this blog is like a glorified bedroom full of so many things that don't fit in but are here cause I like them...
she/they; fem, queer
currently in college, english major. unfinished literature blog @scriptedsanctuary. also learning to speak german!
vocaloid, bungou stray dogs, will wood, and needy girl overdose are my main things right now... but I WILL yammer about anything I'm thinking about at the moment
I do not condone ghost and pals' actions, despite how much I enjoy their work. this is something I'm still trying to work through as I've admired their art and music for many years
multifandom & multiship
fic tag: nat's fanfic dump
also on ao3, with underscores instead of dashes
fandom specifics and extra info under the cut!
bungou stray dogs
favs: akutagawa (is it obvious?), ranpo
main ships: shin soukoku, ranpoe, soukoku
I keep up with the manga! will tag spoilers as bsd (chapter #) spoilers
needy girl overdose
this story means a lot to me!
yes I've played the game, haven't 100%ed it yet but I know just about everything
I keep up with the anime! will tag spoilers as nso ep (#) spoilers
identity v
not playing atm (its too hard to adapt to all the new characters and meta anymore) but I love my guy joseph. shake that old man around. aesop too.
NA/EU, bombyx_mori
more interests
rythym games (muse dash, taiko, sound voltex, project diva, groove coaster- ask for friend codes!), ranboo, generation loss, danganronpa
many art mediums (especially photography, collage, and illustration), history (esp. since wwii), media analysis and literature, basic meteorology and psychology, disasters, collecting random shit
etc
I block blogs with default header/icon and no content to filter out bots. any spam asks will be ignored. you should be fine tho!
pinned post last updated on 4/4/26
image credits
icon and header: bungou stray dogs / sango harukawa
Tumblr being the "piss on the poor" reading comprehension site makes sense when you realize that 79% of adults in the US are functionally illiterate. Same goes for Twitter and TikTok.
that's a real high number, sport. where'd you get it?
realizing that the online sphere and especially tumblr is NOT a good sample for ‘what everyone thinks’ is so, so, so good for your mental health and moral OCD. i swear to god. realizing that you don’t have to live your actual life like you’re being hunted for sport because the average tumblr user will hunt you for sport for wording something slightly weird or engaging in the wrong stuff or whatever is so incredible. like no you’re actually not fucked up and evil for not donating or for watching that one indie cartoon or questioning a post that everybody is agreeing with. that’s just tumblrs georg making you feel that way
i hate when rich people condescend with the whole 'money can't buy happiness' argument like listen. just because buying your fourth car didn't fill the void in your deluded disconnected-from-reality life doesn't mean not having to worry about food/ bills/medicine wouldn't greatly improve the mental health of literally everyone else on the planet
Fun fact: they've done studies and money DOES buy happiness, but it tops out after a certain amount (nowadays around $500,000)
So yeah, having food / bills / medicine & a fair amount of leisure covered by income DOES buy happiness, but excess wealth depletes the effect exponentially.
Another way of putting this is that money doesn't buy happiness, but relief from financial worries ABSOLUTELY buys happiness, and there is a dollar value on that.
happy disability pride month to people who have never questioned if they're really disabled. happy disability pride month to people who never wonder if it's all in their head. happy disability pride month to people who can't be invisibly disabled even if they don't use a visible aid. happy disability pride month to people who don't question if they belong to the community. happy disability pride month to everyone who carries the trauma of spending their whole life as their parent's "disabled child". happy disability pride month to people with no interest in validating others. happy disability pride month to people who wish they could identify out of being disabled. happy disability pride month to people who don't even have the option of questioning whether they might really be able bodied
happy disability pride month to people who have to fight to be seen past the word ‘disabled’. happy disability pride month to people who don’t go out of their way to make anyone else more comfortable with their visibly disabled body. happy disability pride month to people who are tired of educating everyone around them all the time, even other disabled people. happy disability pride month to people who never get seen as abled, but have gotten mistaken for being on drugs because of the way they move and/or speak. happy disability pride month to people who don’t want their identity to revolve around being disabled, but can’t change how literally everyone else sees them. happy disability pride month to visibly disabled people who talk about sex and pleasure. happy disability pride month to all visibly and obviously disabled people, we are so strong and resilient <3
hey real quick can anybody help me find this image that I’ve seen before here on tumblr. it looks like this
the button doesn’t necessarily say “Elucidate the Rapture” but it does say something that’s kind of lengthy and has religious connotations. the woman pushing the button has an expression of indescribable smugness. there might be other buttons on the machine (?) she is pressing.
I cannot believe that this is a website where you can ask “hey i think i saw a weird image once” and put a bad stick figure drawing of it and someone will be like “oh yeah that’s the first installment of a 12-part post-ironic apocalypse fever dream photoshop series” and just hand you a dozen of the most unhinged images you’ve ever seen in your life, that still have a better three act structure than most modern cinema
this is far more than “random person in 2005ish creates surreal visual narrative” - let’s go deeper down the rabbit hole, shall we?
to Immanentize the Eschaton means to bring about utopian conditions and create heaven on Earth
the phrase is first cited in the Discordian religious text, Principia Discordia (1963), for whom Discord (aka Eris) is goddess:
the first line of Robert Anton Wilson and Robert Shea’s 1975 The Illuminatus! trilogy: “It was the year when they finally immanentized the Eschaton.”
in Frederik Pohl’s The Eschaton Sequence (1997 - 1999), the human race is caught up in a galactic war between two alien races attempting to immanentize the eschaton
in Ken Macleod's The Stone Canal (1997), one of the chapters is “Another crack at Immanentising the Eschaton”
Crystal Thierry’s (aka the modern Discordia / Eris) narrative lives in esteemed company
here’s what the warning in the image says btw because i wanted to read it but it was too blurry so i had to spend several minutes hunting for a version with better resolution, so I’m posting it here so nobody else has to make that same journey
“DO NOT OPERATE THE ESCHATRON 9000 UNLESS YOU’RE REALLY, REALLY SERIOUS ABOUT DESTROYING THE WORLD”
