I'm an angel, you ass.

† [Independent Castiel RP blog] [Written by Vega ] † [Most content errs on the crack side. Cas is pre-s9, mun likes to play his personality closer to s4. He is a gruff, angry, fluffed up birb and I apologize if he insults you in advance.] †

[xdivinus]

†— ooc;

i’m hoping by pacing myself i’ll have a bigger inclination to get on more often; yes that’s definitely the reason I only do a handful of replies before leaving again i’m not making excuses for myself it’s a strategy;

i have about 6 replies and the same amount of asks; and IMs       ; I did answer of a bunch of those today          ; an effort was made alright;

i want to promise to get on again soon but i won’t so if i forget it isn’t a broken one; getting on twice this week was progress;

until then our prayer inbox is open                 ;                                                                                                                              interact with the angel

[cassource]

4.16 On the Head of a Pin

[xpuppydogeyes-deactivated201908]

*Places collar in inbox* Mine now.

Sam smiled and cuddled against Castiel. “I don’t think I could argue with that.” He said softly.

[xdivinus]

Earth had so many UNEXPECTED pleasures          ; kissing turned out to be one of them. Castiel hadn’t kissed  m a n y ; unnecessary to his duty; lack of INCLINATION. Multi-dimensional celestial wavelengths did not partake. One must have a vessel for these things             ; his good fortune to  r e j o i c e ; for he would not want to CEDE Sam’s.

Soft;  c a u t i o u s               ; the first left warmth tingling through his grace; breath PAUSED. The gifting of a collar had not; in it’s conception        ; been  s e x u a l  in nature. HOWEVER, if it was this that resulted in kisses he would  g l a d l y  hand Sam thousands for the chance. He could not admit he did not ENJOY the thought            ; nor the  a c t i o n.

He shifted to face Sam fully; smile mirrored with smile, only to be LOST amid the meeting of lips; the gentle  r u s h  that came with it. He now understood the humans that hid away for privacy; tangled limbs in DARKENED corners. Castiel could  c l e a r l y imagine dragging Sam into a closet during a hunt; snatching an opportunity to let himself DROWN.

[xpuppydogeyes-deactivated201908]

While he was nervous initially, all that melted away when Castiel kissed BACK. It was like nothing else that he’d ever known, yet he seemed to know exactly what to do in return. He sighed happily and shifted so he was straddling the angel’s lap. Sam hoped that he wasn’t being too forward. While kissing was something he’d  g l a d l y  do all day if given the chance, he wouldn’t go beyond it.

But with that thought in his head, it began to  g r o w  and worm it’s way deep into his thoughts, making it so that he couldn’t fully enjoy the GIFT that was called Castiel’s lips. Sam pulled away, just enough to break contact and rested his head on the angel’s shoulder, hunched so his height would fit in a smaller space.

He didn’t say anything, for he was not quite sure how to ARTICULATE what he wanted. But instead, he gently nuzzled Castiel’s neck and wrapped his arms around his shoulders. The closeness was enough to somewhat ease his mind.

[xdivinus]

Angels were MIGHTY. The ground  q u a k e d  beneath every step; true form large and brilliant; OVERWHELMING. Humans should be small and inconsequential. Kissing even moreso.                                  Such a  t i n y  gesture; a grain of sand against the edge of your foot.                        HOWEVER                               ;  As one hand curled around the side of Sam’s neck;  t e n d e r n e s s  lodged and growing in his chest became APPARENT; moreso than usual. Emotion that was belittled and                                                                     d i s c o u r a g e d  by his brethren; his SUPERIORS.  Rather than the kissing                      ; it was this knowledge that seemed inconsequential. Lips pressed against lips, pleasant weight shifted into his lap. Not heavy; but  w a r m .  Eager?

Lips  p a r t e d   as easily as they’d met. Sam’s frame was larger                   ; somehow forehead pressed to shoulder seemed natural NONETHELESS. Perhaps he simply enjoyed the sensation. E n d e a r i n g . Fingers rubbed the back of Sam’s neck gently; brushed the EDGE of the collar before being replaced                        ; holding the hunter close in the silence; only broken by the pleased, UNINTENTIONAL puff of air in response to his neck being  n u z z l e d .                            The affectionate gesture welcomed as well.

                                  He hoped they were never disturbed.

[xdivinus]

[text] just woke up in the beanbag bin at walmart ((hello!))

{†}  { @blainemoriarty }

Bags of BEANS seemed uncomfortable to take one’s  r e s t  in. Had he chosen that spot or had he  p a s s e d  out THERE?

                                      …

[text] Are you alright?

[tomjoyphotography]

Verticals // Glen Doll // Scotland

[i-consume-your-light-again-deac]

Lost in the Fog II by I-consume-your-light photography

[mylittlecornerfandomium]

12.05 The One You’ve Been Waiting For

[xdivinus]

[text] just woke up in the beanbag bin at walmart

{†}  { @purple-winged-angel }

                                 ; Angels didn’t SLEEP. Only if your power was an issue would sleep be a n e c e s s i t y .             If it was           ; one would not deem to do so at a human DEPARTMENT store.

T h e r e f o r e ; it stood to REASON something must be wrong. Unconsciousness may have been  f o r c e d  at the point of a BLADE.

[text] Are you in danger?

[leave-me-colourless]

[xdivinus]

†— ooc;

i realized i’d been gone for awhile; time got away from me while cas and i were in heaven;

i only have four replies left and some asks; i’m sure there are more if i look for them .... *shifty look*;

dear me: stop getting on here right before bed and then needing to crash in the middle of replies;

the ask is still open however. if you wish to contact the angel;            pray to him;

[xdivinus]

"Fucking knot me already!" Dean growled out in frustration, wondering why there was so much resistance to the simple action.

{†}  { @thelilwinchester }

“...” He was TEMPTED.  O f   c o u r s e  he was tempted                   As rushing headlong into the depths would be foolishness; he’d held off, at least temporarily.

Their existence was TURBULENT enough. He had no wish for more upheaval      ; as much as he wanted nothing more than to  d r o w n                            ; welcoming warmth and fire; heavy breaths & SEEKING fingers.

No doubt Dean recognized how CLOSE he was to giving in,  n o   m a t t e r  his doubts. His fingers rubbed together restlessly     ; itching to touch, to pull and  t u g , map freckled CONSTELLATIONS.He refused to fist his hand; fidgeting was enough of a tell.

“Are you sure you’ve entirely thought this through?” Came the next question, instead of another QUERY of if he was alright, or why. He was balancing on the  p r e c i p i c e. Now he was more concerned with if Dean EXPECTED to brush this off like all his other  t a w d r y  one-night stands once he gave in. If so Castiel would NOT be pleased.

[xdivinus]

unholyhunter:

xdivinus:

A d m i t t e d l y , this position would fare EASIER if Sam was shorter than this vessel. Jimmy Novak was not a small man; his younger charge merely  l a r g e r .                      BIGGER than many Omegas Castiel had witnessed.        One could marvel at the mold his Father had BROKEN when creating Sam Winchester.

The scent of  h e a t wrapped around his senses; heady, MOUTHWATERING. He pressed his nose to the locks brushing his cheek; curled his arms around the human; emitted a soft sigh. As drawing as the smell was; giving Sam comfort soothed a measure of   c o n c e r n          ; a  c o m p u l s i o n  that had only GROWN the longer he spent in the Winchester’s company.

“Are you sure Dean went out?” He asked; SOFT in the quiet of the room.

It was H O T and Sam didn’t like I T. Castiel smelled S O O T H I N G like nice R A I N and M O R N I N G dew. He wanted to beg the A L P H A to T O U C H  him, N E E D E D him to T O U C H him. He didn’t care where D E A N  was. “I think he went out,”

He said simply. His heat made him want to reach out to the A L P H A that he was currently in the lap of. “ Castiel was a bit O L D fashion and Sam knew he would have to ask the A L P H A for what he wanted. "Cas..?” He started after a moment of silence. “I..I want you to touch me..please..”

Yes, it wasn’t much Dean’s BUSINESS what they did;  h o w e v e r  it would still be awkward to be caught in such a position. They       they  a l l  fought enough without FURTHER conflict.           Sam was smelling more  t a n t a l i z i n g  by the minute. Letting go of him seemed IMPOSSIBLE. 

A palm drew up the broad width of the other’s back and rubbed the back of his neck; g e n t l e; SOOTHING. I’m here, Sam. “I am touching you.”

[xdemondrinker-a]

Omega + Alpha meme: How to care for your Omega charge: Seclusion for safety. Keep hydrated. Lots of hair pets and cuddling. Ward all entrances and windows. Do what is requested of you within reason.

[ x ]

         Going into heat is exhausting, he’s got no words for how grateful he is to the angel for all the care he’s offered. It’s almost kind of easy to let his eyes drift closed at the touch of fingers through his hair. Curling up into himself he sighs, “Thanks, Cas.” 

[xdivinus]

When the  W i n c h e s t e r s  had been assigned into his charge he wouldn’t have thought this would be in the job description. SURPRISINGLY, he didn’t seem to mind as much as he  s h o u l d  have. Angels were NOT supposed to tend to the whims of  m e r e  humans         ; nevertheless he found himself continuing gentle strokes through Sam’s hair         dampened from  e x e r t i o n. Giving COMFORT where he could. Unimaginable; being put through such an ordeal so often          no matter it was the way of things. Seeing Sam in such a state was           disturbing CONCERNING.                                                       Capable;  s t r o n g -  whittled down to a FRACTION. If ever a Winchester needed his GUIDANCE; his  p r e s e n c e ; it was now.

“You’re welcome Sam.” Voice soft in the quiet of the room.

[thedeanofhell]

[text] Sorry I got drunk and texted you about my sex life

[text] It’s…ok…to be honest I didn’t even know you had a sex life

[text] I dont mean that in a bad way

[thedeanofhell]

[text] no, Cas…no, it didn’t

[text] But at least you tried

[xdivinus]

[text] Why didn’t it work it was perfectly accurate. [text] She should’ve been flattered an angel deemed her worthy of intercourse.

[scythereaping-deactivated201810]

@xdivinus

             { ♫ };; —–                                ❝…. I can tell you’re not human.                              Just what are you, sir?❞

[xdivinus]

C a n  y o u ?

Her words made her own non-human status CLEAR; if nothing else. Was she not afraid to speak such                    ? .......Or perhaps she spoke out of FEAR. An angel’s  r a d i a n c e  could be                                                                                                                          OVERWHELMING.

“I am an angel of the lord.”

[thereaintnoothermenlikeme]

@xdivinus

[text:] I’m not sure you’ll be given a choice. [text:] What is mario kart?

[text@cas]: Mario Kart is a test of skill and cunning. With mushrooms. [text@cas]: I’d show you, but someone broke the controller. [text@cas]: Not me. Probably Sam. Where are you?

[xdivinus]

[text:] I’m skeptical of- [U N S E N T  M E S S A G E] [text:] I can assure you I would wi- [U N S E N T  M E S S A G E] [text:] Do you need me to come? [text:] What do you mean go down first?

[rpmememaker]

A/B/O starters (send one for my muse’s reaction)

[xdivinus]

rpmememaker:

1- : “Why are you resisting your nature?” 2- : “I can smell it! You’re in heat.” 3- : “I can’t wait to see your/my belly swell with our perfect babies.” 4- : “Fuck! I can feel it/them moving in there.” 5- : “You’re feverish, so stop being stubborn and go lay in the nest.” 6- : “Are those suppressant pills!?” 7- : “Put the glass down. You are pregnant with my kids and I’m not going to let you self-destruct because you can’t cope with _______ ” (ex: your nature) 8- : “Look at your neck. Look at the marks I left. You are mine. And solely mine.” 9- : “Come, I’ll give you a bath to wash the dry slick away.” 10- : “What does my omega want for breakfast/lunch/dinner?” 11- : “You, the alpha, are cooking for me?” 12- : “Why do I even bother when all you do is use your pheromones to push me into rut?” 13- : “I don’t want you to knot me.” 14- : “We are bonded but not married, and your parents are old fashioned. If they find out…” 15- : “Fucking knot me already!” 16- : “I-I can’t stay when you’re… like this…”  (heat) 17- : “Your smell is… intoxicating. If I stay I’m going to knot you.” 18- : “If you don’t want me to breed you, lock yourself in your bedroom. I’m taking the couch.” 19- : “Resisting your/my nature is only going to make it worse.” 20- : “Fuck! You stink of beta pheromones. You could have gone more subtle.” 21- : [ Public place ] “Stay calm. I might have just started my heat.” 22- : “Your cycle is fucked up because of all those suppressants you took.” 23- : “You’re too weak to make a nest.” 24- : “I can’t understand you alphas and omegas, smelling each other like you were meat.” 25- : “Do you really think all omegas want to be fucked by you? Sorry to break it to you, but you can fuck off.” 26- : “You don’t smell it? I’m surrounding myself with betas from now on.” 27- : “You know, I always kind of envied omegas.” 28- : “I-I want… N-no need… I… fuck… I-I’m confused.” 29- : “Your bloodline is not pure. I can’t be bonded to you.” 30- : “Alphas/omegas like you are a disgrace to your nature.” 31-: “I thought you were on suppressants?” 32-: “I don’t know why people don’t like betas. I think you’re amazing.” 33-: “Do you think I’m/you’re pregnant yet?” 34-: “You can’t help me, as much as I want you to.” 35-: “I’m bonded to someone.” 36-: “I wish you could claim me.” 37-: “Can you fuck me and not claim me?” 38-: “I don’t need you. I can do this alone.” 39-: “I’ve gone a long time without an alpha.” 40-: “It’s been a while since I’ve fucked an omega.” 41-: “I need you to claim me as your omega.” 42-: “I never thought I wanted a mate until I met you.“  43-: “I will only claim you as my omega if you love me.” 44-: “You want me to claim you, don’t you?” 45-: “Please, protect me while I’m in heat. I’m not ready to be claimed.” 46-: “I’m afraid of being claimed by an alpha.” 47-: “I don’t want to be claimed by anyone but you.” 48-: “I didn’t know I was an omega until I went into heat around you.” 49-: “Please, tie me down so I don’t do anything I’ll regret while I’m in heat.” 50-: “I don’t care if you’re also an alpha, I want to claim you.” 51-: “I’m the Alpha, you’re the Omega, I give the orders and you follow them.” 52-: “You’re my Omega, and mine alone.” 53-: “As an Alpha, I have the right to claim you, the Omega, and you know that, don’t you?” 54-: “I gotta say, you have a really, really strong scent, even for an Omega.” 55-: “Are you in heat or something? I didn’t even know you were an Omega…” 56-: “Sorry, it was just a question, didn’t mean to upset you!” 57-: “Dude, calm the fuck down. Are all Omegas this easily scared?” 58-: “Woah, so you can get pregnant by an Alpha, even though you’re like, a dude?” 59-: “Y'know, I am an Alpha, I could help you with your heat, if you want me too…” 60-: “Be a good Omega and bend over.” 61-: “You know as an Alpha I can smell that you’re ____, so you might as well tell me what wrong with you.” 62-: “A group of alphas tried to follow me home today.” 63-: “Y'know, nobody is going to know I’m your omega if you don’t mark me as yours.” 64-: “The suppressants haven’t kicked in yet.” 65-: “Do you really think this thing will keep other alphas off of me?” (ex. a collar) 66-: “Can a body grow immune to suppressants?” 67-: “You know, part of me dreads the idea that any child I bare may be an omega and have to grow up in this world while being seen as nothing more than a couple of holes to fuck.” 68-: “Everything is so fucking hot. Why can’t alphas go into heat instead of omegas?” 69-: “Just because of what I am doesn’t mean I’ll submit to just any alpha” 70-: “I got into some trouble today. I sort of punched an Alpha in the face when he touched me. Long story short, there’s a couple of officers at the door who would like to talk to you about getting control of your omega.” 71-: “I’d kill to be a beta right now.” 72-: “I don’t want an alpha.” 73-: “I don’t want an omega.” 74-: “Do you see me at all? Or am I just a couple of holes to fuck?” 75-: “If you didn’t want me, why did you bring me here?”