A Flower full of Life, Love N' Candy

Hello, Im 6'5, this is my blog to complain about shit that pretty much no one wants to listen to. Im 25 but ive been told I look 16..., I am very comfortable person, I dont have any more to hide then the next... Im 31 now…🥲

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

Being in love with something that will never be is hard.

[petitprincess1]

Betting he's waking to Blitzo, considering those are Cash Buckzo's horns! Ajskadkjeh they were so cute 😭😭😭

[penelopefoxtail-deactivated2020]

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

I can’t wait to go to school to make friends. I just want to escape. To have a get away. I don’t wanna lean on my mind or other things to get away…. I don’t know. I feel like I’m searching for something and I’m scared of what it is. 😞

[resqectable]

“What’s the worst thing I’ve stolen? Probably little pieces of other people’s lives. Where I’ve either wasted their time or hurt them in some way. That’s the worst thing you can steal, the time of other people. You just can’t get that back.”

— Chester Bennington

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

I just wanna feel little, and petite and be thrown around a little. 😯🤫 Is that too much to ask? 😂🥰

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

Gained some (hella) weight after my third, but I’m still feelin myself 🥰🥰

[valentina-poem]

[fencehopping]

Embroidered snowy steps>

[katskrochet]

EMBROIDERED?

[sinnohgirl]

pokélog 2021 ① by  ゆらの

[onlythebiggestfuckup-blog]

The worst part about being sad is that you don’t even know what makes you happy anymore.

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

Why am I so content with nothing? I have nothing to show for several years. Several. Years. My friends are achieving degrees and living their lives. I feel so behind. I’m so miserable in my own mind I can’t think straight or even begin to imagine adding anything to my plate. I don’t know what I need…. I literally can’t explain how angry with myself I am. How depressed and just over it all I am. I feel so closed in a box by my own body. I feel so mentally tapped and behind the curve. I just can’t. I don’t know when but I feel like it’s soon…..

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

I’m so tired of being left out... I thought I was a good friend... I thought I was there for you... for everything... but yet no one has been there for me... I guess I’m the one... I’m the forgettable one.... I’m fighting for my life... each and every day.... fighting... I can feel myself grow weaker.....

[4straeusx]

“What is this overwhelming pressure? Right.. I’ve experienced this before…

I remember now.. 

This is… death! Murder via overwhelming force.”

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

I miss having friends who wanted to go out and do things. I realized that’s a big part of my life missing... enjoying it! I’m a mom now but I’m still a person! 😔😔 Hookah and some drinks with CHILL people. That’s all I want.

[hailneaux]

Victoria Monet - Moment

[dopeass90sbaby]

Ugh 😭❤️

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

A MF moment 😚😚

[aflowersweetascandy61734]

The world doesn’t revolve around me.... I know 😞

I hate that I have no one to vent to. No one who knows who I am and cares enough to even listen. Someone (other then my SO) who knows how I internalize things. I feel so empty, so lost and so defeated. I miss the old me before everything. I don’t know what I want and I’m afaid. I’m afraid of who I’m gonna have to be... and not being who I wanna be. 😞😞😒😒