No Thoughts.

Claire | she/her | dumbass

[adhdgooglesearches]

Am I just very very stupid?

[adhnerdy]

I think this needs to be said and as a math major i think i have a right to say it. I hate complex math so much. Sometimes its ok to just leave a problem alone, we dont need all this math. I have to read about the prime number theorem and like??? Its so dumb?? Like in hundreds of years nobody could figure out an explicit formula for the number of primes that exist less than some number x. Like ok thats fine, who cares? Just give up we don’t need the solution. Like im chill with everything through calculus but why did we have to keep going? Like after we invented calculus why couldn’t we have stopped there, is that not enough math? I hate it here

[adhdgooglesearches]

does anyone else spin in circles while listening to music

[adhnerdy]

Anyway…. *rewatches over the garden wall for the second time today*

[adhnerdy]

Cannot express how much i love fresno nightcrawlers

[adhnerdy]

Sometimes i think about how in elementary school my doctor was talking to me about my ADHD diagnosis and she was like “I don’t want you to think that you won’t be successful in life because you have adhd” and i was sitting there like 🫠 i had never even considered that but thanks ig

[adhnerdy]

The only thing keeping me going is all my tutoring students telling me what a good job im doing

[adhnerdy]

“If Jesus died for all our sins, he left one behind the body I’m in” just hits different when you’re disabled

[adhnerdy]

You know that feeling when you accidentally remember theres organs inside of you and then you feel all icky

[adhnerdy]

I don’t post for my followers. I post because i need so much attention all the time

[adhnerdy]

Guys i keep passing a necklace on the ground while going to my classes and its been there for a while, should i pick it up and see if i get cursed?

[adhnerdy]

The fact that my friends still put up with me…

[adhnerdy]

My doctor took me off my meds and now im hashtag going through withdrawal 🥳✌️ he just told me to go cold turkey so i did (you aren’t supposed to do that for this medication) so yeah its fine its all good (its not) (ive gotten about 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 days)

[adhnerdy]

Looking online for a copy of my favorite shirt in a totally neurotypical way

[adhnerdy]

Alright folks this was fun the first time so lets do it again. Tell me about your hyperfixation and/or special interest. Share as much as you want, go ahead and infodump to me because i love hearing about peoples passions ❤️

[chaoticgoodthief]

I love dragons. Everybody that knows me well knows that I adore them. I love their power and all the different species that people invent. The term dragon is so vague and unhindered by reality that is is impossible to know what people will think. Even now, I can count 7 dragon toys/models in my room and that’s not even all of them.

I love dragons that are cute and tiny, but still definately dragons. (eg. still breath fire, hoard treasure, look like they can still protect themselves) I love western dragons, eastern dragons, ice dragons, water dragons, fire dragons. Just all of them really. (Although I don’t like imposters pretending to be dragons. Eg. those weird, deformed things of some kids shows. I prefer bearded dragons over those) 

I love the aesthetic of dragons, the way that each horn, spike and scale are placed to create something magnificent and glorious. I love seeing dragons use their abilities, soaring through the air, breathing out fire, clawing through opponents. I love imaging what powers dragons have based on their design. Maybe one that looks like their scales are made of treasure has claws that leave molten gold where they scratch. Maybe the one with almost transparent wings can turn invisible. Maybe the one with spikes that look like ice shards can create blizzards.

I just think dragons are really neat, ok?

[adhnerdy]

Yesss dragons are so cool! Im a huge fan of anything magical (one of my fixations is fairies). But yeah dragons are so fun, i love when i see them in media. Do you have a favorite type of dragon? Also have you seen the show the dragon prince? Its not all about dragons but thats just what came to mind 😅

[itsmxbee]

Adopting people’s mannerisms and vocal habits in a totally neurotypical way.

[adhnerdy]

Alright folks this was fun the first time so lets do it again. Tell me about your hyperfixation and/or special interest. Share as much as you want, go ahead and infodump to me because i love hearing about peoples passions ❤️

[killmurderfuck]

OH OH OKAY SO

OP I'm currently obsessing on JSE lore. A bit of Markiplier lore as we due to ISWM and a ton of other things but the JSE is more recent AND we've been starved of content (give or take six ish years of radio silence from the Septic egos) So I'll only throw one fandom at you right now.

The Septic egos include Antisepticeye, Henrik Von Schneeplestein, Jackieboy Man, Chase Brody, JJ (Jameson Jackson), Robbie (who technically isn't canon) c!Jack, Marvin The Magnificent and maybe one or two others I forgot oops.

Antis the main antagonist of all this. One of his first official appearances was him litteraly (attempting) to kill c!Jack by possessing his body and slitting his throat. Hence why anytime you see Anti he has a deep gash spilling blood on his neck.

He's also tormented Chade a lot, who is a divorced dad of two trying his hardest while still dealing with an alcoholic habit, and broke the man a lot. Anti also took controll of JJ like a puppet by using strings (JJ is canonical mute and uses bsl, so by stringing his hands up and controlling them Anti took away his voice)

A lot of other stuff happened. Like Schneep took a nine month break at one point a lot of people assumed was becuase of Anti but now other theories are being thrown around-

Marvin (who is a sorcerer(?) wizard kinda guy) also is important

The other characters minus Robbie all have videos on them that I don't really feel like explaining but they're all important!!!

RECENTLY HOWEVER, like, now now recently, we've been getting hints at lore. The I.R.S and Chase Bank Twitter accounts have been dragged into this somehow. Particularly the I.R.S

There are theories going around that Marvin and possibly Schneep are working with the I.R.S to keep a watch on people. Like c!Jack and Chase. Maybe even Anti-

HONESTLY ITS A HODGE PODGE OF LIKE CONFUSING SHIT BUT ALL I KNOW IS JACK SAID ANTI WAS 100% SHOWING UP SOON THIS YEAR SO IM HYPED

[adhnerdy]

Wow that all seems really intense, but when there’s so much to focus on that can just add to the intrigue :) I had fun reading about this, thanks for sharing