Well it's about that time I do that thing that internet users don't really care about but is useful I guess:
An Introduction Post!
Name: Ace, Aesfo (pronounced like Ace-foe), FourAcesWild, whatever name you know me as is probably fine.
Pronouns: he/him/they/them... Or whatever Im kinda cool with anything tbh, call me a girl or a freak who gives a shit
I have severe ADHD, you can tell when I stop taking my medication cause I'll start actually posting cause I'll be bored. I'm generally a nerd (I have glasses irl, so it's official), I like cats as well. also I'm very asexual, sex jokes are totally on the table for me but like.. ya know, be reasonable about it lol.
My blog has no theme, this is my void to scream my problems and thoughts into, so get ready for horny posts (I promise they're jokingly... most of the time) right next to me bawling my eyes out.. this hasn't happened but it's a matter of time.
I'm not anti-AI by any stretch, but I am definitely against any AI that uses art from real artists without permission and/or compensation. I will probably block you if you're heavily focused on genAI or things like it.
I make no promises on how safe my blog will be, but it'll be generally safe-ish, crude and/or silly humor always but I'm not gonna rb porn or write smut on this blog... Probably.
Perhaps one day I'll start sharing some of the stuff I make on this website... For now it stays as it is, unless I make something im particularly proud of
Stuff I'm into in no specific order (I'll try to keep this updated with the more specific stuff... No promises though):
Music (I do music stuff, mostly singing, irl. But I also like listening to music)
When I play characters I either play slightly tall sarcastic witty woman, or small scheming rat boy. I like playing characters I could be attracted to and I don't think there's anything wrong with that
Somewhere here is commentary on the underlying assumption that capitalism has made in that there is an inherent monetary value to love and care, and that perhaps true unconditional love doesn't exist in a system that assigns direct value to relationships and encourages you to extract as much value as you can from them. Or maybe I'm over thinking it, who knows.
The 21st Century ritual of the Earth Sandwich, where in two people on opposite sides of the earth place a piece of bread on the ground, creating a sandwich with the entire planet as its contents. Truly, a beautiful ceremony symbolizing the interconnected nature of the modern world.
“your friend is dead, and their corpse is inhabited by something only you can see for what it truly is" is already good horror. but "you begin to love the thing that wears their face"? the blasphemy of it. terror turning into desire. grief turning into longing. being enticed by what should repel you. it twists the knife deeper, because the horror is not based on deception anymore. the fear comes from recognizing the monster in its raw form and finding beauty there. you're not clinging to scraps of your friend, you're surrendering to something other, something wrong, and loving it. you're not holding onto a ghost of the past, it’s the monster itself that you choose
yes it's obviously penetrative imagery but it's also + more importantly about the intoxicating, terrifying helplessness of being violently reminded of the limitations of your attempts to defeat your own vulnerability
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