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Good night with some "dick measuring" J2 😂

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what are some of the most beautiful fics of wincest or j2? in your opinion? what the some of the funniest fics? which fics made you cry the most?

this is such a loaded question. our fandom is full of so many amazing stories and so many talented authors, and it’s almost impossible for me to make a list of anything without it being three miles long. that being said, I’ll try. mind you, I am far less read in Wincest. despite my love of it, J2 fics have always called to me more, and always, so forgive me if most of what I give are J2 stories. the beautiful and the ones that make me cry often criss-cross, so I’ll do my best to organize them as much as I can.

Beautiful Fics

Forever is a Lonely Number by lightinthehall

[ Written for the prompt ] “Jensen never ages, Jared does, but they stay together forever.”

Comment: an absolutely breathtaking story. so much is said in so few words and I both ache and dream and sigh happily at this story every time.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 3286; Warnings: character death

In Becoming Who We Are by errant-jane

Fresh out of school with a degree from the University of Washington, Jensen meets and falls for Jeff Morgan. He may not know what he wants to do with his life, but for the first time since leaving Texas, he feels like things are coming together. Jeff seems like the perfect guy, right up until it all falls apart, and Jensen is left wondering where he went wrong. A couple failed relationships and a few years later, Jensen’s decided that one-night stands are preferable to dates. He’s got his friends and his roommate, Sophia, for everything non-sex related, after all. Until Sophia decides to move in with her boyfriend and Jensen’s stuck trying to find a new roommate. At Sophia’s insistence, Jensen meets Jared Padalecki and the two become fast friends. Only, the more they get to know each other, the more obvious it is that there’s something there. But Jensen is unwilling to risk losing Jared’s friendship for the possibility of more. Unfortunately, if he doesn’t get things figured out, he might lose Jared anyway.

Comment: this story is causes so much emotional confusion for me because it’s so perfect with just Jensen and Jeff and I couldn’t see how it would end up with Jared in the picture at all and then it just. happens. and it’s amazing to watch Jensen grow and to watch Jared worm his way, unknowingly really, into Jensen’s heart.

Rating: NC-17; Word Count: 82700; Warnings: none

A Song in the Stars by strive2bhappy

Jared Padalecki has dreamed of taking to the skies since he was five-years-old. When he becomes an adult and builds a spaceship of his own, he gets to do just that, looking for adventure – little did he know the adventure waiting for him. Jensen Ackles is born part human, part Terryn and his life as an outcast is difficult – music is his only real escape. When he’s captured by the Dominion, an organization hell-bent on taking over every galaxy in every way they can, he’s used as a lab experiment to see how his special, combined heritage can be advantageous for them. Fleeing Dominion control, he vows to himself, they will never find him again. A chance meeting between Jared and Jensen helps both of them get what they’re looking for – and the way things end up, it may have been more than just chance. From various planets throughout different galaxies, to nights under the stars in space, Jared and Jensen find in each other something worth fighting – and possibly dying – for.

Comment: I think about this story so often. sometimes I look at the stars and think of these boys.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 39813; Warnings: none

Meet You at the Dock by grace_fully

jensen’s a third-year ivy league student home in small town Vermont for the summer. the lake, his family, his friends – all the way he left them last year. except jared. jared’s new.

Comment: grace_fully is one of the most talented writers this fandom has had and I miss her so much. this story is so simple and gorgeous and you can feel the pining just as much as you can feel drip of sweat on your skin in a muggy summer.

Rating: PG-13; Word Count: 5800; Warnings: None

Miles to Go by @dollyluxe

As Jensen’s assistant, Jared takes care of him at work. As a man in love, he can’t help that he wants to wrap him up in a warm blanket and take care of him in every other aspect of his life, too.

Comment: I read this fic at least once a month, if not more. it’s a Christmas fic that is so much more than a Christmas fic. it makes your heart stop in your chest and it makes you want.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 8176; Warnings: none

Funniest Fics

So Hurry Up and Bring Your Jukebox Money by curds_and_wheyface

It’s Mardi Gras at the beach and Chad wants to film Jared getting laid for his website. It says a lot about their friendship that this isn’t even the weirdest thing Chad’s ever asked of him.

Comment: it’s steaming hot and hysterical and Chad is a main character, which guarantees laughter.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 7527; Warnings: voyeurism, alcohol

(A Shortage of) Sense and Sensibility by lightinthehall

[ Mockumentary!AU fic ] Except Jared just can’t understand why Jensen isn’t off-the-charts, truly, madly, deeply in love with him. He’s pretty used to merely looking at people and having them swoon all over the place. Not Jensen. Not only is Jensen apparently immune to the sex-power-stare of Jared Padalecki, he’s never around to witness it. Every time the director yells That’s a wrap! Jared turns to say, ask Jensen out for something casual like coffee at his place – or sex on the coffee table at his place - poof! Jensen’s gone before he can even get a word out.

Comment: I love the mockumentary. I love that weirdo universe’s not-Jared and not-Jensen. this fic captures that so much and I just giggle constantly.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 3533; Warnings: none

A Man’s Fortune by morrezela

Jared is a dragon. Jensen is a pretty if foolhardy young man trespassing on Jared’s mountain. Nobody ever warned Jensen about the possessive nature of dragons.

Comment: this is so much more than just a funny fic, but it is funny and made me laugh out loud at times. Jared is just. so sad (hysterically sad) that Jensen doesn’t want to be captured by him, and I just. the poor thing.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 25791; Warnings: dubious consent

To Hell and Back by ashtraythief

It is said that if a demon steals an angel from heaven he’ll gain immense power. Jared is a demon who doesn’t fit in and when he finds a spell to open a passage to heaven, he thinks he’s found a solution to all his problems: angel power. But Jensen, the angel he takes, is not at all what he expected a celestial being to be like and things don’t go as planned. At all. In the ensuing chaos, Jared and Jensen have to form a strained alliance to survive and embark on a dangerous journey through the deepest pits of hell to flee from Jared’s rivals and all the other demons jonesing for angel blood.

Comment: I read this last year and it was one of my favorites of the Big Bang that year. Jared is the most hysterical and adorablely wonderful demon and Jensen is the most un-angel-y guy and their adventure is amazing, whilst having a fantastic plot.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 28378; Warnings: violence

Decaffeinated by Molly

In which Jensen develops a drinking problem, and Jared solves it for him.

Comment: we all know that Jensen + coffee is the true OTP and, as a fellow coffee addict, I just couldn’t not love this fic

Rating: General; Word Count: 5071; Warnings: none

#FlyTheUnfriendlySkies by dugindeep

Jensen is a customer service agent in American Airlines’ Admirals Club and Jared is the crabby celebrity who is always in his face.

Comment: literally just. this fic. lmao.

Rating: NC-17; Word Count: 7600; Warnings: none

Fics that Made Me Cry

The Courtship of Jensen’s Co-Star by @qblackheart

Somewhere in the time between a handshake and a hug, Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki went from being reel-life brothers to real-life best friends, and complete strangers to cosmic soul mates, no rhyme or reason to it that either of them could ever see. Jared was everything Jensen was not: friendly, funny, and full of life; one in six-point-whatever billion the Earth’s population currently stood at. Life was awesome. Work was amazing. Everything was fine until Jared kissed Jensen. Everything was peachy until Jensen fell in love. With desperate times unexpectedly calling for desperate measures, Jensen called Chad Michael Murray for relationship advice – because being in love led to temporary insanity obviously – so it really didn’t surprise him that he couldn’t seem to win when it came to wooing Jared. Still, Pisces must’ve been in a really good place in the night sky or something because suddenly, right smack dab in the middle of the miserable courtship of his co-star, Jensen discovered that maybe loving Jared was all he needed to do to win his heart. And luckily for Jensen, loving Jared was also the one thing he did best.

Comment: I talk about this fic all the time, but, god, I can’t help it. it’s them. and I cry and my hands shake and I’m completely overwhelmed by them. always.

Rating: NC-17; Word Count: 112,000+; Warnings: none

Forget-Me-Not by @babybrotherdean

In 1547, they meet as children. Sometimes, even when two people are truly meant to be together, it takes a few lifetimes across a few centuries for everything to sort itself out.

Comment: reincarnation. meant-to-be. losing each other. ache ache ache.

Rating: Mature; Word Count: 9400; Warnings: character death

I Saw You Shine by @dollyluxe

Jared gets a glimpse into Jensen’s new life.

Comment: this was written for me so I’m probably a bit biased (I cried when I saw the notification, let alone the tears that came when I read it), but I absolutely sob reading this story. I understand them both more than I care to ever explain, and it’s the most gorgeous kind of pain that ends as happy as it can because it’s our boys and it has to.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 3203; Warnings: depression, suicidal thoughts

Criminal Intentions by fftf

One murdered girl and no solid suspects’ leads local sheriff Jeffrey Dean Morgan to Jared - son of respected ex-sheriff, Gerald Padalecki, and soon-to-be newlywed. With nothing but shared history and circumstantial evidence to link him to the case, Jared’s name is cleared, but there is more than one life destroyed that night and harsh truths are brought to light which threaten everything Jared thought he could count on. Four years later Jared Padalecki returns to his hometown, and his old life – including his best friend and ex-fiancé Jensen – as a successful Agent of the Federal Bureau of Investigation. Jared has received information which endangers Jensen and everything Jared still holds dear, but his investigation provides him with more than he bargained for, including worrying insights into the crime that destroyed his life. Is Genevieve Cortese’s killer back and gunning for Jensen? Or is there more to the case than meets the eye?

Comment: this isn’t so much a crying-fic as it is just pure emotion. it’s so charged and intense and I could feel my breathing drop at times and. ugh. yes.

Rating: NC-17; Word Count: 69350; Warnings: character death

And a fic that fits all of these categories:

sadly is not online anymore. but.

The Doors of Time by felisblanco

god. this story. my forever-favorite fic ever. absolutely ever. I sob and dream and can see everything. absolutely everything that happens in this story. I wish I was more eloquent with my words so I could tell you what this story means to me, and one day I will. one day I’ll get all my thoughts about this story down. one day I’ll be able to comprehend the pain and joy this story brings me.

shadystranger

He Swan

welldonebeca

Identically Different - Masterlist

Summary: When you get arrested, your path crosses with the path of the Winchester-Walker twins. Samuel and Cordell couldn't be more different. That made everything way more interesting than you expected it to be. Pairing: Sam Winchester x Reader; Cordell Walker x Reader Warnings: Tension. Slowburn. Smut. Alternative Universe - Twins. Angst. Comfort.

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11

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Announcement

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I am launching a Patreon.

I know that this will probably be met with a mixed response. I get that. I understand that there may be some reticence about it but you have all always been so lovely and supportive of me that I hope you will see how exciting this is for me. I wrote my first ever fic by accident last September and never imagined it would end up being something I loved so much or that brought so much happiness or so many of you wonderful people into my life! I spend a lot of time and effort writing (you’ve seen my word counts, you know!) and I really do hope you can see why I’m so excited to be setting up my Membership Site.

Here are the important things to know….

There will be Patreon exclusive content. A lot of stuff will filter down to Tumblr but some won’t.

The next parts of my series ‘Knight!Sam’, ‘Now & Then’, and ‘Duke’ will all be posted to Patreon. They will come to Tumblr too because I haven’t forgotten that this is where I started them and I am really not trying to strong arm anyone into anything or make a ‘dick move’. They will come to Tumblr 4 weeks after Patreon. Knight!Sam is already up. N&T will go up next week. Duke, the week after that. And so on. I’m also already planning my next series. [NB. ‘Best Laid Plans’ is a commission and will stay here]

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I was kind of a lonely kid, Dean.

2sw

I was kind of a lonely kid, Dean.

eisforeidolon

Question: You guys have been so close for so long, what would you say each other's greatest character trait is and why?

Jared: As people? And I have to say this in front of him?

[Jensen theatrically turns to Jared, crosses his leg, and props his chin on his hand to listen]

Jared: I mean, where do I start, honestly? But I'd say one of the things that has been abundantly obvious to me, and I relied on for almost the last twenty years? Is he doesn't give up. He doesn't give up - not on a project, not on a person. He just goes, like, alright, one step at a time, let's do it. Not that he doesn't get down, I mean, we're all humans, we have good days and bad days [Jensen nods]. But when the shit hits the fan, he's - I always said he'd be a good, like, Navy Seal or something. 'Cause he's just like, okay, what's next? I can't change that, what are we doing? Like, didn't you just hear, the camera broke, the stage is on fire. And he's like, alright, well, can we get something from tomorrow's work? Like, he's just sort of like, alright - he goes. And that, that - I don't want to say it's confidence, because it doesn't come from a place of arrogance, or some ego? It just comes from alright then what can we do? And so it's infectious to go like, well, that guy over there, Jensen, he's still ready to get after it, even though everything went wrong and everything broke and everything's on fire, he's still ready to carry on. To borrow the name of an episode. So I think that that permeates a lot of his life, whether things are great or things are not great? He just goes, like, okay, cool, what's next? I can't change that, so what can I do, what can we do? And he doesn't put - he's not one of those drill sergeant, hey, I'm ready to do it, you better do it. But you see him doing and well, if he can do it, then maybe I can, too. So it's a very hopeful attitude, that I really appreciated. [Jensen pats Jared's leg, Jared pats his back]

Jensen: There are many, so I will pick one. And one that I admire and I, you know, wish I had more of is his appetite for knowledge in the things he becomes even remotely interested in. He can take a subject, any topic, and wonder about it. And he doesn't continue to wonder very long. I just kind of sit in that wonderment for a while, oh, that's - I wish I knew more about that. Oh well. Jared dives deep. And almost in just an insatiable appetite way of wanting to know more and that zest for knowledge and life is - it's inspiring? But it's just so unique and powerful for somebody to have that and have that drive to wanna know so much more about so many different - I mean the guy is insanely intelligent in a way that - I always knew he was smart, I always knew he had a really great head on his shoulder, but. Shoulders. Two just stunningly muscular shoulders. But he gets an interest in something and he just digs in so, like, amazingly. And any subject - if it's academics, if it's wanting to know about - like I'm always like, hey Jared, what supplements should I be on? Because I know he knows all about it. Or hey man, I'm looking for a book right now, what are your recommendations? And he'll give me thirteen, fourteen recommendations. He just has - his brain works in just such a brilliant way that I've always been in awe of how he's able to do that and do it consistently. You know he doesn't burn out, he doesn't tire out with the zest that he has for wanting to know more about life, and it too is infectious. And I was it was more infectious, I wish I would be infected with it completely. But I get a little bit of it and it's inspiring for me to wanna just know more and learn more and have that desire for knowledge the way he does. It's really really impressive and I think it's had an amazing impact on his life and the way that he can relate to so many different - you put him in a room with anybody and he will have a researched knowledgeable way of communicating with just about anybody and everybody on almost any topic. And that to me is just incredible, so. And again, that's one of many things that I could say, but that one just popped to the front. [Jared squeezes Jensen's knee and then puts his hand on his back]

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Chef's kiss.

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Supernatural S3E12 Jus in Bello

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I love that whenever there is a world ending crisis that is orchestrated by an all powerful beings, Dean is the easy choice, he follows orders “the good little soldier” “daddy’s blunt instrument”. It was the same in season 4 when he accepted to work for heaven and the same in season 5 when he accepted being Michaels vessel until Sam talked him out of it. The same with Billie’s plan with the Malak box (again failed because Sam opposed to the plan). The same in season 14 finale when he accepted Chuck’s gun to use it on Jack until Sam pointed out Chuck’s manipulation and lies. It’s the same in 15x17 too when he was willing to go with Chuck’s plan to gain his “freedom” (although this time he was unaware that this was exactly what Chuck wanted) and yet again it’s Sam who talked him out of it. It’s always Sam the ever rebel to ruin all powerful beings masterplans. He is always the challenge.

Examples:

In season 5, he faught all season against destiny and the angels plans for him and even when all lost hope, his faith didn’t waver and ultimately his strength and love for his family is what saved the world.

In season 10, when Dean was about to kill him (ordered by Death) he faught for himself and for his brother and was able to break through Dean to break the hold of Mark of Cain and kill Death.

In season 11, Sam defied Lucifer and said no even though he was in the Cage with his worst nightmare yet that didn’t break him.

In season 14, he didn’t go along with Chuck’s plan to kill Jack and instead he questioned him and confronted him about being controlling their lives.

In season 15, he was always skeptical about Billie’s plan and when he found out he immediatly tried to prevent Dean from going with it.

Sam Winchester is a leader, not a follower. That is why he was Azazel’s favorite and that is why he was supposed to be the boyking that will lead an army. That is why all of the Apocalypse!world hunters chose to follow him.

foxthefanboi

Whumptober Nº1 - Waking Up Restrained

lillysilverus

Instead of Sam giving credit to Dean and Castiel, I wish Sam had given the credit to himself for how strong he was/is, how he realized that he could make the choice whether to use his powers for good or evil and he chose good and SAVED THE DAMN WORLD.

irradiantsam

YES, I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry when Sam said that his “family helped me through that.” It fucking breaks me to see Sam giving credit where absolutely none is due. They may not have all had ill intentions, but no one from his family ever did right by him in this regard.

1) John lied to Sam about what he knew about his destiny his entire life.

2) Much like John, Dean kept everything he learned in 2.01 a secret from Sam, including that he might have to KILL SAM, for as long as he could. Then in 4.04 had the audacity to question why Sam didn’t share right away that Azazel showed him he was given demon blood as a baby when he was the one who tried to keep it from Sam (it’s Sam’s secret to keep, and I’m not surprised he hid it from Dean considering his own life was at risk, even potentially from his family aka Dean and Bobby).

Another standout moment from this episode is when Dean found out Sam was drinking demon blood, which up until that point in time, had only saved people’s lives, but this is what Dean had to say:

Yes, Sam, your family really lovingly didn’t put a bullet through you. [x, x, x]

3) Leaving aside that Dean and Bobby did the absolute bare minimum to detox Sam (bucket, water, tied to a cot, locked in a room to suffer with 0 comfort or support offered) and that it seemed designed more to punish Sam than help him through withdrawal, Dean and Bobby themselves did not think they were saving Sam. They knew they were killing him, and Dean was perfectly fine with that, just so long as he died human. (In curious contrast, another time Dean was willing to let Sam die if it came to that was in 9.10 when he didn’t see any other way of stopping Gadreel.) [x, x]

Bobby was considering was considering shooting Sam in the chest rather than let him drink demon blood, which was not in itself evil. Sam was drinking it to save humans and exorcise demons. Dean and Bobby were gung ho for the plan of killing Lilith. Their (or Dean’s) only issue at that point in time was that Sam was allied with Ruby. And they were willing to let Sam die over it. (Side note: In contrast, Sam is dragged through the mud for their fight in 4.21 when he technically just escaped from Dean and Bobby trying to kill him. They had no right to play judge, jury, and executioner, yet somehow the problem in this episode is one of the rare times Sam actually fights back.)

4) Considering everyone else’s manipulation in getting the Winchesters (yes, both) to start the Apocalypse, Cas also does not deserve any credit here. Not to throw shade at current!Cas because he’s not the same character, but it’s frankly ridiculous that he (the only member of team free will who knew what was being set in motion and knowingly played a part) would put the sole blame for the Apocalypse on Sam, saying Sam made the wrong choice and hence so would Jesse the Antichrist. [source]

5) Do I even need to get into how awfully Sam has been treated for these “mistakes,” been ostracized for being different? For being fed demon blood and given powers he never asked for, drinking demon blood to stop Lilith, for being one of many to help start the Apocalypse (a plan set in motion by both heaven and hell centuries before Sam was even born). Even when Sam’s family wasn’t the own doing the tearing down, no one has ever stood up for Sam, ever corrected the person putting him down, ever taken credit for their part in the Apocalypse, instead letting Sam bear the brunt of it. No one has so much as offered sympathy or shown understanding after all he’s been put through. Just a quick refresher on the main events:

(Sam thought Dean was going to stab him)

“I mean, I don’t. I don’t know whether it’s gonna be demon blood or some other demon chick or what, but…I do know they’re gonna find a way to turn you.”