Him sticking up for you when fat shammed ~ Maknae Line
TW/ verbal abuse, bullying
I want to start off by saying, I love you all. Body positivity is something that I’m always for, being someone who is also plus sized. Everything in this is completely fictional but can come off rude and hurtful. Though this is a Y/N pov, there are a lot of people who go through this daily. Size doesn’t mean you can’t perform with your best! I love you and I know for damn sure the guys feel the same!
You sat eating a snack as you watch Jimin planning out his meals to start his diet plan again. You hated this time of year but tried to keep up with him by eating a little healthy yourself. That was the least you could do to help him stay on course.
“ Are you going to make more salads or smoothies this time?” You asked curiously. Of course, whenever he made you different things to eat or drink, it was a little harder to take. And you always tell him that you are going to eat healthier but…we all know how that is.
He shrugged,” I have a plan that we do 50-50.” He looked up at you and smiled.” You have to do better this time. I let you off the hook last time, but you will do the whole plan.”
You made a face at him not wanting to do that. You were going to lose weight when you were good and actually ready. “I’ll do the right thing 40% of the time. No guarantees though.”
He looks up at you dropping his pen. “Why can’t you just do things easier instead of always fighting?”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” You furrow your brows. You and Jimin often had these weight loss talks but mainly you just told him that you like the way he is. You personally would never ask him or anyone for that matter to change. Especially if they are happy with how they are.
He wiped his face standing up. He tried to think of a way to put it without being a complete jerk. “Babe you haven’t lost anything since we got together. At least not as much as you could’ve if you would just put yourself into actually working it off.”
You looked at him without saying anything. You couldn’t actually believe what he was saying. Is this how he felt all the time or was it just coming out of nowhere? You were comfortable with the size you were and didn’t have any plans to change that. Of course, it never hurt to make a few changes but damn did he have to hit this hard?
“Excuse me?” Was all that could come out of your mouth. You stared at him as if he had seven heads. “You're supposed to support me through everything. From losing weight to having my back on fucking life choices! I’ve never ever stopped you from doing these damn diets that make you so fucking small. I always make sure you're okay and you're doing what you love. Not once have I ever opposed!”
The look on your face read it all. You weren’t only upset about what was just occurring, you were also pissed that the man you love so much was standing here saying such mean things. What made him think he had that right exactly?
“Y/n…” He started knowing you will probably hate him. “ That came out completely wrong. Please understand that I care so much for you and don't want anything to happen. I just want to make sure you are the healthy version of yourself always and never fail at doing so. Please understand that being rude was never my intention. I know, I could've said it a little bit differently, that is completely my fault. But I really hope you understand where I’m coming from…”
You tried to see where he was coming from, but that didn't eliminate the fact that he said it. There were a lot of things you guys told each other. For him to feel this way and not actually have a conversation before this conspired hurt you.
“I understand your intent…I just don’t understand why you would choose now to say it when you’ve had every opportunity in the books to do so…” Jimin got what you were saying. He moved closer to you slowly to make sure you wouldn’t push him away.
“I promise, I will come to you and talk about anything and everything,” He started just trying to make that clear. “I don’t want you to ever change. The way you are is perfect to me and it’s very selfish for me to even put that out there. Again I just want what’s best for you, but I will let you decide that because at the end of the day you get to choose what you want to do and I will love you either way. Your my love and my whole fucking heart. I never want to lose that or you”
You closed the gap between you two before leaning to peck his lips. “Just know, you’ve lost every privilege when it comes to my body until I say otherwise, okay?”
Jimin pouted but nodded his head in agreement. No need to start something else up when he knew the punishment wouldn’t last long.
You had been anticipating this moment for months now. Today was officially the day you got to meet the love of your life’s parents. And eat a day it was going to be.
You have mentally had conversations and made sure to ask Tae just about everything when it comes to his parents. The thing was, Tae was more nervous than you were. Not because of anything but him bringing someone home after keeping it a secret of dating you for the past seven months. Not because he didn’t believe you were the one, but because he believed that heavily. It was because he was afraid of his parents actually approving of him being in a relationship with you.
“Babe, are you almost done?” You hear Tae call out to you. You were in the room practicing your greeting to his parents one good time to make sure you had it down to a tee. The fear that rained inside of you started to grow small as the confidence showed through.
“Yes, let me grab my purse, and then we can go!” You said doing just so. You adjusted your clothes in the mirror one last time before heading out to be greeted by Tae with the best kiss ever.
“Gosh you look so fucking amazing,” Tae told you with a wink. You couldn’t help but smile as he looked you up and down.
“You look very handsome as well my love.” You guys kissed once more before Tae turned to escort you out of the building.
Once in the car, you tried to relax but the anticipation and anxiety had you wired. You looked over at Tae giving him a nervous grin. “I don’t know if I can actually do this!”
“What do you mean? You’re freaking amazing. They are going to love you!”
“What you think about me versus what your parents think is completely different. It’s always different!” You took a deep breath just wanting to get the encounter started so that you can go on knowing that you have your all to meet his parents.
“You are acting like my parents are some high-up political figures” He chuckled. You shook your head with a smile.
“I don't know. I’m just really excited to meet them,” You started, fixing the dress you had chosen to wear. “I just hope they like me!”
“They will, just give it some time,” Tae reassured, taking your hand into his own. “I mean, I fell for you as soon as I laid eyes on you. If they are anything like me, they should also fall in love with you”
Once you guys arrived at his parent's place, Tae helped you out of the car and you two headed inside. There was a moment when you just felt overjoyed with everything. The house was stunning and greeting his father who opened the door was amazing. But things started going down once you stepped foot into the kitchen to greet his mom.
“It’s very nice to meet you, Mrs.Kim.” You extended a hand toward her and she just looked at it. What was wrong? Did you say something weird or mean?
She gave a smile trying to brush it off before walking towards the dining room. You looked up at Tae not really understanding what was going on.
“I made your favorite, Taehyung,” She started as everyone followed. You moved slightly slower not wanting to make a big fuss but not understanding your first encounter with Tae’s mom. Everything with his dad was going great so what just happened?
You smiled smelling the air as you looked at all the food on the table.“Smells good, Mrs. Kim,” You started, taking a seat beside Tae as everyone sat down.
“Thank you,” She whispered not really looking in your direction. You nodded looking up at Tae letting out a brief sigh.
“We can start eating now.” You smiled looking at all the great options on the table. Tae grabbed different things placing them on your plate. You smile, breathing out thanks before you went to place some food in your mouth.
“Shouldn’t you wait for Taehyung to eat before you just stuff your face?” Mrs.Kim asked which made you look up at her.
“It’s okay, I want Y/N to eat well,” Tae smiled at you making your smile back.
“Well it looks like she eats well enough already,” She started which caught you off guard. Was she calling you fat? Why aren’t things clicking with the whole situation?
“Eomma…”Tae started grabbing your hand.
“No, son,” She started standing up. “ I will not allow you to bring any dishonor to our family because you are going through a phase!”
“Exactly what phase is that?” Tae asked now standing.
“You ever being into fat girls! Everyone you have ever brought home was slim and fit and this!” She points towards you, your confidence going down the drain.
You stood up, nodding your head as you tried to take in what was just said about you. “ Thank you for dinner. It was really nice meeting you, Mr.Kim.” You bowed and then walked out of the dining room heading for the door.
Tae looked at his mother upset. “ Usually, I try my best to be respectful to you and even follow your wishes. This was one time I will not stand allowing you to disrespect someone I love so much. She is beautiful, a fucking work of art! If you can’t stand for that then don’t worry about contacting me until you figure that out!” He moved away from the table going to walk out when he turned around looking at his father. “ I’m sorry dad, I don't mean to be disrespectful in your house, but you told me to stand for what I love and who I love. I love Y/N, there is no doubt about that. The last thing I will ever do is allow someone to disrespect the person I see the rest of my life with.”
All his father could do was nod his head, completely understanding where he was coming from. His mother was out of line to do something like this and his father planned on dealing with that after they left.
“Bye dad,” Tae said then walked away to find you standing there. The tears in your eyes said it all. He walked over to you wrapping his arms around you. There was part of him that wanted to go back in there pulling you with him. But he didn’t want to put you back in that whole thing.
He just grabbed your hand and pulled you with him out of the house. He walked to the car, opening the door for you to get inside. You looked up at him, tears still there but a small smile breaking through.
“I love you too, Taehyung”
You sat down watching everyone chatting it up at the annual staff appreciation party. You knew that going with Jungkook meant you were going to end up sitting alone, especially with his hyungs also in the same building, but you went anyways to show your own kind of appreciation for the BigHit/ Hybe staff. You smiled and waved but eventually got tired of sitting there so decided to go and find Jungkook.
As you walked you whispered soft ‘excuse me’s and pardon’s as you didn’t want to seem pushy or rude. Just as you walked by someone, you felt your body go cold as the girl in front of you drink fell on your dress.
“Excuse me I am so sorry-” You began but the girl started to scream!
“How dare you walk into me! Didn’t you see me standing here!?” she shouted making you jump slightly. People around slowly turned their heads toward the sound.
“I’m really sorry about that.” You looked at her to see she had nothing on her. Actually, everything spelled on you and she was spotless. You still felt like you should apologize though because it was still an accident on your part. “ I can get you another drink, I really am sorry about this”
“Maybe you need to watch where your going and things like this wouldn’t happen!”
“Things like this? I was walking by and accidentally bumped you! This has never happened before today,” You started, the once apologetic tone turning into a more upset one. “Your acting as if I saw you and was like ‘Oh let me spill her whole fucking drink on my new dress!’’
The girl looked around herself and then back at you, a slight smirk growing on her face. “ Maybe if you weren’t so fat you could’ve squeezed your way by me” You looked at her as if her head was decapitated from her body. How could she possibly just stand there and say something like
That.
“You are such a bitc-”
“What is going on here,” Jungkook rang, finally making his way over to where you guys were after what felt like hours of you trying to defend yourself. He looked at you then your dress and floor before looking at the girl standing there.
“This fatty just bumped into me, spilling my drink,” The girl started, crossing her arms and giving you an evil look.
You scoffed rolling your eyes. “ Yeah, the drink that got all on the dress that I worked so hard to get to come to this event! It didn’t even get on you!”
“Bitch we all work hard, you just need to put in a little bit more work.”
Jungkook sighed looking at you again. “Which department do you work for?” He looked back at the girl who just looked at Jk with a questioning look on her face. “Did you not hear my question? What department do you work for!?”
His voice got a little bit louder which made the girl jump. “ I’m sorry, I am one of the stylists for you guys” She gave the biggest smile motioning in his direction.
“You were one of the stylists,” Jungkook said followed by a sip of his drink.
“I’m sorry, what?” She began looking between you and Kookie.
“What do you not understand? If you have been working for us you would understand that we don’t do bullying, name-calling, or any type of discrimination. You broke all of those in less than 10 minutes. If you read the contract that you should’ve signed, then you would know what happens to people when they do those things. Especially when it comes to someone that we love.”
“But sir she spilled my drink-”
“No, you spilled your drink. You were holding it, and by the way she is soaked, while you have less than a drop of liquid on your body speaks levels that you seem to be too incompetent to understand. You are finished with this company as of tonight.”
You grabbed Jungkook’s arm and could feel he was shaking. You didn’t need him to stand up for you but you loved that he did. You felt you didn’t deserve him but he proved to you every day that he was the man you wanted to spend the rest of your life with.
“You need to leave,” Was the last thing he said before grabbing your hand and walking out of the room. You smirked at the girl while you two passed before looking back at Jk.
When it seemed you guys got far enough you pulled his arm so that he could look at you. It broke your heart seeing him with tears in his eyes, trying so hard not to look in your direction.
“Babe…” You started bringing your hand to his cheek, making him look at you. “ I’m okay”
“What she said was horrible!”
“And you think I don't hear that shit every other day. People are cruel, my love,” You leaned up and pecked his lips. “I really appreciate you standing up for me. You came to my rescue when I needed you and you didn’t back down.”
“I should be the one giving this talk,” Jungkook said, chuckling and wiping the fallen tear that glazed his cheek. “You stood up to her even though she said some horrible things about you.”
“And you stood up for me when I could’ve handled it. I love you for doing that.”
He kissed your lips gently then pulled away looking down at your dress. “ This is coming out of her final paycheck,” He said, another chuckle escaping his lips.
“Can you do that legally?”
“I’m Jeon fucking Jungkook,” He started, cocking his head to the side slightly.
“That answers my question. Let’s get out of here,” You said pulling his arm.” I’m freezing and this wine isn’t smelling all that great”
Him Sticking Up for you When Fat-Shamed ~Hyung Line
TW: Verbal Abuse; Bullying; Harassment
So this was requested a long time ago....I really hate that it took this long for me to actually start writing this out!! For those who have stuck around and have been patient with me and actually posting, you guys are the real ones!!
And for those who are just joining, thank you so much for actually being interested in my work! I’m trying to write more but i don’t want to make any promises that i will be able to actually post!
I want to start off by saying, I love you all. Body positivity is something that I’m always for, being someone who is also plus sized. Everything in this is completely fictional but can come off rude and hurtful. Though this is a Y/N pov, there are a lot of people who go through this daily. Size doesn’t mean you can’t perform with your best! I love you and I know for damn sure the guys feel the same!
I love you all and i hope you enjoy this!!
You and Seokjin had been waiting for the last four weeks to actually have a time out together. He planned the whole thing out for the two of you. You were excited to be with him even if it was only for a second. That was more than anything really.
You made sure to be ready by six. He promised to get you around 20 minutes after. But it seemed like it was taking an hour for him to get there.
Once he did, though, you greeted him happily and then headed towards the restaurant. He showered you in compliments, making sure not to leave out a few for himself.
When there, he quickly got out and opened the door for him. You both headed inside and you kept getting looks from different ones as you walked through and to your seats. But you were too busy looking around to witness these looks.
“Jin, this place is amazing,” You gleamed, taking a seat as he pulled out the chair. He pushed the chair back in then walked to his own seat and sat down.
“Only the best for the one I love,” He smiled gently, grabbing your hand and kissing the dorsal of your hand. This only made you shy away.
Jin let out a chuckle as the waitress walked up to you two. She turned to Jin and smiled but gave you a disgusted look that made you feel small. Jin didn’t notice though because he was looking at the menu.
“Hello my name is Minji, I will be your waitress this evening. What can I get for you to drink?” She looked at Jin the whole time asking.
Jin smiled looking up at her. “Can we please get a bottle of your finest wine, please?”
“Jin-“ You started, your eyes stretched wide but he put his hand up to stop you.
“Tonight is about you and me. Money doesn’t matter, I want you to get whatever you want to eat.” You smiled and just nodded.
“Okay I’ll go and get that for you, sir,” She said, smiling big before walking away. The whole time she was there she had her back turned to you. You were hoping she wasn’t going to be one of those jealous types that try to steal girl’s boyfriends.
You and Jin looked at the menu and you both decided what you wanted. You were going to be simple and try not to “hurt his pockets” even though he told you to get whatever you wanted.
After a bit, the waitress came back with the bottle of wine. She gently poured Jin’s glass and then placed it back on ice. You looked at her and then at Jin who was looking at the waitress. She was flirting big time with her eyes but you tried not to be the jealous type. You shook your head and gently placed your cup next to her.
“I’d like a glass of wine too..” you said with a smile. The waitress looked at you and gave a fake smile.
“Oh, I thought you couldn’t drink. I’m sorry.” She said then grab the wine and pour you some. You glanced at her but again tried to brush it off as nothing. “Okay, what would you like to eat?” She turned her back to you again looking at Jin.
“I would love to have the steak, medium rare with the potatoes and broccoli.” The waitress wrote that down and then reluctantly turned to you.
“And what about you?” She asked snarkily.
You looked down at the menu then looked back
up. “I’ll have the creamy lemon chicken bake pasta with broccoli, please.” You closed the menu and smiled excitedly.
“Are you sure you don’t want to try one of our salads?” She asked, voice reaping venom. “They are very healthy.”
“She said she wants the pasta, please get that for her.” Jin was irritated and you could see it. She sighed and gently took the menu from him.
“Sure thing,” she smiled at Jin then turned and snatched the menu from me. She walked away and Jin looked at you.
“She’s not ruining our night right? I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable.” He grabbed the wine and gave you a slight bit more.
“I’m not going to complain. You set this all up and I’m just trying to enjoy being with you.” You did feel uncomfortable but you would never tell Jun that. He would feel guilty about the date he set up for you two.
“You tell me when you want to leave and we will go.”
You nodded and smiled, grabbing his hand. You weren’t going to let up easily.
After a good 15 mins, the food was being brought out. You clapped your hands together, excited to see the chefs work. The waitress placed Jin’s food down and he smiled as he looked. “This looks amazing”
“Yes, it does! I’m excited to see mine!” You looked at the waitress and she placed your plate. You went from smiling to a frown as you looked at the portions you were given.
“I didn’t want the kids' meal” You spoke softly looking at the small plate. You looked up at the waitress. “I obviously ordered from an adult menu”
“I just thought it would be better if you-“
Jin interrupted the waitress slamming his hands on the table and standing. “I’m so tired of you belittling my girlfriend. She is perfect and doesn’t need to change. If she wanted your help she would’ve requested it. There is nothing wrong with her!” He was pissed. You watched him the whole time, part of you happy and other parts turned on. “I would like to speak with your manager.”
The waitress stood there for a short minute before walking away to do exactly what was asked of her. When the manager got there, Jin explained everything to him and in return, he gave you two free meals to take home. As you two waited for the meals, you looked at him with a slight smirk.
He noticed and chuckled.” What?” he asked.
You couldn’t help but shrug as you smiled. “That was hot…”
“So are you…”He winked at you, making you shy away. The rest of the night is history.
You walked down the hall with Yoongi holding his hand. You guys were already out to the public about being together so this was normal now. Of course, that didn’t make the fans happy about it. Especially with you not fitting the ‘beauty standards when it comes to body type.
You weren’t a size 2, or 12 at that but Yoongi loved you. You stood out with how you acted and you always held your head high. But for some reason, today was a new ballgame.
You were both headed towards the rest of the group for the fan signing. You were so happy to go to the one not being “staff”. Part of you just hoped that it would all go well with the guys.
Once you two reached the door that led to the arena, Yoongi pulled you away from everyone.“Are you ready for all of this?” He asked with a raised brow.
You nodded with a smile.” I’m excited to see everyone. I love seeing people accomplish their dreams.”
“Even if the dream is your boyfriend?”
You made a face then nodded slowly.” I am willing to share you with army considering I am still one.”
He smiled and then pecked your lips gently. ”Good, because I would choose you over them any day!”
You chuckled and opened your mouth to say something but were stopped by one of the staff telling Yoongi it was time to go out.
He sent a kiss flying your way before heading towards the entrance. Man were you in love with him and it was growing every second.
As you walked towards where you would be sitting you could hear someone whisper your name. When you looked in that direction, these three people, two girls, and a guy were giving you an evil look. You tried to ignore it but heard your name again. On that note, you turned around to them with a smile.
“Hi!” You started, “I heard you guys say my name and was just wondering if there was a problem?”
They looked at you with the same disgusted look. “ Of course, there is a problem,” One of the girls started. You nodded your head then looked at their merch. That's when you realized that they were Yoongi fans. This only made him nod again.
“Well, would you like to talk about them?”
“I’m just trying to figure out how the hell YOU got with Yoongi?” The guy started, which made you stretch your eyes.
“What is that supposed to mean exactly?” You asked, appalled. You didn’t see anything wrong with you.
“Girl don’t play dumb. Your fat as fuck and aren’t Yoongi’s standards. He is just using you as a pastime until he can get with someone better and actually good-looking.”
You looked at them and opened your mouth to say something when they began to scream. You looked behind yourself to find a pissed-off Yoongi looking at the three.
“And I’m guessing that better and better-looking person is one of you three? Pst you must be delusional.” He started, getting close to them. “I would never waste my time with people who are as empty-minded and selfish as you three. There is absolutely nothing wrong with Y/N. In fact, she is the most humble, beautiful, and caring person. Honestly, she is the funniest person that I know“
You heard Jin say hey and that made you chuckle and the whole building burst out in laughter. You couldn’t help but turn back to him, giving him a wink. Yoongi smiled back at you and then grabbed your hand.”If you three think I want someone as rude and inconsiderate as you as my fans? You have that completely wrong. Not only is that not what I represent, but it’s also not what BTS represents as a whole. We are about loving ourselves and treating others with respect. I rather you did not do so if you can’t keep peace with other ARMY members. Let’s go Y/N”
The three stood there in shock as Yoongi pulled you away towards the back of the stage. Everyone started to clap their hands as the three exited the building. They started cheering your names and shouting out how they loved you.
He really wished you would have been able to experience the meet and greet like everyone else. But unfortunately, people are rude and they make others' experiences bad. He didn’t want you to go through that again with someone else.
Once it was over the beelined straight to you. “I’m so sorry about what happened today.”
“Yoongi it’s fine” You started but stopped when he hugged you.
“I never want you to feel like you can’t defer yourself or even feel bad about the way you look because of someone else’s insecurities. You are perfect to me and I love you,” He looked at you and then pecked your lips.
“I love you too, Babe,” He hugged him back, laying your head on his neck.” I can handle my own though.”
“I already told you, I’d pick you over them any day,”
You and Hobi decided to go out for a walk. It was really nice outside and so you guys wanted to take this opportunity to get some fresh air. You guys laughed and ran around until you got tired. After a while, you guys were sitting on a bench when you heard music.
You looked at Hobi and he was already reading your mind. Before you could say a word he grabbed your hand and was pulling you towards the music that was blasting.
You smiled wide looking between the music and your man. Who would’ve thought this random day was going to turn into this. Such an amazing moment.
“This is great,” You started, grooving to the music being played.
“You're great,” Hobi replied, only making you smile. That man had a way to make you feel like you were nothing less than perfect and appreciated. He moved closer to you as the two of you swayed to the music.
“That is so gross,” You heard behind yourself and couldn’t help but to look behind yourself to see what was being talked about. When you look you say the lady talking looking right at you and Hobi. You gave a slight smile and then turned back around to mind your business when you heard a scuff.
“And her face matches her body,” She started only making you feel insecure. The lady started laughing and she and her friend started to just whisper amongst themself. This made you think that maybe she was talking about something else. Or hopefully someone else.
“Are you okay?” Hobi asked. You weren’t trying to start anything or even ruin the day. You gave him a fake smile nodding your head. “I know you wouldn’t lie to me, right?”
“I promise you I'm okay, Hobs, I’m just gett-”
“Fat?” The lady behind you said. You looked at her again as Hobi turned around this time.
“Excuse me?” He was actually surprised that she would say something like that. The lady smiled at him, clapping her hands together.
“I’m sorry, you're getting fatter. You probably were always big and always just in everyone's way.” She started up just bashing you, being very rude and judging even your character based on your weight.” I’m very much surprised that you are even allowed out of the house. Or better yet, I'm surprised you aren’t on bedrest”
This made you burst out in tears. You couldn’t believe someone was being so rude to you as if you did something to them. You and Hobi were just trying to enjoy your time together and then someone had to come and run all of it. Why was it that people felt they needed to hold an opinion when it came to other people and the way they choose to live their lives.
Hobi stepped towards the woman who was now laughing at the pain they were causing you. “ Ma’am usually I would do this a little bit more respectfully. With you being as old as you are, you should know how to be respectful and I'm sure you’ve been here long enough to know what is right to say and what isn’t.” The lady gasped at how Hobi was talking to her but he didn’t care. She decided to hurt the person he was so madly in love with. Seeing you hurt and crying only made him upset and want to fight the world. “Usually someone would apologize for making such rude comments but I don't want you to say anything to Y/N. She is the best person anyone could have the privilege of meeting. She wouldn’t hurt a fly and yet you come and while we are minding ours you decide that it’s okay to pick on her?”
“Sir I'm sorry for disrespecting-” The lady started but Hobi held his hand up towards her.
“You need to save that for someone who actually gives a shit. Right now, I need to make sure the woman who I’m madly falling for every day is okay.” He walked back towards you wrapping his arms around you and kissing your head. “ I’m sorry my love. Let’s get out of here okay?”
You nodded to which Hobi wrapped his arm around you and guided you towards the car. YOu couldn’t help but keep yourself hidden though, now just feeling embarrassed and wanting to just disappear.
“I’m sorry if you feel embarrassed with me Hobs,” You could hear him scoff and this made you look up at him.
“I don’t want you for everything. I'm embarrassed to feel any negative way about being with you, Y/n. I’m so happy that you actually chose me out of everyone in the world to be in love with. You make me a better person and want to strive for only greatness. I love you so much.”
You looked up at him wiping away the tears you didn’t even realize started up again. Hobi hugged you and you hugged back, a smile big on your face.
“I love you so much, Baby”
“I love you too, Hobs”
You and Namjoon went out shopping. Well, you wanted to spend some money and dragged him along because all of your friends were busy. As you guys walked the clothing strip you saw a place you wanted to stop in. You’ve seen the advertisement for the shop before and so you took this opportunity to go inside and look.
“Joon, this is the place I told you about!” You said walking to the door. He opened it for you with a smile on his face.
“I’m so happy you found it,” You could hear the sarcasm, and that only made you hit him.
“Just go back home if you don’t actually want to hang out with the woman you claim to love…bitch” you said, mumbling the last part. You heard him gasp and looked back up at him laughing.
Just as you turned back around, one of the workers came walking towards you two. “Hello! Welcome to Vêtements. If you need any suggestions or have any questions please feel free to ask.” She smiled and started walking away.
“Actually I do have a question. I was wondering where your plus size section is.” The lady looked at you as if you were speaking gibberish. There was a slight smirk on her face as she clapped her hands together.
“Are you not here looking for a gift for a friend?” She asked, emphasizing friend.
“Actually no I'm not, I'm here looking for myself and heard you carry clothing for everyone.” You looked up at Joon who was watching the lady intensely but hadn’t said a word yet.
The lady shook her head. “We carry clothing for everyone but people of your stature. You can try any other store but here we don’t…accommodate….” She turned on her heel to start walking away but stopped turning again. “We do however have clothes that might fit your friend behind you. But sir you might want to hang out with people that are fit. It’s bad karma to hang out with plus-sized people.”
Namjoon stepped in front of you as you opened your mouth to protest. “Actually, ma’am, someone as incompetent as yourself wouldn’t be able to see that this woman right here is actually the love of my life. Someone who has more confidence and higher morals than obviously, you would ever have. He is nothing but a queen. Someone who is sweet and sexy, spicy, and just about any other thought or feeling that is positive you can have.” He was heated and would let the woman get one word in. He wouldn’t even let you get one word in either. But the smile that was on your face said it all.
“I’m not usually one to call, but just know I will be talking to your manager and I will be talking to corporate about this. you have no business treating a human being the way you just did. Very in professional and unacceptable.”
Joon grabbed your hand and stormed out of the store, You turned towards the lady and flipped her off as he dragged you.
His long legs versus yours made it hard to keep up.” Joon, babe stop for a moment you're pulling me!”
“I’m sorry,” He let you go, turning towards you so that he could see how you were,” Are you feeling okay? We can sue that company if you want? I’m sorry that she didn't that it was very very uncalled for and I’m just so fu-“
“Joon!” You called out to him, stopping his rant. You got on your toes and pecked his lips. “Honestly, I wouldn’t stop you from doing what you deem necessary, but please know that all though what she said hurt, I feel better knowing I have someone who is caring enough to stand up for me.”
He let out a deep sigh, pulling you into a hug.” Just know, what she said isn’t true”
“Joon…“ You started, pulling away from him.” I’m fat… I know this already, we can't take that away.” You said the frowned, “Well we can but that means I have to work out and though I don’t mind I’m just…Lazy. And also why workout when I've already won?”
“Won?” He questioned
“I’m off the market technically,” You started giving a chuckle.” I got your ass fair and square and now I don't have to try any longer.” You gave him the biggest smile.
“I mean, you didn’t try to get me. I walked up to you first!”
“Joon, I work at a cafè! You had to walk up to me to get the fucking coffee!” You shouted, playfully punching his arm. He laughed and wrapped his arm around you pulling you along with him.
“Hey, you know what? I’ll buy you a place where you can make your own jeans for everyone.” You looked up at him and smiled.
hi! could you write about got7 mark and y/n. y/n losing conciousness and passing out in mark's arm due to an injury. real angsty but happy ending with fluff
Okay!!! So, first I want to apologize if this sucks! I don’t know why this was so freaking hard to write! I really do hope you enjoy this and let me know if there is anything else you would like for me to write!! Thank you so much for requesting!!! I will have to write another one of these. Covid has my brain freaking out!
Mark x Y/n
Summary: Something happens that is a life or death threatening situation.
Warning: Angst and fluff. There will also be cursing and some other stuff that can’t think of at the moment!
WC: 2.5k
You sit across from Mark, face just as serious as him while you try and think of something to say. You two had been at it for the last two days and it didn't seem to be getting any better. At this point, where were you guys even angry at each other? No one knew and with you both being stubborn you were still going to play the angry game until the next person gave in.
“So what's it going to be?" You asked him, brow raised.
Mark groaned and leaned forward, elbows finding a home on the table. “What do you think? I own Boardwalk which means you owe me money!”
“Mark, not only was that like three days ago, I didn’t land on your property!”
Yes, you guys have been at it over a damn game of monopoly. You would think it would be something that's more important, but since you guys didn’t really have anything to fight over, monopoly seemed like the best thing to fight over at the moment.
“Why don’t you just pay me?”
“Because I’ve paid you for shit you didn’t even own! I even paid you for my own damn property!”
The room filled with laughter as his head flew back. What got him was how serious you were being. "That's why you need to pay attention, babe!” He said, standing up and removing his sweatshirt. “Got me feeling hot and shit over your foolishness.”
You glared at him grabbing your money and counting up to what you owe him. He sat down as you tossed the money over to his side with a pout. This only made him chuckle.
He counted what you gave, a smile on his face. “You’re short by $300, love!”
“Oh yeah! Well you're just short!”
Mark nodded” Touché” He said, placing his money in order. He then stood up once again. “Let’s get something to eat okay? It’s getting late and I have some important stuff to do tomorrow”
“You just want me to leave so you can cheat some more.”
“Or maybe I have a meeting in the morning?” He cocked his head to the side, again letting out a laugh. You were just on a roll tonight with your mood.
You nodded your head and stood up to clean up. “I think we should just call a quits for this game. Clearly you won.”
Mark put the stuff in his hands down and walked around to you. He shook his head making you look at him. “I don’t need this game to show that I won. I see that every time i see you.”
He leaned in to kiss you and you pushed him back. “Get that corny ass mess out of here!” He pulled you back to him, this time locking his hands behind your back. “Mark”
“Kiss me and I’ll let you go,” You made a face and so did he before leaning in and kissing your lips. You wrapped your arms around his neck enjoying the kiss before it was interrupted by him blowing into your mouth as he inflated his cheeks with air. You tried to push him away again and this time he kept you close only making you laugh.
“Mark let me go!” You yelled, sure his neighbors could hear you guys all night. This didn’t stop you guys from having fun of course.
He unwrapped himself, a bright smile on his face. “Only because I’m hungry.”
“I’ll race you to the car?” You said with a smirk.
“Winner has to buy the other person's food, their choice on where to eat too.”
“Alright, bet!” He agreed, “ but just wait okay? I need to get something.”
You nodded grabbing your things and heading for the door. There was part of you that wanted to listen to him. But what's the fun in that, right? You quickly put your shoes on as you heard Mark say something you didn’t really recollect. All you could think about was winning.
With a wide smile on your face you snuck out the flat, closing the door softly. It was freezing outside and you let go of a shiver before heading to the stairs. You didn’t realize the floor was wet, the main reason being there was no sign on the ground like usual. You went to run down the stairs, giggling to yourself before you found yourself falling down the concrete stairs.
And all you remember is seeing Mark at the top of the stair calling your name as you begin to drift off.
~~~
“Y/n, don’t cheat! I swear if you leave out I’m going to beat you up!” Mark joked grabbing something special he had for you. He walked back out into the living room to find you gone. He rolled his eyes but knew he could catch up to you because he ran faster than you. He quickly grabbed his keys and wallet and headed out the house, locking the door behind himself. He pushed the elevator button but forgot it didn’t work currently. When he was walking to the stairs he noticed the ice that painted the concrete and also noticed some of your things. He chuckled to himself and grabbed your phone and the ring that you had stolen from him. He turned to walk down the stairs but stopped dead in his tracks when he saw you laying there on the ground.
“Y/n get up,” He said walking down the stairs. “Did you see all of this ice up here, there has to be a leak somewhere.” He kept walking and didn’t even notice the blood that coated some of the stairs. "I’m going to call maintenance so we can get a sign up because someone can fall and hurt themselves.”
When he got to the end of the stairs he looked down at you, a smile on his face. He slightly kicked you and thought he heard you laugh. “I swear your acting is getting better and better by the second. Get up, I'm hungry.”
You still didn’t respond and this made him lean down, now concerned. “Babe, get the fuck up!” He turned you over and found you laying in a small puddle of blood. He looked all over to see where it was coming from but couldn't find it. This only more made him feel like this was a joke.
“Y/n…”He shook you then checked your pulse. “ Baby…Someone help me!” He screamed at the top of his lungs holding you close. He was trying so hard to keep it together but slowly he was losing it.
You felt cold to him. And as you all set there, your skin became more and more pale and it scared him.
“Baby please hold on, I’m going to get you help, okay?” He stood, lifting you up with him and rushing you to his car. Reluctantly, he laid you down as he unlocked the car to place you in. He could feel his heart beating through his ears as he rushed to get you in the car. There was this feeling in him that this wasn’t going to end well. But he tried to block those thoughts out.
He pulled out of his parking space, and sped down the street. He knew he was going to end up in trouble, but he was willing to risk it all to get you to the hospital. He glanced at himself in the mirror and never remembered touching his face, but there was blood. He couldn’t help but to start crying. If he would’ve just gone out with you, you would be okay right now. He would have warned you about the ice on the ground. He could’ve helped you out sooner.
He reached over and grabbed your hand. “ I’m so sorry i didn’t leave out with you…” You not responding broke his heart even more.
After a few minutes, he pulled into the front of the hospital and jumped out the car, not even taking the keys out the ignition. He ran around to your side and opened the door gently grabbing you and pulling you out. He quickly ran into the hospital holding you close.
“Someone help me please!” He yelled, catching everyone's attention. It seemed that time stopped while all eyes were on him. “Please someone fucking help me!”
The workers around began to grab things trying to help him out. They started to spit out different codes as Mark placed you on a gurney. They wheeled you back but stopped Mark from following you.
“Sir, I wish you could go but until we find out exactly what's going on you will have to stay out here.” a nurse said, slightly pushing him back.
Though he didn’t want to, he nodded his head and moved to the wall that was right outside of the door. He sat down on the ground throwing his hands over his face and he began to cry. How could a night that was going so well end up with you guys in the hospital and you being unresponsive. The last thing he wanted was for the love of his life to leave him.
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“Excuse me sir?” A nurse said, making Mark wake up. He hadn’t even noticed that he had fallen asleep on the floor. The emotional drain he felt much had knocked him out. “ Are you here with Y/L/N?”
Mark quickly stood nodding his head. “ Is everything alright? Is she dead? Please tell me she’s okay!?” The tears came to his face again as he pleaded for positive news. The last thing he or his bandmates needed was for there to be a grieving Mark. He might just leave the group if anything happened.
“Please just follow me sir,” Was all the nurse said before turning and walking towards the elevators. She closed the doors and they headed up towards the third floor. He didn’t have anything else to say. He was trying to mentally prepare himself for whatever fate he met.
The nurse led him to a room and stopped right there. “She’s right in here sir.” She said then walked away.
Mark watched her then slowly peeked around the frame. The last thing he wanted to do was quickly walk into a room to find your lifeless body. But thinking that maybe you wouldn’t be on the third floor if you were dead!
“Y/n?” He said softly as he inched closer to you. You weren’t hooked up to any life support so that was either a good thing or a bad thing. “Babe, are you okay?”
He went to reach for you but you looked at him before he could. You both looked each other in the eyes trying to read each other before you opened your mouth and said.
“Who the fuck are you?”
Mark stood there, his heart breaking more. You didn’t even remember him and that hurt like fuck.
“It’s me babe, Mark” He reached towards you again and you pulled back.
“I don’t know any Mark’s, sorry. I think you have the wrong room.”
He shook his head. “ No, I have the right room. You just don’t remember me is all.”
“I’m sorry sir but I’m single. I don’t know who you are and I want you to get out of my room now!”
Mark stood there, tears coming to his face again as he tried to figure out what the hell he needed to do. This was hurting him way more than anything. The more and more he stood here with you looking at him as if he was trying to hurt you the more his heart broke.
“Are you sure you don’t remember anything?” He asked, his voice weak from tiredness. You shook your head and he couldn’t hold back anymore. He sat in the chair near the exit and began to cry once again.
You watched him and it broke you. “Mark.” You slowly stepped out of the bed and walked over to him. He didn’t respond though, his shoulders just shook as he sobbed.
“Babe, I was joking!” You tried to make him look at you but he was already too far gone. “Mark…”You wrapped your arms around him sitting on his lap.
He shook his head, wiping his face.” You don’t understand how scared I was. What if you had died? What if you didn't remember me? What would i do?”
You tried to make him look at you again and this time he complied. “ Listen, if any of that stuff happened you move on, okay? But it didn’t and I remember you perfectly fine. All i got out of this is a headache and some strong meds for it. I should've watched my step, but there is nothing we can do about that now.”
“Yes there is,” He countered, nodding his head.
“And what is that?”
“We move to a house that way there are no stairs and I will make sure no water spills. And that also gives me a chance to be able to watch you and make sure you don’t get hurt” You looked at him as if he was crazy. He was just offering for you guys to move in together. When did he ever think about this?
“Are you serious?” You asked, brow raised as you looked at him slightly confused.” I mean that a big commitment Mark,”
“And I’m willing to do that. I love you too much to ever let you out of my site. It pains me when you leave to go back home and even when I'm busy. I never get to see you the way that I want too,” He wrapped his arms around you pulling you closer carefully so as not to hurt you. “ But, if you move into the house with me, we can see each other all the time and actually be there for each other like we should be anyways.”
You looked at him, a million and one things running through your head as you tried to come up with the pros and cons of living together. Yes, you would be able to be with him way more than you had been. And yes, you wouldn’t have to worry about living by yourself anymore and creepers asking you shit when you come out of your apartment. But you would have to deal with your parent’s feeling as if they failed because you decided to move in with someone who you weren’t yet married to… Was it all worth it?
“Yes it is,” you said thinking out loud
“What?” Mark asked with a raised brow.
You chuckled and shook your head. “I mean, yes I’ll move in with you. I would love to live with you.”
Mark smiled wide before hugging you. “ I promise, you will never get hurt again if I have anything to do with it.” You pulled away from him and without a thought crashed your lips onto his own, kissing him passionately.
You pulled away and smiled wide. “I’m so happy that you want to do this,”
“Why?”
You looked him in the eyes letting out a slight nervous chuckle. “ Because I’ve already talked to someone about getting a house and I’ve gone to see a few places!”
Guy’s I’m going to be honest with you,with the year being like it has been my brain has had no ideas! I’ve looked at other imagines/reactions/scenarios and tried to draw ideas from them. Clearly I’ve had no clue on what to write because you guys don't have anything new...sucks, it really does!! But I am trying.
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So first i want to start off by saying that I’ve disappeared. You’d think with all this Corona shit going on I’d have time to actually be on here posted for you guys. FALSE! Even when i wanted too , everything that going on in the world got me feeling as if I don’t want to do SHIT for ANYBODY! But I’m back and I promise I’m going to try and post more. We need some brightness after all this trauma going on. I hope that everyone is safe and that they are enjoying themselves wherever the hell they are.
Yoongi
You laid looking at Yoongi as he slept with his back towards you. He had forgotten about what today was. You didn’t hold it against him though, considering he was a very busy man. You just hated how easy it was for him to forget that you guys had been together for so damn long.
You moved closer to him wrapping your arms around him and tucking your head into his back. “Happy anniversary…” You mumbled then kissed his back gently.
Yoongi shifted, stirring in his sleep. You didn’t want to wake him so you went to move, but he pulled you back turning himself so he was holding you now.
”What did you say?” He mumbled, voice deep and raspy filled with sleepiness. You shook your head wrapping your arm lazily around his waist.
“I didn’t say anything,” You kissed his chest and closed your eyes to sleep. Your sleep was short- lived when Yoongi popped up in bed making you look at him like he was crazy. ”Babe what the hell!” He said looking at you.
You gave him a stink eye as you set up. ”Why are you what the hell-ing me?” You asked sitting up.
“Why did you remind me about what today was?”
You made a face and looked at the time.” Well considering what time it is, I didn’t remind you what yesterday was.” You winked but Yoongi didn’t find that very funny. He sat at the edge of the bed collecting his things before standing and walking out of the room. You were quick to follow him.
“Where are you going at 4 in the morning, Yoongi?” He looked at you as he put his jacket on. You could tell he was still half asleep due to him literally standing there in boxers and a long sleeve coat.
“ I have to make it up to you.” he said then turned and walked out of the flat before you could even stop him. Not a minute later he was coming back into the apartment.” I forgot my keys.”
“And your pants cutie,” You smiled wide at him as he looked down at himself and mentally punched himself in the face. He quickly went and changed into some outside clothes and left without a word.
You went and sat on the couch and ended up falling asleep with the TV on as you waited for him to return. When you finally woke up it was to the smell of food being cooked. You looked at your phone and saw that it was 9 in the morning. You stood up and walked into the kitchen to see Yoongi standing there working hard making you an amazing meal.
“Babe?” You started looking around at everything and blocking out the mess he made.
“Hey your finally awake.” He gave you a cheesy smile. “ I was going to come and wake you when everything was done.
“Do you need help?” You wondered as you watched him. But he shook his head and grabbed you hand leading you to the table.
“You just sit here and wait until I’m done.” And that is exactly what you did. You just watched as the man you love so much made you a meal. You knew he had forgotten but you didn’t care. You also knew he loved you a boat load and would do everything in his willpower to make it up to you until the next anniversary.
Hoseok
You were jogging when you got an alert on your phone. You stopped and looked down at your watch to see a text from Hobi. You couldn’t help but smile just looking at his name. This boy always did a number on you every time he just breathed in your direction. You had no problem saying you were in love.
‘Hey, what are you doing today?’ The text read. You looked up at the sky trying to think of all the things you had planned today. Not too much, but enough to keep you from getting bored. You quickly sent back ‘Nothing’, then started back on jogging. You heard your phone go off again and this time ignored it knowing it was Hobi. You wanted to get home quickly and shower before he just showed up as he had in the past.
Once you got home you looked at your phone and read the message he sent. Of course, he wanted to come over and you gladly accepted, knowing if you said no he would show up anyways.
You ran to your bathroom and quickly washed all the stinky off of your body. You didn't want anything to go down and you already reek of sweat. Just as you got out the shower your front door opened. They walked in Hobi holding a box. You stopped in place looking at him with wide eyes.
”What's that?” You asked pointing to the box
”Why are you naked?”
”Hobs what's in the box?” You made a straight face as you crossed your arms.
He shook his head still looking at your body only wrapped in a small towel. ”Go get dressed first and then I will let you know.”
You groaned and stumped your way into the room. You quickly put on some clothes and walked out into the living room. Sitting down, you pointed at the box again.
”What the hell is in the box?”
He smirked at you.” A surprise!”
You three you head back groaning again. ”WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME!”
”Why are you being dramatic?”
”You got with me because you loved my drama.” You said with a raised brow. ”Anyways what's the surprise?”
He picked up the box and placed it on the couch. ”Close your eyes, first.” You nodded and did as told. Just as you did you could hear the box open and then be placed on the floor. You felt something on your leg which made you shiver.
”Hoseok what the heck is that?” You said trying not to open your eyes or freak out. He laughed and grabbed your hand from reaching down.
”You know I love you right?” You nodded your head holding his hand. ”I was thinking we could move on together. You know, to start a family of our own. So, I got us something to do exactly that with. When I count to three, open your eyes, okay?”
You nodded, keeping your eyes closed right. You took in a deep breath trying to calm your nerves as Hobi started to count.
”One”
What could it be that he wanted to get you two to start your family. It could be anything really, but what the fuck kept touching your leg.
”Two…”
You took in another deep breath. You loved this man and would do anything for him. You would even die when it came to him. Starting a family with someone you loved so deeply only meant the world to you.
”Three,” You opened your eyes and looked down at the thing that kept touching your leg. You couldn't help but begin to smile as your eyes feasted on the puppy that sat before you. This is what he meant by starting a family. You thought he was going to ask you to marry him. You couldn't help but burst out laughing.
”You find this funny?” He raised a brow picking up the puppy.
”No! Never, ” you reached out and took the dog out of his hand bringing it to your chest. ”This is perfect. I just didn't expect you to bring me a puppy!” You kissed the top of its head and held it close. ”This is perfect babe, ”
Hoseok smiled and leaned close to you, pecking your lips.” Maybe we can do something to show you are, you know, satisfied with the gift I got you!” He leaned over to kiss you again but you jumped up.
”Let’s go puppy shopping! She-” You held the dog up and made a face, ”He is going to need a lot of things. Oh, my baby is going to look amazing!” You left the living room to get ready to leave.
”Our baby and Happy Valentine's Day to you too, ”He got up rolling his eyes. He didn't think it completely through as far as having to fight another male for your attention. Even if that other male was a literal dog.
Plot: You and Jinyoung hadn’t seen each other in a while and when the time comes, things spiral out of control to a point things end up broken. What will it take to make you two happy again?
Genre: Angst, Sumt, Fluff
Word count: 4.4k
Today was the day. You had been counting down and making sure everything was perfect for this exact moment. What was that moment you ask? The return of your best friend, Jinyoung. He had been on tour for almost a year and you guys hardly got to talk to each other. Now, you were about to have a fun day together and you had everything planned out perfectly.
You grabbed your notebook and smiled at the full activity list that was before you. First, you guys were going to talk and catch up. You wanted to see how he had been and what he had been up to firming the time of the tour. Since he was traveling the world, you hoped he had grabbed a few things for you like he promised.
Second on the list was to eat. You were planning on making a big fest, but thought it would be better if he was there to help out with that. So you planned on both of you being in the kitchen to cook. Of course if all failed you had it planned that you would just go and get food at his favorite restaurant.
And last but not least, you guys go on a walk. For some reason, you both always ended up outside walking to nowhere. It’s just something you guys did. It was another way of bonding that you guys had developed over the years. It was something special for both of you. Don’t know why, but it just worked that way.
You smiled, happy about what was to come. Now you just had to wait for Jinyoung to get here and then everything would be perfect.
~~~~~
“Where the fuck is he…” You mumbled under your breath. He had been four hours. He is four hours passed the time he was going to get there and now most of the plans are ruined. The four hours you had were for talking and getting caught up with each other. Now you guys would have to skip to the eating part. But even that had a short window. He was really testing your patience.
To make matters worse, he hasn’t even responded to the millions of text you sent. Yeah you might sound like a desperate girlfriend but you kinda had that role. It was never officially said by the two of you that you guys were a couple. It just flowed that way and you treated each other as such.
You mumbled more profanities under you breath as you got up and walked into your room. You had everything planned out so perfectly and he was messing that up for you. Just one more call, one more to see if he was even around.
You looked at your phone and scrolled through your contacts until you landed on Mark. You quickly tapped his name and called him.
You set in silence waiting for his to answer. All hope was lost and you pulled the phone from your ear. You were about to hang up but then you heard a faint.
“Hello?”
“Mark?!” You asked a little to excitedly.
There was a chuckle from his line before he responded. “Yes, Y/n. You forgot how I sounded already?”
You rolled your eyes flopping in your bed. “No, I didn’t actually. And I’m pretty damn upset that it’s the first voice I’m hearing since you guys got back from tour.”
Mark sighed .” Jinyoung hasn’t contacted you? What kind of boyfriend is he?”
“The one that isn’t my boyfriend,” You stated rolling to your side. “Is he there with you?”
“That information I was told to withhold.”
“Mark!” You yelled sitting up. “I’m going to need both of you men to stop fucking with my emotions. Where the hell is Jinyoung!”
“I swear I can’t tell you!”
“And why is that? Why can’t you just tell me he is there and isn’t coming?! I had the whole day planned out and he is making me very angry!”
It went completely silent as you stared at a picture on your nightstand of the two of you. Mark didn’t know what to say and it was evident. He was quiet, just breathing into the phone.
“Y/n,” He began taking a long pause in between. “If I tell you, would you be mad at me?”
“No, why would I be mad at someone who hasn’t don’t anything to me…”
“Because I know where he is…” This time you went quite, looking down at your toes digging themselves into the carpet.
“Where is he?” You breathe out so softly a ghost couldn’t hear.
“He’s with Mina-“ You hung up the phone and threw it on the other side of the room. Mina, that fucking slut always figured out a way to come in between you too. You hated her guts and only wished bad when it came to her. You should’ve known he was with her. When you two aren’t together, that’s where he put a great deal of his time other than work.
Hearing that he is with her and hasn’t even said anything to you just full-blown pissed you off. There went your night and there was nothing that could salvage it from this horrid disaster.
You fell back on your bed before rolling over crying your heart out.
~~~~~
You hopped up hearing a knock on the door. Your hair was a mess and you didn't even realize you had fallen asleep until that moment. The knock happened again a little louder this time and you jumped out of bed running to the door. You looked out the peephole and gasped. There stood Jinyoung waiting for you to open the door.
You looked down at what you were wearing and it came to you that you didn't change because he bailed on you. Getting angry all over again, you opened the door and looked at him, glaring as if he was some sort of murderer.
”Why the hell are you here?” You asked him poison spitting from your lips with every word you said. You didn’t want to just push him away. But you also didn’t want him standing there looking at you. He was your strength and your greatest weakness.
And he knew this.
“I’m sorry I didn’t come on time.” You glared at him as he spoke, his voice like honey. You rolled your eyes moving from the door with your arms crossed. He took this as an opportunity to walk in, closing the door behind himself. “Are you not going to speak to me?”
“You do know what time it is, right?” You asked him still not looking his way. You flopped down on the couch and laid down taking the whole thing.
He stood there looking down at you with his hands on his hips. “Yes I know,”He started ,shaking his head as he watched you. “Why are you being so cold towards me?”
“Why didn’t you just come here instead of standing me up? You know I planned this day out and yet you made sure not to even show your fucking ass at the house.”
Jinyoung stood there looking at you. He knew you were upset and that nothing he could say would make you feel any different about him. He cleared his throat moving your legs up so he could sit and placing them on his own lap. “You do know your my favorite girl, right?”
You chuckled more like scoffed as you looked away from him. “Your favorite my ass. You were to busy getting into her pants.”
“Who is her?” He asked you knowing goodness well who you were talking about.
You sat up looking at him flabbergasted. Why did he always do this to you when you least expected him too. “You know who I’m talking about, Jinyoung. Don’t act like a dumbass!”
“Why do you always hit below the belt?” He asked with annoyance clearly in his voice.
”You should be used to things being done below the belt.” You mumbled under your breath. Jin-young heard you though and smacked your thigh.
You looked down at him as he kept his hand there. After a moment of silence you opened your mouth to say something but you ended up being interrupted but Jinyoung crashing his lips onto yours. First, you tried to push him off but ended up getting drawn in and deepened the kiss.
He pulled you into his lap, holding your waist tight and close to his own body. He moved his hand down slowly and was about to touch your bum but you stopped him, pulling away. “I don’t like you enough for that.”
“Come on,” He groaned throwing his head back. You shake your head moving off his lap onto the couch.
“You think you can just come to my house and get what you want when you want too?” He didn’t say anything and that only let you know that’s completely how he felt. You shake your head and stood up anger flowing through your body.”What am I to you? What are we?!”
He looked at you not saying anything. This only made you glared at him, an eye roll following after.
“Just forget it!” You said throwing your hands up and walking away.
Jinyoung got you quickly following. “No, Y/n! Don’t just walk away!” He reaches out and grabs your hand pulling you to himself. You shook your head trying to pull away.
“Jinyoung I want nothing to do with you. Go fuck Mina!”
“I’m not going to fuck Mina! Why would you even say that?!”
You snatched your arm out of his grip. “Maybe because you were with her probably fucking!”
He scoffed shaking his head. “I’ve never fucked Mina, Y/n!”
“Oh I’m sorry, made mother fucking love!”
You saying that made him let out a frustrated groan, angrily pacing the floor.
“I wasn’t doing any of that shit. I’ve never done that with her and she’s never come on to me!” He was annoyed and you could tell.
“Then why the hell do you always hang out with her?”
“Because she’s helping me find shit for you!” He yelled pointing towards you. You were taken aback as he let out a chuckle. You pushed your luck and pissed off the wrong person. “You assume I’m out here fucking everyone when I’m not. You asked what we are, right? You want to know what the fuck we are? To me, your my fucking world. You are everything to me. I felt we fell into a place passed the stupid boyfriend girlfriend shit. Were fucking soulmates, Y/n! So what are you to me? The girl I fucking love and want to spend the rest of my life with. That’s who you are.”
With that he walked out the door, slamming is shut behind himself making you jump. You couldn’t move but you wanted to chase after him and beg him to forgive you. It was a jerk move that you made and yet you did and now you were in hot water with the man who just confessed something that you were feeling too.
You loved him also…
~~~~~~
You sat with some tea in your hands looking out the window. You’ve been waiting for Jinyoung to come back, but he hasn’t. Not only did this break you but it also made you feel like your chances of having a future with him was fucked because you didn’t trust him.
“Why didn’t I just trust him…” You mumbled. You sighed and took a drink of your tea just as you heard a knock on the door. You froze in place not expecting any company.
Well anyone that wasn't the one you were looking for. You groaned as you got up, the door being knocked on again. A Little harder than the first time.
”I'm coming!” You yelled moving towards the door. You didn't even look out the peephole before you swung the door open, giving the person standing there attitude.
But that quickly changed when you seen Jinyoung standing there, arms dangling to his side as he looked past you. You moved out of the way and he walked into the room, flopping down on the couch once he reached it.
“Jinyoung, I’m-“
“Save it,” He interrupted not ready to hear what you had to say. He was walking trying to figure out how to redo everything that had happened in the last couple of hours. There was a slow burning in his chest that ached and it felt like he was trapped in his own web.
“Jinyoung I’m just trying to apologize…” He shook his head looking in your direction. You understood why he was upset with you. You fucking accused him of being a man-hoe. Definitely something someone with a right mind she be offended about.
“Do you even really know what your apologizing about? Like honestly, you sent me to a place I promised myself never to go.”
You looked at him before moving over to the couch. You didn’t mean to take him back towards the anger he had worked so hard to get away from. You felt even more like shit seeing that he had gone that route instead of going to one of the guys to talk.
“Jin, I’m really sorry, okay?” You moved one of your hands to his trying to hold his hand but he moved away. You knew you had upset him and you were mentally murdering yourself over it. “What do you want me to do to make it up? I’ll do anything as long as your not mad at me anymore!”
He looked at you, his own head shaking no. Why would you go and do that? You never really knew what went through his head. It goes from one extreme to another. So were you really going to be safe in this moment? Honestly not.
“I know what you can do for me,” You sat up clapping your hands together. You were ready for whatever challenge he had for you. “Strip down and get on your hands and knees.”
You looked up at him and was about to oppose but you looked down towards the biggest bulge you’ve possibly ever seen. You held up your hand shaking your head.
“I don’t think this is the best thing to do when your upset…”
“I think it’s the perfect time to do this,” He said sitting down on the couch. “ Being angry makes the sex better and it’s all that I want.” He looked over at you in the eyes a slight smirk on his face.
“From you anyway,”
You couldn’t help but laugh at what he said. How could he so blatantly just say that and think it was okay. There was a part of you that wanted to just walk out of the room, but the other part was turned on at how blazin he was being.
You shifted in your seat looking down and away from him.
“Why would you say something like that?” You could feel your cheeks burning from being turned on. How dare he put you in thi podicument?
“You said out of your mouth that you would do anything in order to help me out,” He brought it up and now you regretted it traminduly. “ I want your sex.”
“Yeah, but Jinyoung you know I don’t just give it up to anybody,”
“And I’m offended you consider me ‘Any body’,” He did air quotes clearly sounding offended about what was said. You were digging yourself deeper and wasn’t making anything any better. You had to make a choice in whether you were going to comply to what he asked or just ruin what you two built up.
Whatever it was you built up.
“Fuck it!” Was all you said before moving to his lap crushing your lips onto his. You moved your hands to the back of his neck as he moved his own under your shirt. You jumped at the feel of his cold slender finger running themself up to your bra clasp. You let out a small gasp as you felt the pressure of the bra release from holding your breast. It scared you how good he was with taking off bras, but then again, he wasn;t a virgin when you met him, you didn’t expect any novice mistakes from him.
There was a moment that he stopped kissing you, his forehead resting on yours as he looked you in the eyes. “ Please understand that if we go anywhere with this, thats it’s opening a door we can possibly never, ever close again.”
You nodded your head, leaning down and pecking his lips.”If i didn’t want to go any further in this, fuck it wouldn’t had come out of my mouth not once.”
He nodded,a smile growing on his lips.” That makes perfect sense.”
“Can you shut up now? Your talking way too much and it's ruining my mood.”
He nodded and moved so that you were now under him. He began kissing you again then moved down to your neck, kissing and licking the spot he was ready to mark. You were his now, even though not verbally said. You two already knew.
You grabbed the hem of his shirt and tugged at it so that he could remove it. You wanted to touch his body. To feel the ripples that only made you more turned on. He didn’t want to be alone either and grabbed the hem of your shirt taking it off for you. He unclasped your bra and you let your arms fall out of it, throwing it to the other side of the room. A slight giggle escaping your lips.
Jinyoung looked at you in aw. He couldn’t believe he got to witness something as amazing as you. He leaned down and planted a kiss right above your chest before moving down and taking the nipple into his mouth, his hand playing with the other.
This only made you arch your back and let out a sweet song of moans as he began to suck and nibble on your sensitive buds.He had a way of using his fingers to apply the right amount of pressure to your nipple tat drove you wild.
He quickly switched to the other one, leaving the other unattended and coated in a nice layer of saliva so that when the slight breeze hit it, it made you shiver.
His hand that wasn’t busy made its way down between your legs. He wasted no time shoving his hands down you pants and beginning to rub your clit.
“Wow babe,” He began pulling away from your nipple.” Your so fucking wet for me.” He pulled out his hand to see the juices glistening on his fingers. He moved his hand to the mouth to taste your amazing juices and smiled.
With stift moves, he pulled down your pants leaving you there bare in front of him, You could feel yourself start to become shy as he looked down at you.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” You asked him looking away.
He shook his head making you looked back at him. “ Your just perfect, okay?”He leaned down and pecked your lips before kissing his way down slowly. He kissed both thighs leaving a mark on both before slowly opening your legs. He stared at your beautiful womanhood just taking it all in. You to him were immaculate and he could praise your body for hours if he had the time.
He moved his lips down towards your woman hood placing a soft, tender kiss against your pussy lips. Once he tasted you again he couldn't help but began to eat you out, sucking against your clit as if it was the only thing that could save him from dying.
You couldn’t help but push yourself more into his face as he gave you all he could. You were going crazy mentally. There were so many things telling you to make him stop. You didn’t want to end up getting hurt in the long run. You wanted to know you were safe with him and you felt like you were.
You closed your eyes moving your hand to his hair letting out a soft whimper. This only made Jinyoung pull away to look up at you but your shook your head trying to push his head back into your sex.
“Please don’t stop” You begged him,voice shaking. He moved completely making you whimper even more.
”What the fuck…” You groaned out looking down at him. He didn't say anything though. He just sat up and pulled down his pants and boxers. You gazed longingly as his hard member sprung out from under the fabric. A smile crept to your lips in awe of him.
”Now you're making me nervous.” He said letting out a chuckle.
” I mean you're beautiful. How can I not just stare at you.” you glanced up at him moving one hand around his shaft giving it a gentle tug. This made Jinyoung close his eyes, throwing his head back in pleasure.
You pulled him closer and placed only his tip between your lips giving his head a soft kiss.
“Don’t tease me babygirl. Please don’t.” He begged. You looked up at him and took him into your mouth and because you bob your head up and down his shaft. There was no turning back now. You two weren’t leaving anywhere until you both reached your high.
After a few of sucking his manhood, you two were back to kissing, your legs wrapped around his waist. You were ready to take him on. You wanted to feel him inside of you. You rolled your hips, feeling him member rubbing against your clit. This only made you let out a moan, taking a shaky breath as you got choked up.
” I want you, now, ” You told Jinyoung pulling away and looking down towards your bodies smashed together. You could feel him twitching against you and it only made you even wetter. You were ready for him and if he couldn't see that he had to be pretty blind. You reached down towards him and tried to push him in but he moved his hips sitting up. You groaned and rolled your eyes.
” Don't be like that. I just want you to turn over.” He told you pulling your arm. You did as you were told without a word. You didn't want to prolong what was happening anymore.
Jinyoung moved between your legs, placing a kiss on your shoulder. You could feel him pushing his hips against your bum. His weight on you made you shiver. You could feel him pushing himself into you, his own breath quivering in your ear. He slowly started to thrust in and out, a soft moan leaving his lips.
”Babe, ” He began but never finished what he was saying. He just kept moving his hips, doing his best to please both of you.
You moved your bum upwards so that he could have more access to your sex. He grabbed your hips sitting up and quickening his pace. You had to brace yourself at how hard he was going.
”Fuck, ” you whispered out, face smashed against the couch armrest as he managed into you. You loved how rough he was being and you already knew you were going to be sore as he when he was finished.
You could feel the stutter in his thrust as he got closer and closer to his climax. You didn't want it to end. If it was possible, you would go for hours.
”I’m about to cum.” He said surprisingly calm. You started pushing yourself against him even more, doing your best to squeeze yourself against his shaft. You wanted to reach the end with him and you were determined too.
The whole apartment seemed to go quiet as you and Jinyoung got closer and closer to the end. Jinyoung leaned down placing more kisses on your shoulders and your neck. He was so gentle, treating you as if you were fragile thin glass. He tried to push further inside of you wanting to feel more and more of you.
”I’m cumming.” He said, slowing his thrust so that he could enjoy you for the last few seconds he had. Before you knew, he was pushing himself into you, gripping onto your waist definitely bruising them.
He collapsed onto you, breathing hard and closing his eyes. You couldn't help but smile looking back at him. He was perfect and you wanted to make it up to go for how you treated him earlier.
”You know, I'm sorry for jumping to conclusions, right?” You asked him and all he did was nod, hiding behind your back and holding you close. You glanced behind yourself trying to look at him. You could tell he was falling asleep and you too were well on your way.
You turned in his arms, pulling him closer to yourself, placing a kiss on his nose then his lips.
”Y/n?” Jinyoung asked eyes closed shut.
” Yeah?”
” Do you want to be my girlfriend?” He opened his eyes and looked you in your eyes. You didn't say anything as you both just stared at each other. You opened your mouth to say something but closed it back trying to think of the best thing to say.
You loved him, that was something that you could never deny. But you didn't know if you were ready for the life he had. You were ready to be in the limelight like he was. Yeah, it seemed that you were going back and forth but were you really ready for that?
”I-” You started taking a deep breath. You had to choose your words wisely. ”I’m willing to try…”
Jinyoung smiled, pulling you closer to him and kissing your lips. Though you were terrified, you were ready to take a try at the whole thing.
You and Jimin sat on the couch cuddling as you watched a movie. You were at the dorms with the guys just being lazy on their day off.
You felt Jimin shift making you look back at him, who was watching you.
“Are you okay?” You asked him softly so that only you two could hear each other. Last time you talked you got a mouthful of shushes from Tae and Jin. You didn’t want that to happen and get kicked.
“Yeah, I’m just thinking about something.” You nodded your head and looked back up at the screen to continue watching the movie.
You felt Jimin move again, but this time, his hand was placed on your inner thigh. You looked up at him once more and was about to say something but he put his finger to his lips telling you to be quiet.
You opened your mouth to say something but he shook his head and pointed towards the guys sitting around them.
“If they hear you, they are going to know what we’re doing.” He moved his hands towards the hem of your shorts and you shake your head trying to move to sit up.
“Jiminnie, we shouldn’t do this right here…” You whispered stopping his hand before it went too far.
“And why not? We have a blanket covering us and the guys aren’t paying attention. We’re going to be fine.”
You shifted and stopped when you felt something poking at your back. You again looked back at him and he gave you a smirk putting his hand on his lips once again shushing you.
“Jimin.” You said a little bit more stern. This time Tae turned to you guys and let out a shush. You glared at him then back at Jimin moving his hand off you.
You stood up throwing the blanket over Jimin and walking out of the room headed for Jimin’s room. You turned when you felt someone grab you turning you around. When you seen Jimin your rolled your eyes and tried to turn and walk away but he stopped you.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to put you in such an awkward place...I just, you know wanted you.” He looked down actually feeling bad about what he did. You moved towards him a slight smile on your face. What happened actually got you turned on and you were waiting for him to follow you out of the room.
“It’s okay. Just don’t do crap like that in front of the guys.” He looked at you and slowly started to smile.
“So can we fix this.” He pointed down at his problem with a raised brow. You shook your head laughing and looking away. Of course you wanted to do that, but you were planning on teasing him the whole time just for getting you turned on.
You shrugged your shoulders and walked towards his room. He didn’t move and this made you look back at him.
“I’d hurry up and get here. I’m starting with or without you!” Jimin quickly hurried into the room closing and locking the door behind himself.
Hopefully no one heard the craziness going on in the room.
Taehyung
Taehyung smiled wide holding you close to himself. For some reason, you two started to play fight over playdoh colors. You guys happened to be at his parents house since he had the week off. You made sure to have everything set up from what you guys were going to do, to what you guys were going to eat. Everything was planned perfectly.
“Tae, I swear if you don’t let me have the yellow I’m going to break up with you!” You said trying to get out of his grasp. He shook his head pulling you closer to his body.
“I don’t think that’s going to happen. I have plans with that yellow, why don’t you take green?”
“Because green doesn’t make a great unicorn!” You shouted.
“And yellow does?!” He countered back a the same tone. You shook your head prying his hands off of you.
“Yellow is going to be used for the horn. If the horn isn’t yellow, is it a real unicorn?”
He couldn’t help but laugh at you, pinning you against the counter.” Your not getting the yellow.”
You bumped your bum against him trying to make him move back. But instead he pulled you closer. Tae playful laugh and smile vanished as he looked down at you two colliding. The once innocent fighting now turning into something more in his eyes.
“Tae…” You giggled out turning around in his arms. You looked his in the eyes still smiling. “Can you please move?” You asked him softly. He shook his head now looking you in the eyes. Of course he wasn’t going to move, you knew this already. But you were just hoping he would listen.
He leaned down and kissed your lips gently. You kissed back, not wanting to hurt him by rejecting his loving. But nothing else was going to come of it.
“Tae, babe, we’re at your parents house. I don’t think it would be best for us to do anything…”
“Then let’s get a hotel.” He looked at you with lustful eyes. You wanted to stare but looked away from him, his seductive face making you blush, hard.
You shook your head and tried to move but he grabbed your waist. “I think we can have some fun if you just go with me, Y/n.”
“Taehyung I think it would be very inappropriate for us to have anything going on sexual related under your parents roof!”
“They don’t have to know,” He started, licking his lips in the process.” We can sneak like we’re teens trying not to get caught. I can hold your mouth and fuck you so hard while whispering dirty things in your ear. I can full blown make you my bi-“
“Okay Taehyung! We can get a hotel, just move!” You pushed him away from you, you feeling the heat rising everywhere. You knew you weren’t going to be able to stop him from getting what he wanted. Shit, you wanted it too.
You just knew it was going to be a long night. Without even saying another word, you went to Tae’s room to grab your things. There was no need in trying to stop him.
Jungkook
There was silence as you and Kook immersed in a very intense game of monopoly with Hobi and Tae. You two were on opposite teams, making it very much even more competitive in the room. You both were set out to win by all means necessary.
You grabbed the dice to roll but Jungkook shook his head. ”You already rolled the dice. It’s Tae’s turn!”
“He just rolled. Your making up the rules as you go!” You said back, crossing your arms.
Hobi eyes opened wide. “Last I checked, you two made these rules up out of the whole game!”
“You shut up!” Both you and Jungkook said in unison, not taking your eyes off of each other. The tension changed dramatically. It went from you both being competitive to wanting each other. Both Taehyung and Hoseok could feel that. So to make it a little less awkward, they exited stage left.
“Why do you always try and change the rules?” You asked him your eyes not leaving his.
Kook smirked, he loving that you were annoyed. But that was what he wanted from the jump. To him, the sex was better when you both had a bunch of adrenaline running through your veins.
“I didn’t change the rules. You are just a cheater.” He simply said.
“You little shit!”
“Don’t call me names because you’re a cheater, Y/n!”
You stood up pointing your finger at him. “I didn’t cheat! It was my turn to roll the fucking dice!”
“Hey watch your mouth!” He said slapping your hand away. You groaned and walked over to his side of the table leaning down into his face.
“You don’t tell me what to do with my mouth…” You said which only made Kook smirk again. You looked at his lips then back at his eyes. What was he getting at?
He leaned up to you, his lips damn near your. “How about I show you what you can do with it then?”
Before you could object he closed the gap between you two. He kissed you somewhat roughly, pulling you into his lap. This was turning pretty aggressive and you deepened the kiss, throwing your arms around his neck.
When Kook moved his hand down to your bum this made you jump, pulling away. You forgot where you were for a second and needed to fix that before you two began to full blown make porn on the kitchen table.
“We should move.” You said softly feeling his very much excited friend on your leg. He nodded his head, resting it on your shoulder.
“Let’s move quick. We have a game on monopoly to finish.”
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You and Jin were walking around at a store. You were shopping for a birthday gift for your mom and he begged to tag along. You knew that he wanted to be apart of your life as much as possible so of course you didn’t tell him no.
He stood behind you as you looked at a few necklaces. Not paying attention he bumped into you but grabbed your waist so that you wouldn’t fall over.
“Hey kid!” You started turning back to look at him. “Pay attention!”
Jin laughed shaking his head. “Sorry about that. I didn’t mean to bump you.”
You turned back around looking at the jewelry in front of you. You could feel him pushing closer to you, his hips on your bum. You were going to say something but just decided to ignore him. There was no reason blaming him for something that could be innocent.
But all innocents went away when you could feel him slowly growing behind you. You again looked back up at him seeing a different look in his eyes then the last time you looked. He leaned down towards your ear a slight smile on his lips.
“How would you feel if we get out of here and went for a little fun?” He whispered for only you to hear. You shake your head, your cheeks growing hot and red.
“We are in public, Jin. You need to get it together!” You snap looking back at him with a straight face. He only smiled standing up straight but pushing closer to you. You weren’t going to cause a scene and embarrass him but you really wanted too.
“Jin, can you please just wait until we get home?”
“I can wait for us to get to the car at the max.” You sighed knowing you were going to lose this battle. But you guys were still going to be in public so there really wasn’t a way for you guys to have “Fun”
“Jin, you need to wait until we get home. Then it’s fair game.”
“Why can’t we just go in the family bathroom and make a family!?”
You couldn’t help but start to laugh. The way he was acting was very much amusing, but you weren’t in the mood at the moment to get in trouble. Especially since the bodyguards are there and sneaking away would be the hardest thing to do.
“We can make a family all night when we get home, okay?” He pouted moving away from you.
“Just know, it’s your fault I have a boner. And also your fault for being so damn sexy!”
You laughed again shaking your head as you walked away. It was going to be a long day.
Yoongi
You ended up talking Yoongi into having a game night with a few of your friends. Of course he was excited about it… not. It took you up to three weeks to convince him, most of the time he telling you he’d think about it. Now you guys were getting ready for the game night and you were excited.
You walked past the room heading for the living room. You glanced in there but then backtracked seeing Yoongi standing with his back to the door. You couldn’t help but chuckle which made him look back at the door.
“Hey what are you doing?” He asked trying to cover himself. You shrug your shoulders walking into the room.
“What are you doing?” You returned the question. You know exactly what he was doing, but you were just going to play dumb.
He smirked at you standing up and walking toward you still covering himself. “You want to help me? I have a little...problem.”
You looked down at his hands slightly covering himself before laughing and walking away. He was going to have to fix that himself, you had a party to get ready for.
After a few minutes later, Yoongi finally came out and helped you get ready. You heard a knock on the door and squealed running back to the room.
“Answer the door I need to get ready.”
Yoongi’s shook his head and did as told, greeting the guest and taking them to the living room. You quickly got ready and then went out greeting everyone.
Time passed by and you were now sitting at the table playing a couples game. You sat on Yoongi’s lap, arguing your point as far as one of the game rules. You leaned forward making Yoongi grab your hips and pull you closer to himself. This made you laugh and look back at him. But his eyes were focused on your bum.
“So, Y/n,” Your friend said clapping her hands. “ Do you and Yoongi know when your going to get married?”
“That’s a great question,” You turned back to look at Yoongi. “What do you think?” Yoongi never looked up at you. He just kept looking down at you. He made a face and this made you stand up grabbing his arm. “Excuse us.”
You stood and dragged him back into the room. When you closed the door you turned around and ended up getting attacked on the lips by him. You pushed away, laughing as you turned your head.
“What the hell is wrong with you?”
“I think we should send your friends home and have a game night with just us…” You couldn’t help but laugh at his cuteness.
“I’m going to go back out there before they start thinking the worst. You stay here, cool down and then we can finish this conversation when everyone leaves.”
Yoongi made a face as you walked out of the room, blowing a kiss towards him and closing the door behind yourself.
After a bunch of convincing that you both are okay, you guys finished out the night, Yoongi sulking the rest of the whole time..
Hoseok
You danced around listening to all different types of music as you cleaned the house. Today was one of the normal clean the whole house days and you couldn’t wait any longer for Hoseok to show up and help. You started by yourself and at the rate you were cleaning, was planning on ending it by yourself too.
You heard the code for your door be punched in and then unlock. A smile appeared on your face just as your loving boyfriend walked through the door.
“Hey cutie.” You said walking over and getting on your tippy toes to plant a kiss on his lips. He held you close to his body, lingering kiss a little longer.
“Well someone missed me,” You teased.
He chuckled pulling you even closer.” Today was really hectic. So I just couldn’t wait to get home to my amazingly beautiful girl.” He winked then leaned down and kissed you once more.
You giggled pulling away. “Hobs, stop.” You told him moving out of his reach. “I’m nasty and sweaty and I was laying on the bathroom floor. Last thing you want is to hug and kiss all on a nasty girl.”
“Your still amazing, Y/n. I don’t give a damn about where you were laying. I want you.”
You raised a brow looking at him with a slight smirk. He usually expressed himself pretty well when it came to needs but was a little more polite when it came too...sexual needs.
“You want me, huh?” You questioned. He nodded, making a face at you stating the obvious. “Well, I need to finish cleaning up the hou-“
“You help me, I’ll help you hands down.” He quickly spoke wanting you to come to his need. You weren’t opposed to helping him. In fact, a little break wouldn’t hurt anyone.
“Are you willing to let me shower first?”
“We can both start in the shower. I’ve been dancing all day so I know I need one.” You nodded your head taking off your cleaning apron.
“Fine, but I cleaned that bathroom,” You started, walking towards the room. ”No messing that shit up!”
“Yes ma’am,” He smiles wide as you eyed him. His cuteness always got him his way. Really just him in general. You loved him and didn’t mind helping him out.
“Let’s do this!”
Namjoon
“Joon-bug,” You whined sitting beside Namjoon with your legs on his lap. Right now you two were in his studio working on some beats. You loved to watch him get creative and push himself to be great. This was one of the many reasons you loved him.
He stopped the music looking over at you. “What’s wrong?”
“Aren’t you tired? Can we go get something to eat?”
“I am tired,” He said leaning back against his chair. He placed a hand on your leg and slowly increased his high going to your thigh. “But I also want to get this beat completed so I can keep working on songs for my mixtape.”
“Why do we make a tape?” You asked, brow raised slightly.
He chuckled shaking his head. “Do you know how dangerous that could be?”
“We can wear masks and do it at my place so we won’t get interrupted…” Though this was tempting, Namjoon knew it wasn’t going to turn out well.
“People hack into people’s shit all the time. What makes you think we’re not going to get exposed?I’ve done a Vlive in your room a few times.”
“After we do it, we can change me room up!” You said moving to straddle his lap.” Or we can change it up before we get dirty.”
Namjoon went silent as if he was thinking about it. Well he was considering, but he knew it would be very very risky.
“So, your willing to change your whole entire room just to make a freaking tape?” You nodded smirking at him and you even winked.
“I was waiting for a change up. I guess this would be the best thing to do so that we can switch it up.” You slowly started moving on his lap, giving a slight lap dance. “ Come one, Joon…”
He sighed, leaning back. “ I think we should go to a hotel instead of doing it in your room.” You smiled wide clapping your hands together. “ I also think we should record it on something that can’t really be hacked. Put it on an sd card that we can only know of. But lastly, we need to keep it safe ,babe. No one can know at all!”
Your raised brow, a slight smile itching on the corner of your lips.”So this is a yes?”
Joon leaned up and pecked you’re lips softly a few times. Your smile grew before you threw your arms around his neck.
You scrolled through your phone looking at all the different posts on IG. Your eyes widened at the post you just so happened to stop on. You gasped and sat up making Jimin look up at your from his own phone.
“What happened?” He mumbled lazily as he tried to look over your shoulder.
You looked over at him with tears building in your eyes. “Remember that girl I told you about?”
“The one you grew up with?” You nodded your head then looked back at your phone. You couldn’t help but let the tears fall as your stared straight at the screen. “ Babe, what happened?”
“She, uh…” You looked at him sniffling. “ She apparently died just recently.” You looked back at your phone scrolling through the comments trying to find some type of answers to the questions that were running through your head.
Since your had gone silent Jimin felt worried. He moved close to you gently grabbing your arms. “Are you okay?”
You looked up at him giving a slight smile. You weren’t okay though and he knew this. He moved his hand to your cheek rubbing his thumb gently against it.“Talk to me, please.”
“It’s just making me think, you know? Like one day, you will be gone from me and I will have to live this life alone.” You looked him in the eyes as he shook his head.
“I’m not leaving any time soon. I’m going to be by your side forever. You know this.”
“We all die Jiminnie and I-“
“You will not be alone. I will be here with you okay?” You slowly nodded your head before leaning in and pecking his lips. “I love you. Your my forever.”
“I love you too…”
Taehyung
“Tae!” You screamed running into the living room. You went into the room to feed your fish when you found it not moving. You were trying your hardest not to freak out but you were definitely doing so.
Tae looked up at you with a concerned look on his face. The way your screamed scaring him half to death. “What’s wrong?” He asked in a huff. Your pointed towards the room, your eyes tearing up.
“Our baby…” You said trying to get the words to come out but they wouldn’t. He walked into the into the room looking around before is eyes landed on the fish bowl. He looked back at you with sorry eyes, his own heart breaking.
“Love…” He said walking over to you wrapping his arms around you. “I’ll take care of him.” He was trying his hardest to be supportive but he knew you wouldn’t be okay. You were and always had been a pet person. You even hated when Tae would kill bugs for no reason.
“We have to bury him. We have to have a funeral!”
Taehyung nodded his head in agreement. “ Should I call the guys? Do you want them to come and join us?”
You shook your head. “ No, just you and me, please. I just want it to be us so that I can ugly cry.”
Tae couldn’t help but laugh at how you were acting. He knew it hurt but how you were reacting was just amusing to him. “ I’m going to take him out now, okay? You find something we can bury him in.”
You walked away going to one of your purses. You knew you had an empty altoid box somewhere. When you find it, you walked into the bathroom so that you could clean it out. You didn’t want your baby resting in a strong mint container.
When you walked back into the room, Tae had already taken the fish out and place him on the desk on some paper. You walked over and sighed as you placed the can beside the fish.
“I’m so sorry, little guy.” You couldn’t help but let a tear fall as you looked at him. You gently picked him up and paced him inside of the canister. You closed the case then looked up at Tae.
“Alright, I’m ready.” You both headed outside and Tae dug up a slight hole big enough to fit the box.
“Is there anything you want to say?” He asked you placing the box gently in the dirty. You stood there thinking for a second before getting on your knees next to Tae.
“Autumn, now you can swim as much as you want in fish heaven. I will never ever get a fish again because you were the only one I needed. I’m so sorry it had to end this way. “ You looked at Tae who nodded in approval before slowly burying the fish.
You reached in your pocket and grabbed a few of the rocks that were in the bottom of his fish tank.
“Rest easy little guy!” You both said before getting up and walking in the house. You kicked off your shoes and turned to Tae.
“I want pizza now.” You both started laughing but still inside you hurt for your little friend.
Later in the week you and Tae ended up getting another little buddy who you named Winter.
Jungkook
You looked down at your phone waiting for Jungkook to get home. You had just gotten news about your brother, who was in a horrific accident. Sadly no one survived. You didn’t want to call and disturb him because he had a very important meeting. Though it was an emergency, it could wait until he got home.
You had gotten up to make some tea just an Jungkook walked through the doors.
“Jagiya! I’m home.” He said kicked off his shoes. You could hear the smile in his voice as he mumbled some nothings to himself and even let out a chuckle. This made you smile but you still felt heavy at heart.
When he turned the corner, he seen you and his smile dropped. Your eyes were puffy and so were your cheeks.
“Jagi?” He walked towards you but stopped before reaching. You just looked his in the eyes, your own beginning to tear up again. “What happened? Why are you crying?”
You couldn’t help but to point to your phone. You didn’t want to say anything because you didn’t trust your voice just yet. Reason why you got the tea in the first place.
He grabbed your phone and looked at the text that sat there in plain site. How was this possible. When did this happen?
He opened his mouth to say something but you put your hand up to stop him.
“I don’t know any details,” You began, playing it safe with your word choice. “All I know is that he’s g-gone!” Playing it safe only lasted a moment.
Just as you started to fall on the floor, Jungkook was by your side pulling you into his body. He held you close but gently as if you were fine china. All he could think to do was hum a song in your ear, his own tears falling. Not only because of the pain he felt for someone who had become like a brother to him, but also for the pain that he felt for you.
He was willing to do anything and everything to make sure you are taken care of during this time.
Even if that meant having to turn down the mini tour they were discussing.
So lately I haven’t really been feeling like posting, why? My aunt just passed away. I’ve been fighting depression over the last few weeks and it’s kind of made it hard to post anything. I to help myself and anyone else going through, I decided to make this. I hope it brings you peace like it’s bringing me...
Seokjin
You stood looking out on the balcony. You couldn’t really fathom what you were told. Your friend, someone who had been there for you. Someone who had shared everything with you, was gone. You just wish you could’ve talked to her before that day came.
Jin walked out to meet you. When you didn’t look his way he moved behind you pulling you close.
“I know right now is some major shit,” He started but stopped when you started shaking your head. You turned around to face him.
“How is it that she thought it was okay to just take her own life? She didn’t even think about any of us!”
“Babe I know it’s going to be tough but don’t be angry at her.” He tried his best to stay calm while you told him how you felt.
“How the hell can I not be angry with her? Huh? I mean she was selfish. She didn’t think about anyone else but herself at that moment! She left me!” You couldn’t help but scream as you stared him in the eyes. It was obvious, the pain that sat in yours and it killed Jin.
“I want to make you feel better…” He softly spoke, moving his hands to your shoulder. “How can I help you feel better?”
“Can you bring her back?”
“You know that would be the first thing I would do if I could.” You moved into his chest holding him close. You couldn’t help but sob as you thought about you dear friend. You could only cry.
And all Jin could do was hold you.
Yoongi
“No!” Yoongi heard you scream followed by a few things breaking. He quickly jumped up and rushed to the room to find you sitting on the floor, a cut on your leg from glass and your head between your head. He slowly moved towards you, pushing some of the glass out of the way and sat down.
“Babe,” He began, softly touching your arms to get your attention. You looked up at him, tears streaming down your face. You opened your mouth to say something but ended up crying again, throwing yourself on him.
He felt his heart break seeing you like this. What was the matter? Why were you so upset?
“Baby talk to me, please…” Yoon begged making you look at him. You sniffled and let out a shaky breath as you looked at him.
“I just found out that my dad-” You got choked up again as the tears came to your eyes once more. “ I have to go back home, Yoongi. I need to be with my family.”
He looked at you, nodding his head but still not quite understanding why you needed too. But he knew one thing.
“I’ll go with you.” He turned to get up but you grabbed his arm.
“You can’t go. You’re about to go on tour and you have a bunch of recording to do. You need to stay here with the boys.”
“I need to be wherever the girl I love is. You don’t get to go through this alone. I’m going to be right here with you until the end.”
You looked him in the eyes not saying anything. You didn’t deserve such an amazing man but yet you got him.
“You have to promise me one thing, though.” You started wanting to make it clear about him coming back home. “ If it ends up being a thing where I’m home longer than expected, you bring your ass home.”
He was silent not wanting to agree but knowing that it would be the best way for him not to lose his job.
“Fine, but I’m going to stay with you as long as I can. We’re going to make it through this together.”
You smiled at him, lips trembling slightly. You couldn’t help but move back into his arms taking him in as tears started to fall again.
Hoseok
You walked in the hotel room, letting your heels hit the floor. Hoseok followed behind you letting out a great sigh as he turned on the lights and kicked off his shoes. You both were just coming back from a funeral for you Aunt. You hadn’t said anything since earlier that morning. This broke Hobi but what could he do? Well other than just being there for you.
You walked in the bedroom and just closed the door. You wanted to be alone but at the same time you wanted to be held. Your aunt was like a second mom to you. You didn’t know she had passed away until you got the call telling you to come home. You didn’t even get to say goodbye.
Thinking this only made you burst out in tears. You fell to the floor bringing your knees to you chest just as Hobi walked into the room. He watched you closely, his own eyes tearing up. He walked to you and sat down beside you. At first, he didn’t want to touch you. He wanted for you to have your space. But the other side of him wanted to pull you close and block out everything that is hurting you.
You beat him to it though. You moved into his lap wrapping your arms around his neck. He only embraced you as you continued to let the tears flow.
He cleared his throat, rubbing your back in circles. He wanted to say something. He had too say something.
“Babe,” He started not saying anything for a few seconds to see if you would respond before continuing. “I know what we did today was hard. No one wants to say goodbye for the last time. It sucks that you have to go through this and I honestly wish I could fix this. I hate seeing you hurting… I hate seeing you like this.” He himself couldn’t hold back anymore. You both were now holding each other and crying. You for the lost of your aunt, him for the pain you were facing.
Namjoon
You sat across from Namjoon as you waited in the hospital. You have heard that your grandfather had fallen ill and the chances of him making it was very slim. Of course your family was hoping the outcome was going to be different. No one was ready to lose someone so dear to them.
Just as you opened mouth to say something the nurse came out, followed by your grandmother. Just based off how she looked,you already knew what they were going to say. You looked at Joon, your eyes began to swell up with tears. As if he could read your mind, he moved over to a chair near you and took your hand into his own.
Your grandmother began to talk,”He looks peaceful. Seemed to have to pain as he went.” She said just as different ones started to cry. “ He said not to be sad. He wanted you all to know that he loves you and to not be sad.”
You stood up and walked down the hall without a word. You didn’t want to cry in front of them. You just needed to breathe and have time to yourself just for a little bit. But you already knew that Joon wasn’t going to give that to you.
You turned and as if on cue, Joon was walking down the hall to catch up to you. He grabbed your hand and you pulled him out of the hospital. When you guys got out you went and leaned against a wall, looking up at the sky as your eyes filled with tears.
“I can’t believe he’s gone…” You whispered shaking your head. You still was in shock but you knew this would happen. He had been sick for a long time.
“You know I’m here, right? Every step of the way.” Joon moved close to you, placing one hand on the wall beside you head and leaning his head on yours. You couldn’t help but wrap your arms around his waist as tears began to fall. He pulled you into his chest kissing the top of you head.
“We’re going to make it through this. I’m here for you, baby.”
“Can we get a puppy?” You mumbled then looked up at him. “A puppy would really help in this situation.”
Joon smiled looking down at you. Your eyes bloodshot red and your nose and cheeks red as well. Of course he would let you get whatever the hell you wanted. You were his baby girl and he always spoiled you.
“Yeah, we can go look at some today.”
You looked him in the eyes before leaning up and pecking his lips. “I have to go check on my mom. I love you so much.”
“I love you too, Y/n” He kissed you once more then allowed you to move as he just watched you walk by. It was going to hurt to see you crying but he was willing to help you through this whole thing.
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