bipolar2 #borderline #bipolär #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #breakingthesilence #tired #mom #grouptherapy #loveofmylife #faceonfleek

[xalvyria-blog]

After my therapy it's lunchtime at #biltema in Lund. Time to get breaks and some other stuff for my car. Mechanic, yes mam, I am! when I need to be 😂 tho it's a great therapy to do it. The session was a bit tough today 😩 alot about my horrific past. Hate that I live in the same old habits and how complicated it is to change that behavior! But I can and I will do it! In my own pace and time! So, FUCK YOU DEMONS!!!! I WILL CONQUER MY SOUL!!! 🖕💪👊✊Just you wait! #bipolar2 #bipolär #borderline #adhd #aldrigensam #rörinteminterapi #ptsd #dbt #biltemakörv #coffee #sorting #fuckyou #demons #depressed #conquer #soul #fakeituntilyoumakeit #thougths #therapy #car #mentalillness #mechanic #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #breakingthesilence #breaks #horrific #past #oldhabits #oldhabbitsdiehard #nomakeup #suicidezero #stillfree

[xalvyria-blog]

Rocka sockorna med stil!!!!! ✌️vi är ALLA olika!!! Olika är bäst!!!! ✊👊💪✌️ #rockasockorna #olikaärbra #olikaärbäst #stil #döskalle #blommor #turkos #lila

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Completely drained of all my energy.... Slut som artist e jag nu.... #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #brokentothepointwhereidontfeel #ptsd #borderline #bipolar2 #adhd #aldrigensam #drained #slutsomartist #suicidezero #tired #red #redhead #sickkids #mom #mentalillness #momlife

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Sick kids and a sick mom ✌️😔 I'm so tired 😩#aldrigensam #tired #mom #mentalillness #sick #kids #adhd #bipolar2 #borderline #ptsd #brokentothepointwhereidontfeel #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa

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Got my piercing back in ✌️snakebites next!!! Me wants it!!! BADLY!!! #piercing #eyrbrow #red #redhead #bipolar2 #adhd #borderline #ptsd #tired #wantmore #aldrigensam #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #mentalillness #glasses #instaselfie

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Therapy time ✌️ Dags för terapi! Osminkad och en jätte finne på hakan 😂✌️ #rörinteminterapi #dbt #grouptherapy #breakingthesilence #bipolar2 #borderline #adhd #aldrigensam #adhd #red #redhead #sid #nomakeup #tired #juno #ptsd #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #terapi #suicidezero #broken

[xalvyria-blog]

De kändes som att de var för bra för att vara sant! Men jag hade fel! De finns människor som menar det dom säger och som vill hjälpa! Underbart att kunna vara ärlig och att få frågan om jag orkar berätta mer om mig sen för att underlätta! Hoppet om att mänskligheten inte är förlorad kom tillbaka ! My hope returned when I realized that good people do exist!so much pain and suffering for a while and now we are going to be fine! #ptsd #adhd #borderline #bipolar2 #bipolär #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #demons #DelaHelaDig #nytthus #hoppet #människor #förlorat #hoppetommänskligheten #jaghadefel #aldrigensam #suicidezero #mentalillness #breakingthesilence #nomakeup #fakeituntilyoumakeit #fighting

[xalvyria-blog]

🌹🌸♥️❤️💅 it's been a while ago since I've painted my nails.... But I do love this color ❤️❤️❤️ #springnails #rednails #ofcourse #flower #reinstones #stillmessy #match #matching #matchingmyiphone

[xalvyria-blog]

Distraction... #pain #nails #nailpolish #glitter #reinstones #brokentothepointwhereidontfeel #demons #dbt #depressed #struggle #ptsd #devistated #borderline #bipolar2 #aldrigensam #adhd #red #disturbed #distracting #idontwanttoselfharrm #demons #DelaHelaDig #bryttystnadenkringpsykiskohälsa #pampering #tryinghard #holdon #mentalillness #breakingthesilence

[xalvyria-blog]

No one is gonna break me down to this point! I have enough demons fighting! I'll find a new house and then we can start over! 3 months to go.... Wish me luck!! 🍀 #fakeituntilyoumakeit #bipolar2 #adhd #borderline #bostadslösom3månader #fml #suicidezero #struggle #ptsd #brokentothepointwhereidontfeel #devistated #homeless

[xalvyria-blog]

The tears are running down my cheek... When I struggle hard with everything then hell runs me over... We have to move, the house needs to be put up for sale. Now we have 3 months to find a new home... FML 🔫 #tears #bipolar2 #borderline #adhd #ptsd #pain #motivation #hell #why #fml #struggle #suicidezero #brokentothepointwhereidontfeel

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Mina nya pjux ❤️❤️❤️ behövdes verkligen!!! #skopunkten #nyaskor #vita #smartattskaffavitaskornärmanharbarnochhund