drifting endlessly in delineation

xen (he/him) // constantly swiveling through a group of fandoms ; free me from oc hell // ``bones and all.``

[xeniums]

🦴:: intro.

hello, I’m xen or kio ◈

✦ he/him (idm they/them or ze/zem)

✦ multifandom ^ I will be interacting with all sorts on this blog, whatever I'm fixated on because I can NOT be asked to keep up sideblogs 💔 ^ eg. nbc hannibal, naruto, hades, arcane, loki, scream, HP, general kdrama & marvel stuff (check https://xeniums.tumblr.com/abtme for a list of some fandoms I’m in if you're curious)

✦ writer (sometimes, and I don’t think it makes up for my inability to draw) ^ I love high fantasy, sci-fi, thriller, noir, and anything that soaks up angsty tropes/characters ^ mainly writing oc inserts & original universes

✦ gamer (talk to me about video games! I love playing and appreciating video games and I’m down to dip my toes into recs; some games I ❤️ are bg3, cyberpunk, yazuka, bully, stray gods, and more)

➺ some tags?:

#♣️x - about me posts, #xenanswers - ask responses

#musings - misc/vague posts

#morning wish - daily statements

#q-werty - queued posts

#♣️ classics - top/favorite posts

➺ other notes:

📩- my inbox is always open; please interact I need brain nourishment (if we share a fandom or two, don't be scared to reach out & we can be mutuals !!)

🦴:: ``bones and all.``

[emocapybaralester]

of all the historical events I could have lived through and for some reason it was the rise of fascism in america and the heartbreaking love story of dan and phil

[phanyaoi]

[xeniums]

dan and phil confirming things was like a summoning call for queer/queer adjacent people it seems

I’m running from DM to DM like paul revere and blabbering about how my life has turned on its axis

[maleksrami]

"rpf is ok" — dan howell

[xeniums]

so true bestie so true

[pseudophan]

this shit just got so real i feel faint

[xeniums]

ts is tearing MY private life apart

[xeniums]

when is it my turn to win the lottery so that I can live out my dream of being a chronic con goer

[bookwyrminspiration]

god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait

[xeniums]

me with this blog I fear 💔 dysfunction is the PLAGUE

[xeniums]

hi! what are your favourite kdramas?

hello!!! honestly it’s been awhile since I’ve actively watched kdramas (getting back into it now) but some of my favorites are strangers from hell, d.p., vincenzo, itaewon class, and bloodhounds :)

there’s so so so many more on my watchlist but it’s unfortunately been really hard esp in the past couple of years to commit to watching something subtitled

what’re yours & do you have any recommendations??

[quillinhand]

hi!!! i get that; i'm so slow with watching dramas and it's hard to get into a lot of the kdramas airing these days. thankfully, i have plenty to obsess over already lolll

i've watched sfh and bloodhounds out of that list and i'm planning on watching the others. i like the genres you likeee!

trueee--sometimes the patience / time just doesn't line up :(

hmmm, my favorites are sfh(the greatest ever), beyond evil, signal, happiness, moving, asfk...i've liked almost all the action/thrillers/horror i've watched. i've just begun watching stranger/secret forest and it's so good already. i like sageuks and under the queen's umbella is a huge favorite. i'm hoping to start watching some of the older ones like empress ki soon. dramas like cloy or business proposal are great and i like them a lot. live up to your name and twinkling watermelon were also huge favorites...whoa this list is long lol. i watch a lot of drama these days.

you should def try beyond evil and a shop for killers. beyond evil has the beloved gays and a shop for killers has some good action--the likes of bloodhounds.

[xeniums]

yoooo ironically in the time that I first asked/not long after I watched a shop for killers and really liked it !!! so happy it’s getting a season 2

beyond evil has most definitely been on my radar but I haven’t finished it because I started it with a friend several months ago and we haven’t found the time to sit and watch through a drama together since 💔 definitely want to watch it though I’ve heard about the gays

I actually made a new immediate watch list for kdramas some weeks ago and signal is deffo on there ! if you’re saying it’s fire I might move it up in priority after I finish some of the ones I’m still watching

I’ve heard about happiness and moving too :)) honestly I really do love the action/thriller/horror plots in kdramas but recently I’ve been in a bit of a makjang era LOL

that and my current method of “catching up” is backtracking through kdrama filmographies by the actors/actresses I’ve already loved (which has led me into at least one romcom I would normally avoid)…something about seeing them play whatever role will make me watch almost anything no lie

thanks for the recs though I’ll have to check em out !! maybe sometime we can talk about ones we’ve both watched

[were--ralph]

official elon musk hate post reblog to hate like to hate reply to hate

[neitherofusideal]

Just thinking about Will, in this exact moment, hearing and feeling Hannibal's heart pounding and finally knowing the answer to his question, "Is he in love with me?"—that raw certainty hitting him firsthand. Like damn.

[xeniums]

oh wow this is just a beautiful yet gut wrenching realization

the bittersweetness of achieving clarity

[samtf]

reblog to give a strawberry to the person you reblogged this from

[xeniums]

“See. This is all I ever wanted for you, Will. For both of us,”

- 3x13, ‘the wrath of the lamb’

(when mads said hannibal imagined a future with will.)

[elainiisms]

[xeniums]

did I survive though…..

[xeniums]

Hii Xen!

It says on your profile that you're a writer, and I was wondering if you've posted your works anywhere? I'd be really interested in reading some of your stuff!!

~ ♠️

hiii anon

sigh. I haven’t posted my works anywhere…

I always say in my mind that I’ll get to it eventually (i.e. finishing anything worthy of being posted) but I’m so bad at committing to anything productive and too good at yearning and eating up content

this is a motivating nudge though :)

it definitely won’t be done today, or probably not even in the next several months, but I’ll write a wee bit more tonight

[samtf]

reblog to give a strawberry to the person you reblogged this from

[quillinhand]

ep two of beyond evil and I'm shipping them so hard

[xeniums]

uggghhhh felt